Yeah, I'm trying. Had a little bit of chicken and some potatoes. Not as much as I should have with it being my only meal today but at least I didn't puke it up. Just got really close for hours.
They are watching me like a hawk. I lost ten pounds when he separated from me and I still had hope then. I'm not sure how much will go this time. I am afraid of needles so I will keep myself out of the hospital if I have to force myself to eat. At least I can drink liquids okay-ish. That will keep me in pretty good shape till I am hungry. I hate forcing myself to eat but it better than being in a hospital.
There are lemonade alcohol that are good but honestly, it isn't that great and I actually hate the taste. I don't like many drinks and I haven't done it very much. :/ I'm so boring and lame.
I'm drinking Henry's orange soda alcohol....it helps me feel relaxed and a bit numb. I've never been drunk or even buzzed. Last time I did three games of beer pong but minus the beer and add hard alcohol. I was fine enough to win at mario kart and take care of everyone else there by not letting them sleep in the bathtub. I think I might seriously be poisoned before ever being drunk.