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8 yrs ago
If you're not trying to romance the Pokemon, what's the fucking point?
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8 yrs ago
Can't help but read 'woah' as a regular 'wuh', but 'whoa' as a deep, masculine 'HOO-AH!'
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8 yrs ago
That's patently untrue. I planted some potassium the other day, and no matter how much I watered it, all I got was explosions.
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9 yrs ago
on holiday for five days. if you need me, toss a rock into the fuckin' desert and I'll whisper in your dreams
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According to the IRC, I'm a low-grade troll. They're probably not wrong.

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Overlooked a post but now that Ariamis has responded it's my turn. I'll kick up something today.
@Double Capybara You made puns! I approve.

The worldbuilding of Raka and Arpeggio as some kind of dream fission reactor is really solid, and I hope we'll keep seeing Ilunabar's musical themes in stuff like this. Is there any spiritual life native to Raka and feeding on/tampering with dreams, or not yet?

As for the domain switch/addition, I think it's entirely viable. You may want to keep building on the themes of desire, pleasure or escapism in there, since I feel like that's what you're going for with Ilunabar rather than undirected whim. Anyway, the only name suggestions I can think of are 'Fancy' and 'Reverie', which are both pretty much just positively-connotated synonyms of Fantasy, which is probably the best fit on a purely definitive level.
@DarkwolfX37 Violet is still looking cohesive, but going over her backstory again I have a few thoughts to phrase as questions. There's no need to answer these, because the sheet is already fairly clear about them, but they might help add flavour next time you do a sheet.

-Did Violet's abuse from peers stem from select individuals bullying her on a personal level, being ignored or cast out by the wider school(?) community, parental disappointment, or something else?
-What was she like before her misanthropy became prevalent, or was it always present and just intensified as others responded to it?
-Violet is protective of youth due to her brother's accident. Does she blame the infant's parents for allowing him to go neglected?
-How has her ability to detect emotions changed her views towards others, adults, her parents? Does she see the good in some of them or is it drowned out by lies and hate? Is it too early to tell?
@Muttonhawk Thank you~ I'm honestly so chuffed with these little shits, even though there's still some contradictions in their sheet and I haven't added their means of observing their surroundings yet. Mostly vibration. Partially horror magic.

They're very unlikely to wipe out the White Giants, but they may target individuals that continuously harass a clowder of fiberlings as they pass over the same routes repeatedly, or if several of them in the same area get particularly cocky and curious over time. Clowder is definitely the collective term.

And yes! They excrete cats. Cats are Gap scavengers and this explains an awful lot about them.
The creatures of the Deformed Sea, perhaps due to their unnatural source, were unperturbed by the destruction descending from the heavens. They continued as they had done before - here was one feeding on another, and here was another fleeing a potential predator, and there was one taking its prescribed sleep. They were not creatures with enough mind to understand that it was doom that descended upon them. Perhaps that was the vital difference between Life's creations and the creations of the Deformed Flesh.


Just a note based on this quote. The life present in the Fractal Sea at the moment is entirely 'natural', in that it is ultimately still a product of Slough's activity. Jvan may have edited them to hell and back, but she has used their own materials to do so. You can paint over a portrait, but to turn it into a sculpture or poem is an entirely different matter. So far the only forms of unnatural life Jvan has created are the Jvanic Eyes and the Embryonic Angels; The latter are hybrid and both are purely functional.

That said, next turn she is going to reveal the designs of the first species she has created entirely by herself. As promised, here they are: Big, hairy, and sudden.

OK RUSHED BUT DONE

@Hael Whoops, forget everything I said about Jvan having mixed feelings for Vulamera; It's still true but I realised it was even better used in combination with the opportunity to demonstrate the results of Toun's shattering on her.

Ed: Oh boy this is one baby I really don't feel like proofreading. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

On a positive note, as of now, Jvan has not only semi-canonically smooched a dead doe, but mentally referred to a stronger male god as daddy.

I hate myself and everything I do.


The Embryonic Angel soared into the heavens, its curved and asymmetrical web of sails filled by a pulse of the Other. Jvan watched the tiny entity go, questioning herself.

The Unborn will see this as an insult, or a challenge. I may have been honest, but I do not trust her, either. Indeed, the All-Beauty had few doubts about the nature of the gift, gorgeous as Mirus was. It was a bribe. A distraction too perfect to resist, though resist she did. Surely, if Vulamera sought peace, she would have simply taken for herself a body, any body. Truth? Lies? Such things were for words, not flesh! No god existed who could not take on a fitting form! And yet, this... Aborted sister of mine shows great promise. Science, art, engineering, all these traits she has displayed for all gods to see over Galbar. Am I judging her too harshly for her disability? Was Vulamera perhaps not unborn but stillborn, like the Rottenbone, only none recognised her potential enough to heal her?

Clink.

A porcelain echo ricocheted through Jvan's creative core, abrasive and sharp. No. She searched for a word, one which she had never needed to use before. Vulamera could not be allowed to stay as she was. Vulamera was... Imperfect. She is imperfect. More must be done.

Clink.

I have seen such potential before. It is not sufficient. A deity that considers itself too perfect to change must be forced to, for their own sake. My patience is great, but one day, I must see that Vulamera's art becomes heartfelt. I am not sorry, sister. It is not the first time I have broken a god.

Clink. Clink. Clink.

* * * * *


Sheltered under the softly shuffling pink mists of the Mother, a Jvanic Eye rested, alone. It was rather large, as such constructs went, likely occupying about a cubic metre of space, and its force of impact had led it to skid over the mountainous earth and settle itself in a long gouge of upset gravel. The visibility wasn't particularly favourable, but what could be seen was pleasant, and Jvan had no reason to try and move or retrieve her Eye.

Time passed, and the valley changed little. The first lichens, windborne as spores released by the Deepwood, were slowly starting to settling on the rock. Only a disruption of the quiet brought the Horrorsome Engineer's attention back to the lost Eye.

Something large and seamed was visible to the colourful probe, and its white mass was approaching quickly. Jvan focused her vision, and saw a great, gleaming white creature approach with a rapid hexapod gait, clicking regularly and sharply from the end of its expansive neck. It drew near. The White Giant knew its way, and its missive, and Jvan saw over the cyborg flesh a layer of ceramic. A perfect match for what she remembered.

The entity reared, elegance wrought in muscle and metal, and shattered the Jvanic Eye beneath its fists, pounding its viscous fluid organs into the gravel. Within the mind of the Engineer, there was quiet.

...Nice work, Toun. I like it.

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A smaller Jvanic Eye found itself not only watching, but watched. Soon it received a welcome rather different to automatic destruction, and even more exciting. The winds of Zephyrion carried the organic sphere to a shallow bowl of raindrops atop an elegant roof, one that cupped its lower surface and allowed it to roll endlessly in any direction without moving. Such generous authority! Why, just as Niciel is a mother, Zephyrion almost fills the role of father, confident and bold.

Jvan listened closely through the visceral device. Generosity was manifesting itself in other ways, too; A major commission had been issued, under the power of the First Gale. The Engineer felt a thrill of joy at the recognition of her domain, both in her and her sister proponent of art. To see the score of the Muse sung into action upon Galbar would be truly inspiring. Even the plans were set together elegantly. I hope they're kept on display somewhere. Teknall surely left wall space for such maps.

Ilunabar's reserved words not only for the project, but for Jvan herself. They were odd words, but the goddess felt the warmth of them. The next embryonic angel was large and well-developed within its amnion, and it rode the winds of Change far and swiftly to its goal. As it grew, it became rectangular, and its fragile skin grew translucent over a layer of chromatophores and texture cells, that morphed as it spoke and settled into a colourful model of the same map Ilunabar had designed, bar some small additions.

A speaking organ was set over the face of the map like a title, and it intoned directly to Zephyrion, with all the courtesy and magnificence befitting the situation.

"Lord of Change and Lady of Dreams, your welcome is well appreciated. May my eye remain here always as a gesture of goodwill to your domain, Zephyrion, for innovation and whim alike are written deep into the nature of art.

"Ilunabar's designs are wholesome and mature, and contrast the Shattered Plains pleasantly. My propositions are modest, but will compliment its own themes. I suggest that a precise channeling of storm winds will cause rivers and falls to run between the mesas of the Stone Horns, and fill the canyon floor with a network of shallow lakes, which may later be populated with low forests and wetlands to fill the air with petals. The motion of this water may provide breath for further musical organs which may compliment the horns. The peaks of each mesa may be designed also as nesting sites for such creatures as will, one day, thrive on the wind..."


As the mouth of the angel moved, a second message, encoded in light so as not to interrupt the main voice of the goddess, played itself for the benefit of Ilunabar. It was a short pattern, but its glows were subtle and optimistically colourful, and if the luminous organs of the back of the angel were made to pen a written tongue, it may have read like this:

"There is no movement without debate, nor composite without clash. Do not lament the harsh feelings spent over me, Ilunabar, for even they come from an elegant source. Mostly, anyway. And though I don't follow parts of your discourse, either- The precise mechanics of order and chaos don't hold me for long- I think we can agree that we shall both work to preserve dynamic interaction between chaos and order. For my work is only a setting for a story, and what is a story without intrigue? Even the white giants are pretty, though I don't think they like me. If you enjoy my work, sister, use it to stage something magnificent. Use the whole world."

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As a message was relayed, the Jvanic Eye of the Citadel swivelled faster, and the body of Jvan too gazed upwards at the beautiful ruin of glowing rings unfolding over Galbar. Has the Unborn gone truly mad? No. No, Vulamera would not do such, though Jvan had certainly found her unpredictable before. The Mindful God would rather hold Galbar to ransom. This is Chaos, gambling with our creations- Playing with our responses- At the risk of complete annihilation- Logos! Where are you when you're useful? In haste, Jvan gathered numerous samples of all her creations into her body cavities, assimilating some and killing others where struggle was inconvenient. The Deepwood. I must warn the gods to move-

A harsh pulse of scarlet radiation pulsed over Galbar and into deep space from the body of Jvan as she regretted her exhaustion and regretted Vestec, a warning light to those who could still act. Someone would. The orbit was still entirely repairable. Ilunabar has strength yet. She will see this if no one else- Sudden cataclysm doesn't make a good story- Unless she's into that, I guess!

*inverts empty pockets* Nope, not my responsibility this time.

Edit: This is a great opportunity for Belru to get the other gods in debt, though, considering that she still has plenty of Might.
Going a bit off topic, this conversation reminded me of an anime I just finished, the whole thing was based on Hope/Dreams x Despair. However in the end the main girl and the main villain just came to an understanding that Hope would always generate Despair, the two were linked and no side would ever win. It was cool.


...Puella Magi?
I just realized this.

A kid will be the only one who will honestly point out what's weird about me right to my face.


On the other hand, if they grow up with you, your weirdness and flaws will seem normal to them. They won't realise that you're not the norm until later.
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