Audacious

Myriad Reality

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*Laughs once*
Maybe that says more about me than anything else. There's still the problem of getting you there though.

@Nimda

Which is where the unbeatable obstacle lies, unfortunately. So unless you have bright ideas, I'll just have to give you some good luck wishes.

Myriad Reality

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*Holds up my hands*
I couldn't possibly ask you to do that. It's not your problem.

@Nimda

*Crosses my arms and grins*
Now what is with you and thinking you have to ask for things to get them from people willing to lend a hand anyway?

Myriad Reality

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I mean, I do want to know. I want to know everything. But I don't know what bridges I'm comfortable holding a candle up to.

@Nimda

And that's where my advice isn't suitable anymore. But I would even offer to help if it was physically possible.

Myriad Reality

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*Nods*
I understand. I'm going to think it through some more, but it can't hurt to start by asking, right? At least asking a little more assertively.

@Nimda

Only if it's what you want. But definitely not.

Myriad Reality

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I sort of admire that. You sound like you grab what you want instead of waiting for it to come to you.

@Nimda

What I feel is deserved or earned, yeah. But I don't want my opinions putting things in your head that end up resulting in something negative. I'd feel responsible for anything that happened.

Myriad Reality

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I'm still trying to process all of this. I don't know what to think about it anymore.

@Nimda

Maybe just call me crazy, I don't know. If I know of something that seems disagreeable, I can be rebellious... To a fault. I don't want to be a bad influence.

Myriad Reality

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I just— wouldn't I be breaking trust at that point?

@Nimda

If someone was withholding secrets about my life, I would have considered that bridge burned already anyway. But I'm not trying to sow seeds of dissent in your head. Sounds like you've already got enough going on.

Myriad Reality

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I guess... I don't really know. But couldn't that make the situation even worse? What if I'm just not allowed to go home anymore?

@Nimda

If they care enough about you to maintain these secrets, they wouldn't kick you out, I wouldn't think. But you're a better judge of them than me. You know them.

Myriad Reality

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But what if they find out?

@Nimda

What would they even do to you?

Myriad Reality

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I'd need to figure out a way to get into their computer systems to do that.

@Nimda

Not easy, for sure. But that's just what I would be doing, looking for a way.