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Araby264 said
*follows. The room is so dark that you can't see the walls. There is a shaft of dingy light. It falls on what looks like a little boy. He sits, crouched on the ground. Looking at something. He speaks in a sweet voce.*You ... You're not my father. But you carry his disk. *his voice seems to shake the walls of the compound itself*
The World said
No, you really don't get it. You don't have two things keeping you alive, a mental condition that requires everything to be a certain way in order to feel any comfort at all, a mother who doesn't give a shit about you, a grandfather who doesn't comprehend the gravity of situations, and you haven't lost one and a half of those two lifelines, permanently lost what allows you to feel any comfort at all, you aren't on the verge of being homeless, you aren't hated by all but two people you know, you aren't already dead in a body that keeps functioning, you haven't been given countless reasons to give up on everything and let it rot. You haven't fucking lost everything you cared about. So yes, killing myself will solve quite a few things. Fuck, tonight I'm trying ODing, so I've got 29 minutes of communication left IF this fucking connection holds up during that.
The World said
No. No I'm fucking not okay. I have no phone, no home, no mother, -48 minutes of power, a connection that's as up and down as the tower of babel, and am most likely going to kill myself before I turn 18 in two months. So you tell me if I'm okay.
Araby264 said
*silently puts the disc into a slot in the door. After a moment it clicks and the disc pops out. The door glides open silently. Stale air comes from inside.*Life. Dead ahead.
Araby264 said
*shakes off your hands*Either way, I'm still here... And I've done what I've done...*looks up at two large double doors*I think we're here
Araby264 said
Because, David... *I give an insane little giggle*Because I don't want to. I don't like killing people unnecessarily, but the way I act now... It feels right. Like it is who I really am.
Araby264 said
*my gaze seems far away*They were all me. Every time I hurt them it hurt me... I can still hear them sometimes, you know that. Small voices in my head. Telling me that they are still with me... Still going to be with me every step of the way. That they will never be going away...
Araby264 said
*snorts*You know and I know I was the weak one. I wasn't the one anybody wanted at their back in a fight. I was the pet, the one who everyone looked at and said, "aww, look. She didn't die."And evil has It's benefits. You don't need to be a hero, but you don't need to be the villain either.*pauses*Not all the time anyway.
Araby264 said
I will at that.
Araby264 said
....*I look at the ground. My voice is soft. Emotional*I was... Tired. So tired of being the damsel in distress. Of being beaten and looked down apon... I got low one night... Hit rock bottom... Then I thought about Dark... How he got so powerful... And it just clicked...