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3 yrs ago
Current To those I RP with, I haven't dropped off of the face of the earth, just had a mental health crash but am recovering. Now to catch up on posting.
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3 yrs ago
The worst thing about mental illness is you have to look after yourself a disgusting amount. I know it's the only way to actually be in a fit state to look out for others, but it still feels wrong.
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3 yrs ago
Emeth: Then I'll be that friend who's the opposite kind of annoying, whispering "Do it, you know you want to..."
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3 yrs ago
Judging by the Internet's definitions of introversion and extraversion, you'd think everyone's either an extreme hermit or a party animal with no in between.
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3 yrs ago
Krystal: All part and parcel of the job.
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Bio

A frazzled British thirtysomething cat mum with something of a tea addiction.

I like a wide range of RP genres, but have two absolute favourites: Pokemon and magical girls. (If someone manages to combine the two, I'll be VERY happy!) I post fairly regularly, but sometimes shit mental health days crop up - if that causes any delays, I'll try to resume posting ASAP.

Most Recent Posts

@fer1323 What was the one you said fit the atmosphere of Mesalon a while back?

Edit: Would one of these work?


@Darkmoon Angel It's ok, let me know when you can co-write the battle over PM, then one of us can post it up :)
@Darkmoon Angel Seeing as it's been a while, when you're able to post, do we do the battle as a collab/flashback?
@Utrax I've just realised Renelle and Kimberly could be sort of foils to each other - two different kinds of self-sacrifice, and they're respectively fire and water themed, right down to their personalities when you think about it. That and they can both take on horrific, corpse-like appearances.
@The Narrator Yay! Thanks, I'll add her to the characters section.
@The Narrator Ooh, interesting RP! Here's my character:


I hope it's ok that there are two characters who drowned, as long as it was in different circumstances.
Sophia Danvers

Mesalon Gym

@fer1323 @Heckno12


Well, that was the opposite of relaxing. Sophia tensed, opening her eyes and glaring at the monk, who kept the same calm posture and expression. That was twice now she'd been told she was trying too hard. Lan must have heard the slight huff to her breathing. She closed her eyes again, trying to think only of the silence - which, of course, meant a lack of distractions.

Thoughts of recent events played through her mind like a nightmare. Her shoulders trembled, and her formerly even breaths turned into a soft whimper. Ugh, this was no good. Even if this wasn't the same kind of meditation she was used to, someone like her should be better at this. She was just going to get lectured again. Just as always.

She needed to think comforting thoughts. Music, and the company of Pokemon. Chimecho's lullaby. Herself, as a child, singing to a Musharna, watching her relax. The sound of the Celestial Tower's bell. Cradling her Gothita for the first time, the little Pokemon listening to her soothing song.

Some level of calm began to settle over her - and with it came a vague awareness of something. Raising her head in surprise, she focused, the presence at the edge of her consciousness growing a little sharper. A Psychic-type Pokemon? Looking over, she noticed a nearby figurine - or rather, what looked like a figurine.

A Darmanitan, in the form only a few could take on? She'd heard reports about a group of Darmanitans in Zen Mode guarding ruins in Unova's desert, but this was the first time she'd seen one display such an ability.

@Dark Light I'm just waiting for Dusk to post, seems like she's busy right now.
Sophia Danvers

Mesalon Gym

@fer1323 @Heckno12

That seething envy came back at the mention of Ray. "I spoke to him yesterday... he said..." Sophia trailed off, recalling the lazy guy's advice. Her effort had been detrimental? Of course someone as ridiculously laidback as Ray would tell her she was trying too hard. "Ugh... Nothing. It's nothing."

Sitting on the ground, she shifted her position. It took her a few moments to find one that didn't make the bruises on her knees twinge. She closed her eyes and slowly inhaled the scent of the incense, trying to concentrate on her breathing, although thoughts of the past few days kept disturbing what little peace came over her.

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