Memory

Myriad Reality

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But Wendigo’s copy their prey, not all monsters act the same. Yet your’s is able to be a human…kinda.

@Spiritblitz

Both of my parents have the same vague shape, so that's probably why. I don't really know if I can kill the part of me that's a wendigo... or if it's something I'd even want to do.

Myriad Reality

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Well, you look human, so that’s what I assumed that your Wendigo self copied. Unless your are something else.
*shrugs*

@Spiritblitz

I’m a monster. Humans are... not like us.

Myriad Reality

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Only thing I can think of for that last part is…
*looking at you*
Well, let go! There are many ways of letting go… Uhhhhh
*thinks and lists off with my fingers*
Erasing your memory…uhhh, just being your Wendigo self…Uhhhh… killing your Wendigo monster-self and be the human part… Uh….

@Spiritblitz

*Frowns and tilts my head*
Human?

Myriad Reality

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I think your response could have been sufficient without that first part…
*slides you another drink*
So…What is it exactly you want?

@Spiritblitz

*Looks into its surface*
I don’t know. Some of them said I should give up and die, and others said to let go and start from scratch. Whatever that means.

Myriad Reality

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Why?

@Spiritblitz

Because then they'd realize I'm a failure. And there's nothing they could do to help.

Myriad Reality

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Have you asked your parents?

@Spiritblitz

...
*Shakes my head*
I can’t do that.

Myriad Reality

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You start from the beginning. You got your base knowledge and grow from there. Look, I am just trying to help.

@Spiritblitz

*Looks at my hand*
I need to understand what I’m even made of anymore before I can do anything about what I remember...

Myriad Reality

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That's the important stuff I was talking about. More of, the family though. Cause it doesn't sound like you have good friends.

@Spiritblitz

How would it fix me being stuck like this?

Myriad Reality

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I don’t care for your memories. They are of no use to me, just trying to spitball ideas and help ya.

@Spiritblitz

I feel like I’d just be more lost if I forgot everything. And I don’t want to lose my family or friends.

Myriad Reality

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It doesn’t seem like you even know who you are. Being that mentally broken up can be dangerous. So who’s to say that is actually you as you are now?and besides, what you won’t lose is fundamental parts of you.

@Spiritblitz

*Pauses, and then shifts my eyes toward you suspiciously*
Why do you want my memories so much? Do you eat them? Sell them?