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I was in a rush to succeed before the effect Mother put on me wore off.
How long did that take?
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I was in a rush to succeed before the effect Mother put on me wore off.
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Correct.
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It may have and I just don't remember it.
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Alright.
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I don't remember. I think I remember about half an hour of trying.
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I did not. I intend to next time.
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Essentially, yes.
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I'd attempt to replicate my actions as far as I remember them.
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I believe so.
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I asked Mother to polarize my body, and then I just... don't remember the process beyond that. I remember meditating and trying various physical actions, but I don't remember what caused it specifically.