Ideally I'd prefer this to be Big Two only but it's not a red line for me. Anime on the other hand definitely would be.
I'd want no part of that.
I'd want no part of that.
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I've voiced this privately but for the sake of discussion I'll say it again, I agree with @ErsatzEmperor in regards to the lore, the rigidity of it definitely left me a little perturbed although I managed to make it work for Captain Atom, albeit briefly before the game ended. A little more freedom, a little less micro-managing, and I think this thing could have legs.
I'd definitely be onboard in such an instance. Though I've been hankering to play Bucky Cap for a while (even wrote some stuff out in advance just in case) and now I've picked him up in Guardians of Infinity I'd feel self-indulgent picking him up in two games.
I'd definitely be onboard in such an instance. Though I've been hankering to play Bucky Cap for a while (even wrote some stuff out in advance just in case) and now I've picked him up in Guardians of Infinity I'd feel self-indulgent picking him up in two games.
The sound of knocking jolted Michelle awake and she glanced up at the clock on the wall to gauge how long she’d been asleep before realising she had no idea what time she’d come home. It was still light out though so she couldn’t have been asleep for long. She sat up from the table and wiped some drool from her cheek as she made her way towards the door to let Gus back in.
As she approached it she saw a figure casting a shadow through her front door that she didn’t recognise at first. It was tall, tall enough to be Antwan, but his frame had far too much muscle for it to be her son. After a few seconds she put the pieces together and reached for the baseball bat that she kept behind her door in case of emergencies. Slowly she swung the door with one hand, keeping the bat in her other hand tucked behind the door for the time being.
“Hello Michelle.”
Chew Lewis stood in her doorway with his hands tucked into the pockets of track pants. He was wearing a baggy white t-shirt that clung to his sculpted body and his hair was freshly shaved but there was no mistaking him. It seemed his time in prison had been kinder to her brother than she’d imagined they would have been. He’d bulked up some and didn’t look much older all things considered.
Michelle looked him up and down dismissively. “I thought I made it clear you weren’t welcome here.”
“I heard about what happened,” Chew said with a shrug. “Thought maybe given the circumstances you might need some family around you.”
As nonchalant as her brother might have been trying to appear it was clear from the earnestness in his voice that he was concerned. It was clear from the fact he was even here that he was concerned. She’d told him if she ever saw him again she’d shoot him and she’d meant it. For what Chew had taken from her he deserved that and more. That he had to cheek to stand on her doorstep and call himself her kin was downright provocative.
“You’re not my family.”
Michelle gripped the handle of the baseball bat tightly and Chew stared down at it with a smile. “You planning on using that thing, little sister?”
She ought to do it. Michelle had spent years fantasizing about the pain she’d inflict on her older brother if she ever saw him again and here he was. She wanted to cave his skull in right there and then for what he’d done but try as she might to lift the bat and swing it at him her arm stayed by her side. Had Chew arrived at any other point she would have swung it happily but after what had happened something about it didn’t feel right.
Perhaps sensing his sister’s indecision Chew took his hands out of his pockets and stepped backwards slightly.
“Look, I’m not here to cause anything. Antwan came to speak to me a week or so ago, brought Jayson with him, we had words of a sort and he left. Didn’t sit comfortably with me the way we left things after I heard about what happened. Thought maybe I could put things right. You know?”
Michelle shook her head. “Antwan isn’t here.”
A look of confusion appeared on her brother’s face.
“Where is he?”
She let it drop to the ground with a heavy thud and pushed the door open slowly. “I guess you’d better come in.”
Chew shrugged his shoulders and stepped through the doorway into his childhood home. Michelle took a glance out of the door along the street to see whether anyone had followed him in or was waiting for him before shutting the door behind him. His sudden reappearance had given his sister an idea.
Chew sat with his head in his hands at the small table that he’d once eaten his breakfast at as a child. The dent in the fridge that Chew had placed in doing his George Rogers impression nearly twenty years ago was still there. Along the doorway there were pencil markings where Marcus and he had measured themselves growing up. More memories than he cared to remember came flooding back just being in this house and he did his best not to be overwhelmed by them as he sat there. He never thought he’d see the inside of his mother’s home again and he definitely never thought he’d sat around a table with Michelle again.
Unlike then his sister expected something from Chew now and he suspected it was the only reason she had let him in. She had spent the past hour explaining what had happened to Jayson and why it had happened. Some character had been sniffing around Antwan, causing him trouble, giving him drugs, and getting him mixed up in things that he had no business being mixed up in. It’s what had got Jayson killed, she had said without an ounce of uncertainty to her voice, and it was going to get Antwan killed too. She wanted a message sent to the guy responsible.
It turned out the “guy” in question was none other than pimpin’ Roland Spencer. The same Roland Spencer that used to sell stolen watches out of a suitcase. Apparently Spencer had gone legit whilst Chew was inside and left that life behind. If it weren’t for Jayson having passed Chew would have folded over with laughter at the suggestion but it was clear from his sister’s voice she was being serious.
Chew lifted his head from his hands and looked at his sister’s stony face. “Do you understand what you’re asking of me?”
She didn’t so much as flinch.
“Of course I understand.”
What had happened had hardened Michelle. He’d heard rumours about what sister was getting up to whilst he was inside but he tried his best to ignore them. There are plenty of people on the inside that want to mess with your mind, have you thinking about things you have no business thinking about, either to have you chasing for a high to dull the pain or hoping to send you to the infirmary.
“I know it might be hard for you to believe but I’ve gone straight now, Michelle, I don’t do things like that anymore. That life is behind me now and I swore I’d never go back to it.”
A dismissive laughed escape from between Michelle’s lips.
“What about Antwan, Chew? If you don’t do this, Roland is going to keep corrupting that boy until what happened to Jayson happens to your nephew too. Are you going to stand by and watch that happen?”
“I can’t do this,” Chew said and shook his head. “This ain't in me anymore.”
She might not have believed him but he had changed. The things he’d seen on the inside, the hopelessness he’d felt, and most of all the lack of ambition on the part of some of the other prisoners had changed him. The thought of going back to that life and ending right back next to those same people in the cells was one that Chew wouldn’t even bear to think about. As little as a life as he had on the outside, it was better than being stuck in that place.
He’d always thought it was better to die on your feet than live on your knees but after being stuck in that place he’d realized there were two options. There was such a thing as dying on your knees. Prison was it.
Chew stood up from his seat and began to walk away from Michelle. From behind him he heard his sister stand up from the table so quickly that she knocked the chair behind her to the ground.
“That’s it? You’re going to take my baby’s daddy away from him and then stand by and watch whilst he throws his life away too?” She shouted at him as he made his way to the door.
“You owe him, Chew, you owe me.”
As he wrapped one of his large hands around the handle of the front door he heard his sister marching after him. She stopped before him and placed one of her hands around his arm. “You owe Marcus.”
As she approached it she saw a figure casting a shadow through her front door that she didn’t recognise at first. It was tall, tall enough to be Antwan, but his frame had far too much muscle for it to be her son. After a few seconds she put the pieces together and reached for the baseball bat that she kept behind her door in case of emergencies. Slowly she swung the door with one hand, keeping the bat in her other hand tucked behind the door for the time being.
“Hello Michelle.”
Chew Lewis stood in her doorway with his hands tucked into the pockets of track pants. He was wearing a baggy white t-shirt that clung to his sculpted body and his hair was freshly shaved but there was no mistaking him. It seemed his time in prison had been kinder to her brother than she’d imagined they would have been. He’d bulked up some and didn’t look much older all things considered.
Michelle looked him up and down dismissively. “I thought I made it clear you weren’t welcome here.”
“I heard about what happened,” Chew said with a shrug. “Thought maybe given the circumstances you might need some family around you.”
As nonchalant as her brother might have been trying to appear it was clear from the earnestness in his voice that he was concerned. It was clear from the fact he was even here that he was concerned. She’d told him if she ever saw him again she’d shoot him and she’d meant it. For what Chew had taken from her he deserved that and more. That he had to cheek to stand on her doorstep and call himself her kin was downright provocative.
“You’re not my family.”
Michelle gripped the handle of the baseball bat tightly and Chew stared down at it with a smile. “You planning on using that thing, little sister?”
She ought to do it. Michelle had spent years fantasizing about the pain she’d inflict on her older brother if she ever saw him again and here he was. She wanted to cave his skull in right there and then for what he’d done but try as she might to lift the bat and swing it at him her arm stayed by her side. Had Chew arrived at any other point she would have swung it happily but after what had happened something about it didn’t feel right.
Perhaps sensing his sister’s indecision Chew took his hands out of his pockets and stepped backwards slightly.
“Look, I’m not here to cause anything. Antwan came to speak to me a week or so ago, brought Jayson with him, we had words of a sort and he left. Didn’t sit comfortably with me the way we left things after I heard about what happened. Thought maybe I could put things right. You know?”
Michelle shook her head. “Antwan isn’t here.”
A look of confusion appeared on her brother’s face.
“Where is he?”
She let it drop to the ground with a heavy thud and pushed the door open slowly. “I guess you’d better come in.”
Chew shrugged his shoulders and stepped through the doorway into his childhood home. Michelle took a glance out of the door along the street to see whether anyone had followed him in or was waiting for him before shutting the door behind him. His sudden reappearance had given his sister an idea.
*****
Chew sat with his head in his hands at the small table that he’d once eaten his breakfast at as a child. The dent in the fridge that Chew had placed in doing his George Rogers impression nearly twenty years ago was still there. Along the doorway there were pencil markings where Marcus and he had measured themselves growing up. More memories than he cared to remember came flooding back just being in this house and he did his best not to be overwhelmed by them as he sat there. He never thought he’d see the inside of his mother’s home again and he definitely never thought he’d sat around a table with Michelle again.
Unlike then his sister expected something from Chew now and he suspected it was the only reason she had let him in. She had spent the past hour explaining what had happened to Jayson and why it had happened. Some character had been sniffing around Antwan, causing him trouble, giving him drugs, and getting him mixed up in things that he had no business being mixed up in. It’s what had got Jayson killed, she had said without an ounce of uncertainty to her voice, and it was going to get Antwan killed too. She wanted a message sent to the guy responsible.
It turned out the “guy” in question was none other than pimpin’ Roland Spencer. The same Roland Spencer that used to sell stolen watches out of a suitcase. Apparently Spencer had gone legit whilst Chew was inside and left that life behind. If it weren’t for Jayson having passed Chew would have folded over with laughter at the suggestion but it was clear from his sister’s voice she was being serious.
Chew lifted his head from his hands and looked at his sister’s stony face. “Do you understand what you’re asking of me?”
She didn’t so much as flinch.
“Of course I understand.”
What had happened had hardened Michelle. He’d heard rumours about what sister was getting up to whilst he was inside but he tried his best to ignore them. There are plenty of people on the inside that want to mess with your mind, have you thinking about things you have no business thinking about, either to have you chasing for a high to dull the pain or hoping to send you to the infirmary.
“I know it might be hard for you to believe but I’ve gone straight now, Michelle, I don’t do things like that anymore. That life is behind me now and I swore I’d never go back to it.”
A dismissive laughed escape from between Michelle’s lips.
“What about Antwan, Chew? If you don’t do this, Roland is going to keep corrupting that boy until what happened to Jayson happens to your nephew too. Are you going to stand by and watch that happen?”
“I can’t do this,” Chew said and shook his head. “This ain't in me anymore.”
She might not have believed him but he had changed. The things he’d seen on the inside, the hopelessness he’d felt, and most of all the lack of ambition on the part of some of the other prisoners had changed him. The thought of going back to that life and ending right back next to those same people in the cells was one that Chew wouldn’t even bear to think about. As little as a life as he had on the outside, it was better than being stuck in that place.
He’d always thought it was better to die on your feet than live on your knees but after being stuck in that place he’d realized there were two options. There was such a thing as dying on your knees. Prison was it.
Chew stood up from his seat and began to walk away from Michelle. From behind him he heard his sister stand up from the table so quickly that she knocked the chair behind her to the ground.
“That’s it? You’re going to take my baby’s daddy away from him and then stand by and watch whilst he throws his life away too?” She shouted at him as he made his way to the door.
“You owe him, Chew, you owe me.”
As he wrapped one of his large hands around the handle of the front door he heard his sister marching after him. She stopped before him and placed one of her hands around his arm. “You owe Marcus.”
This motherfucker upstaging me at every turn. @Byrd Man
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No more Vontae Carters. Those were the words that went round and round Gus’ head as he made the drive up to Renee Hamilton’s old house on the hill overlooking the train tracks that marked the end of Pickett and the start of Norman. Less than a fortnight ago he had promised himself he’d do everything in his power to bring an end to the senseless murders that had blighted his community and now Jayson Aaron was dead. Gus tried to keep his cool, tell himself there was nothing more he could have done, but every inch closer he drew to the old Hamilton house he damned himself for ever thinking he had the hubris to stop what was happening in his town. He could no sooner have stopped the tide than prevented what had happened to Jayson and he’d be equally helpless the next time it happened.
It was a test of faith, it had to be a test of faith, Gus reassured himself as he climbed out of his car and approached the grand old house. Even to his untrained eye it was clear the house had been here years before Norman had been established. The architecture alone was to mark it out as different from the rest. It had grown into disrepair in recent years and the green paint job on the outside had begun to turn white and flake loose, but it was still impressive to look at. Rumour had it that the old Hamilton place used to belong to a slave owner that had gotten a whole host of children on Renee Hamilton’s great, great grandmother and left them house before he died. Gus wasn’t sure whether he believed that.
He climbed the stairs of the porch, noting that many of the houses windows were broken on the second level, and knocked on Renee’s front door gently. After next to a minute or two a dark wrinkled face peered through one of the curtains down at Gus and the door opened shortly afterwards.
Renee Hamilton was well into her eighties though she looked close to a hundred. There wasn’t an ounce of fat left on her and her skin looked like it hung lifelessly across her skeleton. She gestured Gus inside her house and he followed after her, lending Renee his arm as they walked, before sitting down in the spacious lounge. It was dusty, its corners strewn with cobwebs, and its walls adorned with pictures, some older than Gus. After he had declined some tea close to six times, Renee finally took a seat in a frayed mustard armchair in the corner of the room.
Her voice was soft and ageless. So quiet that Gus had to lean closer to hear it. “Thank you for coming, Deacon.”
“There’s no need to thank me,” Gus said with a dutiful smile. “I know it’s a difficult time for you and your family, Mrs. Hamilton.”
Her great grandson DeSean had shot Jayson dead last night. A week prior Antwan had scored fifty-nine points on him, talking trash in his face all night, and capped it off with a dunk that had been seen all across America. From what Gus understood, DeSean felt obliged to take matters into his own hands and get some payback off the court. It was senseless. Barbaric. What was even more senseless was that it was a scene that would be likely played out again and again in Norman over some imagined slight. Pride mattered more to these boys than anything else. Even life or death.
Renee’s beady eyes were fixed on Gus. “Don’t have much left in all honesty.”
“Pardon?”
She gestured towards the countless pictures that lined the wall of the lounge. “Family.”
Each one was caked in more dust than the next. One in particular caught the deacon’s eye. It yellowed with age but he could clearly make out the faces of a smiling young woman in a wedding dress beside her doting husband. It was Renee.
“My husband passed some eight years back of cancer and ain’t a soul seen my daughter in nearly a decade. We had a big family once, even by Norman’s standards, more brother and sisters than you could count. There were twelve of us back then and I’m all that’s left.”
Gus placed a hand atop Renee’s skeletal fingers. “DeSean was all you had?”
“Mmhm.”
“I’m sorry to hear that.”
His imagination ran wild at the thought of the old Hamilton house in its prime, flush with colour and life, children everywhere you looked and music playing. There were more memories in this building than Gus could accrue in a thousand lifetimes and yet Renee was all that remained of them. Soon even she would be gone and the house would squat here as the solitary reminder of a time when their ancestors had endured hardships far greater than John Norman could ever inflict upon them. How long before the anachronistic charm of the Hamilton home was dragged down and new homes were built in its place? Or worse, meth heads set up shop in its walls? Gus couldn’t help but feel like that day was coming.
He turned to Renee to find her beady eyes sodden with tears.
“He was such a hardworking boy,” Renee muttered. “Always did his chores with a smile on his face, wasn’t afraid to roll his sleeves up when the time came for it, and what a singing voice he had. He used to sit by my bed when he was a boy and sing for me until there were tears in my eyes. But I guess that doesn’t matter much anymore.”
Gus clasped Renee’s fingers gently. “It matters still.”
She nodded appreciatively as Gus reached into his pocket and handed a handkerchief to dry her tears with. With a great deal of care she dabbed at her cheeks and eyes with it, folding it over each time, and then held it between her fingers as her gentle voice crept forth from her lips once more.
“The police say he shot that boy dead but as hard as I try to picture it, to picture my DeSean doing so hateful, so mean, I can’t do it. He’ll always be that sweet boy beside my bed singing for me, regardless of what the police or anyone says.”
Gus felt himself choke up a little at the thought of her up in this big house on her own now that DeSean was on the inside. There was no way Renee would be able to make the trips out to visit him given how frail she was and by the time DeSean was out she would have long passed. All that would remain of the once sprawling Hamilton family would be the house. Gus couldn’t bring himself to speak it, nor could he bring himself to give the woman false promises, instead he would offer her what little solace he could. There was not much to go around at the moment.
“There is good in all of us, Mrs. Hamilton, even those that do terrible things. It’s important not to lose sight of that. Whatever DeSean has done, he’s still your grandson and nothing can change that. He’s going to need your love more than ever.”
Renee nodded once more in appreciation at the deacon’s words and clutched onto his hand a little tighter.
“If you don’t mind my asking, what happened to DeSean’s mother?”
Renee shook her head in disapproval as she attempted to recall what had happened to her great granddaughter. “Drugs, Deacon, she got hooked on them while she was pregnant with DeSean and never lost the habit. Thank the Lord that was one weakness she didn’t pass on to DeSean.”
Drugs. It was always drugs. They had torn Norman apart over the past two or three decades. They had torn Gus’ life apart too before he’d found the word of God. He thought for a moment of Michelle Lewis wishing harm on DeSean for what he’d done and exhaled in frustration. DeSean wasn’t a monster that had climbed freely from the depths of Hell. He was a person, molded by the environment he’d been born into, an environment not too dissimilar from that one that had formed Antwan. Yet he would spend the rest of his adult life in prison. There was an unfairness there, an arbitrariness that made it difficult to see the plan in it all, but now Gus understood that it had never been within his power to rectify that. It was Norman. It chewed people up and spat them out as mangled, twisted beings before they’d even had the chance to lead real lives.
All he could do was be there to pick up the pieces.
He stayed for an hour or so and spoke to Renee about all manner of things. She regaled him tales of a Pickett that Gus never knew existed, a time before the drugs had torn their county apart, and he fed on her stories hungrily to renew his faith that the county might be like that once more. For his part, he did his best to assure Renee that he would visit her grandson in prison in her stead and stop by to transcribe the letters she wished to send to him. It was the least that he could do.
As they parted, Renee clung onto Gus tightly and he placed a hand atop her thinning white hair gently. He heard her soft voice, tinged with sadness, emanate from his chest. “Will you stop by again sometime soon? It would be nice to have some company.”
“Of course,” Gus said with a soft, heartfelt nod.
As he descended the steps of the old, crumbling house he reminded himself to speak to someone in town about getting the windows fixed. He’d see about getting the house repainted once everything had died down. Even on Gus’ say-so, he couldn’t imagine there’d be many volunteers to help repaint the house of the boy that murdered Jayson Aaron. If need be he’d rolled up his sleeves and paint the thing on his own. That house was living history and Renee was too, but they were more than that. They were the future. Like an old, stubborn tree in the middle of the city that stood as a reminder of what once was and what could be again.
Vontae Carter was dead, Jayson Aaron was too, somewhere DeSean Hamilton was sitting in a cell with little chance of ever seeing the outside world again, but for as long as that old rotting house was still on its feet Gus would keep fighting the good fight. Even if it meant losing every damn time.
It was a test of faith, it had to be a test of faith, Gus reassured himself as he climbed out of his car and approached the grand old house. Even to his untrained eye it was clear the house had been here years before Norman had been established. The architecture alone was to mark it out as different from the rest. It had grown into disrepair in recent years and the green paint job on the outside had begun to turn white and flake loose, but it was still impressive to look at. Rumour had it that the old Hamilton place used to belong to a slave owner that had gotten a whole host of children on Renee Hamilton’s great, great grandmother and left them house before he died. Gus wasn’t sure whether he believed that.
He climbed the stairs of the porch, noting that many of the houses windows were broken on the second level, and knocked on Renee’s front door gently. After next to a minute or two a dark wrinkled face peered through one of the curtains down at Gus and the door opened shortly afterwards.
Renee Hamilton was well into her eighties though she looked close to a hundred. There wasn’t an ounce of fat left on her and her skin looked like it hung lifelessly across her skeleton. She gestured Gus inside her house and he followed after her, lending Renee his arm as they walked, before sitting down in the spacious lounge. It was dusty, its corners strewn with cobwebs, and its walls adorned with pictures, some older than Gus. After he had declined some tea close to six times, Renee finally took a seat in a frayed mustard armchair in the corner of the room.
Her voice was soft and ageless. So quiet that Gus had to lean closer to hear it. “Thank you for coming, Deacon.”
“There’s no need to thank me,” Gus said with a dutiful smile. “I know it’s a difficult time for you and your family, Mrs. Hamilton.”
Her great grandson DeSean had shot Jayson dead last night. A week prior Antwan had scored fifty-nine points on him, talking trash in his face all night, and capped it off with a dunk that had been seen all across America. From what Gus understood, DeSean felt obliged to take matters into his own hands and get some payback off the court. It was senseless. Barbaric. What was even more senseless was that it was a scene that would be likely played out again and again in Norman over some imagined slight. Pride mattered more to these boys than anything else. Even life or death.
Renee’s beady eyes were fixed on Gus. “Don’t have much left in all honesty.”
“Pardon?”
She gestured towards the countless pictures that lined the wall of the lounge. “Family.”
Each one was caked in more dust than the next. One in particular caught the deacon’s eye. It yellowed with age but he could clearly make out the faces of a smiling young woman in a wedding dress beside her doting husband. It was Renee.
“My husband passed some eight years back of cancer and ain’t a soul seen my daughter in nearly a decade. We had a big family once, even by Norman’s standards, more brother and sisters than you could count. There were twelve of us back then and I’m all that’s left.”
Gus placed a hand atop Renee’s skeletal fingers. “DeSean was all you had?”
“Mmhm.”
“I’m sorry to hear that.”
His imagination ran wild at the thought of the old Hamilton house in its prime, flush with colour and life, children everywhere you looked and music playing. There were more memories in this building than Gus could accrue in a thousand lifetimes and yet Renee was all that remained of them. Soon even she would be gone and the house would squat here as the solitary reminder of a time when their ancestors had endured hardships far greater than John Norman could ever inflict upon them. How long before the anachronistic charm of the Hamilton home was dragged down and new homes were built in its place? Or worse, meth heads set up shop in its walls? Gus couldn’t help but feel like that day was coming.
He turned to Renee to find her beady eyes sodden with tears.
“He was such a hardworking boy,” Renee muttered. “Always did his chores with a smile on his face, wasn’t afraid to roll his sleeves up when the time came for it, and what a singing voice he had. He used to sit by my bed when he was a boy and sing for me until there were tears in my eyes. But I guess that doesn’t matter much anymore.”
Gus clasped Renee’s fingers gently. “It matters still.”
She nodded appreciatively as Gus reached into his pocket and handed a handkerchief to dry her tears with. With a great deal of care she dabbed at her cheeks and eyes with it, folding it over each time, and then held it between her fingers as her gentle voice crept forth from her lips once more.
“The police say he shot that boy dead but as hard as I try to picture it, to picture my DeSean doing so hateful, so mean, I can’t do it. He’ll always be that sweet boy beside my bed singing for me, regardless of what the police or anyone says.”
Gus felt himself choke up a little at the thought of her up in this big house on her own now that DeSean was on the inside. There was no way Renee would be able to make the trips out to visit him given how frail she was and by the time DeSean was out she would have long passed. All that would remain of the once sprawling Hamilton family would be the house. Gus couldn’t bring himself to speak it, nor could he bring himself to give the woman false promises, instead he would offer her what little solace he could. There was not much to go around at the moment.
“There is good in all of us, Mrs. Hamilton, even those that do terrible things. It’s important not to lose sight of that. Whatever DeSean has done, he’s still your grandson and nothing can change that. He’s going to need your love more than ever.”
Renee nodded once more in appreciation at the deacon’s words and clutched onto his hand a little tighter.
“If you don’t mind my asking, what happened to DeSean’s mother?”
Renee shook her head in disapproval as she attempted to recall what had happened to her great granddaughter. “Drugs, Deacon, she got hooked on them while she was pregnant with DeSean and never lost the habit. Thank the Lord that was one weakness she didn’t pass on to DeSean.”
Drugs. It was always drugs. They had torn Norman apart over the past two or three decades. They had torn Gus’ life apart too before he’d found the word of God. He thought for a moment of Michelle Lewis wishing harm on DeSean for what he’d done and exhaled in frustration. DeSean wasn’t a monster that had climbed freely from the depths of Hell. He was a person, molded by the environment he’d been born into, an environment not too dissimilar from that one that had formed Antwan. Yet he would spend the rest of his adult life in prison. There was an unfairness there, an arbitrariness that made it difficult to see the plan in it all, but now Gus understood that it had never been within his power to rectify that. It was Norman. It chewed people up and spat them out as mangled, twisted beings before they’d even had the chance to lead real lives.
All he could do was be there to pick up the pieces.
He stayed for an hour or so and spoke to Renee about all manner of things. She regaled him tales of a Pickett that Gus never knew existed, a time before the drugs had torn their county apart, and he fed on her stories hungrily to renew his faith that the county might be like that once more. For his part, he did his best to assure Renee that he would visit her grandson in prison in her stead and stop by to transcribe the letters she wished to send to him. It was the least that he could do.
As they parted, Renee clung onto Gus tightly and he placed a hand atop her thinning white hair gently. He heard her soft voice, tinged with sadness, emanate from his chest. “Will you stop by again sometime soon? It would be nice to have some company.”
“Of course,” Gus said with a soft, heartfelt nod.
As he descended the steps of the old, crumbling house he reminded himself to speak to someone in town about getting the windows fixed. He’d see about getting the house repainted once everything had died down. Even on Gus’ say-so, he couldn’t imagine there’d be many volunteers to help repaint the house of the boy that murdered Jayson Aaron. If need be he’d rolled up his sleeves and paint the thing on his own. That house was living history and Renee was too, but they were more than that. They were the future. Like an old, stubborn tree in the middle of the city that stood as a reminder of what once was and what could be again.
Vontae Carter was dead, Jayson Aaron was too, somewhere DeSean Hamilton was sitting in a cell with little chance of ever seeing the outside world again, but for as long as that old rotting house was still on its feet Gus would keep fighting the good fight. Even if it meant losing every damn time.
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Oh boy, we're starting Gambit? I was imagining Remy being the last one, ha.
I don't mind, though.
Don't know how much of an effect it'll have on proceedings, but I'll be unavailable Monday, Tuesday, and probably Wednesday next week.
Also, out of interest, what point in 616 continuity is your Hercules going to be drawn from?
@Nightrunner Sorry to hear that. I was looking forward to working with you.
Still, next man up. Or next woman up in this case. @Vee
Still, next man up. Or next woman up in this case. @Vee
I'm all ready to go too.
Looking forward to getting this thing started.
Looking forward to getting this thing started.
Like virtually everyone else who's English, I also have ancestors from Wales and Scotland. Born and bred in South London, but I'm moving to Yorkshire later this year.
We'll pour one out for you.
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