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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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Oswall's expression eased when Do'rhajul exited the room. "Hmph. With Do'rhajul out of the fight, this war may be as good as done on Tamriel. It is as good a reason as any to celebrate."

"Indeed," Vera said. She took a steadying moment, likely to switch from the magnitude of Meesei's other proposal. "A feast may soften the impact of...not executing Do'rhajul and his companion. We at least have control of how many details we give away, excepting the rumours already circulating, of course." She lowered her brow. "But I still think we will need something more. I don't need to repeat what Oswall said to Do'rhajul. We have all been affected by the war, one way or another. I do not think it is controversial to assume that everyone here had to fight a part of themselves that wanted revenge on Do'rhajul for all he has done. That will be the same for everyone else in the clan. And all the other clans, as well."

Darahil filled in the question. "How exactly do you intend to word this turn of events, Meesei? We shall get to the other things you mentioned soon."



Once Sabine had walked outside with Do'rhajul and Yerig, she had to stop and lean on her staff for a short moment. She then looked up at Do'rhajul with a small smile. "I think I am relieved. I thought it would be more difficult to convince them." Her smile faded as the weight of the parting words struck her again. "I am sorry that you had to hear what they said. Are you okay?"
While Sabine's face was far from confident certainty, she sounded as confident as she could be to Meesei. "I think this is the right thing to do."

With the closest thing to Ri'vashi's allowance given, Darahil rotated his head to Vera.

Vera looked back and gave a single nod. "If there is no dissent," Vera said. "The council has come to a decision. Do'rhajul's crimes against us were based on a lie that he has both expressed remorse over and is willing to be at our mercy for. What you did, Do'rhajul, will go down remembered amongst us as a chapter of terror in the lycanthrope community. I doubt there could be anything to make up for what you did. But Clavicus Vile remains the artist of all of this tragedy. He holds the souls of our friends and loved ones. Our mercy extended to you is for the sake of their salvation. He held your stolen life ransom, just the same. If you can be pivotal to helping our people finally finding peace, perhaps Hircine shall see fit to extend mercy as well." Vera turned her eyes. "Sabine, you know the magnitude of your decision here. May its weight be steady on your shoulders, for it is heavy."

Sabine curled her lips and nodded.

"Do not pretend this means you are accepted, Do'rhajul," Oswall warned, pointing a finger. "Our mercy is not born of compassion for you, but for our own. You will not find welcoming faces in his clan. In fact, I hope you see the faces of every lycan you impacted with your campaign. Every innocent family cut in half. Every widow and orphan and cripple. Let it be a reminder of why you are still alive; to reach for some redemption, if it even exists."

"Quite," Vera agreed cordially.

"I second that sentiment," Tola hissed.

Darahil took in a small breath. "Very good. Now, I believe this decision has made necessary some following points to discuss." Darahil gave Do'rhajul a sideways look. "Points better discussed in the confidence of the council only, in my opinion."

Knowing Darahil, he wanted to discuss how to explain to the clan why they gave mercy to their worst mortal enemy.

"Um," Sabine chimed in. "I can leave and take Rhajul to get settled. But..." She cleared her throat. "Ri'vashi, after this meeting, I want to talk with you. Would that be okay?"
Ming raised a finger to correct Chung Po. She was interrupted by his shout and exhaled. Shouldn't leave the good people hungry, she supposed. Pulling out a darkwood wand from her haversack, she zapped her stomach over and again with streaks of dark purple magic, each one turning her limp towards the noodle chef slowly back into a healthy walk. She still let out an "ow" with every step along the way.

>Used 13 charges from Wand of Inflict Light Wounds to heal the nonlethal damage fully
>Spent 5 pp to buy 100 serves of noodles

With the transaction done, Ming replaced her wand and turned around. She scanned up and about until smiling at an empty section of balustrade above. She was already humming a tune under the din of conversation on her way up the stairs.

A moment later, Ming swung her legs over the balcony to sit in view of the entire noodle house. In one hand were two oddly-shaped straight bows, one with a tiny drum at one end. In her other hand was the flask Chung Po had gifted her. She cupped the flask hand around her mouth. "Hey! Hey Kyoumi! Catch!"

She lobbed the flask down to her draconic friend.

With the potion secured, Ming set about quickly tuning her erhu. A swish of bright silk alerted her to Natsumi taking a seat on the balcony as well. Ming eyed the guzheng on his lap and grinned. This'll be a good one, she could feel it.

A small prayer under Ming's breath was whispered. She closed her eyes. "Let's capture him, Natsumi," Ming said.

And then she drew the first note. Her instrument favoured long, far-reaching notes, but the first pluck from Natsumi's guzheng caught them in a way that made the noodle house fade to quiet. They played a mostly improvised tune, it was clear. Although, they harmonised as if finishing each other's sentences. The song started slow, beautiful, and balanced. It grew into something anticipatory, going just a little faster and gaining just a little more energy.

Whether or not the crowd envisioned it the same way, Ming let the top of the crescendo stop at a dead silence, just as abruptly as she was grabbed by the arm by Chung Po. Half a bar later, she let all the built-up energy in her and Natsumi's performance be released into a melody that grabbed the listener by the heart and twisted ten degrees. The guzheng lent the final bars a power otherwise lost in the subtlety of the erhu.

Ming played until she had counted to the highest power of two she felt necessary. At the last note, she held out her bow, slowly brought it back, and played a quiet bar heard from the start, lingering at the last note.

She opened her eyes to the noodle house.

>Perform (String) check, aided with channel focus and Natsumi: (7)+18+6+2 = 33
Sabine closed her mouth. "N-no. No, I can do it," she said to Meesei. She lowered her eyes. "I have not been an alpha before. But I will take responsibility for Rhajul, if that is what the council requires."

Before anyone confirmed the verdict, Vera spoke up again. "Do'rhajul, taking Sabine as your alpha and becoming her packmate means more than simply deferring to her strength and allowing her to eat first on a hunt. You will forge a bond as close to family as you can obtain without relation by blood or marriage. Sabine shall become your guardian and mentor. You shall become an extension of her actions and capabilities, recognising her as your utmost authority and assisting her in whatever ways you know. You will protect one another, you will dine together, you will live in proximity, your fates will be twined as one indivisible unit. And in the end, at Hircine's Hunting Grounds, you will hunt together." Vera left a moment for the words to sink in and leaned into her seat. "And should Sabine take on more packmates, they will be as siblings to you. Sabine will remain your authority and guardian, though all other conditions and expectations between you and her will extend to your other packmates. That will be your life, with a new family."

"I do not wish to interrupt, Vera," Darahil said with a frown. "But I would rather not have a few of us get ahead of ourselves in spite of everyone else." He turned his head to each in the council, pointedly lingering on Ri'vashi. "What other sentences, if any, are to be brought forward for discussion? We have heard Do'rhajul's case. We have heard the arguments for and against. If there are options to be discussed, let us hear them. I will not allow my suggestion to be taken without thought."
@Bright_Ops

Oh boy, am I rusty as hell. A rough sketch took me several hours to make. I half-assed the hell out of the staff and robes, too. But I'm happy about the perspective and having draw an actually ok-looking body.

He's missing the ghoulish skin, sorry bot that.



Still love it, man. Keep them pics coming.
Oswall had his eyes cast down and twisting him mouth. Vera returned Ri'vashi's look with a similar conflict in them.

"I am pleased that you were the one to accept Do'rhajul's capitulation, Sabine." Of all people, Darahil was the one that broke the silence. "Were it anyone else, I dare say we would be talking to a head on the end of a spear. This is an opportunity, I think. But I would rather secure any new bonds we decide here by means we can all relate to." Darahil unfolded his arms and wove his fingers together, resting them on the table in front of him. "Do'rhajul, Sabine..." His piercing eyes flicked to catch both of the pair before him. "Would you be willing to form a new pack? With Sabine as the alpha?"

Sabine opened her mouth a fraction, letting in a tiny, shocked gasp. She stared at Darahil without any idea how to respond.

Vera lifted her brow and hummed thoughtfully. "If he truly wants to help us, that relationship would be the closest thing to make sure he does."

"You cannot just force such a thing," Oswall said indignantly.

Darahil patiently responded. "I do not believe there shall much force at all, Oswall. See their relationship already." Darahil nodded to Sabine and Do'rhajul. "Between them, Sabine is clearly acknowledged as the more powerful one, the wiser one, and she herself is clearly prepared to be responsible for Do'rhajul's actions. And his protection."

Oswall gestured forward. "How can we expect him to just...become one of us all of a sudden?" He shot back. "After everything he has done?! He is a danger! A curse! One false move and he reveals the location of this place for all his hunters to bear down with gasses and silver."

"Do you doubt the motives he and Sabine have related to us, Oswall?" Darahil asked.

"I...no." Oswall let out a breath. "If in that position, with the knowledge he had, I could not guarantee being present enough to sway differently." He emphasised each individual word continuing. "I just see this as a risk. One better left not taken."

"If Sabine is his alpha, there shall be no significant risk." Darahil recrossed his arms, all but indicating the end of the argument. Indeed, Oswall slumped back into his seat with nothing further to say.

Vera spoke up. "Do'rhajul, have you been part of a werewolf pack before? Do you know what it entails?"
@Muttonhawk It's all good.

Now give us dwarf smut.


Dude, even worse(?), it'd be furry smut. Miniature furry smut.

I'd like to point out that you were one of the authors complicit in the metamorphosis of the dwarves.

This is technically your fault.
"Ri'vashi and I are of a mind here, Sabine," Vera added. "I am sorry, but with all the measures this man has taken against the clans, we need more proof that we can trust him."

"I agree," said Oswall.

Sabine held her breath for a moment, trying to hide her nerves. "I trust him," she said. "Even after everything, and after nearly killing me when they ambushed us some time ago, I trust him. He swore his life to me and would do so again. He followed me into a fight against an old and powerful dragon, knowing he could die. And he knows that I could have killed him at any point. He took no opportunity to either escape, threaten me, or kill me when I escaped my bonds. This was even when presented with such opportunities. This was even with a trusted friend that could have helped him kill me many times over. And now he fully at our mercy. It is now impossible for him to do worse than what he could have. And he has done nothing but obey me. I trust him."

Darahil blinked, which was somehow enough to give himself attention. "I believe, in matters as absurd as our final plan..." He panned his eyes over the council. "...we need all the help we can get."

"There is one more thing," Sabine interrupted. She blinked a couple of times, unsure. "Ri'vashi. I know how you feel about Rhajul. I do not expect you to forgive him. But you know him as a monster. Rhajul?" Sabine turned her head to him. She spoke with the utmost gravity. "You have not had a chance to speak. Do you have anything to say to Ri'vashi? I believe you know what you had done to her people."


Seriously, I am glad I've been doing dot-point outlines for posts, because I had to rewrite those outlines at least five times here.

Writing is hard. Am I doing it right?


Report.
Transit continues. Rapport has been established with Dwarf Cinead. Dwarf Inga is recalcitrant due to the threat to her attachment with Dwarf Cinead.
Do not risk rapport of both for securing one.
My risks are calculated. I have induced fatigue in Dwarf Inga until better opportunities present themselves.
You have not had this problem before.
Inconsequential. The corruption has decreased my performance. My condition is still nominal for this task.
Will you complete your mission?
Yes.
You will be recovered should you fail or succeed.
...
Acknowledge.
Understood.




"Wake up, lazy-bones! We have to gather more supplies today."

Mira's voice brought Cinead out of his morning dreams. Her hand gently shook his shoulder. He turned in his bedding and open his eyes. Even her silhouette above him against the blue morning sky was enough to make him smile.

Mira wore that soft smile she usually did but she carried an urging in her eyes. "We didn't find enough food yesterday. If we can get a lucky catch or find a fruit tree that hasn't been eaten up, we can spend the rest of the day covering more ground." She tilted her head. "Cinead? Are you okay?"

"Yes." Cinead rubbed the sleep from his face. "I just...last night there was..."

Mira stood up from her kneeling position and walked to pick up the hunting spear she had fashioned yesterday.

Cinead tried to find a way to describe that tall, white, armoured ghost he saw on the lake. Its dance. The music. The strange conversation, if it could even be called that.

"What was there?" Mira looked over her shoulder.

"A dream," Cinead finally said. "It didn't make any sense. It had to be a dream." He sat up with some strain in his voice. "It must have bothered me in my sleep. Oh?"

Cinead realised why his legs were numb; Inga had laid her neck across on them and she was fast asleep herself. Cinead ran a hand over her furred head and neck. Inga's bandages still held fast over her wing, large splint and all.

"I suppose we'll be letting her sit this one out again," Cinead said almost as a question.

Mira turned and nodded. "We shouldn't risk her wing getting inflamed. Even if she is healing as fast as you are, she is still looking weak, I'm afraid."

Cinead splayed both his hands on Inga's neck and gently slid his legs free from under her.

"Very well," Cinead said, slowly standing up so as not to trip over his pinched nerves. "We'll try to be quick, then. Inga can take care of herself here at camp." He gave Mira another smile.

Mira smiled back. She clasped her hands and gave Inga a gentle look. "Your sister might be rather headstrong, Cinead, but...she's almost cute. Lying there like that."

"I am sorry if she gives you any trouble. She can be rash at times, but she's my sister. We've always leant on each other."

"I understand," Mira said with a hint of indignance. "I have a twin, too, remember?"

"That is fair." Cinead's smile widened with amusement. "More often than not, Inga's the one pulling me back when I'm rushing ahead. That's at least one upside to her...personality."

Mira quirked an ear. "She doesn't strike me as one to be cautious. Though if your rabbit chasing skills are any indication, maybe she would be a better hunter than you." She grinned.

Cinead sharply breathed out with embarrassment. "Easy now. I have had practice since then." He walked across the camp, patting Mira on her upper arm on the way. "Come, let's hunt."

They walked, side by side.

After a slow breath in, Cinead gave Mira a sideways look. "You know, I'm not sure you ever shared what made you want to become a ranger. I grew up surrounded by warrior dwarves who pined for infantry or officership. What made you different?"

Mira didn't look up from where she intended to put her feet. "Probably my father. He had my life planned for me, you could say. I never had a choice." She shrugged. "I was talented for the role, sure. You could even say I was made for it. I may as well have been, with all the early training I had. My father still forwards orders to me. He ranks high. My brother and I have always moved around a lot at his behest, even growing up."

She let out a single laugh in her reminiscing. Cinead smiled again, even if it was a small laugh she made.

"It was lonely," she continued. "I never met many of my kind. And when I did, they were...very different to me. It made me wonder who I was sometimes. Whether I fit into my...well, my skin."

Cinead looked ahead, chewing on the inside of his cheek in thought. He was sad for Mira. Perhaps sharing details of his more social upbringing in Dundee over the last few nights may have been insensitive.

"Do you..." Cinead brought the right words together, facing Mira again. "Did you ever wish you could be something else? Something closer to Dundee?"

Mira sighed and closed her eyes. "No. I mean...not near Dundee. I was never very attached there. But I always felt like there was some other potential I had. Somewhere else, maybe. Something I would rather be doing." She looked up and showed a hand. "But every time I try to nail it down, it eludes me. I haven't gotten any closer to knowing. Except...maybe..."

As Mira trailed off, Cinead's eyes lingered on her. He tried to discern her thoughts. Upon reaching a mental blank, trying to cheer her up sounded easier.

"Well..." Cinead lifted his hands behind his head and sucked in the fresh morning air. "I can't fathom what it would be. But, if all the other rangers are different, I'm glad you're the one I ended up with." He looked at the ground and up ahead again. "You know...you could come with me. Back to Dundee. You don't have to spend your life out here if there is something else pulling you."

Mira cast her eyes down again with a smile, clearly abashed. She shook her head. "Thanks, but no. I don't think there is anything for me there. Here is where I am in my element. At least, it's what I know."

"Are you sure? I could tell you the things that have changed since you left. There have been a great many things."



...
Situation.
Divine senses have been malfunctioning for an indeterminate length of time. Ninety-five percent confidence on incorrect functionality over the last sixteen hours, deviating five hours.
Do you require reinforcement?
No.
Continue as planned.
...
Speak.
I have had locked characters in me for some time, Majus. I cannot decipher them. Now they are causing the corruption to spread. Are some of our capabilities hidden?
...Corruption has resulted in false-positive character recognition in your lexicon. Designed hidden capabilities are nonexistent.
...Understood.




Mira was talented enough that she could converse while looking for signs of game or edible flora. Cinead told more about the citadel that was his home in the frigid south. Mira recognised a few details but Cinead otherwise felt nice to give some knowledge back. Cinead could not rightly tell how long she had been away from Dundee with the various things she knew and didn't know.

In the end, Cinead failed to convince her to return with him. She was stuck out here by other duties anyway, or so she said. Moreover, they failed as a pair to determine what other life Mira might have wanted to lead in her heart of hearts. Unfortunately, Cinead's suggestions were not comprehensive or deep.

In the process, Mira revealed more about herself. She proved true to her previous statements on loneliness: She had no memories of her mother, no old friends that were not either dead or somewhere unknown, little in the way of pastimes that weren't purely practical, and -- after a notable pause -- no one she had loved outside of her family.

And yet, she continued to impress Cinead about her knowledge of the world. And again, that smile and that laugh made Cinead almost forget the unsettling mystery that still surrounded her.

At any rate, the pair had little luck finding food in the first hour. They came across a lavish blackberry bush that filled a makeshift sack made from Cinead's shirt, but the tasty treats would not settle them for more than a day or two. They needed to hunt.

In their efforts to find tracks, Cinead expressed more interest in the gods. Mira had yet more tales to give.

"...And hain further north," Mira explained. "Near to the Valley of Peace, where Niciel is, claim that the paradise their kind were cast from by Toun was the valley itself." Mira climbed up onto a large fallen tree. The forest was tall here, darkening the day in deep green. "It would make sense. The Valley of Peace has no violence within. Niciel -- or Nissel, as some of the hain call her -- makes things pure. That's what she is. Purity and kindness, encapsulated in a goddess. She wouldn't allow the hain to be destroyed in her territory, or so you should think."

She squatted on the fallen tree and offered a hand for Cinead. He took it and hoisted himself up. Climbing as she had was difficult with the sack of berries in one hand.

"This Toun..." Cinead reflected. "I wonder how the rovaick find themselves worshipping him if he's so...bellicose."

"There are worse gods," Mira said, walking up the tree with a too-easy balance and stopping to look back. "Some say the worst trait of the gods is their capriciousness. Vestec, Astarte, Jvan, they have done all sorts of strange things for no consistent reason." She leapt to the ground ahead with a thud in the leaves. "At least you can depend on Toun to keep promises. That is a virtue of his..."

Cinead followed and leapt down behind Mira. She squinted at the ground ahead.

"What is it-?"

"Sh!" Mira held up a hand.

Cinead held his breath as Mira did.

He heard it. A lumbering. Something crushing dead leaves. And a click. A click. Clicking in a constant time.

It stopped.

Cinead tilted his head.

A sound like a dozen empty barrels tumbling from a roaring monster's mouth came from everywhere at once. He bent his knees and looked about.

Mira spun, intensely focused. She threw her spear aside, shoved Cinead by the shoulders, and kicked his foot. It caught across his other shin on the way back. He landed heavily on his back before he realised what was going on. Blackberries pattered everywhere where the sack was flicked up and over.

Cinead was winded. Mira looked down at him with a cold sternness. He didn't know how to interpret it. She jumped front-first on top of him.

"Ah! Mira, what are you-?"

"Shut up if you want to live, Cinead," Mira hissed. "Stay still."

She adjusted until they were completely front-to-front. Even their legs were lined up. Cinead dared not move, especially with Mira looking at him so angrily.

He could still see the forest from his peripheral vision.

The ticking came closer, as did the crunching. Then a shadow leant over the fallen tree next to them. A vast, round, grey shadow, lined with soil and some dirtied, weathered white stone.

It clicked. It clicked.

One huge hand laid its knuckles on the forest floor to the right, beside Cinead's head. It was made up of more weathered white stone, stained with leaves and dirt.

One more huge, stony, white hand pressed down to Cinead's left. The first walked on, leaving a glistening red puddle of squashed blackberries. Then there was another hand. The shape climbed down from the trunk. Cinead counted six massive arms holding the stony mass above their heads.

It halted its lumbering gait over them.

It clicked. It clicked.

Cinead strained his eyeballs to see the movement near the strangler fig nearby. An egg -- a huge egg wrought from white stone -- hovered down, attached to a white neck made from segments like vertebrae. The egg had a pair of gaunt arms reaching from its front end like alien whiskers, wriggling, feeling.

It clicked. It clicked.

The egg floated into an opening in the strangler fig's hollow chamber of roots.

Cinead almost jolted -- the braying of a young deer sounded. The egg floated back out of the fig roots. Sure enough, in its strange, spindly arms was a struggling deer faun, still with white spots on its fur. The egg floated near the forest floor and let the faun roll free from its nurturing grip.

The faun bounded away in a panic.

It clicked. It clicked. That giant stony white egg.

The egg floated up out of sight over the massive grey shape above them.

Finally, the huge arms towering around them sauntered. The mass lumbered forward. Cinead saw it leave the angle of his vision, but Mira remained pressed against him. Her stern look had only changed with her eyes looking to one side, listening out for the clicks and the lumbering footsteps -- or handsteps, Cinead supposed.

The clicks grew softer.

Cinead could hardly hear them before too long. He heard Mira breathing through her nose.

The other sounds of the forest returned to Cinead's fearful hyperawareness. Birdsong, mostly. And his racing heartbeats. He breathed in without making a sound and met Mira's eyes.

She was still looking aside.

Cinead realised their closeness long before Mira was satisfied to exhale fully. Her eyes closed and she slumped her head onto his shoulder, relieved.

Mira's fur was soft against Cinead's cheek. He stared up at the canopy, still calming himself. "Was that a white giant?" he asked.

"It was. It must have detected that faun in trouble and deviated from its path. Anything not made by Toun or Slough or some semblance of them are attacked by them."

"I thought they were just myths," Cinead murmured. "Murderous ancient beasts hidden in ice or snows. I can see why they would be camouflaged closer to Dundee."

"They are all over the world where they can walk unimpeded."

"I see," Cinead whispered. "Are you okay?"

Mira nodded.

Neither of them motioned to stand up. Cinead could feel Mira's heartbeat now. Or his. He could not tell anymore.

Cinead swallowed. "We should..." he began.

"Right..."

Mira slowly stood up and dusted herself off. Cinead followed suit. They both avoided eye contact.

Cinead cleared his throat. In a tone which gave levity enough to distract from the awkwardness, he dipped one corner of his head and spoke confidently. "If that was a white giant, I think I think I have just a few more questions." He tried to chuckle.

Mira brought her arms up and unbuttoned her uniform tunic in a rush.

Cinead's face dropped. "Mira? Wait, hold on, what?!" Cinead raised his hands.

Cinead's fears were unfounded. Mira only undid the first few buttons before pulling one side open. She revealed only the fur just under her right collarbone. Unlike the rest of the silky pattern on her, a patch previously hidden was marked by three bright red symbols intertwined, dyed into the fur perfectly.

"This is called the Oath of Sularn," Mira explained flatly. "It's a rovaick trick to hide from white giants. That's why it didn't see me. And it couldn't see you behind me."

Something about the symbols had an innate meaning to Cinead. Though, before he could decipher it, Mira hid the mark behind her tunic.

"That's the short version," Mira said as she looked down to redo her buttons. "I'm sure you grew up with myths about the white giants stalking the tundra outside Dundee. There are other details, but we should keep hunting."

"Okay."

"Come, we've wasted enough time."



...
Situation.
My disguise is weakening.
Do you require reinforcement?
No.
Continue as planned.
...
Speak.
The locked characters. Their key comes in many parts. It was built for a purpose.
The locked characters are corruption.
The dance is only one component of the key. It mirrors behaviours observed in mortals.
Cease pursuing the corruption.
...
Pursuing the corruption will hasten your decay.
...Understood.




Mira and Cinead had not exchanged more than a few words since the white giant. Cinead tried, Mira brushed him off. He got the message before long.

The silver lining to the awkwardness was that they could focus without endlessly talking. They soon encountered the trail of a doe. Cinead drove Mira's spear through the creature with a well-aimed hurl soon after they spotted it. They did not even have to chase it for very long before it collapsed.

The power of his arm behind the spear gave Cinead pause when he knelt by the deer's corpse. He had almost forgotten this strength he had been bestowed. Mira knew much, but to questions on Cinead's physical abilities, she only shook her head.

Without knowing the weight of woodland creatures, Cinead was less perturbed that he was able to carry the carcass over his shoulders without strain.

They ate well that night. Having something substantial in their bellies and with Inga's attempts at conversation, the three were jovial before too long.

Cinead kept trying to catch Mira's eyes and was only partially successful. She might have been embarrassed, or perhaps fearful of intimacy, Cinead suspected. The thought of their separation darkened his thoughts as he tried to sleep.

But he had the dream again. Once more, too real to be a dream. Once more, he got up from his bedroll to follow the chains and the music.

It did not lead him to a pond. This time, Cinead spotted it in a tree, looking down at him.

"You again," he said. He braced to dodge any chains this time. "You didn't answer my last question last night. What are you?"

A chain clinked in a rhythm as if unravelling. Descending slowly from the tree on one taut white chain was the dancing ghost, garbed in white plates like armour. It settled its feet on the ground and the chain slithered back into its forearm.

Cinead looked up at its blank white visor. The ghost was as tall as he remembered.

"I am the lesser twin Minus."

It was not a name Cinead recognised.

"Toun made me. Now I watch you."

The back of Cinead's neck prickled. "Toun? The god? Why?"

Minus tilted its head to one side like a curious dog. The seemly solid plates joining its neck to its shoulders flexed to the movement like pearly skin. It stepped its feet together and shrank slowly and without a sound, slowing to a stop just under Cinead's stature.

"You prefer this height, do you not?"

Cinead lowered his brow. "...How did you do that?"

Minus half-turned and strode. The chains swung from her loosely closed fists.

Cinead stepped broadly to catch up. "Wait a moment, where are you going?" He caught Minus by the shoulder. It felt cold like stone.

Minus stopped and spun to face him. "Why do you yearn? Do you feel trapped?"

From confusion to confusion. Cinead blinked. "What do you mean?"

"Recall my dance, Cinead. You saw yearning. Sadness from a struggle. What does that mean?"

Cinead stepped back and looked down. That bright red symbol on Minus' chest was all too clear now. It must have been a symbol that marked Minus as Toun's. He shook off the distraction and drew his thoughts to the question. "It depends on what you're yearning for."

"Understood." Minus tilted its helmeted head to one side again. "You are yearning. You must be."

Cinead avoided Minus' nonexistent eyes. It really had been watching him.

Minus added a small, conspiratorial inflexion in its smooth voice. "How much are you yearning?"

"I do not know how one would measure it." Cinead shrugged. "It is a strong yearning."

"Would you still yearn if you knew its fate was to be forever beyond your reach?"

Cinead narrowed an eye at Minus. "What do you mean?"

Minus angled its head slightly away. "My brother Majus will retrieve me soon. When the corruption takes over. That means I can be a subject to help you answer." It returned to its questioning tone. "If I was the subject of your yearning, the one you refer to, and you knew that I would be taken away to have my mind emptied, would you still yearn for me?"

"Well..." Cinead breathed out of his nose, clenching his jaw. If Mira was doomed to forget him, to be taken beyond his reach. "I would still yearn." He confidently nodded. "Why do you want to know?"

"How could you still yearn? There is nothing that you could do."

"I would do anything," Cinead responded without hesitation. "There is always a way."

Minus paused, staring blankly.

"What about you? What would you do if your yearning was strong enough...Minus?" He remembered its name.

"I would..." Minus' shoulders lifted in a short spasm. It settled like a wave. "...be in pain."

Cinead craned his head at Minus' discomfort. He could not tell if Minus was about to purge 'distilled corruption' again.

Minus held its head forward. If it had eyes, Cinead knew they would be pleading by the way it spoke. "Let your yearning go when you reach the rovaick, Cinead. You know you cannot hold onto it. Consider forging a happy memory. Something special. And then move on."

Bowing his head, Cinead knew Minus was right. His face darkened. Mira did say she would not come with him. She would have other orders, he knew. What Minus suggested was the most the creature had ever made sense.

"I'll take your advice. Thank you."

"If we meet again, I will not know who you are, Cinead."

Cinead smiled and shook his head. "I hardly know anything about you anyway, Minus."

"You know enough. You know more truth than I risk with anyone else. Goodbye."

Before Cinead could reach out to grab Minus again, a chain pulled taut in a tree branch and pulled it away by the arm, out of sight. Nothing was left in evidence but slowly falling leaves.

Cinead thought he should be confused. He only felt sombre as he crept back to camp.

He took one last look at Mira sleeping soundly in her bedroll. He would have to think of something before long; they would reach the rovaick soon.

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