Nimda

Myriad Reality

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Rozu:
But its still a valid point, and you know it. I understand why you are upset. But its not healthy to hold onto it like that. If you follow what some do from the bible, it asks one to 'love thy neighbor', no matter the circumstance. Love is unconditional, from either side. Clarice is trying to make things better. What about you? Youve been verbally abusive to her ever since. Grudges are only grudges and accomplish nothing. Trust me. That I do know.

@souleaterfan320

So it is my fault then. Awesome. It's not like I went from the best thing in the work to a life of monotony or anything. It's not like the only person I looked up to turned out to be scheming to ruin my life. No, it's definitely all my fault.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu:
She had no intention of killing you. And she isnt your mother. You shouldnt look at her in that light.

@souleaterfan320

That's not the point and you know it.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: I do, to a degree. She wants to make ammends. All that I ask is that you give it a try. Its tough, I know. I dont expect you to right away, or even at all. I just dont want to see you both fall apart. Your both kind, caring and compassionate people. Im in no way praising your sister, as we all have faults. But I know that she wouldnt make that same mistake she did all those years ago ever again. Ive seen her grow and become a nearly completely different person. Shes becoming a more buubly, happy person. She enjoys the work she does now. She does occasionally explore, but not often. Usually its only if there's something we need, like a certain type of fuel for our warp drives. But she's content with what she does, now. She'd rather help than hurt someone. the mercenary girl you knew back then... she's gone.

@souleaterfan320

*Looks up*
...If a mother tried to kill her child, is it ever okay to give her a second chance?

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: I don't beieve so. She despises the person she was. She is trying to improve upon herself daily. She had no intention of ruining anyone's life, not even from the start. She was just... mistaken. And she knows that now. Shes make great steps toward being better every day, other than her keeping up on her medicine. She doesnt like pills.

@souleaterfan320

I have nothing against you, Rozu. I just hope you understand how impossible it is to trust her for me.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: shes changed a little bit. But shes trying her best to keep you happy. I promise you that. When she heard what happened with you and your fiance, her and I gathered around every kind of material thing that made you happy before. Like those flowers. Theres also your favorite sweets, a CD with your favorite music from across the galaxy, she also had a trip planned for you to the Normuna Gardens should you be willing to go.

@souleaterfan320

But is she the same person that tried to ruin both of our lives forever?

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: thats not very nice to say.

@souleaterfan320

It's not wrong, either.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu:... sorry for her outburst, she clearly hasn't been following her doctor's instructions...

@souleaterfan320

She clearly hasn't changed, either.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: please, don't do this, you two. Clarice has been seeking medical help for mental diseases that have been plaguing her since...

*goes silent*

Clarice: if you wanted that life, all you had to do is come back..

*gets up*
Im sorry. Im sorry that your Fiance left you. Im sorry that you didnt get to live the lifestyle you wanted. Im sorry i didnt take your feelings into consideration. Im a horrible sister for that. But thats in the past. Reflecting on it like we have... itll just tear us further apart...

*is visibly shaking*

I-I need some fresh air, I'm going for a walk....

*walks out, closing the door lightly behind me*

Rozu: ..oh dear..

@souleaterfan320

...
*Dices a tomato*

Myriad Reality

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Clarice: ... no, I don't. I can't even begin to think how it must be for you, because I am not you. I am me. I can only do what I can. I can't think like you ro understand like you because you are your own person with your own thoughts. And you know what? If I had to guess, Id say your angry at me for saying what I did. Im sorry if I upset you. I have too many memories tied to exploring that prevent me from doing so now. Its a mental thing on my end that neither of us can control.

Rozu: clarice, please calm down. Remember what the doctor said.

Clarice: *sits quietly, holding my hands nervously looking at the ground*

Rozu: did you take your medication today?

Clarice:....

Rozu: clarice, answer me.

@souleaterfan320

You both lived the life I could have only dreamed of. You lived something that kept me awake at night as I reached for the stars. Don't give me any of that, just because you decided the most perfect life in the world was "too boring." Everything else is much, much more dull.

Myriad Reality

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Clarice:
No, thats not what I mean and you know it. Its just how certain things work. Its not your fault. Its just, if I were to go explore, Id like you to be around.

Rozu: she means nothing ndgative about it towards you, I assure you.

@souleaterfan320

Do you even get what this sounds like to me?