Nimda

Myriad Reality

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*Clarice and rozu look confused*

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If you came just so we can pretend to be adults, but close to each other, don't bother. That's exactly what I mean by adventure being a mindset. Whatever that response was, it wasn't adventure.

Myriad Reality

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Clarice: *smiles faintly* of course, sis.
Rozu: I agree, it'd be a great way to bond.

@souleaterfan320

*Frowns*
You really have changed, huh?

Myriad Reality

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*both of us perk up*

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Want to...
...Want to...
*Grips the photo*
...Want to go on an adventure?

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: *comforts clarice, but then notices you*

Rozu: ... is everything ok, dear?

@souleaterfan320

...Hey Clarice... Rozu..?

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Clarice: *walks back over by Rozu, sitting down next to her*
Rozu: pats her on the back comfortingly*

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*Looks at a picture of my ex on the wall and then back to our picture*
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Myriad Reality

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Katie:... that's good... a good start... you letting us into your home was very nice... *looks to you*
I heard mostly everything you and rozu said. The last bit was... eye opening.

*gets up, walks towards you in a non threatening manner, and gently takes your hand in mine, as I had done in the past when you were upset*

...I'll do whatever it takes for you to trust me again, katherine. You're my sister, and no matter how much you may not want to speak to me, I will always love you. Im changing. I promise you that. You are your own woman. You'll be making choices in this life that are none of my business, but also yours alone to make.

*looks to you, starting to tear up again*
I dont want forgiveness. I dont deserve that after what I had done. I want you to be happy, and I'll do whatever I can to ensure that. I know we'll never be the same, but we dont have to be. We can still be our individual selves, but still be sisters. This road to healing in a situation liek this, as much as Id wish it were, its not a one way road. Niether of us can heal properly unless we face it together. If we go alone.... I can't even fathom what would happen.

*takes out a trinket. One that I had gsve to you a long time ago, the picture of us within it restored*

...I want you to have this. Its yours, anyways. Think if it not as a symbol of what died in the past, but what could be in the future.

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...
*Doesn't close my hand around it, but leaves it in an open palm*
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Myriad Reality

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Rozu: give it time. Im sure you'll be alright.

Clarice: *walks in, my eyes stung with tears that had fell*

Rozu:... are you alright. Clarice?

Clarice: I'm ok... I took my meds like you suggested.

*walks over, and sits down by rozu, my eyes focused on the nearest corner to you, but not making contact*

Rozu: *puts a comforting hand on Clarice's shoulder*
It'll be alright.

Clarice:...

*looks at you, seemingly forcing myself to*

Katie..... do you truly hate me?

@souleaterfan320

I don't think so.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: perhaps it will find you again, one day...

@souleaterfan320

It would have to be looking.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu:.. thats a fair point.

@souleaterfan320

Thanks. The adventure ended years ago.

Myriad Reality

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Rozu: it can, but its up to you. Are you willing to let those wounds heal?

@souleaterfan320

That's what I try to do here.