Nimda

Myriad Reality

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Maybe just call me crazy, I don't know. If I know of something that seems disagreeable, I can be rebellious... To a fault. I don't want to be a bad influence.

@Audacious

I sort of admire that. You sound like you grab what you want instead of waiting for it to come to you.

Myriad Reality

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If someone was withholding secrets about my life, I would have considered that bridge burned already anyway. But I'm not trying to sow seeds of dissent in your head. Sounds like you've already got enough going on.

@Audacious

I'm still trying to process all of this. I don't know what to think about it anymore.

Myriad Reality

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If they care enough about you to maintain these secrets, they wouldn't kick you out, I wouldn't think. But you're a better judge of them than me. You know them.

@Audacious

I just— wouldn't I be breaking trust at that point?

Myriad Reality

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What would they even do to you?

@Audacious

I guess... I don't really know. But couldn't that make the situation even worse? What if I'm just not allowed to go home anymore?

Myriad Reality

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Not easy, for sure. But that's just what I would be doing, looking for a way.

@Audacious

But what if they find out?

Myriad Reality

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More like, sneak my way into places I probably shouldn’t.

@Audacious

I'd need to figure out a way to get into their computer systems to do that.

Myriad Reality

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I'd hunt down the answers, maybe be a little forceful where needed.

@Audacious

Forceful? Like, threaten someone?

Myriad Reality

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I wouldn't personally be accepting of those circumstances. But that's just me.

@Audacious

What would you do if you were in the same situation?

Myriad Reality

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Even still... I dunno.

@Audacious

Does it really sound that bad?

Myriad Reality

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I'm glad to hear that. The idea that death itself could be pre-programmed by someone else... That's not fair. But I guess it's fine as long as you're not unhappy.

@Audacious

I don't mean to make it sound like I'm some kind of prisoner. Most days are pretty normal, in the scheme of things.