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11 days ago
Current I'm a pretty good writer and former site staff; I still deal with imposter syndrome every time I log on. You're definitely not alone. And t's worth trying anyway.
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11 days ago
Don't worry, D3AD ST4R, most of us feel like that. <33
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12 days ago
Pretty sure you just described a third of the world's population. Welcome!
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12 days ago
I just started watching it.
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19 days ago
I just finished The Secret History, a very Gen X book. Never Let Me Go before that, which I'd recommend to any writer outside the MFA atmosphere who wants to know emotonal restraint.
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Satele Shan never opened her eyes, but she did chuckle.

"I failed, you failed, yet our faith in the Light side of the Force remained...and here we are. Bruised and bloody and alive. With allies we didn't have before..." Her eyes opened slowly, settling on the kolto tank across the room. "I've lost count how many times I've failed, Brye, just as I've lost count of how many times I've trusted in the Force to get me back up and keep going. If failure was something to be embarrassed by, to fear...we'd be no better than the Sith who were afraid to look at my face and hand you over, the Sith who came for Revanites yet let the most dangerous and senior of them escape. Fear...we know where that leads," she sighed, shifting the weight of her body uncomfortably from one side of her rear end to the other.

Both sides at once was just too painful a thing in that very moment.

"My Master shouldn't have sent me away. Darth Malgus shouldn't have killed him. But he did send me away, and Malgus did kill him, all of it allowing me time to warn the Republic and the Jedi Council before the Sith could just route us. I shouldn't have," again the Jedi sighed, trailing off instead of finishing the sentence. What would Brye do with that knowledge? Would it matter to her? Would it matter to Satele?..."I've failed far more than you can imagine, Brye. Yet here I am. Learn from it, get better because of it, and keep going. The Republic and the Galaxy depends on you."

Her head didn't turn, so much as it just rolled in Brye's direction. Green eyes saw Brye now, a soft and tired gaze, matched perfectly with a soft and tired smile. A bloody left hand reached out and set itself atop Brye's nearest hand. One pat, two, and then three, "Even in failure...hey, I'm the only person I know that's made a run through a Dxun jungle at night and lived to tell the tale. So if this is losing..."

She chuckled harder this time. Hard enough to make her wince. "Roana is flying us to Manaan. Grim's leg will be healed by then. We'll get in, I'll see what the ancestor people can't quit talking about left in it, and then we'll make a fast return to Tython. I have a bad feeling, and we need to get back. In the meantime maybe get some sleep, and I'll take a little nap right here where I can keep a watch on Grim."

And not have to move for another five hours.
"They just released an escape pod. What do your sensors tell you?"

The Mandalorian woman asked the wrong question. Satele knew it was Brye in the escape pod, and it had nothing to do with the sensors of the Starshine. "It's her, let the Sith run," she responded, never once checking the ship sensors. The ship was put on an automated course for the escape pod, and Satele stood from the chair. Roana removed the helmet slowly, a suprisingly feminine face under the helmet of the Mandalorian warrior woman. Slender nose, high cheek bones, big blue eyes and dark lashes under a mess of blonde helmet hair in what had been a ponytail before the excessive combat and movement wearing the helmet all but undid the otherwise tight ponytail.

But it was Roana's eyes that were the surprise now. They were slightly wide, and there was concern in them...but they weren't trained on Satele. The Mandalorian woman's eyes instead were on the pilot chair Satele had been sitting in just moments before, and all the blood on it, and dripping on the floor of the cockpit. "Does this ship have a medbay? You're bleeding. A lot. I thought lightsaber wounds--"

"--they're not from lightsabers," Satele knew what they were from. As fast as she had moved it hadn't been enough to save Brye, or to spare herself damage entirely during her rumble through the jungle. More than one super predator had taken a swipe at her, blur of speed as she had been. But in the jungles of Dxun even a Master Jedi's speed wasn't a garuntee to escape damage. There were claw marks on the side of her body, deep and bleeding dark blood.

The Mandalorian went into action, without the Jedi's consent, taking a few steps forward and examining the right side of the Master Jedi. "It didn't hit an artery, at least, or the blood would be shooting."

Satele ignored it. She knew the difference between blood from a vein and blood from an artery. She had taken more than enough combat medicine training on top of Force Healing techniques. It was the result of a lifetime spent in war, a lifetime far longer than Satele's appearance would suggest. The ship's hull rumbled as the engines fired hard to slow them down and vertically descend for a gentle landing not twenty yards from the Sith vessel's escape pod. Without ever once responding to Roana's concern Satele stated flatly, "We're here. Get Grim into the kolto tank on the lower deck, his leg is much worse than he's letting on."

"Your side, though--"

"--is fine."

Roana glanced up from the wound to the Jedi's eyes, the hardness on the woman's face suddenly returned, her hands placing the helmet back over her head. Fine, was the response from the Mandalorian woman in the universally understood body language. "Go ahead, after you, Master Jedi," Roana put emphasis on the word Master in a mocking tone. Satele strood past the woman to the lower deck of the Starshine and activated the ramp with the Force.

"Don't want to move all the way back there?"

Satele's head turned slowly to meet the visor of the Mandalorian woman. A few beats and Satele sighed, turning her attention after the ramp lowered to the outside of the Starshine and began walking. Every step was a dagger in the dark, plunged hard and twisted fast in the kind of pain that sent tendrils of fire ripping through every nerve in her body. She could suppress the pain, but it was a temporary thing. It was a relief when the Mandalorian woman gave up waiting for Satele to collapse, and went to retrieve Grim. Grim was already joined by several other speeders, and several Mandalorian warriors in each of the two new speeders on the scene. The four new Mandalorians cracked open the escape pod.

Satele shared a look with Grim, before turning on her heel and walking back up the ramp. The second she turned the corner for the medbay...her body collapsed on the cold deck. The blood began pour harder than it had before, her grip on her biological systems slipping as her head lightened and buzzed and shock began to threaten to overtake her. The heavy booted foot steps of the Mandalorians helping Grim to the kolto tank and Brye to the med bed next to the Jedi medical droid both stopped when they turned the same corner and found the Master Jedi pale and bleeding and staring into space.

"Stubborn bitch," Roana snorted at the sight as she walked up behind the four Mandalorians helping Grim and Brye to the medbay. They all walked past her. Her eyes closed slowly, blinking and shuttering as the Force ebbed and flowed around her, through her. Tython... Her eyes opened slowly, clumsy, like she was waking from a heavy sleep. Her hands moved to the cold deck, and tried to push...but nothing happened. She just felt back against the bulkhead in which she fell.

A de-armored and irritated Grim started barking orders before allowing himself into the kolto tank, and this time Roana wouldn't even listen as Satele tried to protest, half unconcious from the pain. Roana's strength was impressive, easily lifting the all but dead weight of the Master Jedi and bringing her gently into the medbay, guiding the Master Jedi against the bulkhead across the room from both the med bed Brye lay upon as the med droid went to work on her, and the kolto tank that began to fill, Grim slowly letting his body drift off for healing--his leg black and purple and bloody where the bone had punched out of his flesh. Roana and the other Mandalorians had helped do what they could with the equipment in the medbay before putting him in the tank to heal it all up.

Roana told the four Mandalorians to secure the Sith escape pod, to rip it apart and learn anything and everything they could. She would stay aboard the Starshine and go with the group. Afterall, she told them, she was currently the only one standing and concious enough to fly them off Dxun. "Don't forget your Master," she told the Jedi medical droid before taking one last look at all three of them, shaking her head, and heading for the cockpit to begin the flight to Manaan.
Hello, I have never tried a online role play before. I have heard of such things and was quite interested and wished to expand and enjoy my skills both in character and the world created. after reading the introduction nation building seemed like a fascinating role-playing forum and will start their. I will appreciate the all who welcomes my inventions and enjoy yours in kind.

Hello and thank you for introducing me.


Welcome to the Guild!
Just saying hi.

I'm new here as a writer, obviously, but I've been reading on RPG for quite a while. I used to roleplay on other sites until I began college, and now that things have settled down a bit, I'm ready to begin again.

I like lots of stuff, and I'll list them all soon enough, but right now I have to send my interest in a particular roleplay before the Host gives up the spot.

And I'll tell more about myself, too.

Talk to y'all soon.


Welcome to the Guild! Love the avatar.
I apologize for disappearing . I lost this account about a year ago. If possible I'd like to reboot my one piece thread . Who do I need to speak with?


Just post it.

Welcome back! We've all disappeared. I joined the Guild, RPed for a month, and didn't come back onto the site for six months.

It happens.
Welcome to the Guild!

Welcome! I hope you find what you're looking for, and your ghost experiences are few.


oof, the salt.
"When the last light warms the ashen surface of Tython, only then will they return. Back to where it all ended, so that it all can be reborn again."

Her dark eyes had read over the text a hundred times, but the hundred and first was different as she wandered through darkness and heat. Far behind and high above lay the remains of the modified shuttle she used to make it to the surface of Tython, swallowed by creatures spawned by the very darkness that acted as a guide as it sliced through the light of the Galaxy beyond. As she crawled from the specially designed reinforced cockpit bubble of the shuttle, the dark creatures stared with eyes alive with cold red light. If there was supposed to be fear, Selene hadn't felt it. Either from herself, or from the creatures.

The largest she knew by name: Terentatek. It stood sentinel over the crash site, the Force whispering truth her heart already knew, "They've been waiting for you." The very heartbeat in which she heard the whisper, she felt the ground shake and looked up to see the sky darken and swirl and crack with lightning. Bright, bright, blue lightning. The spawn simply watched as she slipped past them and headed down. It had to be down, simulations and projections were impossible given the nature of the planet Tython. There was no telling, Selene thought, if the Kwa had made it that way or if their Tho-Yors were the engines behind it all.

Or if Tython was truly an extension of the Force made into planetary form.

She heard howls high above her head the deeper down she went, and felt so easily what surged through the seemingly endless jagged rocky descent into Tython that was the Rift. The Light Side had arrived. Selene's eyes bounced between the gaps between rock outcrops, but down this far, there was no more sky to see...yet she could see. Through the eyes of Dark Side spawn Selene could see the hurricane above the Rift grow in magnitude and size, the entire sky of the planet would soon match the hazy green. The very balance of the planet has been thrown off.

Tython was having a fit, reconciling the sudden re-emergence of the Dark Side on the planet with the already established and entrenced Light Side that arrived with Revan's descendant, whatever the woman's name was. It was the first time in nearly a month Selene had smiled so broadly. She looked down upon her path, and continued on, leaving the Light Side for the Terentateks and much worse to deal with.

"Ramal?

The milkwhite spectre suddenly stood in Selene's path just ten feet ahead, staring with wide expanses of white instead of eyes. It wore robes, a battery pack on a belt pulled tight around their slender waist. It's voice was scared, shaking, even as it sounded like it belonged in that place between sleeping and awake to Selene. "No," was the only response Selene offered, her right hand nearing the lightsaber on her belt.

"Where is he? Where is my lover, our protector? He said he would come back for us when the ship was ready."

Selene narrowed her eyes at the pathetic spirit. The face of the spirit turned upward as a shriek exploded from the milkwhite image of what was once a woman, shaking the Rift on every level, unleashing a chain reaction of Dark Side spawn howls in response, fueling the hunger and rage of the beasts climbing quick to feed on the Light Siders. The sound had left her ears ringing, her eyes clinched tight, and her body rocked by the Force onto the ground. When eyes opened there was no spectral figure, only an open path down. Selene cleared her throat and pushed herself up to her feet, the carefully designed cockpit having shielded her body from broken bones but the crash landing still left her sore. Everywhere. Slowly she got back to her feet with a grunt, and started forward again.

"Too late for good-bye, Ramal?"

"Verressa was a very talented healer, but she was always naive."

The man's cold voice echoed through her own mind, the very reason she had come to Tython. Ramal Vi, the ancient Je'daii Ranger, and secret Dark Side user. The woman was doubtlessly part of his hidden cell of Dark Siders. She had read the journal countless times: the Je'daii had discovered one of their own, it was only a matter of time until their imprisoned fellow told the Je'daii what they were doing, what they had stolen, and where they were hiding. So Ramal had told the remaining members of his group to make for the Rift, hide there where the Dark Side would protect them long enough for him to come back for them and get them off the planet.

They believed him, or desperation had left them no choice but to believe him. It would buy him time to go on his next Ranger mission, the opportunity he needed to leave without a trace. Their sacrifice would allow him to survive and thrive off Tython. He just took what he needed and ran, leaving them to waste away in the poisoned emptiness of the Rift. That sounded like something Selene might have done, a thought that made her chuckle as she carefully descended narrow paths downward, the presence of something very powerful and very dark growing the further down she got.

"You're not far. Watch for the wyrms. Our blood should protect you."

Should, he told her through echoes, as if that was supposed to make her feel better. It wasn't the wyrms that were upon the forefront of her mind as she lowered herself from one rocky narrow platform down to the next with a drop of ten feet, then a drop of twenty feet. Shadows danced every time she landed, the very Dark Side reacting to her presence. She felt clear, and she had never felt so strong. Like the entire Dark Side of the Force had focused itself on her, the only Dark Side user on the planet of Tython.

After the twenty foot drop was a small platform, and then just heat. As she peeked over the edge she found lava flow steaming and hissing as it met water flow. Between the steam could be seen shifts of movement, something, or somethings were alive and stirring down there. Selene felt her lips start to smile again as she embraced the full flow of the Dark Side power she felt focus on her, and simply stepped off the edge of the small rocky outcropping and plunged down into the steam and heat and danger below.

This was not here.

Curious, Selene thought in response to the statement from Ramal's echo. Looking around after landing softly she found only newly formed lava rock barely cool enough to not melt her boots onto her feet. Moving quickly was essential to staying upright, but her academic mind still wondered: was this the result of Tython? Was this the Rift's response to the hidden lair? There wasn't time to fully consider all the options and weigh them accordingly. The entrance of the cave stood before her, whisperings just past her hearings coming from deep within, two pale spirits with faces hidden in bonewhite shadow under spectral hooded robes.

The moment she took a step forward, spectral blades came to life and the game was on. It was her left hand that acted in response, not the right hand near her lightsaber hilt. For this she needed Ramal's amulet, not her lightsaber. Both spirits knelt, hissing and howling and cursing Ramal Vi. They hate you. They know you left them. What are you sending me into?

Entering she began to sweat, the heat of the Rift cave so intense, her breathing became difficult and her vision blurred. But yet she still saw after near fifty steps into the cave, where it windened and opened up to reveal an ancient study and lab. The machinary looked pre-Republic, and she knew it was, based on the Kwa technology that had housed them and transported them to this planet.

The skeletons were everywhere. At least a dozen, though Selene didn't count them as she stepped over them she did look for what the story they told. They held each other as they starved to death, some skeletons tossed against a far cutout in the rock, like a pit for the dead. Cannabalism, murder, starvation. The Dark Side pulsated and whispered history into her ear like it never had before. It was distraction, she knew, because the echo of her ancestor told her.

And in the darkness, where there was no light, she found it's glow. Blood red, angry, crackling and floating with six skeletons sprawled out all around it...the crystal. The purpose for arrival. It happened as expected, no less. She felt her hands move, she felt her mind haze over. The fight for control had begun. Through gritted teeth and immense effort, Selene mocked him, "Did you think your own blood would be half as stupid and naive?"

"SERVE OR SHE WILL DIE."

That was his mistake. Ramal had never loved anything but himself, that had become preciously clear to Selene. Selene loved her sister. It was the only thing in the Galaxy outside of knowledge she truly loved. Threaten that? The rage was always her key, as revenge had been his. The rage of the living would trumpet the revenge of the dead. She was left with one option, as pure anger forged her right hand into an unstoppable force. Up came the lightsaber, then ignition, then it moved. The very instant it neared the crystal, everything seemed to explode in light, every sound of every scream, every ounce of pain and love, everything they were, everything they'd ever be...

BOOM.

Nothing but steam and lava would remain within minutes, yet the rumble of the explosion persisted, at least it might seem like that ot the Jedi above as the giant wyrm went screaming up the opening of the Rift, destroying the very path Selene had used to find her way down, as she found her way up on it's back. Near the top it stopped, roared a sound that sounded like no nature creature, a pure Force Scream. A sound that sounded like a fanfare of trumpets to Selene, announcing the arrival of the Dark Sider to the near surface of the planet. A quick hop and Selene's feet hit rock, abandoning the wyrm moments before it snapped forward and ripped into the rock of the Rift, twisting it's massive hundred foot in length body upward as it chewed and pushed through the rock, towards the surface.

The world was hazy green again, the sound of wind howling once more loud, now that Selene had gotten to near surface level. Not far above she could feel the presence of half a dozen Dark Side spawn Terentateks closing on the undeniable presence of the Light Side. Hopefully the Dark Side spawn would allow her an opening to slip past, because now all she needed was escape from a planet that she knew there was next to no escape from. But she had a plan, and the second phase of it was now kicked off as she began to climb up for the surface with whatever hand hold and rocky platform to jump up to she could find.
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