Silver Fox

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Back to the ignored part i'm dumb.

There is a reason to be sad about it, since you will be gone. Cant say it happens when either you drink yourself to death because some stupid allergy or you get in a car accident. I would really want to cry if something like that happens since you would be gone but i just can't. When my grandpa for an unknown reason everyone was crying except for me. My mind immediatly went like your family will hate you now. When my grandma was in the hospital last week and nearly died because the doctors hit the main blood line i didnt feel any emotions either. That what person i am a sad non special nor usefull. Im dont even know if i can call myself a person anymore.

@liferusher

I'm the person who reacts, but doesn't really understand emotion. Yeah, I'll cry, but it's like a reflex. When I was younger, I didn't realize I was sad whenever I left my parents or grandparents until my mother literally told me why I always felt ill.

I know my family wouldn't expect that of me.

They'd go like 'Shit happens, get over it you wimp. Time to move on.'

So probably why I have this attitude. It's not like they don't care, but they just keep walking. I'm one of the more emotional attitude in comparison. Cause I can reactively cry, just not get it on the inside. Body seemed to do that for me.

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I've been to a museum in Spain that had a lot of brutal methods of torture and execution when I eight or nine. It was an experience. xD

@hatakekuro

That sounds awesome.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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o_o

@hatakekuro

My mom also explained a lot of ways to torture people without killing them when I was ten. Those were fun times. :D

and there's a lot more I can talk about my messed up family but some might be offended. *eats Popsicle cause it's hot*

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Alright then.

I don't have the enegy to argue.

@Caits

Good me either. *plays FF10*

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Dammit Fox you're giving me anxiety! *protects Fox from the rapists and murderers*

@hatakekuro

My cousin is also a murderer. And there's a guy on the bus and at work who talks about death and mutilation a lot. Fun convos.

Also, if it makes you feel better, if I did die, you'd probably never know

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Still,
It's not good for
You if you continue to drink when you react.

We don't want you to die.

@Caits

But I know it's not good for me. I could go into shock, I could have a seizure, I could pass out and black out, my heart could stop, I could die. But I could also get murdered and raped by the illegite rapist across the street. I could also get hit by a car on a road called death highway because there can't be a death passed a week. I could get mauled by bear that occassionally walks through town.

Not saying I want to die, I just have a 'if it happens, it happens but I'd like to do what I like and not have regrets before then' attitude. It's why I don't scold people who do smoke or drink or skydive or bunjiejumping. They should know the risks by now. So let them.

But I won't drink more than like one glass. It's as much as my tastebuds can handle so then it stops being unenjoyable.

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It's not a matter of possibility, it's a matter of plausibility.

@Zarkun

Caaaaaause I felt like it.

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That not the sole reason i gave you to stop with it. Its bad for your body. You even stated it yourself. You should just stop with drinking it. I dont care if you eat or drink unhealthy like soda and chips cause i do it all the time. I might even be worse since i skip my daily meals because i dont like them anymore and i feel like im getting fat which hasnt happened ever to me before.

I never in my life puked from alchol before except this time.

@liferusher

You literally contradicted that statement.

You shouldn't drink cause it's bad for the body.

Eating and drinking soda unhealthy is bad for the body, but I don't care.

Both are unhealthy habits, with different side effects. Both of which, you should know your limit so you don't do something stupid. Which a lot of people do.

Cats are unhealthy for my mom, should we give the cats up and leave them homeless?

If your going to do something, and anything, you know your limit. If you do and you still go through with it, so it's on you. So I don't really care if you cry or not if I die. Cause I did it. I was responsible for it. So there isn't any reason to be sad about it.

Now if I like get randomly murdered, then yeah.

Also, evil IPad autocorrect. I dunno why it did but to butter

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Im only saying page 97 -continues to look away-

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Give a crap and stop with that stupid drinking. Last week i puked in the middle of the bar and humiliated myself in front of my bestie and a lot of people from my town. So dont do it to get drunk and dont do it to worsen your health

@liferusher

I don't get drunk or sick. So I don't have the puking problem, I don't have the drunk problem. I can still hear, see, remember, and think clearly. My body just turns completely red, feels like it's burning from the inside out, and I can hear and feel my heart rate.

Not saying it's good for me, but neither is all the other things I eat or drink. But just like anything I do, I do it cause I like it, just like I'll keep drinking soda and keep eating French fries or cheesecake. Well, at least like the drink. I don't like too much alcohol in reality, only sort of tasty ones.

Doesn't mean I'm going to drink until I puke. Cause that's impossible for me.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Um....death?

@Caits

Meeeeeh unimportant *starts playing with red face*

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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I'll just post...also you really shouldn't be drinking.

@hatakekuro

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Drinking should only be done in good health, never in sorrow and especially not if you're allergic.

@Zarkun

Meh the both of you what's the woooooorst that could happen? *stares at completely red hands and feels the boiling in stomach* ...meeeeh *continues drinking the last of the martini*

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

II'm allergic to alcohol, but here I am drinking it. Let's see how fast my body burns and turns red

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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xD lol. Would it be easier if we skipped the spar if you're not up to rping?

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XD That's adorable.

@hatakekuro

Mhmm it might be easier on me *ish sleepy and soon passes out*

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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He should do the yowl and everything XD

@Zarkun

It's like, normal for him to see them but when they pop up and be able to be seen by everyone it's just

Prince: MMMMMMMMRRRRREEEEEEEEOOOOOW!!! *poofs up, then looks around and flattens fur out* Pardon me, feral instincts kick in when spirits do that.