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4 mos ago
Current Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol
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9 mos ago
Being back to roleplaying after three years honestly feels so cathartic. Writing really is so therapeutic, I'm having so much fun lol
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1 yr ago
Considering coming back to RPG and I come back to ads all over the site, AHH
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2 yrs ago
Life really said I'm kidnapping you for nearly 2 years huh, I'm so sorry to all my rp partners for suddenly just disappearing for 2 years.
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3 yrs ago
All partners and groups I`m in, sorry for being so absent, in the new year I`ll be getting out more posts for everyone ^^ I`ll be MIA for the next few days however, Happy New Year <3
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☕About Me☕
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I`m a college student studying accounting, I also have a degree in media and design (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). This year has kinda thrown me every which way so much of my time is all over but I try to write as much as I can. I do have a full time job on top of school.
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for over a decade now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.

P.s. I exclusively fade to black.

I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^

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@Themerlinhawk Am I able to reserve a Paladin occupation until I can create my character?
I would love to join ^^
Currently I don't have much time till next Wednesday unfortunately though.
"You`re either born loyal or not."

That stung her right in the chest. The thought of being thought of as untrustworthy hurt her now. There was no way she`d gain his trust until she redeemed herself it seemed. It was highly unlikely that they`d ever date ever again, but they could at least be friends. With everything going on they kind of are forced to at least tolerate each other. It was going to be a bad time if they didn`t.

Maybe he wasn`t the same as he was before after all. He`d always been a calm person, that much was obvious. There was something different though, she couldn`t place it. He had more confidence, more maturity, ambition. If he was willing to give her a second chance than she wanted to make sure he wouldn`t regret it. Truly Sky felt like she had changed in the past three years. College had turned her into a different person. She wanted to know how he`d changed as well. They were different people. It`d be like getting to know someone all over again.

Using the back of her hand to wipe away the tears, she took a deep breath to compose herself, and used her other hand to shake his. "Let`s do it." A certain fire returned to her eyes, it was rare, but in moments that she truly became determined her eyes almost revealed the intensity behind her emotions. A gate way to the soul is said to be revealed in someone`s eyes. This was a firm belief she held and that`s why she looked him dead in the eyes as she shook his hand.

Taking a deep breath to calm herself even more she felt a little bit less hurt. They were going to have problems but at least now there was a chance to move past them. "So a question, are you staying here as well? They told me this project was too serious to have it`s subjects just out and about. Which honestly should raise more red flags."

This corporation was huge and she had so many questions. He did work for them but that didn`t mean she should interrogate him. The curiosity would have to wait for another time she supposed. Sky honestly was worried about all of this. There was a feeling she couldn`t shake. A feeling that almost felt like she was selling her soul to the devil. This project wasn`t the most safe, but it was safe enough that she plunged head first into it. What did that say about her? What did it say about either of them?
A little shorter than normal but I was writing on my phone. I also had a cool idea for later this morning. It will be WAY later in the roleplay if it will be a thing though.

Edit:
I have another idea that will be able to take place sooner and make things more interesting~
It wasn't like she didn't deserve it, she knew that she did. It didn't make it feel any better though. Three years does change people, college changes people. At the time she knew it was wrong and she had to live with that. Sky was willing to own up to her mistakes and move on. Honestly she knew they'd never have the same relationship aa they did back then. That kind of relationship wasn't what she wanted.

She wanted to at least be able to be in the same room and have the dignity to just leave the past in the past.

Yes she'd cheated, but it never was very far in any regard. She kissed Henry. It wasn't like she'd had sex with him though. Would he listen to her at the time she'd been conflicted about what the hell was going on? No. He left her and never looked back. It'd been three years and he was belittling her out of moving on. "I'm glad you're pissed." Sky turned the chair from the window and got up going up to him until she stood four feet away. "At least now you're actually talking to me."

If he'd look at her he'd see the tears coming to her eyes. All the stuff that had built up inside her, that stuff she'd put behind her was coming back, and she was done.

"18 is young, I had no idea who I really was. The person I was back then is not the kind of person I ever want to be again. What I did to you was awful, I know very well that it was. You don't need to tell me that. You never have to forgive me. I am not the same person as I was back then though. I got my act together as much as I possibly could and struggled to leave the past behind me. It's not fair that you're the only one that can have the dignity to leave the past behind you."

When she was younger she would have stomed out of the room. Left to cry by herself, leave what was hurting her in the other room, but damn it she was an adult now. This is never going to resolve itself. She'd rather him yell at her then stand there and not even look at her. Sky wasn't 18 anymore. She had a place that she called her own. They'd both moved on and now they're doing a project that will mess with them mentally and physically. If this is what this project was going to be like than she wouldn't be able to stay.

"Get angry, yell at me, at least then we'll have an actual conversation about what happened." Sky said more calmly as a tear ran down her cheek.
Posted! ^.^
The way he cringed caused her chest to ache. It hurt that after all this time he was still so repulsed by her in that way. It wasn't like she had stopped loving him back then. She had. School had become busy for both of them back then. Sometimes he was downright short with her and her to him. Going to Henry had been a mistake. The first time Henry admitted that he felt more strongly than he should they both had known it was a big mistake.

There are some mistakes you just can't take back. She'd been young and inexperienced with the world. Hell! She'd been 18 and he'd been 21 when they started dating, they were different in experiences from the start. Now they were 22 and 24 respectively. His birthday every time it rolled around was still a reminder to her. It`s hard to let someone you were so close too go. The reaction of him not being able to even stand looking at her was enough to remind her of all of that.

Yet after all this time he was still the same man as he was before. Sky knew he`d be civil no matter how angry at her he was. "I`m not going to run out of here. It`s obvious why you can`t forgive me, I don`t expect you too." She paused trying not to let her emotions creep up on her again. This stuff had been buried deep down to try to forget the scar that was still raw. "This situation is one we`ll just have to be adults about."

"Well and I physically can`t go far or I`m royally screwed. This place is gigantic."

Humor to ease pressure, yep plan A for uncomfortable atmosphere`s had gone into action. Hopefully he could actually look at her while they were on this project. It wasn`t like she really had family or anyone else to talk too. Being people from messed up backgrounds had been one of the reasons they`d become so close so quickly.

Sky had been the product of an affair and as such had been fought over in custody in all of her early childhood. Her father had won custody simply because her mother was unfit to even care for a child. This wasn`t to say her father had been Dad of the Year either. His wife hated her, their kids wanted nothing to do with her. Their house was just a place she stayed until she moved out to go to college. Unlike him her family history wasn`t a mystery, but at times she wished it was.

"Eventually I just want you to look at me without wanting to rip my head off for what I did to you as a stupid kid." Sky admitted with a sigh.

"I`m not going to justify what happened because you won`t listen to me about it anyway."

With that she walked over to a chair in the corner of the room, mostly out of paranoid habit, and turned it to look out the window. Her heart was in her throat and they`d have to work together for who knows how long. It was best they got over at least not being able to speak now. If not it was going to be a very isolated experience. Even if they were going to be diving into someone else`s memories.
I should be posting before I go to bed tonight, I'm starting to feel a bit better so it should be easier~
The pen in her hand felt heavy. She was signing herself away to this company. It was a hard thing to think about honestly. This was a big chance though, for her she could find out stuff about her history and learn about a different time period. Well actually she could experience a different time period. Not many people would ever have that chance.

She wrote her name on all the forms before skidding them back to the woman. "Is the other guy here? I`d like to introduce myself to him if I`ll be spending this much time with him." In all honesty she hoped they got along well. If not than all of this would get ten times harder. What they explained didn`t sound like the best conditions in mental state for them. The side effects causing a lot of strain on the body, especially in people who`ve never done it before.

"Ah yes, I`ll show you where he is. We were briefing you two before introductions anyway."

With that they left the small conference room and traveled down the sleek hallway. This place was so modernized it almost felt like she`d entered an alien spaceship. With what she was doing honestly she wouldn`t be too surprised if she had. Sky knew that she`d at least be living here for the duration of the project. There were a couple of small shared apartments in the basement of the building that were rented out to certain people. Side effects being taken into consideration and the fact that she`d be monitored on her health was why she was residing here.

A man stepped out of a room down the hall and walked away with a briefcase. Sky could only decipher that he would be in that room. Sure enough they stopped in front of the door with a plate that read 'Conference Room B'. "He`ll be inside, I`ll leave you two to get situated with each other. Someone will be up to take you down to where you`ll be staying. I encourage getting your stuff today or tomorrow."

Sky nodded, "will do. Thank you," she said as she watched the serious woman walk away.

Taking a deep breath she placed her right hand on the handle and opened the door. "Excuse me sir, it seems like we`ll be on the same project togeth-" All air left her lungs the moment she stepped through the doorway. It seemed all she could do was stare at the man in front of her. What could she say to him? They hadn`t seen each other since he read the note in her bedside table.

The one that revealed she`d been cheating on him with their best friend.

"Luca," Sky said quietly not knowing where to start. To be quite honestly he may not even recognize her. It`d been three years and even then she`d dyed her dark brown hair sliver. The way she looked had become more mature. Maybe she still had time to back out of all of this and not face the past. Hell knows she`d tried to explain back then. It seemed fate really wanted to knock her out in the worst possible way. There had been two sides to their relationship back then and she knew he had to still hate her.

He`d never given her even a chance to explain anything about her side of the story.
"So let me get this straight, you want to connect me to a machine that will transport me back in time?"

"Not transport, more along the lines of reliving through your genetic code."

"I thought I was contacted to be an engineer?" Sky questioned getting more confused by the moment.

Two days ago a company called Abstergo Industries had sent an envelope to her door by UPS driver. It had been important that she`d signed off on it. Inside had been contact information and a location for the meeting she was currently having. Now she had applied for a job here, that part wasn`t surprising. The conversation that wasn`t about her engineering degree was more than surprising. The job they were offering her was so personal that privacy was out the window.

The Animus, a device that could read a person`s DNA and recreate their ancestor`s life through them. Few people had ancestors that were picked for the task, and unbeknown to Sky, all of her fellow guinea pigs had ancestors involved in assassination brotherhoods. The silver haired woman was no different. They now wanted to use her to get to her ancestor. One of which they wouldn`t release knowledge on until she signed the papers agreeing to release her body and mind to them. In return for a more than decent salary, that once again wasn`t about her engineering degree that she`d spent four years and quite a bit of student loans on.

This ancestor`s name was Lunetta Solace Salvador, known by her family and friends as Solace or Sol. Besides her name and the fact that the woman was born and raised in Italy, Sky knew nothing. They were being very secret about all of this. That being said they did say it was a secret project in the first place. It was that reason that she was here in this room thinking about giving her physical and mental health to them.

"You said there were going to be safety warnings, the reason you need me to sign these papers is so none of you get blamed if something happens to me, correct?"

"Yes, but I promise you that nothing bad will happen to you. The Animus has been tested many times. The users have always come out alive, a little disheveled from the experience, but alive. We also will give you more benefits than any other job on the market. You won`t have to worry about a thing while you`re involved in this project. Your student loans will be paid off at the end and when the project is complete based on your performance we may offer you a permanent job with us." The very official woman in front of her explained as if this was a piece of cake.

"You`ll be going into my brain though." Sky pushed wanting to know every little fact she could before rushing into something.

"The only thing we`ll look at is your genetic code and memories of your ancestor. Anything inside your own memories will be left untouched I assure you. One of our own staff was also assigned to be in this project as well. He will be doing a different dive than you but you`ll have someone there to experience it with. None of this process will be any means be any more personal than you want it to be. In my best opinion I think the pros out weigh the cons."

Sitting in the uncomfortable chair the conference room provided Sky stared out the window deep in her own head. This opportunity was a good one, she`d be giving herself to science and history, but maybe that wasn`t such a bad thing. The long term opportunities associated with the short term project definitely helped. She wouldn`t be alone either it seemed. At the least she`d have a companion to accompany her after they finished their sessions.

The silver haired woman sighed as she looked back at the brunette across from her. "I`ll do it, but please make sure that I come out of this as healthy as I went into it."

The woman simply smiled enthusiastically as she slide Sky a packet of paperwork. "We`ll definitely try our best Ms.Montgomery."
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