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Serafina Ariel Gray


“I've learned that we're all entitled to have our secrets.” –Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Wasting Away ~ Decyfer Down | Supposed To Be ~ Icon For Hire | Dear Agony ~ Breaking Benjamin | Mz. Hyde ~ Halestorm

Serafina Ariel Gray


Nickname:
"Ariel. Nothing more, nothing less."
-Ariel is the girls most common nickname, though is actually what she goes by. It's pronounced R-E-L.
-Sarah, a shortened version of her first name. She hates it, though has no idea why.
-Kitten/Kitty: She strangely likes this one, as it was derived one day by her friends when she hissed at them and since then, they have pointed out how similar she is or isn't to a cat. [/indent]

Birth date and age: August 13th, 1999. Age Seventeen. 

Sexuality: Bi-Demi. (Ariel is bisexual, but only has true feeling for people whom she has a emotional connection with.)

In Depth Appearance:
"I'll stop wearing black when they come out with a darker color."
Ariels style is described as Grunge or borderline Emo. The young woman dresses selectively in all black the majority of the time, though will occasionally wear white or other dark colors. Skinny jeans are her favorite things for bottoms, though she can be found wearing shorts that are considered perhaps a little too short. Her hair is a dark brown, sometimes confused for black, and can be seen worn down or in a braid, perhaps in a ponytail when doing strenuous activities. Her bangs are what some may call choppy, and have no particular form, constantly swept to the left side of her face. 

Makeup is something that Ariel is not a stranger to. Of course she isn’t going to spend four hours on the task in the morning, but eyeliner is practically one of the girls best friends, along with her mascara. 

The young woman has a tattoo of an flying eagle in the middle of her lower arm.




• Feisty • Sarcastic • Socially Awkward • 

"I've been called a comical bitch and violently funny, so that counts for something."
On the outside looking in, Ariel is one of the most happy, socially awkward people that you could ever meet. Always saying something goofy, and having a way with words, the girl is the type to almost always have a smile on her face and is not quick to get angered. Having slight social anxiety is perhaps the reason for her social awkwardness, which causes her to say really random things. Ariel is the type of girl that may come off as a bitch, but she's the blunt kind of girl that when she says something mean, it's funny. Some may say that the girl is violent, with her outbursts of random, crazy, violent sayings but she probably won't choke you with a marshmellow. However, that's the coverup that she puts on. 

The truth is, Serafina suffers from depression. The girl tends to keep her emotions bottled inside and simply do her best to release them through her blogs,videos,and music. She simply don't take any medication for it because she is to ashamed to talk about it, causing her to put on an act. Being socially awkward, it is hard for Ariel to express herself unless she is behind a screen, and, in fact, is shy when it comes to meeting new people. Of course, you may think how is she brave with all of this going on inside of her, but she's brave in a different way than you think. Ariel is brave enough to face the day starting out with a positive attitude no matter how bad she knows it's going to be.

The young woman hates drama, gossip, and any other thing of the sort. She can typically be seen hanging out with the guys at school, because she considers females to much drama. Of course, if you ask her how she is doing, you will receive a great and a goof thumbs up. Not being able to express herself truthfully angers her to no end, though, just like her true feelings, she doesn't let it show. In short, the girl is a half read book. To know her, you must first know the whole story.

Likes & Dislikes◄
"Music is my drug and your opinion was never asked, darling."
Likes:
~Rock Music - Various bands such as Halestorm, Breaking Benjamin, Greenday, Icon For Hire, Mayday Parade, etc.
~Blogging - Ariel is a writer and has had her blog since the age of thirteen. As it turns out, people actually like it and she now has over 3k followers on the thing. 
~Climbing anything.
~Youtube - Not only does the girl spend endless hours on the site, but she also has a youtube channel who people also like! 5k followers on this one. What can she say, she lives in a big city!
~Doing covers of her bands songs, which, of course, go on the youtube channel. 
~Books - Someone take me to Barnes and Noble pleeeaaasssee."
~Playing various instruments - Ariel plays the acoustic and electric guitar, piano and a little bit of the violin.
~Science - Biology, mainly, but also astronomy.
~Dancing - Ariel mixes ballet and pop dancing together. These videos well, you get the point. 
Dislikes:
~Being told to act like a lady.
~People judging her based on appearance and/or music taste. 
~People just simply assuming what she feels or is going to do next. "Like, I'm sorry, but you don't know me like that, 'kay?"
~Bands like those of One Direction.
~Romance movies. Twilight is the worst. 
~Hot drinks/Flat soda. 
~Un-loyal people.
~Pink
~Crying in front of others - Ariel sees this as a sign of weakness and read somewhere once that it actually defies science. 

Fears & Phobias
-Not being able to see the stars.
-Snakes
-Crowds/New people. 
-People finding out about her depression.




Biography:
"Momma please forgive me, for Daddy says it's all my fault."

Serafina Ariel Gray was born in this small town to the parents known as Marianna and Trillian Gray. Marriana was a surgeon and Trillian was, and is, a respectable member of the community, and one of the best lawyers around. However, just like with Ariel, that is not the true story about the man. Marianna thought that the man was great, they married just two years before their daughter was born, and the two were madly in love at the time. Trillian was a loving father up until the time that Ariel was five, and then something inside the man just... changed. When Ariel came home from school on the bus, she assumed that her father was just upset shouting about a case, just as he usually did at times. What she walked in on was horrible. Her mother was in the floor, her arms shielding her face as her father hit her over and over. There was various holes in the walls, and many of the families pictures had fallen to the floor, the glass broken. Not understanding what was going on, tears started to wet the little girls face. "Mommy," she said, her voice scared and shaking. Both of her parents turned to look at her, her mother getting up with a tear soaked face as well, rushing to her and wrapping her in a hug. 

These episodes went on until Ariel was the age of nine. Fed up with her father's ways, the little girl did her best to get in between her parents. The man instead unleashed his anger on her, and this was the first time that Ariel felt her fathers wrath. Her mother did her best to stop him as well, and in the end, he did, but not before bruises had formed on Ariels skin. This happened on and off until the age of 12 -perhaps every three months or so-, when Marianna was killed in a car crash. It was this night that the girl seen that side of her father once more, multiplied. 

It was at the age of thirteen that she tried to break away, and find a release for what she was feeling inside. Turning to her music more and more, Ariel also created a blog and a youtube channel with her dancing and singing. She started to draw and climb trees, staying outside of that dreaded house as long as she could. She took up baby sitting jobs and began to save her own money to do things. It was at the age of fourteen that she realized she was truly depressed. Her school life was horrible and filled with bullies, and most of all, she couldn't understand her father. How could he function and be so normal outside of the home, but yet a monster within?

It was at the age of fifteen when Ariel officially stood up for herself. When her father hit her that night, she simply pulled a knife on him. "So help me, if you lay one more hand on me I will make sure you never do it again. You may be my father, but you haven't earned the right to do this to me." Just as usual, tears were running down her face. Trillians facial expression changed from anger, to fear, to sorrow. "I'm sorry," he mumbled. Disgusted with what she seen before her she slammed the knife down on the counter and ran to her room. This was the last time that her father beat her. 

Secret: Her Depression and her situation with her father.


Serafina 'Ariel' Gray


"Sometimes I think we push your buttons just for fun; Sometimes I think our kind of crazy has already been done; We’re a copy of a copy, everything we swore we’d not be" ~ Icon For Hire ~ Cynics and Critics
Cynics and Critics ~ Icon For Hire
☯ ||Acquaintances|| ☺ ||Friends|| εїз ||Best Friends|| ♡ ||Love Interest|| ☠  || Enemies/Dislikes


☯ Jarvis Hugo Moore☯ "He's like a puppy. He's the type you want to cuddle and protect at the same time. Not that I'd ever cuddle him. Ada has her claim all over that."
Ariel has never really been that close to Jarvis, nor has she really paid that much attention to him. She admits he's pretty cute, but puppy cute.

 ☺ ♡ Alex Hill  ☺ ♡ 
"Um.. i-it's Alex. That's all I really have to say."
Ariel has probably always been one of -if not the- closest to Alex. Both of them are secretive, and this causes their relationship to only get so far. Despite that, they have had a few in depth conversations once or twice before. Ariel thinks she has the slightest feelings for the young man, but isn't sure. 

εїзElizabeth Jonesεїз"My sister from another mister. Mess with her, I will literally kill you. Love ya sis." *winks* P.S. You and Phil are my favorite OTP.
Ariel and Liz have been through hell and back together. Ariel is slightly aware of her friends situation, and Liz acts like a mother toward her, allowing for them to pick and tease at each other. They were friends for a few months before Phil came along. Speaking of Phil,

 ☺Theodore James Lincoln ☺"I'd never confide in him, but if I ever needed to have a good time, he's the guy."
Theo and Ariel have never really been close, but the love to raise hell together. Ariel has been known to run to Theo in order to relive stress while performing reckless acts.

Symbol  Cassandra Rowley  Symbol
"Thoughts on Relation."
Other.

 ☺Philip Iverson ☺"We're what some would call food buddies. We both eat everything and share a love of food, so we just sit down and eat family sized bags of ships together all the time."
Phil and Ariel have known each other for as long as her and Liz have known each other. However, Liz took more to the young man than she ever did. Regardless, the two became decent friends.

Symbol Ada Juliet Weston Symbol
"Thoughts on Relation."
Other. 

Symbol Jarek Wilhelm
"Thoughts on Relation."
Other

 ☺ ♡ Jamie Wolffe ☺ ♡ 
"The only fuck boy I would ever actually bother with."
Ariel knows she has been crushing on Jamie for the longest time now, despite his overly flirtatious ways and rebellious acts. The two have been in a few situations where they have taken over, and make jokes about each others love lives. Unfortuantly, Ariel is scared that Jamie only sees her as the little sister type. 

Serafina 'Ariel' Gray

First day of school, first project, last class. Someone kill me now, she thought. This was ridiculous. As she was sitting in the back of the class, shaking her leg, Ariel would be looking over the 'Dear Anonymous' syllabus. The alias and screen name was easy. The personality part, however, was something that she was having trouble with. And then there was the song lyrics from a song that she had previously listened to that day: We all know hurt, so why do you feel the need to put on a pretty face... She rolled her eyes. Guess I'll tell them what they want to hear, she thought as she wrote in the good aspects of her personality. 

Unfortuantly, her biology teacher did not appreciate her working on her English work in his class. "Ms. Gray?"

The girls head shot up so fast, you would think that she had have gotten whip lash as her blonde hair bounced in a gentle way it's self. "Yes.. sir?"

"Why are you working on that back there?"

"Because I already know what you're teaching..." It was at this point that everyone had turn to look her straight in the eyes, a knot forming in her stomach. 

"Is that so? Well then, Ariel," - he pronouced her name as if it was a dirty word, a sort of sneer forming on his face - "Tell me how out of these two plants, one would end up pink, the other 3 blue, please."

"Simple. Dominant and Recessive traits. I take it you know what a punnet square is, Sir?"

It was at this moment that the man became read in the face, a few snickers coming from the classmates around her. 

Just about a half hour left, she reminded herself.

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