"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad." —Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
NameLilith Jade Montgomery
NickamesAgeEighteen // May 10th // Taurus
GenderFemale
SexualityBi-curious
Relationship StatusSingle.
LabelLoveable Depressed Emo Stoner Bitch.
Appearance Details- Hair:Milk Chocolate Brown | Straight - Mid Back Length | Usually either left down or pulled back into a ponytail or messy bun. Occasionally her hair will be braided.
- Eyes: Hazel.
- Height: Five feet, four inches.
- Body Type: Slim hour glass.
- Clothing Style: Casual | Lilith's Closet is full of band t-shirts and jeans. Most of her outfits are all black. She can nearly always be found wearing some sort of choker. She also owns a good amount of sweat shirts and hoodies, and the occasional tank top. Her Converses are her trusted footwear, though Lilith will wear a pair of boots here and there. She despises the color pink, and most of her clothing choices aren't super feminine.
- Makeup Wise: Mascara when she's feeling fancy.
- Scars, Tattoos and/or Piercings:
- Both ear lobes are pierced.
- Industrial piercing in right ear.
- Helix piercing in right ear.
- Both of her nipples are pierced.
- Scar in the shape of a triangle on the inside of her right ankle where she feel on her bike and her foot got caught in the chain when she was ten.
- A few self harming scars on both wrists that are normally covered by bracelets sporting her favorite bands. Most of her scars/cuts are contained to her upper thighs.
Personality TraitsOn the outside looking in, Lilith is one of the most happy, socially awkward people that you could ever meet. Always saying something goofy, and having a way with words, she's the kind of girl to have a handful of friends - though she prefers spending her time alone. Having social anxiety is perhaps the reason for her social awkwardness, which causes her to say and do really random things in public. Lilith is the type of girl that may come off as a bitch from time to time. Rather this is because of her sarcastic remarks or the way she rolled her eyes - well, that's up to you.
The fun, somewhat shy, bubbly side is the mask that Lilith wears on a day to day basis. However, that's the coverup that she puts on. The truth is, Lilith suffers from depression. The girl tends to keep her emotions bottled inside and simply does her best to release them through writing, studying, and marijuana usage. Hot headed as they come, it's a fortunate thing that Lilith knows when to bite her tongue. If she blows up on you, you've had that shit coming for a long while.
Lilith is a very loyal person, and will do practically anything for her friends. She doesn't trust or get attached to to many people, so when and if you hurt her, expect her to cut you out of her life completely. A promise means everything, and she will never break one. Lilith is honest to her core, and her respect is earned. She has no time for cruel or false intentions, and expects people to treat her with that same respect.
She is typically found reading or listening to music. She enjoys YA novels like Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, and the like; There's also a good mix of adult novelists like Stephen King. With a close emotional connection to the night sky, Lilith enjoys spending hours outside at night staring at the stars. An even stronger connection to the ocean, she has no hesitation with driving down to Virginia beach for the weekend. Stubborn as can be, she sometimes has trouble accepting things as how they are. Her witty remarks often get her called sharp tongued; her dark humor winds up in her getting called crazy here and there.
The young woman hates drama, gossip, and any other thing of the sort - though she has no problem listening to it. She just doesn't want to be an actual part of it. She can typically be seen hanging out with the guys at school, because she considers females too much drama. Of course, if you ask her how she is doing, you will receive a great and a goofy thumbs up. Not being able to express herself truthfully angers her to no end, though, just like her true feelings, she doesn't let it show. In short, the girl is a half read book. To know her, you must first know the whole story.
BiographyBorn in a small southern town in Western North Carolina, Lilith was the product of a one night stand. The pregnancy came as a shock to her mother Claire, who immediately called up her parents in Ohio to tell them the news. Ecstatic, John and Christine jumped at the choice to have their only daughter move back home with promises of helping with the baby. Claire was determined to make it on her own, politely declining her parents help, though the did frequently visit and exchange gifts.
Growing up with a single mother who worked long hours, Lilith was often left to be cared for by baby sitters. Claire was always sure to make sure that her daughter had whatever she needed.
It wouldn't be until Christine fell ill with lung cancer that Claire and Lilith would move to Ohio. (Lilith would be eight at the time). Wanting to be with her mother during her final days, Claire spent most of her time either at work or helping the older woman. That left Grandpa John to look after Lilith most days.
Moving multiple states away and switching schools at such a young age didn't affect Lilith much. The kids in the city were a lot more mean than the kids back home, but such was life.
Being an only child, everyone did their best to make sure that Lilith had the best and was happy. Christine showed the girl how to cook and clean. John taught her how to change the oil in a car, how to fix a sink, and other things that would help her on her path to independence. Her mother Claire worked long hours at the ER, but was always sure to make time for Lilith where she could.
Once seventh grade came around, Claire forked out the tuition fees and money for the uniforms so that Lilith could try out a new school called Liberty. Unfortunately the kids here were brutal. They made fun of everything. How her hair would sometimes be messy, or her lingering southern accent. How she walked, and the things that she liked. Lilith felt like a total outsider for both her seventh and eight grade years.
When it came time for high school, Lilith had a long talk with her mother and decided that it was best for her to return to a more familiar setting at Rosefell high. Sadly, two years of being bullied relentlessly and feeling like an outsider had already taken their toll.
Maybe it was the bullying. Maybe it wasn't. Perhaps it was the death of her grandmother Freshman year that was really the final nail in the coffin. Whatever it was that set off her depression, Lilith could never figure it out. All she knew was that she was full of self hatred. Where she used to see the world in colors she know often saw things in shads of grey. Once known to have a decent amount of friends, the young woman now spent most of her time alone.
High school came with it's own set of problems. Senior class boys that used you and tossed you away; Girls that would make fun of you for the dumbest shit. The parties full of booze and sex. Lilith's grades fell off drastically during her second semester of her Freshman year, causing her mother to become concerned. Lilith shrugged off her mothers questions, locking herself in her bedroom most of the time she was home.
The self harming started that summer. If you asked Lilith what led her to pick up the razor, she would tell you: "I feel to much." For Lilith, cutting was a way to control her emotions. She would much rather be in physical pain than emotional pain. With the self harm came the suicidal thoughts at three in the morning. While she never acted upon them, sometimes she wished that she had.
Now it's Senior year and her mother finally convinced her to try therapy.
Lilith doesn't know what she's going to do after high school. Her only dream in life is to become a surgeon, and she has no idea where to start. Truth to be told, she didn't think she'd make it this far.
Family John Montgomery || Grandfather || Age 75 || Retired
Claire Montgomery || Mother || Age 40 || ER Nurse
Christine Montgomery || Grandmother || Deceased
Misc.Maia Mitchell |
#00FFFC-Drives a silver '06 Honda Civic.
-Her favorite drink is Mountain Dew. The only thing she's more addicted to is Taco Bell's Crunchwrap Supreme's or Crab Rangoon. It's a close tie.
-Owns a red and white husky named Nala.
-Her favorite TV show is Grey's Anatomy.
-A proud ally/supporter of the Black Lives Matter and LGBTQ+ communities.
-Will always support her friends unless they're being big dumb.
-Occasionally plays video games like The Sims, Halo, and Call of Duty.
-She's a bookworm. Her 'to read' list literally never stops growing.
-Has a soft spot for tall, lanky boys with shaggy hair, sad eyes, and a strong jawline.
-Also has a weakness for hot goth girls that could easily break every bone in her body.
-Is always down to try new food - ESPECIALLY if it's cheesy or if it's pasta.
-Likes to create characters and write short stories in her various notebooks.
-Always writes with a pen unless told otherwise by a teacher or something.
-Loves to smoke weed. Often jokes that her bongs are her greatest treasures. Her family knows that she smokes. Her grandfather doesn't really agree with it, though keeps his opinion to himself. Lilith often smokes in her bedroom or outside out of respect for her grandfather.
-My favorite part of Halloween is spooky PJ's and socks. 
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