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War or Peace? [Suki & Love Dove]

This is where I will die, I can feel it. I sense it. Elise couldn’t help but think that with each step she took approaching the castle that housed the other royals they had been at war with for quite some time. Arthur her elder brother had expressed his opinions on this matter of marriage, but her father hadn’t listened to him and thus her fate had been sealed by coming here. In all honesty she was certain her brother didn’t really fight hard for it, the marriage would mean he wouldn’t have to deal with any sort of war whilst running the Kingdom he was due to inherit from father and they all knew it was an easy way out just at her expense. Though there wasn’t much she could do about it now, not until at least nightfall where she could consider hatching a plan of escape though she would have to be very careful about it and not give them any indication that she was looking to do as such.

Knowing that she would have to play it smart, take in her surroundings and start to understand the layout she bowed her head politely with a bright smile upon her face as she met with the King and Queen. Inside she was scared, feeling worried for the fact she didn’t know anything about these people and what they could do to her but so far it didn’t appear like any sort of trap though she wouldn’t let her guard down. “Oh my, thank you for such a compliment. Though you should see my elder sister Madeline, she turns quite a few heads herself.” It was true, her elder sister was stunning, but already married. Another alliance her father had set up in hopes to bring more soldiers to their side of the war and though it brought them soldiers and some more income it just wasn’t enough to gain the upper hand.

“That would be nice, it was quite the journey to get here though we didn’t encounter any issues on the ride, but I thank you for welcoming me into your home.” Elise stated politely keeping the smile on her face as if she was happy with this deal, glancing over to Liam who had just arrived slipping in behind his father. Though before she could make any sort of opinion the King spoke once more excusing himself as he had things to do and it was then she started to feel just a little bit more awkward which was something she had been trying to avoid.

“Oh, right of course.” Elise watched as the Queen began to leave after her husband and she couldn’t help but hold her tongue at that comment Liam was very happy to meet her. For some reason she didn’t quite think that was the entire truth, personally she wasn’t all too happy at meeting him but then who knew? Maybe he was thrilled to end the war, marry some foreigner Princess and just go about life. The problem was that she didn’t know how he felt on the matter, only how she did, and it was quite negative to the whole idea.

Holding back a sigh she looked back at Liam catching the frown before the bow and she followed suit bowing in return her smile faltering ever so slightly. It’s going to be tiresome keeping up an act isn’t it. Or maybe that's the long journey talking. Thinking bitterly to herself as she found her fingers fiddling with the hem of her sleeve trying to give herself something to focus and not make a fool of herself in front of him. “Ah, thank you. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you.” Lies, absolute lies that left her mouth so smoothly, but then she was certain that anyone would feel like this in the same situation.

“Oh, It’s Elise. Elise Hydaelyn. It was Liam, right? I think that was what your mother said before leaving after the King.” Glancing back at the carriage she had arrived in she could see the few soldiers and men that had escorted her were packing it away, leading it to where she could only assume they kept the horses and carriages and such. Taking in a quick look at the grounds she found herself thinking on ways she could sneak out under nightfall, but quickly stopped herself to not make it so obvious.

“Sorry, it’s quite different your home compared to mine. It’s interesting to see. I have never ventured out of my own kingdom before so to come quite this far is new to me.” Using that as an excuse to cover up any hint of her looking for ways to escape. “I don’t suppose you would show me around sometime?” Who better than him to show her around, he would know where everything was and she could try to remember it for later on when she would risk it all in hopes to make an escape.

War or Peace? [Suki & Love Dove]

It's great! I've been really busy with work, apologies I haven't gotten back to you sooner! I should have a post up soon :)

Hope you've been well!

Plots plots plots!

Bump

War or Peace? [Suki & Love Dove]

Pretty crazy too, but that's because of work! Gosh I hope that it dies down for you! It sounds hectic.

Thats okay! I honestly don't mind waiting as I'm sure it will be worth it :)

Yes! Sleep is good, I've been so tired lately and I'm not sure why haha. How has everything been for you though?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh no! You are not having great luck so far with having everything installed! Honestly it's fine, you know me I am always happy to wait!

War or Peace? [Suki & Love Dove]

Oh gosh don't apologise! Take your time!

I'm quite patient :3

I did! It was good to relax and take some time to just stop haha. Yay!! No more midnights! Has everything been well so far?

Revenge

Bump! This is still open :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oooo that would be a good idea! I'm excited to see how Cas reacts to it tbh. It's going to be quite the rollercoaster for him soon! And I'm excited hahaha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Opening up to him about what had happened was strange, she couldn’t quite tell if a part of her was relieved or that she was just thankful he hadn’t turned away from her. Instead he began to comfort her and the tight embrace in that moment was just what she needed as she finally learned how to open up to him a little. Closing her eyes as she enjoyed the warmth envelope her giving her a feeling of security as her hands moved to grip at his clothing needing to have the feeling of squeezing something beneath her fingers as she tried not to cry. Though she knew it was perfectly okay to cry in front of him, he did not care if she was upset as he wanted to help her and she knew that, but it was still hard to open up at times.

“It’s… not your fault. Don’t apologise, please.” Iris whispered as she buried her head into his shoulder, not wanting to face him just yet as she still battled with her own emotions already knowing that she didn’t want him to see her so upset. Though it was hardly an option now she had opened up. Sighing softly as she exhaled a breath feeling slightly better than she had about this for a while. Knowing that she could open up like this was a nice break, she would be able to talk to someone about everything at least and she hoped he wouldn’t judge her for it although deep down she knew he wouldn’t. Cas only wanted to help her, and she had to get used to that, though it still haunted her the picture of her father’s death and she doubted that was an overnight fix.

Glancing over at him as he pulled back to meet her gaze, she could feel the tears well up in the corner of her eyes, not daring to speak just yet she nodded in agreement. Hiding something like this from him had been hard, though he had seen right through her and pushed her to open up. “I shouldn’t have kept it a secret for so long, but there wasn’t really a moment to talk about it. No moment felt right.” Mumbling out her reasons as she glanced down feeling a sense of shame for not talking to him sooner, he was right how could he help if she wasn’t honest with him?

“If we are talking about honesty… I” Hesitating for a moment before she shook her head and moved to take his hand with hers, “I did wish for that. For death. That… drug was unlike anything I have ever encountered.” Squeezing his hand gently before she looked back at him nodding, “I will try though. I promise to be honest with you about my feelings, but in return I ask for patience. It will be hard for me.” It felt strange making that promise, she knew she didn’t have to ask for patience but she had to warn him in some sense because it would take a few tries of her own mumbling and stuttering getting out her words of how she felt.

“Let me try to eat something.” Not trying to divert the subject, but more move it along because she knew dwelling on it would not help anyone. “Maybe… if it’s okay with you I could rest a little leaning on you? I know that I’ve always slept better around you.” Offering a small smile as she reached for the dome of her food somewhat motivated to try it at least as she had said she would try to eat something and it would be best to enjoy it whilst they could. That and resting appealed to her because she felt drained already going through an emotional experience with him like they had, opening up to one another.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awh no! That's not good! Did you want to move it to him finding out about his own father?

Well... I think she will promise, but the minute Ethan threatens his life she will break it in a heartbeat to protect him xD