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Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

I would love love LOVE that! ^·^
I'll send you all a group PM about it!

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

So I know my tomorrow took a whole day lol, but I hope my post was worth the wait. Even of my replies are somewhat slow, I'm still here and interested, and I miss chatting with all of you! </3

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

As she was getting dressed, she heard Jareth say with a level of spite that equaled her own: “Same to you, sugar. Today was a mistake.” Lila was so blown away, heartbroken and caught off guard by his comment that she lost her ability to speak for a while. Instead, she waited until she was fully clothed and at the door until she dramatically turned around to face him, her eyes like brown daggers. If looks could kill, there was no doubt that Jareth would be six feet underground by then. "The only mistake I ever made was wasting eight months of my life with you," Lila paused for a moment, then added with tears on her eyes and a slight break to her voice. "You know what? As much as it kills me to even think about it, I'm glad my baby and I didn't have to spend the rest of our lives tied to you. He or she is better off in Heaven than here feeling the pain of a father that didn't want them in the first place." And with that, Lila stormed out of Jar's room, out of the guys' condo and into her own, unable to contain the sobs that were making her whole body shake with so many feelings.

She fell backwards on the bed, sobbing loudly, her mind racing with thoughts about Jareth, their relationship, their angel baby, the future that would never happen. A few hours ago, she had been celebrating getting the love of her life back, but things had gone back to their usual turbulence faster than expected. The old issues were still present, and old habits die hard no matter how much you try. But if she and Jareth were so toxic for each other, why did it hurt so much to let go? Why did it feel like her heart had been ripped off her chest, to be replaced with a painful hollowness? Why had they been blessed with a baby, the angel that now watched over them from Heaven, even if its only life had been eight weeks in her womb? Lila didn't know how many hours she cried into the night, or when it was that her body finally shut off from the exhaustion of the overwhelming feelings or thoughts. The only thing she knew was that her heart would never be whole again.

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The rays of sunlight seeping from the window fell warm and bright onto Lila's face. Begrudgingly, she opened her puffy eyes: the whites were very red, and the dark, baggy circles resembled those of a vampire. The feeling of the sun bothered her, but she was too weak to do anything besides stare blankly at them. Though she'd slept the whole night without interruptions (more accurately, she'd blacked out from crying), she felt restless, tired and beat-up; no doubt a sure sign that all her emotional baggage was reflecting on her body. Slowly, the events of the past night came to her, but before they could cause her to do more than let the tears quietly stream down her cheeks, she locked the painful memories away and stored them in the darkest, furthest corner of her mind. She wanted nothing more than to remain numb to everything. And so she did, simply laying on her bed, staring blankly into space, ears closed off to any sound, refusing to do anything else.

It seemed like a long time before Lila gathered up the strength to slowly get off the bed, throw some new clothes on and trudge out of her room; no bath taken, no teeth brushed, not even a glance at the mirror. She saw out of the corner of her eye Adelisa and Grant in the middle of a conversation, but the only sign of acknowledgement she gave them was a blank stare of three seconds before turning around and heading out of her condo.

She was making her way to the elevators when she stopped short at the sight of a wet, bloody and passed-out Hunter. Lila's brown eyes grew wide, and she was unable to control the shriek of surprise that ripped off her throat. She ran the short distance to where he was and checked his pulse and breathing. Both were present, which was a good sign, but judging from the wound in his stomach that looked suspiciously like a gun shot and the blood around him things were looking bad. Instinctively, she ran to the guys' condo and banged on the door with a closed fist. "Jar! Grant! Hunter's hurt! I think he's been shot! Help me, please!"

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

OMG guys, so I was almost done with a post and my computer died on me (said it had no battery when it had some left) and the charger isn't working!!! I'm so bummed out! I have a spare charger, but will have access to it tomorrow. Hopefully it works!

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

I'm still alive guys, and working on my finishing post for Lila until something happens lol. I love how every time Remipa posts Hunter is always either injured, violent, reckless or all of the above. XD

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

The night had not yet ended for the tormented lovers. Jar and Lila had spent the better part of an hour rekindling their relationship in a passionate way, only to quickly found themselves back in the familiar road of distrust and misunderstandings because of a condom.

The hesitation before Jareth's reply to her question about if he trusted her or not was clearer than the answer he gave her: he didn't trust her at all. But of course he didn't boldly say so. That was yet another problem in their relationship: Jar was so defensive and used to bottling up all his feelings that he was never fully honest about what he was thinking or feeling, and was bad at expressing himself with words. No matter how hard or what technique Lila used to try to get him to open up, they were mostly unsuccessful. She was conscious of where that came from, but it frustrated her that though she endlessly proved herself to be trustworthy, loyal and head over heels in love for him, Jar never seemed to be certain. Sometimes she thought she would never be enough for him.

Instead of giving her a straight answer, he pinched the bridge of his nose and let out a frustrated groan. “Really, Delilah? Do we have to do this?” he asked in the tone of voice that always mounted Lila's anger, clearly avoiding her direct question about his trust.

"I'm not asking you to do anything except be completely honest for once and admit to my face that you don't trust me," Lila answered angrily, crossing her arms but still atop of Jareth. Her anger and outrage intensified when he moved to get her off himself and covered himself up slightly with the sheets, avoiding any kind of eye contact. In turn, Lila turned her back on him and sat at the edge of the bed before she could physically harm him in any way. Why did their plans to make love to each other and be certain that it would all be alright in this new dawn to their relationship turned so sour? Was it possible that their old habits were already back, and they were unable to change? What this really happening again? Was it impossible for them to ever be happily together?

It seemed a happily ever after would never be in their fairy tale after all.

"I can't believe this..." Lila muttered, holding her head with both hands and her fingers tangled in her messy brown locks. She looked back at him over her shoulder, starting to shiver with anger. It was a miracle that she hadn't flipped out and started to shout like she would normally do. At least therapy had worked in a way. "You are such a fucking actor, do you know that? All that shit you said in your song and in front of those people, did you really mean any of that at all? Or was it just an act to get chicks to notice you so you'd have a couple of them wrapped up around your finger ready to fuck once you were done with me?

"Well, you know what, JarBear-" she spit his pet name out with such spite that it was impossible to think it had been said with only the happiest feelings before. "Go fuck with someone else's feelings, because I refuse to go down the same road again."

Lila got up from the bed, with heavy steps walked over to where the pile of her clothes was lying neatly at the foot of the bed and began to dress herself as quickly as she could with a trembling body that tried to hold back sobs of pain, hurt, anger and many other feelings.

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

Awwwww fudge! What do I do now?! :O

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

I just sent out my reply to Silent and it's PG-13, so should I post it here with a brief overview of what happened?

Central Park East - (High School Slice of Life)

Is this officially dead or do I whip up a post?

Spring Break- from Hell. {Closed- Not accepting any more Players}

My loves I am so sorry about my lack of post! I'm just on vacation and don't have the right writing atmosphere, which in turn kills my muse. I get back home on Friday, but will try my hardest to get a reply to @Silent Observer before!