Zarkun

The Three Realms War [A DMC, Bayonetta and Darksiders RP]

Soooo....who's posting next?

The Legend of Dragoon: Awakened Fate

Again, it's really fine. If I was the impatient kind, I would have post already XD

The Legend of Dragoon: Awakened Fate

All good mate, was mainly letting Shuri know where I was.

The Three Realms War [A DMC, Bayonetta and Darksiders RP]

I'd like to point out that I have no idea who this character is being claimed to be a carbon copy of, since I never watched Helsing Ultimate. Didn't like it compared to the original anime.

The Three Realms War [A DMC, Bayonetta and Darksiders RP]

You seem to be missing the purpose and lore of this RP. The geography of the planet isn't even similar to Earth of today. Catholicism likely isn't even a thing anymore. So, with that said, the Order of the Sword is actually a pretty good fit for him. But again, we can't really make you do anything, as has been previously stated.

The Legend of Dragoon: Awakened Fate

*is still waiting for Krinos*

The Three Realms War [A DMC, Bayonetta and Darksiders RP]

I'm, uh, pretty sure the chosen factions are there for a reason. Just gonna throw that out there. I mean, I'm sure you could still call him a Paladin, but his faction isn't an option for a reason I would imagine.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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The only thing that makes me feel happy is playing my Xbox, and if I even spend five minutes on it my mothers like "you never do anything around here!" And I'm like... :/

I have no where to go. I can't stand people, because my messed up brain thinks they are judging me, and I just can't go out.

@Caits

Ignore her. And if she presses, ask her if she did [insert chore she didn't do here] and when she says no, be blunt. "I know you didn't, because I did." I mean, before you can relax, you're going to have to get in some faces on occasion to get them to give it to you. In the end, you have to put you first occasionally. I know, kinda contradictory to my last statement, but I figured the two points are best made separately.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Yeah. Pretty much.

I'm just tired. Tired of doing my best and not getting the results, tired of searching for a job and not getting anything, tired of having to study because I didn't get a nursing job, tired of everything.

If I could just go in a cave with wifi and not worry I'd be fine.

My family just doesn't seem to understand that I'm human and that I've been taking on a lot of the responsibility since I was 12, and I need a break. I need to just focus on myself but because my brother is a complete fuck up, who wouldn't know responsibility if it bit him in the arse, I can't.

The three months I was away in the country were the best months of my life, because all I had to worry about was myself.

I want to move out. But you have to have money to do that. And I can't get money unless I have a job, but if I move out my parents can't support themselves, and then my mum will get sicker and I...

I'm tired of putting others first.

@Caits

I know the feeling, but I also know that when you don't do it, you feel absolutely horrible because not caring for others isn't in our natures. Find out if you can find somewhere to go for a few hours a day where you can just get some you time. It'll help.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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The thing is, I'm not really stressed...just...breaking down.

It's like...I'm treading water and every so often I become submerged, sometimes it feels like it's long periods of time and I can't possibly reach the surface again.

@Caits

That...isn't a good thing. I take it the familial issues are similar to what you've shared before.