Avatar of Lemons

Status

Recent Statuses

2 yrs ago
Current I've been on this stupid site for an entire decade now and it's been fantastic, thank you all so much
11 likes
3 yrs ago
Nine years seems a lot longer than it feels.
4 yrs ago
Ninety-nine bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles of bottles on the wall
4 likes
6 yrs ago
Biting Spider Writing
9 yrs ago
They will look for him from the white tower...but he will not return, from mountains or from sea...
2 likes

Bio

User has no bio, yet

Most Recent Posts




Medical Bay, Fortuna | In Transit
February 21st, 3061

Andrea couldn't concentrate for the life of her. She was generally pretty good at working on an empty stomach, but she'd messed up, mixing up two of the syringes and needing to chuck that whole batch. She hadn't powdered the pills she was mixing well enough, so the suspension was chunky and imperfect. She never messed up that badly, and she was unhappy with herself. Quite a bit of her pay from the past couple months had gone into these chemicals; a screw-up like that was a glaring sign for her to stop. Sighing, she packed her drugs back up, calling behind her: "Hey, Jake. I'm going to go eat, I'll come up and finish up Maya's bloodwork later."

Jake didn't respond, other than an ill-tempered grunt. He didn't like her very much. She had a reputation, she supposed. Didn't trust her to do bloodwork without doing something medically questionable. Please. She could do basic bloodwork in her sleep. She had better things to worry about than the ignorant opinions of dullards and quacks. Having not eaten yet, she was beginning to feel the hollow in her stomach, and that was far more important than what other people had to say. Walking quickly—but then, she always walked quickly—she took the lift down to the level of the mess. Navigating the halls with a confident, snapping stride, she emerged into the busy room. There were others in the room, certainly, many staff members and her fellow pilot Mox, but her eyes lasered onto William. She kept one eye on him as she took a few food cubes from the dispenser. She'd eaten so many of the things as basic rations that the blandness and the awful texture skated underneath her notice.

So, tossing one in her mouth and started the arduous process of chewing it, she walked over the table he was sitting on and sat down across from him. A moment passed as she swallowed, and when she spoke her voice was just a little bit too saccharine. "William, sweetie, can I ask you for a favor? I'd like some help in the medical bay later, maybe tomorrow?" She smiled a small, expectant smile. "I'd like to run a few clinical trials. Don't worry, I'll make sure it's perfectly safe beforehand. You don't need to worry about anything when I'm here."

Another cube shoved down her throat, and she realized belatedly that she should probably say something to Mox. After all, the kid had greeted her this morning in the hallway, and she'd completely ignored her. Interaction would be only polite. She inclined her head at younger woman, voice changing gears on a dime to a dry deadpan as she held a third nutrient cube between her finger. She honestly didn't know whether or not she was full yet. She never could tell with the cubes. "Good morning, Ms. Holiday. Enjoying the luxury?"



As Kazuki took the first still somewhat unsteady steps back towards the tavern, Alja overtook him with a few long strides, cutting off his path. She didn't know in exact detail what had been eating him the past few days—she hadn't been there—but from his reaction to Graves' furious words after the ill-fated raid, she could guess. She'd been down in the rat dungeon for long enough that she'd hoped it had scabbed over. Stupid, you should've known that was BS. She'd just been in denial. She'd been upset. She was scared, and so she'd lashed out, been selfish, ignored it. Of course it hadn't scabbed. It had stayed open beneath the surface and gone rancid. And the longer a wound like this festered—the longer the guilt crawled through him—the worse it would become. A flash of recognition as cold and quick as a knife passed through her, and she laid a hand on his thin shoulder, stopping him in his tracks. When she spoke, her voice—like her grip—was gentle but firm. "Kazuki, you need to stop."

She heard something echo in the back of her mind, a half-remembered woman's voice that spoke along with hers, as she grabbed his second shoulder as well. "If you keep on like this, you are going to destroy yourself." Even as she said it, she already knew it wouldn't do a damn thing. She knew full well how futile it was to just...tell someone to stop feeling that crushing weight. It would be easier to dam the ocean.

So instead, keeping her grip, she shoved him out to arm's length, voice still calm and level. "I'm not Seele, so I can't treat you like she would." And all the words in the whole bloody world couldn't do a thing for you right now. "But I also can't stand by and watch your tear yourself apart over what happened, because nothing down there was your fault. So here's what we're gonna do." She let go of his shoulders, crossing her arms. "We're all four gonna walk into the Mystic Prophecy guildhall together, like you damn well deserve. And if Luci—if anybody blames you for a god damn thing when we're in there, you leave it to me."

She gave him a soft smile. "I'm not gonna let you run away from your problems and hide away from the world. You're stronger than that. You're better than that. So c'mon. I'm behind ya all the way."
Maxx did you just Kobayashi Maru your character



Alja was...concerned.

Not so much about the missing wayfarers and denizens—though she was. No, she was more worried about Benkei. As disaffected as he seemed, she couldn't help but worry, as a vivid recollection played through her mind.

I thought for just one second, that maybe we could make this place better. That we could stick together and build a world for ourselves here. But then the moment I turn around everyone’s fighting, and then I start fighting too. It’s hopeless if this is how it’s going to be.

Words that Benkei had spoken to her as she sat behind him, his eyes pitched down to the river. The sheer, utter hopelessness in his voice. That had happened after she'd yelled at Rael, and after Kazuki had gone after Kalie. Now she'd yelled at all of them, and from the way he'd glared, Kazuki wasn't overfond of Artemis. A sick feeling of dread began to build in her stomach. Things were too similar. And though the circumstances were vastly different, that fact did nothing to assuage her growing anxiety. But Rael could handle it. Rael could keep them safe as Alja discussed with the rest of the party, right? She didn't need to go to Prophecy that badly. She didn't want to blunder into whatever was happening out there, make it worse. So as they left, she remained silent. Her head began to pound.

Not long afterwards, she shook her head distractedly. She was too worried. She couldn't focus. She was nothing but a detriment to this conversation as of now, not paying enough attention. She stood up with a sharp movement, nearly knocking the chair over as she shoved it back all at once. She couldn't quite hide the worry in her voice as she spoke. "I'm gonna go check on them outside, make sure they're alright." Kicking herself, she strode to the door—You should have gone with them at the start, stupid—then threw it open just in time to hear Benkei following Rael, talking about visiting Prophecy. Well, it looked like everyone was okay. Nobody was yelling. Benkei didn't have that same droning, dead voice as he had that day by the river. But still, that powerful urge to keep them safe screamed through her, so she stepped forwards, throwing a cheeky grin up on her face and trying to avoid showing that terrible, irrational fear.

"Not without me, you're not."
Hey folks, my discord account got disabled because of someone who had beef with me in a different server. Is there a chance someone could PM me the invite link again?


That sounds like a whole-ass story
And c'mon, you know you'd miss my janky wide posts
By the time I figured out there was a template, I'd already written like twenty Alja posts and it just wasn't worth it at that point.
<Snipped quote by Lemons>
It's just the Pariah template, Lems.


Yeah, but I don't use the Pariah template.
Ah shit wait I just realized there's a post template
Gimme a hot sec, I can fix this
© 2007-2026
BBCode Cheatsheet