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8 yrs ago
Current "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point.
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9 yrs ago
The word homeowner has the word "meow" in it. Good luck pronouncing it correctly ever again. You're welcome ^.^
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9 yrs ago
When everything seems wrong...something goes right, and it changes darkness into light, and makes the shadows a little less daunting.
10 yrs ago
People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long
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11 yrs ago
the bad thing about being bullied is that every time it happens it steals a little piece of who you are if it happens enough little by little you become a little less of who you were meant to be.

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God, I'm posting now I'm so sorry things just got away from me!
@hatakekuro
Well i'm gonna wait for you to post, although I may just post in the morning if you haven't.

That, and I've got a couple of roleplays to catch up on that are waiting for me...So I'll get them first ^.^ If I get to this tonight, I'll post

Niesha


building 2 (mess hall)


Niesha sighed softly as Sophia ran her hand through her hair, the gesture Niesha couldn't ever remember having used on her before. Not even Sara. She swallowed, and for a moment was relieved that Sophia went to get food, taking that moment to compsose herself. She leaned back, glancing over what she had already made, and going to clean her hands, so she wouldn't ingest any the medication herself, making sure to tidy up the area she was using, closing off what she'd already made to ensure nothing would contaminate them.

She gratefully took the tray from Sophia. She sat down wearily, wondering how much more could be piled into one day. The raccoon, the lock down, kissing Sophia...making the medications. It seriously felt like at least two days of stuff. And yet, it was no where near as hard as being out there, by herself. She gave Sophia a smile, beginning to eat herself.

"Sure, we can do that. I've made the Witch Hazel that Astrid wanted, and some extra stuff. it won't take me much longer, if you don't mind waiting a little bit more" She said apologetically, quickly eating so she could get back to the meds, so she wouldn't be holding Sophia up. She quickly cleaned up, and went back to the medications.
Ashleigh flinched at the violatile emotions, almost falling off the chair. She went pale, so much so that she almost went transulcant. She shook, swallowing and closed her eyes tight. Not now. Not again. Not here.She huddled on the chair, reaching straight for Paulina, to touch her, to wash Paulina's emotions over her own, over Alister's fury. Her free hand she clenched, digging her fingernails into her palm, Drawing blood, the cuts healed over within seconds, yet a couple of drops still fell to the floor. Her breathing was fast, as she drew it in and out, trying desperately to focus on that.

"It's...okay" She managed to get out, although it wasn't, an inner war raging inside of her. And then, for the briefest of moments, she seemed to regain a sembalance of control. And then it fell apart again, and she shuddered. She was losing control. She could feel it, slipping through her fingers like water.

She was going to lose control. Going to hurt people again. Going to do whatever she'd done earlier that day to the spirit realm. She couldn't let that happen. She couldn't screw up anymore then she already had, but she just couldn't control it. She was weak. She was so weak. Paulina said she was strong, but this showed just how weak she was. She curled tighter against herself, making herself, almost, into a ball. She didn't want to be weak. She didn't want to hurt people.

So why couldn't she gain control of this inner turmoil? It was like opposing forces, trying to rip her apart. Trying to make her explode forth a spew of damaging emotions. "NO!" The cry ripped through her throat, exploding out, but there were no emotions accompanied with it. She wasn't sure what happened. It was almost....like...the emotions just disappeared. All at once, she was okay.

She let out a slow, long breath, and uncurled, still shaking slightly. She looked away from everyone, ashamed.

@KiritoAsuna@Themerlinhawk@Thundercrash
"If I fall donate my body to science"

I want to reply "I you fall ill catch you" XD

@Mistress Dizzy
@Mistress Dizzy
There's the crazy lady's plane.

Then the stark jet.

Crazy lady is transferring to the jet to try and control it and escape
@KatherinWinter
Yes. Well technically she's ontop of it heading into the panel hole.

@Mistress Dizzy
Maybe...seeing the crazy lady swinging onto the jet?
@hatakekuro
I plan on after this week catching up on fairy tail at least
So much...so very very very much

I'm suffocating under it all XD
@hatakekuro

BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH TO READ AND CATCH UP ON. THATS MY SUMMER
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