@chukklehed I know. The issue is that it's a chronic problem. It comes and hits hard, then leaves... then comes back. Every fight feels like the first, and sometimes I feel like I'm bothering people.
Hey, is anyone good at math here? I have something I want to put in Jin's post, but I have no idea how to actually describe it the way they would.
It's weird. I can see the post playing out in my head. Jin reconciling two lives, two names. Two identities that make Jin.. well, Jin. But when I go to write it, the words scatter.
Depression sucks. No one ever talks about not being able to focus on anything. I'm not sad so much as... distant.
*crawls out of a hole* Okay, I'm gonna try to write a post. My apologies for my absense. It will probably be something that happens. I'm dealing with a lot and the first thing to go when I get sick is my ability to concentrate, and therefore write. Even now it takes hours.