Pathei Mathos

A Tattooed Girl's Cafe

"Yesterday Was Just A Little Too Much For Me"

^{Written May 9th, 2016.}

Y.W.A.L.T.M.F.M.

Yesterday was a little too much for me,
I could hardly get through the day, honestly.
As difficult as it has been the last 9 years,
was worse yesterday trying to hold back the tears.

It's the day after Mother's Day, yet I feel the same
you know, for many years I took all of the blame.
I used to think that I was a terrible kid, probably the worst
come to find out it was yourself causing you all the hurt.

Mom, if only there was a way I could speak with you now,
if you could see the woman I've become, you'd probably say, "Wow!"
I'll have to admit, I struggle from time to time,
if I told you I was okay, you best believe I'd be lyin'.

I had the day off from work, luckily for me,
I wouldn't have gotten through it, truthfully.
It's hard enough getting through just a normal afternoon
didn't need the stress of being surrounded by those goons.

I spent a few hours down with Grandma yesterday,
she broke down and cried to me, missing you and J.
Seeing her cry caused me to shed a few tears, too
I hope you know just how terribly we miss you.

Yesterday was just a little too much for me,
hoping, wherever you are, you can look at me and see
that it hasn't gotten any easier in these 9 long years
I still struggle to contain the flow of my tears.

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Renny :/ Alright, then. Thanks for a good running start. Good luck on your journeys!

@Irisity @Arcalept @SunsetRoses @Wind Wild @The One

Anyone else losing/lost interest or don't have the time for this RP anymore? ..I just wanna know, so I'm not sitting here with this terrible gut feeling that I've lost you all. v_v

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Wind Wild Welcome ^officially! :)

A Tattooed Girl's Cafe

"It's Mother's Day Tomorrow"

^{Written May 7th, 2016.}

I.M.D.T.

It's Mother's Day tomorrow, Mom
where do I even begin?
We've not had a good one in 9 long years
I wish there was a way I could make it up to you.

I haven't wanted to celebrate it at all
Haven't seen the need to, to be honest.
Well, I mean, I still sort of do
for my grandmas and my stepmom, too.

For you, though, mom..
I've not been able to celebrate it with you.
Soon, I'll even have a Mother-In-Law to spend it with..
but my time with anyone but you couldn't compare.

Mom, I love you, I hope you know
tomorrow, just like the last 9 years, I'll be in tears.
It's Mother's Day, tomorrow, Mom..
Where do I even begin..?

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Renny you still on for tonight or not able to get to it?

& just so everyone knows, @Irisity @SunsetRoses @Arcalept @The One @Wind Wild, until we all get our character in one room, you don't have to wait to post. Kate, Cass and Dak in one group, all of us can post in our orders. Nathan, Adrianna and Davina are another. Until the other characters are up and going, those are the two groups right now, and can post for your interacting group as long as it is in the order we first posted in. (I.e. Group One: Me, Renny, Sunset Roses. Group Two: Me, Irisity, Arcalept.)

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Wind Wild Well some of your info isn't filled in. Long as you fill them in, you can post your character into the character tab and post as soon as you get that all squared away! :)

@Renny Looking forward to it!

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Wind Wild No worries, post when you can!

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@Arcalept I noticed we posted within seconds of each other, and figured I could add a bit to Dak's character to include Cass being there, since I posted separately from Davina's post. :)

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

June 29th || 6:40PM || 60°F

I could feel the night warming up a little bit and The White Witch, as I jokingly called the wolf inside from time to time, was stirring uncontrollably. The tease of the colder night air had riled her up enough that she was rattling the cage, and no matter how many times I'd refuse to release her, I knew she'd not stop until I did. For the most part, I'd gotten pretty good at ignoring her. It honestly wasn't too hard, she was just really annoying in the times I wanted my peace and quiet. Out of my peripherals I could see, what someone from out of state might confuse for a flash of headlights, were fireflies exposing their little lights to one another in the knee-high grasses. The marshy ground mirrored the millions of stars in the sky.

I heard him before he could even get a word out, and he gained on me quickly without much effort. Once at my side, Nate gave me a look and I knew he was here to help me even with the possible risk we both faced. Mere seconds passed before he spoke. "Why isn't Dak helping you with this?" I simply shrugged my shoulders and half-heartedly smiled, offering an obvious answer to his question. "Dak is Dak. He's never been one to just stop whatever it is he's doing to do something else, even if it's for me. Especially if it involves a girl of interest." I couldn't help but laugh slightly at the thought that came to me then, nudging Nate's shoulder playfully as I glanced at him and voiced the very thought that corrupted my mind. "You know what that's like, right?"

Suddenly I could hear another pair of footsteps and turned to check over my shoulder, hoping it was Dak only to find Arianna. I smile her way as she makes it to us and keeps pace. "Good evening, you two. It's cold out Nathan, why aren't you wearing a sweater?" I hadn't even really taken into consideration of what he'd been wearing. It was then that I found myself eyeing him over and furrowed my eyebrows slightly at his choice in wardrobe, wondering myself why he wasn't bundled up like Arianna and I. 'Does he not care if he turns?' I thought to myself, giving Arianna a look as if saying, 'I didn't condone this,' knowing full well she knew I would never in the first place.

@Renny @SunsetRoses

June 29th || 6:40PM || 60°F

Dak stood there looking down at his friend with that smirk-smile of his when he heard a voice from behind, turning his attention over his shoulder as the all-too-known voice spoke at them. "You know, I like to stalk people, too, but I try to hide it from others in the house." Cass smirked and looked outside trying to spot any movement outside, but judging by what she said next, the three wolves had to have gone out of sight by now. "Not like I have any reputation to uphold, but people tend to judge. Anyway, who're you spying on?"

Raising an eyebrow, Dak clears his throat as if saying, I'm not invisible, I'm right here., but instead mutters, "Just cause I'm not wolf doesn't mean you can ignore me. Technically part of the pack, too. I pick up after you mutts while you're away!" Dak gave Cass a friendly glare, then turned to look outside trying to spot any unusual movement. In his mind, a million thoughts were running all at once about his sister's safety concerns. As harsh as it sounded, he could care less about Nate and Arianna. 'What if she changed? It's her fifth year coming up and soon her temp range is going to get higher and higher, and she'll start being gone for longer periods of time. Please, Dav, don't leave me. Not yet.'

@Irisity @Arcalept

The Wolves of Mercy Falls [ High-Casual ]

@The One no worries (:

@Wind Wild haven't had the money to get TRB, but I want to!!

As far as being pack or not, I already allowed The One to have a non-pack member. I guess you could, but as I already explained to One, I can't really say how much interaction you'll get.
Day jobs and schooling. Yes, the wolves are perfectly fine having their own Day jobs and can go to school. As cold as it gets in MN though, it's a little risky but if they want to risk it that's their life (x
This isn't going to be fully focused on the wolves, we're coming up on their time to change, but depending on how comfortable everyone is with RPing animals, we may just skip the change all together, but we will recap what happened during and possibly all collab with ideas on what did happen during winter.

Any more questions, don't hesitate to ask!