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I just can't. This is too much. Berserk was so influential on so many things that I love. Goodbye, Miura. You'll be missed by many.
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6 yrs ago
Migraines ew
7 yrs ago
Welp apparently discord servers are having some pretty bad Latency issues.
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7 yrs ago
Well I just got my mitts on the Links Awakening remake. Excus eme while I disappear for a weak while I relive my childhood
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7 yrs ago
Migraine killed me today. Posts tomorrow.
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Bio
Hello! Welcome to my little bio.
Not much to say, really. Just a horror game protag that likes writing and playing vidya games when I'm not being chased by the cosmic forces of darkness. (I'm a security guard that works night shifts usually).
I think Estelle left home in 1007? While my character left in 1009.
As for the mother dying in the war, ofc we can do that >:) Wanna ramp up on the whole betrayal thing? If so, maybe something like: the mom got intel on one or both the assassination attempts on her daughters. *But* it was actually one of the unnamed traitors we still don't know about who was trying to eliminate a powerful Kaides during the war setting some things up with the demons...tho she killed her assailants, they did her in. And ofc to our characters it'd be unknown who did it atm.
Or, a simpler thing: she died facing off a horde of demons in a blaze of glory defending their home.
Right Says she spent a year and a half basically bedridden. So if it happened when she was 18, yeah I think thats right.
Mhm, I was thinking mom died protecting Ophelia, as she likely went to war too. We can, perhaps, do both.
Ambushed by 'demons'/unnamed traitors during the campaign. Mom killed 'em all, but would basically die in Ophelia's arms or consequently find her body later with others after going for reinforcements.
@SilverPaw@OwO ok, I wanted to give ourselves a proper timeline at least so we can maybe plan things a little better. I think I got everything correct? Lemme know if not.
-Timeline of Events- 987 - Estelle is born 988 - Silvers character is born 990 - Ophelia Born 993 - Attempt on Ophelia's life 1006 - Estelle was poisoned. Ophelia is 15, Estelle is 18, Silvers character is 17. 1007 - Start of Regression. Estelle left home after finally recovering. Ophelia is 17. Estelle is 20. Silvers character is 19 1009 - Silvers character leaves home. Ophelia is 19. 1011 - Ophelia Leaves the Academy at 21 1012 - War start 1017 - Rocks fall, everyone dies, the end.
And to also maybe suggest their mom dying in battle at some point. So I can give Ophelia more trauma.
So what I'm seeing is that both of Ophelias direct siblings effectively run away from home and leave her alone. One even after just being poisoned after she had effectively dealt with that her whole life.
Also, would you say that you'd be looking for a way to "cure" her, using something she gained from the future? Or would her story be more along the lines of giving up a stubbornly unrealistic goal, and delving into something else like Magic? I ask for the purposes of GM scheming. ;)
I think im going to go for a cure, I think it'd make the most sense with her cynical and realist outward, but hopeless optimistic and do the impossible core attitude she has. Hell, maybe she doesn't get cured. I'd be fine with that, too.
I will say she has probably looked for a cure, starting with religion, failing, and then looking to magic and alchemy and maybe finding some small information there but otherwise nothing ever bore a lot of fruit.
Shell probably at least dabble in it again, but I think she'd feel speccing solely into magic as admitting defeat.
Written: Unlike her mother, siblings, or even her father Ophelia sports non of their physical appearance. The toxin that nearly took her life having a permanent effect on both her physical appearance and abilities. Hair drained of any color, dull grey eyes and a pale, sickly complexion. Her overall frame is petite and small, her growth similarly stunted and being just five feet (152cm) tall. Detractors have used this to question her bloodline and disparage her mother.
Biggest Failure: As we age it's natural to look back at things and objectively realize when WE are the ones who messed up; it's our own fault.
Biggest Regret: Whether it was your fault or not, whether you realistically could've done anything differently, there's always something we wish would've turned out differently.
Biggest Obstacle: What would it be, other than her own damnable body? Afflicted with a toxin from an assassination attempt at the age of three that left her physically and mentally scarred. Her body always betrayed her whenever she needed it most. Any overexertion leading to days of fever and being confined to a bed. A constant lack of energy leaving her far behind her peers and a seeming inability to ever gain physical muscle or finesse. To say nothing of the insomnia, occasional bouts of anger amplified by deep seeded jealousy and frustration and even rarely, hallucinations.
Greatest Achievement: Even as the "Failed Generation," there had to be ONE good thing that happened to you. Maybe it was stolen away, but at least for one brief moment...You were happy.
Driving Hope: Perhaps, there is hope, but if she was asked directly, she would rather say she simply didn't accept her lot in life. The entire time she fought, trained, and hurt nearly died just because her body failed her to mean nothing. She wanted to at least, prove a point that she wasn't a failure despite the circumstances of her life. To her, every new dawn she saw was a success, and living life one day at a time was the only thing she ever really wanted out of life. Perhaps, her hope, is to one day lead a relatively normal life with friends, family, never having to worry about this stupid legacy and this afflicted body of hers.
Gonna go ahead and post a heavy wip so the others can kinda see what I'm thinking here so far.
Speaking of, I'm curious @Zeroth. Since she has like a -1 in STR and Con, would you deem leveling her physical strength less effective then others. And lemme know if I need to change anything right now before I get super far into making her.
I'd be all for adding someone else here, as long as it doesn't get too complicated. I think the age atm has been decided is 3, when the attempt was. She'll be 17 at the time of regression, and 27 at the end of the first time line.
Well, she doesn't have to be dead if we're collaborating on this, its just what I was leaning towards myself.
I was waiting for a proper OOC and CS to be made before I made anything more solid, though. I am overall uncertain what would be an appropriate age or what exactly I'm feeling right now.
Id be down for something like that, sure. I got no solid plans for the mother of my character, though I was leaning more into the avenue of the attempt taking place during their birth so mom ended up dying, too. Any thoughts on that bit?
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Hello! Welcome to my little bio.
Not much to say, really. Just a horror game protag that likes writing and playing vidya games when I'm not being chased by the cosmic forces of darkness. (I'm a security guard that works night shifts usually).
Have some dancing medjed.
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<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-center"><img src="https://i.imgur.com/jjKSxTj.png" /></div><br><br>Hello! Welcome to my little bio.<br><br>Not much to say, really. Just a horror game protag that likes writing and playing vidya games when I'm not being chased by the cosmic forces of darkness. (I'm a security guard that works night shifts usually).<br><br>Have some dancing medjed.<br><br><img src="https://i.redd.it/q95hk1tobbv11.gif" /></div>