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Male, 33 years old. (I'm even more dead than before.)

Likes (other than writing and roleplaying): I'm into all genres of music. I love to cook. I love the outdoors, and walking through the park near my house. (Yes, really.) I read a lot of thriller/mystery novels. And I usually watch seasonal anime. (Or cooking shows. Because Western Media provides even fewer things that are worth watching.)

But as for my many other neglected hobbies, I've played basically every sport. (Soccer and Bowling being my favorite of the bunch.) And I'm trying to play more video games. (Going through my never-ending Steam library.) Plus, I've dabbled in making electronic & metal music, and I used to play a number of instruments. (Guitar, French Horn, etc.)

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In Fairy Tail 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@KatherinWinter I'm actually already aware of the riddle as well, because I've seen it used before. :P
To avoid writing a thousand words about how I'm literally fuming right now...

Multiple friends fucking stupidity and secrecy, that they can't seem to fucking help. Two people doing the exact same several things, they know pisses me off two fucking days in row, on repeat. Ruins my weekend and wasted my time and pissed me off. And I highly doubt it's over. FML at the very moment.
I'm sorry, I literally had my day ruined. So not much in the mood to write too extensively. >.< (Though will be able to post tomorrow.)
Banned for assuming witches need mana.
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@Pair of Hearts
One particular being a possible pedo teacher that rumored to touch other girls asses but I digress.


What gave you that crazy idea? :P

But seriously, though I'm fully aware how lazy student/parents can get. And that it can be 100% their fault too. I know sometimes it's not the teachers fault at all, but one of the higher up's/administrators. (My mother and brother both teach and have masters in it and they're actually good at their jobs.) But I was just showing how the opposite could be true. The horror stories, I'm aware of from school, borderline on straight up illegal activities that take place. XP
@Blue Demon Alright then. Interesting enough. I suppose repulsion is a good word for it then. I mean I'm sure people that seem to desperate or come off too strong, will generally upset someone. Though I meant for on a casual level, like equivalent to your significant other asking to go shopping with them for 3-6 hours (or some other tedious thing, that one may find uninteresting.) But I assume the answer would be the same.

@Dinh AaronMk Vagueness aside. It would be better to say specifics for that certain instance or it will sound a little silly. I literally have had teachers force me to succeed less and have personally attacked me and my grades despite them not listening to the required law. As entitled as "this person is making me do this" when only you can make you do anything, is usually the first thing that crosses your mind. Note that its entirely possible for teachers to screw you/and your grades over and it not being the student's fault in anyway. But solely on failing to do their jobs.

I'll give you two examples.

1. I was on an IEP in middle school, ('Individualized Education Program') which was something the school legally had to follow, (and never did) Basically it involved my writing looking like chicken scratch due. So when taking tests, every answer was right, but I lost points, usually failing only due to teachers saying they were unable to read my writing...Problem? They we're legally required to give me a laptop and let me type my answers. It wasn't that damn hard to accommodate such a thing, hell every single fucking classroom had a PC of some kind. But, grades still suffered for that stupid reason, something entirely due to teachers/and the school failing to do their jobs. I often had teachers berate my parents and me, not believing I couldn't just 'write' on my own. One particular being a possible pedo teacher that rumored to touch other girls asses but I digress. Also this school system I went into literally a decade later was in the papers for trying to fuck with another kid with mental disabilities. Had stuff in the past too. So, wasn't just targeting of me. (for once hooray) But anyone under the 'special need' banner. So maybe that school has a LONG running history with bias. An outlier prehaps?

2. Well...next school (high school) pulled very similar crap but this time, it literally only had to do with me and my friends. How can I make that bold statement? Well, I moved to a ghetto school, which sadly was less awful then the school I previously left. Where most students weren't exactly the most hard working and intelligent bunch. Actually in one of teachers own words, the reason they gave us and only us a hard time was because we we're likely the only ones going anywhere. However, some of their "tough love" was more that the teachers had a problem with me. Because I seemed to actually be genuinely smarter than some of them.

Just for some more information, it was a computer school, where all courses were online. One English teacher, noticed that in 8th grade, I was already so far ahead in my English course, up to college level stuff. What did she do? She blocked it...She (a teacher) stopped me from learning and progressing in school. Wasn't able to go farther, what was her reasoning? (Aside from bitch that didn't like me for whatever reason.) She told me, that I wasn't far enough in math and that I should be doing that instead. Now I can literally fucking assure you, she never did that to anyone else. Nor did it even last very long, because I got the one teacher that liked me to bypass it anyway. Because the literal whole point of the school, was to "go/learn at your own pace". And she was completely contradicting that, she never actually helped me progress, and only stopped me from doing my work.

There's is so much more to this school holding me back, that it would go on forever and it's still amazing that I was able to graduate 6-7 months earlier than the average high school student.

And actually there's more examples I have period. So when a person says. "Teachers are screwing their grades up." I frankly tend to believe them...
In Fairy Tail 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@Overlord24 It's a fair enough to guess, doubt from my wolf's look/posture alone. Just a fair warning in case you weren't aware, only my character can hear the wolf's actual words.
@Blue Demon It's kind of funny, when you get into that particular stuff. Because it can always get into the weeds. Sort of a slippery slope, or denying one and accepting the other. Kind of thing. If you actually want me to explain that I can. <.<

But in general, though it's a very, very small minority, and it's very likely environmental persuasion. Yes, people who are "straight" but are also asexual. Exist. It's only "weird" because it's not a common thing. I don't think there's anything wrong with basically being the direct opposite of a sexually desperate individual.

As @Gray Linings said, you can find someone attractive and maybe desire a closer connection, but the act of sex itself doesn't seem remotely appealing. I frankly think relationships in general are a little too reliant on how damn horny people are, and it doesn't surprise me that practically all romantic relationships are completely frail and eventually die.

Now you give yourself the term sexually repulsed, but I don't think I'd use that as a blanket statement for asexuality in general, but maybe I'm wrong, and maybe your saying that personally. But my question for you, if you'd be willing to answer it. (hopefully not too personal) If you had a significant other, and you cared for them enough, would you have sex with them if they asked you? It's basically doing things you don't like, to please the ones you love. Or would you still refuse?
In THIS OR THAT 10 yrs ago Forum: Spam Forum
Monotheism. :P

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