Seeing him lay there with bed hair and the tired smile on his face made her feel warm inside, to know that she had a part in him resting well and he looked so relaxed and calm which was amazing considering all the crap they had recently been through together. “I’m glad, you look well rested. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so calm before.” Smiling as she felt him pull her closer enjoying the warm feeling of his body against hers. It honestly felt amazing to wake up next to someone she genuinely cared about, to know that they were able too spend this time together even if it was briefly as she knew deep down this couldn’t become a regular thing.
Truth be told she worried for their future together, it could never be an official thing as she was certain he wouldn’t abdicate the throne. No matter what had happened with his father she felt like he would go back at some point, she couldn’t imagine him giving it up not because of the fame or the riches but because she felt like he would want to make a difference as King. Knowing that only made it difficult for them and right now she felt like they were on borrowed time together, there was nothing she could do about it. A girl like her couldn’t date the King, for one it would be improper, the people would hate her and on top of that his father would never allow it to happen.
Finding herself smile at his whine pulling her back down next to him on the bed she chuckled shaking her head, “We can’t stay in bed all day.” Though as she spoke, she wrapped her arms around him cuddling up to him on the soft bed enjoying the warmth once more. “I don’t want to sleep, not when I can be spending this time with you and making the most of it whilst we can.” Sighing softly as she trailed her hand across his upper body gently, “I’m worried we won’t be able to do this for quite some time. I have this bad feeling and it’s hard to ignore it.” Unable to hide her worries she felt it was best to be honest with him, open up a little because she was scared that after today something was going to go wrong. Either she was going to be imprisoned and killed, or something was going to happen with the rebels that had been quiet lately.
“I know it must seem silly; I’m probably overreacting but… I just. After everything it feels like it’s stacked against us.” Frowning slightly at the thought, knowing that it was never going to be simple for them. Though as she started to think on the negatives her mind couldn’t help but flash back to the death of her father, the aproveset drug and how she had honestly not recovered from that as it was just another thing she had pushed down in hopes that ignoring it meant she’d be okay.
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