Oh gosh don't apologise! You have far more important things going on! I am always happy to wait. I'm not sure if I can get a post up tonight myself if honest due to crazy things happening so I may be slowing down myself! Just as a heads up :3
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April 22nd
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.
If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
April 22nd
England/GMT time
If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.
If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
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Thankful the subject had dropped quite quickly of her struggling emotions she kept the smile in place as he laughed at her suggestive joke and took it further with his own whisper. Feeling the heated kiss of passion, she responded happily, letting this emotion over power any of her worries as their heated moments together always made her forget if only for a little while. Leaning into his kiss she trailed her hand up his side before it settled in the messy locks of his hair tangling them in her fingers as she focused on this moment together not even thinking about her negative thoughts that had plagued her moments ago.
As he pulled back, she couldn’t help but laugh as he admitted he was hungry for real food too, though she wasn’t usually one to eat breakfast it would be best to try and eat something. Thinking on it Iris knew it was to with the districts, breakfast often a meal skipped there as they waited for dinner to try and sate their hungry bellies. Though being in the Capital was a bit of a change, they had plenty of wonderous food at their fingertips and she shouldn’t pass up that opportunity whilst it was there. Glancing over at Cas the sly smile on her face as hand stopped at the back of her thigh she knew what he was referring too, but it would have to wait until after breakfast as that was now the more pressing matter for them.
Sliding her own hand down she captured his in her hand tugging it gently as she sat back up, “Come on then, food it is. I’m sure there is a menu with plenty of fancy choices for your refined tastes.” Making a small joke before letting his hand go and slipping out of the bed to get dressed preferring not to eat breakfast in the nude. Thankfully she had a pair of jeans a T-shirt that she had packed for their little adventure ‘borrowing’ them from Miles’ sister knowing that she was unlikely to get the clothes back. Again, she doubted she had even noticed they were missing, but she was glad she at least had something to wear that wasn’t that hospital gown she had been thrown into after spending some time there.
Brushing out the knots in her tangled bed hair she moved to the stairs to head down to the kitchen where she knew the menu would be, hopeful that there would be something she liked that piqued her interest. Though she knew she shouldn’t just stick to what she knew, Cas had introduced her to something last night she never thought she would have liked before, but she did. “Maybe I’ll be adventurous with my food this morning.” Grinning as she walked into the kitchen reaching for the menu opening it up to have a look, browsing the options she considered on what she would have. There were the usual breakfast staples like porridge, cereal and toast all good options, but she felt like she should try something else.
Eyes sweeping the menu she caught sight of the omelette section which had various different options on what to have with the omelette pondering it for a moment before she tapped the choice with a smile, “I’m going to try something new! I’ll go for this omelette, it’s got salami, roasted tomato, mozzarella and basil. It sounds quite nice.” Smiling up at Cas glad she could focus on breakfast and not the negative emotions that were waiting to pour out of her.
As he pulled back, she couldn’t help but laugh as he admitted he was hungry for real food too, though she wasn’t usually one to eat breakfast it would be best to try and eat something. Thinking on it Iris knew it was to with the districts, breakfast often a meal skipped there as they waited for dinner to try and sate their hungry bellies. Though being in the Capital was a bit of a change, they had plenty of wonderous food at their fingertips and she shouldn’t pass up that opportunity whilst it was there. Glancing over at Cas the sly smile on her face as hand stopped at the back of her thigh she knew what he was referring too, but it would have to wait until after breakfast as that was now the more pressing matter for them.
Sliding her own hand down she captured his in her hand tugging it gently as she sat back up, “Come on then, food it is. I’m sure there is a menu with plenty of fancy choices for your refined tastes.” Making a small joke before letting his hand go and slipping out of the bed to get dressed preferring not to eat breakfast in the nude. Thankfully she had a pair of jeans a T-shirt that she had packed for their little adventure ‘borrowing’ them from Miles’ sister knowing that she was unlikely to get the clothes back. Again, she doubted she had even noticed they were missing, but she was glad she at least had something to wear that wasn’t that hospital gown she had been thrown into after spending some time there.
Brushing out the knots in her tangled bed hair she moved to the stairs to head down to the kitchen where she knew the menu would be, hopeful that there would be something she liked that piqued her interest. Though she knew she shouldn’t just stick to what she knew, Cas had introduced her to something last night she never thought she would have liked before, but she did. “Maybe I’ll be adventurous with my food this morning.” Grinning as she walked into the kitchen reaching for the menu opening it up to have a look, browsing the options she considered on what she would have. There were the usual breakfast staples like porridge, cereal and toast all good options, but she felt like she should try something else.
Eyes sweeping the menu she caught sight of the omelette section which had various different options on what to have with the omelette pondering it for a moment before she tapped the choice with a smile, “I’m going to try something new! I’ll go for this omelette, it’s got salami, roasted tomato, mozzarella and basil. It sounds quite nice.” Smiling up at Cas glad she could focus on breakfast and not the negative emotions that were waiting to pour out of her.
Ohhh exciting stuff!
Oh gosh that’s always the way! We have boxes in my place we’ve lived in for like three years now that we haven’t opened. I should probably just throw it away now, but I can’t be bothered haha.
Also, sorry I fell asleep halfway through writing a post! I should get one up later when I’ve woken up a bit :3
Oh gosh that’s always the way! We have boxes in my place we’ve lived in for like three years now that we haven’t opened. I should probably just throw it away now, but I can’t be bothered haha.
Also, sorry I fell asleep halfway through writing a post! I should get one up later when I’ve woken up a bit :3
I thought he would haha, this will probably just keep bubbling away for Iris and goodness knows when she will snap bless her.
Ohhh okay! That sounds pretty nice though, did you enjoy arranging the new décor/furniture for it? I’m so excited for you haha, I love it when you get a new place and new stuff to go in it.
She’s going much better! Didn’t need to go to the vet so I think she’s caught herself whilst scratching.
No worries! I know you’re usually busy over the weekend periods so it’s all good!
Ohhh okay! That sounds pretty nice though, did you enjoy arranging the new décor/furniture for it? I’m so excited for you haha, I love it when you get a new place and new stuff to go in it.
She’s going much better! Didn’t need to go to the vet so I think she’s caught herself whilst scratching.
No worries! I know you’re usually busy over the weekend periods so it’s all good!
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Ohh 100% Though she is finding every excuse under the sun to not approach it and do something else xD
Ohh lovely! What kind of stuff are you going for this time? Is there a colour scheme?
I've been good! Working as always, but good otherwise :3 Though I'm a little worried about my cat, her ear is bleeding. Not now, but I think she's scratched herself and irritated the skin so I'm just a bit concerned for her.
Ohh lovely! What kind of stuff are you going for this time? Is there a colour scheme?
I've been good! Working as always, but good otherwise :3 Though I'm a little worried about my cat, her ear is bleeding. Not now, but I think she's scratched herself and irritated the skin so I'm just a bit concerned for her.
Even as he held her she still felt tense unable to fully relax and take her mind off of her worries, though she was trying hard to divert her mind knowing she needed too because festering on it was not healthy and she knew she could become obsessive with it. It didn’t help with the fact she often felt guilty for discussing her issues with Cas, she felt bad because he shouldn’t have to shoulder it with her when he had his own problems and no doubt stresses that he was going through as it had been traumatic for him to be captured like he had. That and her own betrayal still weighed heavily on her mind that she had even done that to him. A part of her questioning herself on how she could say she loved him when she had done such a thing to him.
Feeling his hand run gently across her back it did feel soothing, to feel his touch as she tried to compose herself from her troubles not wanting to let it break her because she was strong and she could handle this. The fears would always be there, but then she hadn’t truly accepted what had happened from the moment they had touched back into the Capital. A part of her felt like she should have run after dragging him back, but she knew in her heart she couldn’t have left without knowing he would be okay after getting the treatment he needed.
Even with his confirmation that she needn’t apologise she still guilty for putting it on him, wincing at the idea of being honest with her feelings it was a huge bucket of emotions that she didn’t even want to deal with let alone getting him involved. “I know I can.” Trying to match his reassuring smile though she felt it falter briefly, but overall, he was right. They were safe right now; they could relax a little more together before they even had to think on what they would do next. Though before she could even consider what she would say next she caught the sly smile and then the suggestive whisper which gave her a slither of hope as she could easily latch onto that. Especially when it still excited her, and she melted into the deep kiss in hopes to forget about the time bomb of emotions waiting to just erupt.
It felt so natural with him and she felt the smile brighten on her face as she caught her own breath looking over at Cas hoping that her daze would continue because the nagging feeling was still there in the back of her mind. “I should hope not. Waking up next to you is something I never want to end.” Leaning up as she placed a kiss to his cheek before whispering in his ear cheeks heating up at the suggestive comment she was about to make. “Neither is sleeping with you.” Latching onto this subject was far easier than dealing with her emotions right now, plus she was only following his suggestion to relax a little.
Feeling his hand run gently across her back it did feel soothing, to feel his touch as she tried to compose herself from her troubles not wanting to let it break her because she was strong and she could handle this. The fears would always be there, but then she hadn’t truly accepted what had happened from the moment they had touched back into the Capital. A part of her felt like she should have run after dragging him back, but she knew in her heart she couldn’t have left without knowing he would be okay after getting the treatment he needed.
Even with his confirmation that she needn’t apologise she still guilty for putting it on him, wincing at the idea of being honest with her feelings it was a huge bucket of emotions that she didn’t even want to deal with let alone getting him involved. “I know I can.” Trying to match his reassuring smile though she felt it falter briefly, but overall, he was right. They were safe right now; they could relax a little more together before they even had to think on what they would do next. Though before she could even consider what she would say next she caught the sly smile and then the suggestive whisper which gave her a slither of hope as she could easily latch onto that. Especially when it still excited her, and she melted into the deep kiss in hopes to forget about the time bomb of emotions waiting to just erupt.
It felt so natural with him and she felt the smile brighten on her face as she caught her own breath looking over at Cas hoping that her daze would continue because the nagging feeling was still there in the back of her mind. “I should hope not. Waking up next to you is something I never want to end.” Leaning up as she placed a kiss to his cheek before whispering in his ear cheeks heating up at the suggestive comment she was about to make. “Neither is sleeping with you.” Latching onto this subject was far easier than dealing with her emotions right now, plus she was only following his suggestion to relax a little.
Oh bless him, he's trying so hard! Though I think Iris is one step away from a complete meltdown, it's bubbling up away ready to just explode haha.
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Oh gosh yeah I didn't think of that! It will quite a lot of pressure for him all at once!
Hearing the sigh, she knew she shouldn’t have mentioned it as it did put a slight downer on their moment together, on the wonderful morning they had after a good night’s sleep and enjoyable activities yesterday. Feeling a pang of guilt, she knew she should have just kept her mouth shut and thoughts and feelings to herself because now he would probably think on it like she had been. At least it only would have been one of them fretting over this and she was used to keeping her feelings to herself so she should have done it once more.
Even as she felt the kiss against her forehead and the arms wrapping around her tightly it didn’t offer any sort of comfort for her trouble, but she knew she was overthinking it all once more. Often she couldn’t turn her mind off from it unless she knew it was truly okay, but because there was a sense of danger an inkling towards not knowing the next plan it did set her on edge even if she denied it. There was a chance that this could be the last time she could hold Cas, touch him and enjoy the company because who knew what his father would do. They were being blissfully ignorant to it all, as if hiding from the problem would fix it and she wished it could. Iris wished that staying in the sunset veil together could be a permanent option, but it wasn’t and not knowing what they were going to do next unsettled her more than she liked to admit.
Closing her eyes as he nestled his head against hers, she tried to smile, tried to focus on the fact Cas was being positive to it all. That he’d fight for her so they could see each other and that he loved her, all nice things that she wished she could embrace but the negative was becoming more dominant and prone each day just waiting for the one thing to tip her over the edge. “You’re right, I should relax. I’m sorry.” Whispering out her words softly as she held him close, hand tracing gentle circle across his chest in hopes to soothe her own worries because she didn’t want to keep voicing them. “I love you too.” Smiling as she opened her eyes to look at him, trying so very hard to keep the negative side at bay.
“Let’s talk about something else, like breakfast. I don’t know about you, but I am pretty hungry.” Changing the subject as Iris began to focus on what they could have for breakfast knowing that it was just a buffer for her mind right now. Pretending everything was fine would be what she would do for now, Cas didn’t need to hear about her worries or problems because if she believed everything was fine then it would be even if for a short while. Faking it was easy enough, it scared her how natural it seemed to her and did make her wonder on past experiences but even thinking back on it was hazy as not everything had returned to her just yet. There was still parts missing of her memory which she hoped to get back.
Even as she felt the kiss against her forehead and the arms wrapping around her tightly it didn’t offer any sort of comfort for her trouble, but she knew she was overthinking it all once more. Often she couldn’t turn her mind off from it unless she knew it was truly okay, but because there was a sense of danger an inkling towards not knowing the next plan it did set her on edge even if she denied it. There was a chance that this could be the last time she could hold Cas, touch him and enjoy the company because who knew what his father would do. They were being blissfully ignorant to it all, as if hiding from the problem would fix it and she wished it could. Iris wished that staying in the sunset veil together could be a permanent option, but it wasn’t and not knowing what they were going to do next unsettled her more than she liked to admit.
Closing her eyes as he nestled his head against hers, she tried to smile, tried to focus on the fact Cas was being positive to it all. That he’d fight for her so they could see each other and that he loved her, all nice things that she wished she could embrace but the negative was becoming more dominant and prone each day just waiting for the one thing to tip her over the edge. “You’re right, I should relax. I’m sorry.” Whispering out her words softly as she held him close, hand tracing gentle circle across his chest in hopes to soothe her own worries because she didn’t want to keep voicing them. “I love you too.” Smiling as she opened her eyes to look at him, trying so very hard to keep the negative side at bay.
“Let’s talk about something else, like breakfast. I don’t know about you, but I am pretty hungry.” Changing the subject as Iris began to focus on what they could have for breakfast knowing that it was just a buffer for her mind right now. Pretending everything was fine would be what she would do for now, Cas didn’t need to hear about her worries or problems because if she believed everything was fine then it would be even if for a short while. Faking it was easy enough, it scared her how natural it seemed to her and did make her wonder on past experiences but even thinking back on it was hazy as not everything had returned to her just yet. There was still parts missing of her memory which she hoped to get back.
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