Recent Statuses

4 days ago
Current Apologies to all my partners for my absence lately, I've come down with a nasty bug thing and I can barely move let alone coherently type D: will be back as soon as I can!
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14 days ago
Will be absent till tomorrow. WorkEd double shifts and I'm g3nuinely about to pass out so see ya tomorrow guys
20 days ago
Not liking this new Skype update. It looks ridiculous and somehow is still popping notifs even though I have read all the messages ughh
20 days ago
whose idea was it to let me attempt flirting, this is a "train wreck" level of disaster o.o
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30 days ago
Well it's only Wednesday and I already want this week to be over >_<


PROFILE UNDERGOING A REVAMP. Excuse the mess for now o.o

I draw, occasionally, so you may find if the inspiration strikes me I'll draw a doodle or two from our roleplay! You can follow my art and stuff on my deviantart account: The-Elvenqueen, or my Art Dump Thread here in The Gallery section of the Guild! :D

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Most Recent Posts

*cough* cause we don't like rap *cough cough*

1. Castle On The Hill-Ed Sheeran-Divide (Deluxe Edition)
2. One Day Too Late-Skillet-Awake
3. Where Butterflies Never Die-Broken Iris-The Eyes Of Tomorrow
4. We Will Rock You-Queen-Queen: Greatest Hits
5. A Thousand Years (Part 2)-Christina Perry ft. Steve Kazee-Breaking Dawn Part 2 OST (I just like the song ok ;w;)
6. Don't You Worry Child-Swedish House Mafia-Until Now
7. Let It Burn-RED-Until We Have Faces
8. I Will Not Bow-Breaking Benjamin-Dear Agony
9. Iris-The Goo Goo Dolls-Dizzy Up The Girl
10. Holy-Pvris-White Noise (Deluxe Edition)

all aboard the feels train ;3;
@The Elvenqueen

Make your next post about sitting across from her and declaring that you're not going to leave her and that you're going to sit right there silently until she speaks up.

If she doesn't speak, just post sitting there silently staring back again. It'll be boring as fuck but she can't say you're ignoring her AND it'll cost you the least amount of effort.

Why did I not think of this. I think I will actually try this, if nothing else it will be hilarious and it might actually force a more substantial response out of this person
Another off-site (but still roleplay related) bitch...but when someone insists upon playing the "edgy silent" type of character. All the time. Like, the character is entirely mute (which I don't have a problem with in and of itself, that can create a whole new and interesting dynamic in how characters communicate and such and I'm ALL for new and interesting things!) but darn it when this person and their character literally refuse to communicate with mine in ANY form....they don't even try to respond to the questions. They just "stare blankly and say nothing". DO SOMETHING. MAKE GESTURES, SHAKE YOUR HEAD, NOD YOUR HEAD FOR THE LOJVE OF GOD DON'T SIT THERE LIKE A FLOPPY EDGELORD NOODLE.

Like, I'm all for characters working through emotional trauma and hitting road bumps but for the love of god give me something to actually work with or what's the point in even roleplaying with you if my character is literally monologuing at himself? .___.
it wouldn't be so bad if I felt like I could approach them with it and ask them to actually give some kind of response to my character but the last time they did that and I politely said to them "I don't know how to respond to this post, my character has nothing to react to"

.....They ragequit and got offended and refused to change it. Then come back months later asking me to do another with different characters and now they're pulling the same shit T_T and I feel trapped because its like pulling teeth trying to think of a half-assed one-sided response for my character to give...and I hate it. But if I stop posting or say I don't know what to post, this kid goes whining to our other friends that I hate her and I'm ignoring her etc.

So either way, I'm screwedddd .___. push out posts I hate and that literally take me weeks just to think of to keep the kid quiet or offend her sensitive af ego and have her spread utter nonsense about me to the rest of my friends. I sure seem to have luck with this don't I? lmao
Autocorrect typos. Some are easy to notice and fix before posting but others when I'm in a rush I barely notice and they totally ruin the integrity of an otherwise good post. *stares at them*

Special kudos to the ones that are so bad they even make my poor role play partners scratch their heads and go "dude WTF"! I'd turn it off but sadly I need it to fix my other fast-typing errors so am at a bit of an impasse there
Pretending I'm okay when I'm really not...but I have to be because I have to keep it together to be there to keep my dad together and if I'm not his emotional crutch I am terrified of what might happen to him

Also having to come to terms with the fact that if I want to save my own mental health I may have to move out and leave him behind with my narcissistic, emotionally abusive and controlling mother. That kills me, every day, and I don't know if I can do it....but if I don't I honestly believe I will spend the rest of my life being an emotional and financial crutch to my parents.

I'm 21. And I don't mean to be edgy or ungrateful or any of that, but I should not have to deal with or worry about the amount of shit that I do, at this stage of my life. I should be worried about getting my own place, getting a steady paid job, meeting someone that I might one day spend the rest of my life with (and that's a whole other kettle of fish but I won't go into that today). Not whether or not we're going to have any food at all for the next week, or whether it's safe for me to go to bed at night without worrying about them fighting again and her threatening him with some other nonsense. I didn't even go to university and aside from money being an issue I wasn't comfortable leaving him to deal with her all on his own for months at a time while I'm away studying. Now I'll probably never go because even if I do end up managing to move out I won't be able to afford it now.

I don't really wanna go into super details but yeah, it messes with my head every damn day and it feels kinda good to spit it out for once instead of pretend it'll just go away I guess :B

1. Warriors-Imagine Dragons-Smoke + Mirrors (Deluxe Edition)
2. Hearts Don't Break Around Here-Ed Sheeran-Divide (Deluxe Edition)
3. Little Bird-Eels-End Times
4. Howl-Florence & The Machine-Lungs (Deluxe Edition)
5. Neptune-Sleeping At Last-Atlas: Space (Deluxe Edition)
6. Ampersand-Amanda Palmer-Who Killed Amanda Palmer
7. Lollipop-MIKA-Life In Cartoon Motion (Extended)
8. Somebody To Love (Queen Cover)-Brittany Murphy-Happy Feet Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
9. Check Yes Juliet-We The Kings-We The Kings
10. Elastic Heart-Sia-1000 Forms Of Fear
No pressure there, I get you haha take your time! :3
@Odin nah I haven't changed my name at all, just my computer while my laptop is in for repairs ;o; *confused elvenqueen noises*
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