Avatar of TheElvenJedi

Status

Recent Statuses

11 mos ago
okay, meds crisis averted but still slow while I work on getting my routine back to normal ^w^
12 mos ago
MIA for another week, pharmacy once again doesn't have my meds ready and without them I can barely function so from tomorrow onwards I'm gonna be away while I try and get it sorted
1 yr ago
hey brain, if you're gonna make me Stop Drawing bc "You NEED me to Google Something IMMEDIATELY" then I will flip a chair if you "forget uwu" once I open the Google tab. smh /lh
5 likes
1 yr ago
"What's the kindest way to say, you took away my friend?" | Lost a pet yesterday, so will be taking an extended leave of absence for a bit while I grieve. I will be back ofc, just...need some time ;-;
8 likes
1 yr ago
@leopard yeah that's just a bot that managed to wiggle through the spam filter dw, staff will whack em with the banhammer when they get a chance. happens every so often lol

Bio

Elven | AFAB Genderqueer (She/Ve/They) | 25+ | {{ Polyam Aego Lesbian }}

1 x 1 Int Check (OLD AF AND NEEDS UPDATE, I WILL MAKE A NEW THREAD IF/WHEN I'M OPEN FOR RP AGAIN. nothing personal Ive just got a lot going on rn and I'd rather devote limited freetime to already existing RPs than stretch myself too thin by starting a bunch of new ones *fingerguns*) ||Guild Art Thread || N/A GROUP INT CHECK ||


my pronouns page! <3

(I forget to post to the Guild Art Thread a LOT...if you're really interested in my artwork it would be better to go follow my deviantART or Tumblr account(s)! I post mostly Digital Art but occasionally dabble in Fanfic writing and Animation


{{ 》Profile Last Updated :: 04/03/2025 (dd/mm/yyyy) 《 }}


_____________________________________________________________________




_____________________________________________________________________




_____________________________________________________________________


FANDOMS {{ I am LGBTQ+, polyam and multi-ship, CanonxCanon, OCxOC and/or OCxCanon* friendly and willing to double, just LMK! :'D
All "levels" friendly, from Free - Advanced. I tend to match roughly what you give me!
Dark/Gritty themes welcomed and often included, open to smut but also fine with fade-to-black scenes if you'd rather, again just LMK, I can roll with it either way! <3
1x1 or Small Group Preferred, Large Group Possible, But Selective }}


*Unless specified otherwise. Please check if there is an exception listed for the fandom you're messaging me for when PMing me! <3 I'm willing to give playing most canon characters against a partner's OC a try, but there's a handful of em that I just can't seem to get a "good" inner voice/feel for!


》》 Current Status :: OPEN / CLOSED to new threads atm! Check back later ^w^ 《《

{{ 》Current Int Status Last Updated :: 04/03/2025 (dd/mm/yyyy) 《 }}

Below is a list of my current/main fandoms, for a detailed list of plot and/or pairing interests please see my actual Int Check Thread!


Star Wars (KOTOR/SWTOR era preferred, but also open to "modern"-era e.g prequels, OT, TCW, Rebels/TFA-TROS, depending on plot ideas!)
Baldur's Gate 3
Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/Tolkien
Draconis Memoria series
ARK: Survival Evolved and/or Jurrassic Park/World, Dinosaurs in general are also always good! <3
Generic Sci-fi/Fantasy (Elves/Dragons/Mages/Beastmasters/Aliens etc.)
Warrior Cats (pretty much exclusively FanClans/OCs or an AU where canon characters are long gone)
RDO/RDR2
General Animal Fantasy (anything Warrior Cats/ WSD-esque with groups of animals surviving out in the wild etc.)
Watership Down


_____________________________________________________________________




_____________________________________________________________________




_____________________________________________________________________


ACTIVE RPs TRACKER


》》NB: Very low-activity rn because I'm just generally not doing very well. Writing is hard and I don't feel up to taking up any more commitments; I'd rather focus on the few I already have and prioritise getting something out to those long-term partners when they need responses <3 《《


1x1


The Silver Zephyr (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

Reverse!Zephyrverse AU (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

The Hobbit LOTR Sandbox -- The Hobbit/LOTR -- Lots of OCs + canon -- with a friend over discord


Group


N/A. Not looking to add/join any group RPs at this time, sorry y'all!


_____________________________________________________________________


ALTERNATIVE HABITATS


(*in order of most > least activity level)


Discord: the_elvenjedi || Toyhou.se || SWTOR Fandom Tumblr || General Fandom/Art Tumblr || sheezy(dot)art (link tba) || deviantART || AO3 (Fanfics) || Youtube || Picarto (Streaming) (TBA) || Facebook (Close friends only) ||

Most Recent Posts

Ikr! I love how dark and gritty this one is, definitely like the tone change in the KOTORs. (Kreia creeped me out too, I had a bad feeling about that old lady from the start lol)

The romance options in KOTOR 2 were REALLY rubbish, not gonna lie :/ i think because it was rushed and mostly unfinished they didn't really finish them properly and thus they were very disappointing and lackluster. Essentially your options were Atton or Disciple (which is the guy in the Enclave on Dantooine, for female Exile he joins you instead of Handmaiden/Brianna ;)) I freaking love Atton as a character but his romance was also very unsatisfying and not properly done D: (though you did get an ADORABLE as heck seen around about Dxun time where he teaches you to play Pazaak in your head like he does in order to shield your mind from attacks from other Force users and tells you that "no one will ever hurt you again because you'll be right here with me, playing Pazaak where they can't get to you" which is the closest thing to an "I love you" that you get in the vanilla version :/) Disciple was just...eh, for me, I didn't like him. Like Visas it was kinda more like idol worship than a romance XD

Though if you have the Steam version you can get the Restored Content Mod which gets into the coding and "re-activates" all the unwritten stuff that they coded for and it makes the romances actually work nicely (Atton's one is just hnnnnggg <3 XD though I haven't done a male Exile playthrough with it installed yt to find out the difference with Visas or Handmaiden but if Atton is anything to go by...it'll be pretty good XD)

Hahaha! Yeah, I laughed hard writing it too. Cause underneath all her "I'm a scary dual saber wielding badass" she IS still a girl XD
Bleeeh this one feels super short as well sorry :/ but I didn't want to go too far ahead to give you some flexibility for bringing the Xiis in ;)

Hehe Heh, relax Ari it was just a tree root....or was it? *cackles* XD
They retired to a study room to pour over the research Vano had indicated, Aria frowning as for a very long time they seemed to come short of anything useful. That was until the mention of these ‘Whispers’. They sounded important, and thankfully Bol had a LOT to read in the records about them (even if they were incomplete as well).
“Mhm, sounds very suspicious.” she agreed. “I’d say we need to find this grove and see if we can discover these ‘Whispers’ for ourselves.” maybe it would help them to contact Renso, too. She sighed softly at his promise about doing normal couple things, getting up from her chair as she leaned into his touch for a brief moment before stepping back.
“If only. I’m kind of bummed this has gotten in the way of everything.” she admitted with a wry smile before shrugging again as they made their way back to find Vano again to get some maps and directions to help them find the grove.
Before they left, Vano had dragged her into another hug so tight Aria almost thought she would pass out from lack of air, the Mirialan whispering into her ear.
“You be careful out there, baby girl, okay? I don’t want to lose my sister, too.”
“Va…” she forced another smile, patting her shoulder comfortingly. “We survived a mass genocide, we’ll be FINE.”
“Maybe. I hope so. But I don’t like this. At all.”
“Neither do I…but we have to go.”
________________

For a moment, they had thought the weather would be calmer. The lightning storm on the other side of the atmosphere, however, seemed to even rival the one they had barely escaped their first night on Zinuthra in intensity. She made a quick quip about Yerbol jinxing it with his earlier comment before she was forced to focus on steering the ship, both with the co-pilot’s controls in front of her and also through manipulation of the energy currents as they had once done as a group on Zinuthra. After what seemed like an eternity, a bit of cursing and praying and much anxious whining from the Tuk’ata back in the seating area, they touched down in the clearing Vano had marked out as the most likely place for this grove to be.

Slowly releasing the controls, Aria stiffly got to her feet again and glanced at her partner, nodding her head as she tried to swallow down the horrible metallic taste in her mouth. She felt sick.
“Yeah-” the two beasts barged into the cockpit, their whines and growls increasing in pitch as they clamoured towards the duo. They kept making low, urgent grunts of “Uff! Uff!” which she had deduced meant something similar to their louder alarm call: trouble, danger. Their anxious exclamations and reluctance to physically let the couple leave the cockpit to disembark seemed to back that up.
“Bad! Bad bad bad!” whined the larger of the two. “Force bad!”
“Look I know it’s funny, but we have to go!” Aria had insisted, trying to dodge around them only to have the Tuk’ata’s teeth snap at her cloak, grabbing it firmly as she tugged Aria backwards, howling.
“Nooooooooo-oooo!”
“Woah, hey hey!” Aria protested, dropping onto one knee to scratch behind her ears. “C'mon Chwuq now you're being silly. We HAVE to go.” the dogs fell back into muted whines, clearly still displeased by the area they had landed in. She exchanged a glance with Yerbol. This wasn't good. It took some more coaxing and ear scratching but eventually they managed to make it down the ramp and back onto the peaty soil that seemed to dominate a lot of Quensu’s biome. They had indeed landed in a grove of some description, though up ahead the trees seemed to open out into a slightly wider space, a few scattered shrubs and dead logs taking their place. Nervously they inched closer to the middle, Aria glancing upwards as a sudden breeze seemed to pick up from nowhere, a low moaning passing through the tree branches above their heads.

An uncomfortable cold shiver passed down her spine as they passed through the ring of trees, another heavy wind blowing past them and carrying with it an eerie wail, as if the disembodied voices were in great distress in what was possibly their final moments.
“W-Well, you can tell why they call them Wh-Whispers, huh?” she laughed nervously, about to say something else though she jerked back abruptly from her next step with an alarmed scream, clinging to Yerbol's arm.
“SOMETHING JUST GRABBED MY FOOT! THIS IS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE I DON'T LIKE THIS!”
“Hurt?” snuffled Taral nervously as he nudged her gently with the end of his nose, concerned she had been harmed because of her exclamations. Chwuq prowled nervously forward with her nose to the ground, sniffing at a knarled root that jutted out of the ground in front of them.
"No, no I'm not hurt." she promised, letting out another breath though she didn't let go of Yerbol's arm. "This place is just SUPER creepy...."
No worries, all looks good! I shall get them up there and it up for the Xiia to appear then! :D

LOVE the concept of the Whispers thing, that's eerily awesome! *shudders at the thought* XD
Yay! Congrats! =D

And awesome, I look forward to it!
Oohhhh no worries, haha fingers crossed you did well! O.o

Sorry for the delayed response, I was in a meeting this afternoon XD I hadn't stopped to think they'd already taken everything out of Quensu actually my bad haha thank you for reminding me XD Guess we could have them find something in their library that they have to make a stop off on Quensu to confirm maybe? Like a landmark or something that they have to check? o.of cause I quite like the idea of meeting some of our new baddies hehe
No rush on my end so if you get round to it bonus but no worries if not! ^^
Woo, got one out despite having pudding for brains! *cheers* XD It's just that horrible time of year where everybody gets the flu I think, was bound to happen eventually haha (shouldn't have gloated about the flu shot being so effective this year, think I jinxed it pahahaha)

Wanted to give them the option of trying to get some more info out of Renso before they go charging straight to their potential dooms, so feel free to go in either direction with that :P
It was comforting to know that it WAS a vision and not just a night terror, though it didn't help calm the gnawing sense of dread that clawed at her, nor did it have any effect on removing the image of those ghastly red lights (landing gear? Sniper guidance lasers? She wasn't even sure what they were...eyes? No, they couldn't be eyes…) boring into her from within the depths of the glaciers. It took them next to no time at all to pack up everything and contact Voldon and Kira, Aria had hoped they would be able to slip out unnoticed and leave Yerbol's parents a note of some kind but of course they would be awake. Exchanging a glance with Yerbol, she understood what he meant. Fumbled for something that they could say that would explain their sudden departure. Thankfully Yerbol was quick enough to come up with an idea that she could go along with. Smiling faintly, she nodded and returned both their embraces. She wondered if Tabitha could tell they were lying.
“Thank you. I will.” she promised, stepping back. “We'll be back to visit again soon.” And hoped they could keep that promise.
___________

Chwuq and Taral were restless on the shuttle, constantly chuffing and grunting “Danger! Unsafe! Yark! Yark!” it was making the other passengers restless, afraid that the Tuk'ata may lash out at them at any moment. Aria had to get a little rough with them in order to get them to quiet down; thankfully they had little interest in continuing to make noise after being kicked in the nose a few times and urged that their fretting was NOT helping.
They had apologised profusely for disturbing the Naylons so early in the morning, but it didn't seem to improve Voldon's mood much. They recounted the vision they had shared, the duo as gravel grave-faced as the Battlemaster as he considered the implications of the vision.
Kira had been more supportive of them pursuing the instructions than Voldon was, but in any case a trip out to Zinuthra wouldn't be a bad start.
_________

After her success on Coruscant, Ailel had withdrawn to join Matthew and Cheriss back in Wild Space, the little contingent of Masters more than happy to see the duo again. They had taken a few hours after arriving to rest up (it was still a long flight, even though they made use of the Ice Box’s slipspace generators), and another hour or so to quickly catch up on the work they had done, Janika quite eager to give them the guided tour of the brand new training complex Bex was helping them to set up. After bidding the youngster farewell, they had returned to the old military complex where they had once sheltered a few months prior to join the Council of Elders and begin their discussion.
Before they were allowed to discuss the vision, Cheriss had insisted that they discuss the “plans” Voldon had alluded to before they had left.
“But Cheriss this is impor-”
“It will only take a few minutes, Aria. I'm sure you can spare that long.” Ailel chuckled, imploring the duo to listen to the announcement.
“Naturally, if we're going to be training youngsters we need to be putting some kind of ranking system in place.” the Dathomirian explained, “Now we know you're going to protest, because rankings will lead to squabbling and etcetera, but we need SOMETHING to distinguish the newcomers from the learners and those from the rest of us who have been here for a while.”
A chuckle had passed through the room, Ailel and Matthew picking up where Cheriss left off, to explain the titles they had designated to each rank. Neophyte for the newest youngsters that came into the facility, Disciple for those who had learnt a lot but had yet to pass their final trials, Apprentices (the title which Vano, Janika and Manso could now all proudly bear) would be the equivalent of Knights or full-fledged Sith as they had been in the former Orders and could help the Masters on the Council to instruct the Neophytes and Disciples.
Aria had frowned during the pause and exchanged a glance with Yerbol. No mention had been made yet of a rank they would be assigned to.
“So...so where does that leave us?”
“We thought we could add another rank, between Apprentice and Master.” Matthew put in, hands folded neatly in his lap, “‘Champion’ seems an appropriate title to give you, after everything you contributed to our efforts during the conflict with Bracknell.”
“You aren't old enough yet to be fully fledged Masters.” Ailel continued, “But we felt this would be the next best thing we could offer you, until you ARE old enough. You should be recognised for all your hard work and dedication, and that's why we've decided you two should be the first to receive this title. Perhaps, in time, others can join you but we wanted to leave that decision up to you.”

Aria was stunned into silence, glancing sideways at Yerbol as she felt her jaw slacken slightly. “W-Well, we'd be….honoured, thank you.”
“Don't think it gives you an excuse to push us around though!” Cheriss scolded them, though there was a glimmer of amusement in the Dathomirian’s eyes. With that concluded, they could return to the matter at hand:
“Now….this vision you both saw…”
The duo once again recounted what they had seen and were once again met with skepticism about the vision’s origins.
“How do we know it isn't a trap?” Ailel put forward, leaning closer to the duo.
“Ailel’s right, why would the visions stop after Bracknell's death only to suddenly start again now? Sounds like somebody might have been using his persona to lead you off track. They nearly did it before.” Matthew agreed, eyeing the duo skeptically. He suggested Soto, who had been stationed on Coruscant under Ailel’s care, finally unguarded again since Ailel had returned to Zinuthra about a week before.
“It WAS Renso.” Aria affirmed. “If it was Soto all along we would have recognised her presence the first time. Renso helped us to fight Bracknell and win, he probably stopped talking to us because he didn't think he'd need our help anymore with Bracknell gone. Now he does, and he's getting weaker.”

“If it IS Renso's ghost, it would be plausible that he would weaken over time.” Cheriss’ lips pursed together as she thought out loud. “Force ghosts often persist in our world if they have unfinished business among the living that they want to see through before becoming one with the Force. If we have managed to achieve this balancing act he had been striving for then there would be no other reason for him to remain an apparition.”
“Except for this new vision of his.” Ailel supplemented. “Hm...this is worrying.”
“We can't ignore it.” Cheriss asserted. “Last time we did both Orders’ home planets were destroyed and we nearly all died, we can't make that mistake again. Aria and Yerbol are more than capable of handling this.”
“Then where do they go, Hoth?” Matthew frowned. It was the only planet they knew of comprised entirely of ice.
“It wasn't Hoth.” Aria shook her head. “It was too...warm. It was very strange, there was heat, but ice at the same time.”

The Council had been even more perplexed by the further description of the landscape that Aria and Yerbol could provide. Without a clue where to begin searching, they couldn't act on Renso's summons until they knew where to go. Cheriss suggested that they visit Vano in the newly constructed library and see if the Mirialan could find anything within their recovered data archives that could help. It MUST be another place in Wild Space, after all.
______

“A specific mountain range somewhere in Quensu, perhaps?” Vano had suggested after each of them had received another hug and exchanged quick greetings. You said the ecosystems there conflicted quite drastically. There must be ice around there somewhere.”
Aria exchanged a wary glance with Yerbol. “Quensu’s too warm...even the colder parts around the temple didn't have snow. The...the temple guardian made the snow that appeared at the top.”
The Mirialan nodded slowly and turned to scan along the rows of holocrons on the shelf above her head.
“Could there not be more than one guardian?”
“It wasn't there the second time. It has to be somewhere different. Don't you have anything on any other places nearby to Quensu or even here?”
“Not much…” Vano admitted with another frown, plucking a holocron from the shelf and activating it. Out of the small cube projected another map, Zinuthra flashing up in place first, and a few days’ travel away appeared another sphere. Smaller, a moon of some kind.
“There IS this moon here, the one we nearly set up base on. We've had the co-ordinates for a while, but last time I took an expedition out there...well, we didn't get very far. Wanted to do a general ecosystem survey, just to record the biomes and native fauna for the archives, that sort of thing. Janika and I took some of the younglings and a couple seismologists (or something) to help record the data but as soon as we got close Janika and I felt something, in the Force.” an uncomfortable shudder passed through the Mirialan at the memory, Vano shaking her head again. “I don't know what it was, but that moon gave us the creeps. We got the hell out of there before we even landed. It doesn't inspire confidence if this guy wants you two to go out there…”
“Va, if it might have the answers we need, we have to go.” Aria sighed, glancing to Yerbol for confirmation.
“Grrrr.” Taral and Chwuq circled the projection of the moon, snuffling and lashing their tails.
“Strange. Not safe.”
“See? Even they can feel it! Give me more time.” Vano insisted. “Just let me dig up some more stuff about the moon before you go storming over there. Go to Quensu first and try to contact Renso there.”

“Moon-Force strange…. Not go there. Danger, danger.” Chwuq pleaded, headbutting her urgently in the ribs.
“Oof!” Aria grunted, staggered slightly by the force behind the nudge, looking towards Yerbol again. “What do you think? It wouldn't be the first time we hit the ground running doing something, but if the Force around that moon is that volatile that the dogs can sense it too just from looking at the map, it could be a good idea to go in with more information under our belts…”

Establishing some kind of ranking system definitely sounds like a good idea! And I quite like the rank names, even having the third one as "Knight" still would be a nice callback to the old ranks I guess (though we could have something like "Neophyte" instead if we wanted it to be less Jedi-ish (though it might make sense to have Neophyte as the first rank in that case and bump the other two up one in their place, so something like:

Rank 1: Neophyte
Rank 2: Disciple
Rank 3: Apprentice
Rank 4: Champion
Rank 5: Master?

That'd be a nice surprise for our duo, for sure! Will work on a response now, if I don't have it up tonight it'll be finished in the morning XD dad caught the flu and it's spread to eeeveerryybody in the house, feeling a bit o.o
© 2007-2026
BBCode Cheatsheet