[IC] Myriad Reality

[souleaterfan320]

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*Calls Shinji*

@Webmaster

Shinji:... oh boy, I'm dead....

*slowly picks up, very worn from the battle*
.... hello? Are you ok, love?

[Meta]

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Mm.

@Threads of Fate

Anyway, these are decent people. It’s been a fun project.

[Webmaster]

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Shinji:... oh boy, I'm dead....

*slowly picks up, very worn from the battle*
.... hello? Are you ok, love?

@souleaterfan320

*Sighs in relief*
You’re alive!

[souleaterfan320]

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*Sighs in relief*
You’re alive!

@Webmaster

Barely, but yeah. We ran him off... that was David's darkloid related copy. Or something like that. Some egotistical maniac hell bent on destruction. Sorry you got tangled up in that. Apparently he hacked the real David's phoneline. I knew something was up immedately but I didnt know what. Sorry you got tangled up in that.

[Webmaster]

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Barely, but yeah. We ran him off... that was David's darkloid related copy. Or something like that. Some egotistical maniac hell bent on destruction. Sorry you got tangled up in that. Apparently he hacked the real David's phoneline. I knew something was up immedately but I didnt know what. Sorry you got tangled up in that.

@souleaterfan320

I’m just so relieved you’re okay. Please never leave me like that. I was so scared...

[souleaterfan320]

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I’m just so relieved you’re okay. Please never leave me like that. I was so scared...

@Webmaster

Shinji:
I'm sorry.... I love you, Blue.

[Webmaster]

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Shinji:
I'm sorry.... I love you, Blue.

@souleaterfan320

I love you too... just... you need to take care of yourself.

[souleaterfan320]

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I love you too... just... you need to take care of yourself.

@Webmaster

You're right. I have a bad habit of going into world buster and above level senarios underprepared. Thats an error I'll have to correct. Most importantly,... thank you, for helping out. Im not sure if we killed Dark Dynamo or not, but he'll likely not be a problem again for a little while... he took a hell of a beating. As did I, though. My nano repair system are online, I should be alright. If you need me for anything, or just want to talk, I'm a call away, love. Ok?

[Webmaster]

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You're right. I have a bad habit of going into world buster and above level senarios underprepared. Thats an error I'll have to correct. Most importantly,... thank you, for helping out. Im not sure if we killed Dark Dynamo or not, but he'll likely not be a problem again for a little while... he took a hell of a beating. As did I, though. My nano repair system are online, I should be alright. If you need me for anything, or just want to talk, I'm a call away, love. Ok?

@souleaterfan320

*Takes a breath as if to say something, but cuts myself off, swallowing a sob*

[souleaterfan320]

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*Takes a breath as if to say something, but cuts myself off, swallowing a sob*

@Webmaster

....love? Are you ok?

[Webmaster]

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....love? Are you ok?

@souleaterfan320

*Through tears*
Why wouldn't you save yourself?

[souleaterfan320]

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*Through tears*
Why wouldn't you save yourself?

@Webmaster

Shinji:
I.... I have no excuse for that. I've stated it before, but... my mental health isnt the best. I thought I was doing better but... the stress of my life as it is, hauntings from my past... the medication isnt working, anymore. Ive come to terms with a lot of it but... the pain's still there.. either way, thats no excuse.

[Webmaster]

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I.... I have no excuse for that. I've stated it before, but... my mental health isnt the best. I thought I was doing better but... the stress of my life as it is, hauntings from my past... the medication isnt working, anymore. Ive come to terms with a lot of it but... the pain's still there.. either way, thats no excuse.

@souleaterfan320

Don't I mean something to you?
*Gulps*
Am I one day going to reach for you and find a dead man reaching back?

[souleaterfan320]

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Don't I mean something to you?
*Gulps*
Am I one day going to reach for you and find a dead man reaching back?

@Webmaster

Well... I can't say for certain about that last part, but I do love you. We may not be a perfect fit, but... I love you. I love seeing your smile. I love when I get to wake up and feel you in my arms. I love when I get to see the ocean of blue in your eyes. There are a lot of things I don't know about you due to circumstances, and that does bother me, But I know that as long as you keep doing what you're doing now and have been doing since the start, I cant fault you for anything. Its just... keep in mind. I am used to having everything taken from me. Friends, family.... everything. I'd give and give... and it was never enough. The existence I fought for always fights me back. It gets.. .mentally and physically exausting..
.

[Webmaster]

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Well... I can't say for certain about that last part, but I do love you. We may not be a perfect fit, but... I love you. I love seeing your smile. I love when I get to wake up and feel you in my arms. I love when I get to see the ocean of blue in your eyes. There are a lot of things I don't know about you due to circumstances, and that does bother me, But I know that as long as you keep doing what you're doing now and have been doing since the start, I cant fault you for anything. Its just... keep in mind. I am used to having everything taken from me. Friends, family.... everything. I'd give and give... and it was never enough. The existence I fought for always fights me back. It gets.. .mentally and physically exausting..
.

@souleaterfan320

Then live, Shinji, live! Live for me! Don't leave me alone again...

[souleaterfan320]

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Then live, Shinji, live! Live for me! Don't leave me alone again...

@Webmaster

I..... I'lll do my best, love. I promise. My mental health gets the best of me at times... I need a therapist. One that... one that I dont have the ties I do with you. I need an outsider's perspective. As much as you have been helpful... there are just some things you won't be able to help with. I'm going to look into a few soon. Ill get better.. if not for myself, then for you.

[Webmaster]

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I..... I'lll do my best, love. I promise. My mental health gets the best of me at times... I need a therapist. One that... one that I dont have the ties I do with you. I need an outsider's perspective. As much as you have been helpful... there are just some things you won't be able to help with. I'm going to look into a few soon. Ill get better.. if not for myself, then for you.

@souleaterfan320

I’m just... not enough. In any way.

[Threads of Fate]

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Anyway, these are decent people. It’s been a fun project.

@Meta

I'm glad.

[souleaterfan320]

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I’m just... not enough. In any way.

@Webmaster

Don't you dare blame yourself for my faults, Blue. You didn't do this to me.

[Webmaster]

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Don't you dare blame yourself for my faults, Blue. You didn't do this to me.

@souleaterfan320

But I should—I should be able to do something. I just weigh you down...