
Location: Walking to the Temple of Seluna
Céline expectantly waited for an answer, the silence between them felt like it lasted an eternity. It was only after Orion answered that she realized she’d been holding her breath. Steadily she exhaled, relief filling her as her trust had been rewarded; Orion’s opinion remained unchanged. Furthermore he was willing to lead her to the temple, his hand motioned to her, a signal to follow along. As they started along he told her of the deceased Lunarian origins, how he hadn’t known them personally; for an instant, Céline felt his still pond ripple. The sensation passed over her as quickly as it came and she shook off the remnants of it.
Céline followed alongside Orion in relative silence, her eyes wandered over the sights while her mind wandered over the events he had shared with her. She had already assumed that the body of the dead man had been taken to the Seluna temple, had it been at the Aelios temple, she would have heard something about it already. Still to discover someone lost their life so closeby left her feeling somewhat uneasy. There were too many unanswered questions, ‘did an animal do this or something else?’, ‘If it was something else, were they captured or killed?’, ‘Are we safe here?’. Céline could have bombarded Orion with such questions, but given how recent everything was he either wouldn’t know or if he did, he wouldn’t divulge anything to her, at least not right now.
The trip through town didn’t take too long, despite their meandering path, the buildings slowly began to subside as it gave way to nature. The frostbitten path gave way under their footsteps and the closer they approached the temple, the more footsteps appeared breaking up the crisp, icy ground. She wondered if there would be many others paying their respects, if whatever grief or fear they might be feeling would affect her.
Her gaze wandered over to Orion, wondering if she would need his help should something go awry. She didn’t trust him not to help her, she’d practically bled her heart out to him just moments ago and he was both understanding and unfazed. It felt too much to put that kind of burden on him, to be a wellspring of serenity in a sea of tears and uncertainty. Would it be too much to ask him of that? Her gaze wandered up and down, reading his posture and composure, staring at the features of his face, his pale skin contrasting the piercing red of his eyes. Céline suddenly realized she’d been staring too long and her head whipped forward to see the moon temple just in the distance.
Despite having requested it, Céline found herself visiting another temple so soon after leaving one both unusual and ironic. Religion had manifested and maintained a hostile identity to her for most of her life. To her, faith in the goddesses was as much a shackle as it was a lance for her body to be thrust upon, a bloody and macabre banner for all to see. After escaping her old life and finding her master, he had shown her another side to religion, one that allowed acceptance and love and worship for all, regardless of birth or status.
Even when travelling to Lunarian lands, while most were wary of her presence and didn’t allow her to witness their worship, some compromised. Each person practiced their faith in their own way, some in private, some in temples, some deep in nature itself, basking in the sunlight or dancing under the moon. It showed her that despite the differences in goddesses, lands and banners, everyone seemed to just exist and live their lives as to the best of their ability. Her mind wandered back to what Orion had said, how he didn’t know the deceased because they were Lunarian. The notion saddened her and it made her wonder if maybe this was a place where people didn’t have to be human or blightborn, Aurelian or Lunarian, maybe everyone could just exist.
As they neared the temple, a thought occurred to Céline and she spoke up to Orion, “Would you come into the temple with me?” She paused, letting the question linger for a moment, “I know you didn’t know the man personally, but I’d like to think, maybe he would appreciate it. A stranger come to honour his life and memory, even if he’s not of his people.” She smiled, “I won’t force you of course, but you’ve come all this way, so why not—” she stopped suddenly, only now realizing just how close they were to the temple now. The waves of grief and sorrow emanating from the structure shot through her head like a migraine, nausea instantly setting in. She stumbled, her hand reaching out and grasping Orion’s sleeve as she pulled herself closer to him, anchoring herself to him. “I’m sorry,” she breathed, “I just need a moment to steel myself.”
Composure was not coming quickly to her, she breathed in deeply trying to overcome the feeling in the pit of her stomach. A new sensation was approaching, grief but not nearly as strong, lingering and weak. In the midst of that grief though was a shining beacon of understanding, of catharthis. The sensations balanced each other out, helping Céline to catch her breath more easily now. Her eyes found their way to the temple entrance, two women were walking out together, one with hair silky and white, the other had her features covered behind a hood and veil. Slowly her shallow breathing normalized, her hands still clinging tightly to Orion.
Interacting with: Orion @Qia; Mentions: Elara and Ramona @enmuni