Amaya was no longer warm where he touched her — she was burning, set aflame by the feel of his skin. All her senses were heightened, attuned to the sound and smell and touch of
him. She felt so much, it was dizzying. She wanted to catalogue this moment piece by piece. The calluses on his hand, holding the nape of her neck. The quiet, breathless
joy in his voice. The wave of his fine strands of hair against her fingers, contrasting with the scratch of his beard on her palm. The way her lips tingled with every silent promise he breathed into her.
She wanted this moment. Just this. Was it small enough to keep hidden away in her heart?
Her hand flattened against his chest. The steady beat of his heart answered her: no, this was not small. This was the avalanche that felled the forest as it claimed the mountainside, and now she stood in the settling dust.
He stood with her.
Her eyes drifted open. She could barely see him. He was so close that he surrounded her, blocking out the candlelight. Amaya couldn’t find her voice. She was afraid of what she might say if she did — a quick rebuttal to protect herself. A request for promises she was terrified to hope for. Or worst of all, the
truth — that Flynn, this audacious man who felt, and protected, and
consumed her so thoroughly that it took her breath away, made her want to forget what it had ever been like to be alone.
Amaya’s hand slid down his face, just enough for her thumb to find the swell of his cheek. It drifted over his skin and she marveled at the feel.
‘He is mine.’The thought reverberated through her. Then she tilted his face towards her again for a soft kiss. It wasn’t his summertime heat and overflowing life. It was quiet and tender like the winter, with all the frail honesty she could give him.
Flynn faintly smiled against her lips as he returned her delicate kiss, trying his best not to eagerly overpower her. A nervousness in his chest caused his heart to skip a beat, though, in tandem, a sense of relief coursed through him. Her touch, her kiss, the way she allowed herself to lean into him—she wanted this, too. The pull between them wasn’t one-sided.
This feeling was so foreign, one he couldn’t remember ever feeling—giddy, anxious, breathless, all at once. In the past, everything had been so straightforward when it came to women. Effortless, even. Women had wanted him, and he had known it. That certainty had always stripped away any nerves that might have come.
But this… this was different. Intoxicating. His heart pounded against his chest, and he knew nothing—not a single past experience—could ever compare to the way this felt.
The soft, enticing sounds that had escaped her lips echoed in his mind. A new craving arose, a desperate need to hear her again, to be the cause of that delicious surrender. His lips returned to hers, capturing another kiss—slow, measured.
But then, begrudgingly, he pulled away, lips lingering just above hers as if he struggled with the decision. After a few moments, he took in a deep, steadying breath. He had to stop himself. He couldn’t—he wouldn’t take advantage of her vulnerability, not after everything she’d just endured. As much as he wanted her—more than anything—he couldn’t think only of himself.
Opening his eyes, his hand slipped behind her back, gently pulling her against him. She held herself stiffly at first. Then after a moment’s hesitation, she let herself relax in his hold. He knew she could hear the nervous rhythm of his heart, something he so rarely allowed to be revealed. Yet, with her, he didn’t seem to mind. Somehow, the vulnerability felt right.
For a moment, he simply held her, savoring the way she fit so perfectly in his arms, her head resting beneath his chin. Every fiber of his being ached to kiss her again, with every ounce of passion he felt, but he forced the feeling down.
His voice, low and gentle, broke the quiet.
“Please,” he whispered, his words a tender plea,
“don’t put yourself in danger like that again. My heart can’t take it.” His arms tightened ever so slightly around her, as if he were afraid she might slip away from him at any moment.
“We’ll figure this out,” he murmured,
“Together.” His hands shifted, one threading into her hair while the other pressed against the small of her back.
“He’ll never take anything from you again.” He tilted his head slightly, his lips brushing her temple, a silent promise that she would never have to face the world alone again.
Amaya squeezed her eyes shut as she breathed him in. His words landed heavy in her heart. He sounded so…
certain. Her father loomed large in her mind, his shadow darkening her entire world. Amaya curled her legs under herself, trying to find a position that would let her stay here, wrapped in his arms. When she was satisfied, she sank into him again. Flynn’s arms tightened around her, securing her to him, as if he alone could keep her there. As if his promises could be kept.
Even if Flynn
could stand against a King – especially one as ruthless and cruel as her father – there were other dangers in the world. The blight consumed more and more every day. There was still blood on Amaya’s sleeve and pain in her arm. Even their marriage, the thing that had initially brought them together, had only added time to the ticking clock that measured their lives – time that had allowed Amaya’s heart to be unwillingly bound to the one that now beat against her ear. The sound of it anchored her, even as she worried. It was loud and quick. For all of his confidence, he was affected by this, just as she was. She sighed into him, savoring the feel of his hand in her hair, his strong arm holding her to him.
She was still grieving her mother. She was terrified for Elara’s safety. And now Flynn… Flynn and this thing between them that was too big for her to keep. Amaya had learned long ago to hide her wants, her joys. She knew better. The only protection against loss was to create the illusion that there was nothing left to take.
But there was
too much now. She hadn’t thought she would survive losing her mother. What would the next heartbreak do?
There was quiet for a long moment as they sat wrapped around each other. Flynn’s fingers idly combed through her hair, the repetitive motion grounding him as much as it seemed to calm her. Yet, his thoughts began to drift to the mountain of challenges before them, spiraling through endless corridors of doubt.
“This is all very upsetting,” she murmured, even as she nestled closer to him. Amaya tried to hide behind her light words, to create space that might obscure her fears. Her hand smoothed over his chest, a soothing motion. She wasn’t sure if it was for his sake or hers.
“You should’ve been easier to hate.” How desperately she’d tried.
Flynn’s gaze flicked down to her, his lips curving into a cocky smirk.
“You didn’t think the Golden Prince of Aurelia would really be that easy to hate, did you?” he teased, though the title felt bitter on his tongue. It always had.
His hand paused briefly in her hair, the smirk softening as his thumb traced along a loose curl.
“I'll give you credit—you had me convinced.” His tone was playful, but the flicker of vulnerability in his eyes betrayed just how much her disdain had stung his ego.
“I guess I should thank you for keeping me humble.”After a beat, his voice dropped, quiet but curious.
“What did you know of me, before all this?”Amaya paused at his question —
her question, used against her. Another wave of insecurity swelled.
“They wouldn’t tell me much. I was kept from modern political life in Lunaris, let alone Aurelia. The most I had was gossip.” He already knew she’d lived her life trapped behind the palace walls. What more could the depth of her ignorance reveal?
“You were handsome and cocky.” There was a slight teasing edge to her voice.
“A potentially dangerous rival when you took the throne until… something changed.” Amaya’s hand slid up his chest to find the slope where his neck met his shoulder and she gave a small squeeze in apology. Whatever had caused the shift in the nobles’ perception, she couldn’t imagine it was something Flynn wanted to remember, let alone discuss.
She remembered the first time she’d heard one of her father’s cabinet members refer to him with mockery rather than gravity a year ago. It had caught Amaya so off guard that she’d paused to look at him fully. She’d spent all night cursing herself for the reaction – the man had realized his mistake immediately and redirected the conversation to something inane. Her curiosity, her desperation for knowledge felt callous now.
“My father agreed to the marriage so easily, I expected the worst… but my mother said you’d be kind. I suspect that’s why I didn’t freeze you on the spot.”She thought of Flynn, the first time she saw him. Looking every bit the dashing Prince with his elegant Aurelian suit and practiced smile, he’d held her hand and slipped a ring on her finger. He’d looked back up to meet her eyes, his hand tightening slightly around hers – and there’d been a flash of vulnerability.
Amaya had been furious.
“Though it was a near thing.”Flynn tilted his head, his smirk softening into something more genuine.
"Your mother must’ve been a good judge of character," he said lightly.
"It seems I owe her my life."His gaze dropped briefly to where strands of her dark hair slipped through his fingers, the candlelight casting soft, golden hues across it. After a beat, his sly smile returned.
"Or maybe," he added, his voice taking on a teasing edge,
"you just couldn’t resist how handsome and cocky I was."“I could still do it, you know,” she lied.
Softly, he took her hand, cradling it in his before lifting it to his lips. His gaze flicked to hers, a flicker of mischief dancing in his eyes as he pressed a gentle kiss to the back of her hand—a Prince honoring his Princess. All that had happened between them today, and this simple act still caused her cheeks to darken. His lips lingered for just a moment longer than necessary before he lowered her hand, resting it carefully between them.
Grazing his thumb over the delicate skin of her wrist, his gaze settled on the faint marks of her injury, and the light in his expression slowly dimmed. His touch stilled, the faint smile falling away as the weight of reality crept back in. His brow furrowed slightly, though he remained silent, and pulled her a little closer. As if proximity alone might shield her from harm.
Amaya pressed herself back into him as she felt him graze the edge of her half-healed wound. Her voice was careful when she spoke again.
“Elara will need to be guarded. I… upset him. He threatened her for it.” And he’d promised to return.
“Nothing can happen to her, Flynn.”Flynn’s gaze hardened, a cold anger coiling deep within. His jaw tightened as he gave a curt nod.
“I’ll double the watch for her, too.” His voice was steady, deliberate, but an unmistakable tension simmered beneath the calm.
“What did he look like?” he asked, curious if this had been a blight-born he had already given the pass to—if he had failed.
“Did he give you a name?”Flynn had gone very still around her. She knew this stillness — not on him, though.
“It was the man from the feast,” She said, her nerves starting to rise again. His face flashed through her mind, his voice, the
blood.
“He was shorter than you, young, pale skin, dark eyes and hair. But by the end he was… changing.” Her pulse started to drum in her chest, even as she tried to hold her reactions as tightly as possible.
“It was like he was withering away.” Until he’d torn Sir Abel’s face away and gorged himself on blood.
“He said his name was Rezith Branshaw.” Amaya’s voice sounded very far away to her own ears.
Flynn clicked his tongue at the mention of the man from the tavern, his gaze shifting to the ceiling as a scoff of disbelief escaped him.
‘Of course,’ he thought, his mind reeling. Of course it had been him. The vermin who had looked at her with that gaze Flynn had despised. He should’ve known.
Anger coiled tighter in his chest, but he forced himself to focus on Amaya, to breathe, to push aside the building fury. Shifting his gaze back to her, all that fire almost completely snuffed itself out. He knew that look.
He could see the shadows of those memories in her eyes. His heart twisted with guilt, his own failures threatening to swallow him whole.
“Look at me,” he whispered as he gently cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing softly over her skin.
Amaya did not flinch. She didn’t gasp. She put herself in as small a box as possible, and when she looked up at him with a neutral expression, the only sign of her distress was the way her breath seemed shallower than normal. But she couldn’t stop the brief flash of emotion in her eyes when they met his, even as she tried to smother it.
He couldn’t help but smile faintly when her eyes met his again—those vivid, endless depths of pale blue, like frozen lakes bathed in moonlight. She was beautiful in a way that hurt.
"You’re safe here." he said quietly, a tinge of sorrow reflecting behind his own eyes as he looked at her. The blade of guilt twisting in his chest.
Leaning forward, he pressed a light, tender kiss to her forehead. She let out a shaking breath.
“Rest,” he murmured, his lips lingering for a moment before pulling away.
“It’ll be okay.”Then, with care, he began to move, removing his heavy jacket and tossing it over the bedpost.The soft thud of his boots hitting the floor followed as he kicked them off. His hand moved to the sword sheathed at his side, and with a practiced motion, he unbuckled it, laying it carefully along the edge of the opposite side of the bed—still within reach, but far enough away to let them settle into the moment.
When he turned back to her, her boots were carefully lined up on the ground and her coat was folded on the bedside table, the sleeve tucked away to hide the stain. Her narrow shoulders were straight and stiff. She was looking down at her arm in her lap.
Most of the dried blood had flaked away by now. There was only the thickest layer left, scabbing around the entry point where the blight-horn’s blood had torn into her. Almost her entire forearm below the quarter sleeve of her dress was covered in a speckled bruise, her brown skin dotted with the red and purple of burst blood vessels. Her fingers drifted over the watercolor stain.
Shifting behind her on the bed, Flynn gently guided her to lay down with him, pulling her in close. She hesitated, before silently obeying. His chest pressed against her back, fingers brushing over her waist.
Wrapping her in his arms, his mind raced, the tension coiled within him refusing to fully dissipate. The image of that man's grin, looking at Amaya, haunted his thoughts. He did everything he could to push it aside, focusing instead on her—the steady rhythm of her heartbeat, the soft scent of her perfume, the way every curve of her body fit against his.
She melted against him, bit by bit — like she was trying to fight it off, only to find that it was a losing battle. Cocooned in his warmth, his heavy arms holding her to him, his breath dusting the top of her head like a gentle touch, there was little she could do against it. When she finally drifted off to sleep, she was soft and safe against him, with her fingers loosely threaded through his.
It was enough to quiet the storm inside him, if only for a moment. At least, for now, all that mattered was this.