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Back when dinosaurs ruled the Earth, I got started with writing online on the Spore forums. Man, those were the days. We're talking like 12 years ago 2010-ish!

I've been here on and off for almost as long, and have GM'd a bunch of different things to varying success.

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Jiugui


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When the Monarch departed, Yudaiel was left alone, an entire world to herself. The moon was her jewel, her throne, her prison, her... home? It was mercifully quiet, and she had sanctified peace about her, but not within her.

She brooded over this new yoke of hers, ‘punished’ with the order to remain apart from the Galbar and deny it her molding hand. She had foreseen the need to work her will through more subtle means -- brute force, as she’d brought to bear about Ashevelen -- was neither elegant nor particularly effective, and it was taxing. It also doubtless risked alienating the other gods… individually Yudaiel feared none of them, for her will was potent, but together they could undoubtedly be her ruin.

Perhaps this was for the better. Her vastness was great, grand enough to stretch across the void and touch the Galbar even from her throne on the moon, perhaps; however, her mind’s reach went even further. Through observing and making subtle touches upon the mortals or the other gods, whether through discreetly manipulating them through visions and ideabstractions or by outright imprinting her will upon lesser minds, she could still do what was done. Whatever she pleased!

If Yudaiel possessed a voice, and space a medium to carry it, then her sudden and violent cackling might have shaken the world. She gazed forward and saw the path. The goddess was more than a mere Reverberation upon the tapestry: Yudaiel was the Lady of Far and Near, She Who is Ever at the Shoulder, the Great and All-Seeing Eye.

And let all flinch from her gaze!






SPRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRUT! went the rush of magmatic pressure, and out flew a cannonball dressed in black and white, skin red as currants, mind sloshed as the waves of the sea. To the surprise of exactly no one, this was Jiugui blasting off again, his bulbous form having been ejected from the heat of the underworld and sent flying through the storms and aftermath of the explosion that had devastated Termina and the surrounding lands. This had given his balloon-like body unreasonable lift and, somehow, not sent him away from Termina, but towards it. In fact, he had flown towards the centre of the explosion with insane speed, slurring a scream all the way.

The scream came to an appropriate halt when the orb of wine, robes and flesh crashed into water once more (smacking into some floating mountains first) - only that this was not water, but a vile, tar-filled slush of death; it was a foul concoction of the scummiest make. It was like face-planting into a mire, only that the mire also tried to sap you empty of all your drive and energy. It was the anathema of life, a black abyss that served only to make the certain end as miserable as possible for whatever was unfortunate enough to fall into it.

That was if your name wasn’t Jiugui, that is. As it turns out, the drunk god was already so sloshed, so unfathomably wasted, so lost in the liquor labyrinth, that he didn’t seem to react to the effects of the Tlacan Sea. The god stood up from where he had crashed (relatively unscathed, if compared to, say, a mortal undergoing the same thing) and staggered around in the shallows of the murky death sea for hours and even days, and the only thing the draining force of the murderous mire could do was, possibly, suck some of the alcohol out of him. He was far from immune, of course - the god grew weaker staying in there; however, like a drunk stuck in an icy storm, he didn’t make a fuss out of it. It did cloud his already overcast senses, though, so the drunk as a skunk man also became virtually blind as a bat and slow as a sloth. After his second week in the sea of doom, the drunk decided that he felt a little tired. It was time to find a place to call it a night.

So he looked ahead. Yup, that was the exact horizon he had been staring at for roughly a fortnight. He turned around: There was the opposite horizon, which hadn’t been as studied as the former, but was still pretty familiar. The god wasn’t quite sure at this point - he knew by now not to trust his senses. He stuck a finger in the air to measure the direction of the wind, which he did - a deathridden, stinking breeze blew from the northwest - but that didn’t really tell him anything about whether there was a comfortable barrel to sleep in over there.

So Jiugui plumped his behind down in the malicious silt and got thinking: How would he get out of this one, huh? He raised his cup to the moon above and produced thereforth a pleading poem for the eye in the sky:

From molten caves and lands of frost,
In foreign lands I am now lost.
Tell me, bright moon, can you see
A refuge for my cup and me?


He then took another sip and waited. Far above and across distances vast, the invisible eye turned its gaze. Yudaiel heard him.

She had seen Jiugui before, and how… curious was he! How capricious! His very aspect, every fiber of his being, seemed to be intoxication and impetuousness, with only the brief and occasional oasis of lucidity. In a sense that was revolting, disgusting, abominable; the chronically unpredictable were things that Yudaiel could hardly keep herself from loathing, especially if they were not trifling things but gods that could shape the world! Yet unlike Ashevelen, perhaps this one could be guided and steered.

His will did not seem so strong as that of the Monarch, who she hardly dared to try dominating -- not yet! -- or even Epsilon, who she’d struggled with so recently. She needed practice if she was going to subjugate and break that loathsome fly Iqelis, and it seemed as though this one, this Jiugui (as she’d heard him call himself when observing his past encounter with Zenia) not only needed, but wanted guidance. Hmph! She could give that.

A dart raced through the void, cast out from her pupil, and reached the Galbar in an instant. It was a small thing, hard to detect, and even if the Monarch might have somehow sensed it, he surely could not object to something so small… she wasn’t even touching that world below, much less bending it to her will. She sent only a simple vision to Jiugui, and none other.

The formless dart struck Jiugui with all the weight and sound of a snowflake. It probed for only a moment, then found his mind, pierced it, and thrust him into an ideabstraction.

The silent, dead, and inky sea’s mirrorlike surface was suddenly disturbed. The sandbar and shoals, which had afforded Jiugui the ability to wade even so far from the shore, began to recede as massive currents of water tore them away. Something beneath the water was drinking the deathly sea, and a great whirlpool appeared around its maw. Jiugui became a leaf in the river, mere flotsam. Titanic tentacles erupted from the water all about him and began thrashing wildly, stretching to brush the heavens and seize the stars. One by one, each twinkled light was captured and hurled into the maw of the colossal beast at the center of the whirlpool.

The moon was suddenly not overhead, but hanging above the horizon just before Jiugui. It was resplendent and glorious in its divine light, and that light reached out to grasp at the drunken god’s hand, to pull him away and to safety. Jiugui reached with his left hand, throwing it forward and ahead of his body, but the moon’s rays just barely swept through his fingers. He threw his right arm forward to try again, but missed just barely. Over and over he stroked, thrashing wildly for his life, and each time the moon’s hand -- and the beach upon the horizon! -- seemed ever closer and yet still he could not touch it.


Like a moth to the flame, the drunk hobbled forward through the muck and silt, chasing the brightness of the horizon with a silly giggle on his lips. Before long, and without him noticing much, he had left the shallows of the beach and moved onto solid ground. Here, the toxic sea no longer affected him and his divine aura slowly began to recuperate, returning his untrustworthy senses to him. Eventually, his giggles quieted down and the god was left pondering the oddness of his sight: Did light always reach out to him this way, or was this just another vision, like that pink elephant the other day? He squatted down and ripped loose a wet fart, mumbling ponderously to himself.

"Whasher you…"

The beach was blanketed beneath a cool and thick fog that seemed to suspend itself above the black seawater, for the haughty mist was pure and would not suffer to become one with the Tlacan Sea. But the dampness in the air was not so picky about other things; the cold nipped as Jiugui, and beads of water condensed upon a rocky outcrop further up the shore. In the moon’s light, they glistened like so many tiny diamonds as they rolled down the boulder, dripping into the sand.

What better drink for a parched god?

Not one to turn down a free lunch (or drink, more like), the drunk god staggered over to the rock and gave it a sloppy lick. The stoney texture didn’t sit well with the god, but he had to admit that the taste was quite refreshing. In a salute as graceful as could be, the fat man raised his cup to the moon with quite the momentum, spilling its contents in a shower all throughout the region. “Thzank you, dear moohn. These bruuuurp theshe dropslets shall… Shall foreffez be known az…” He then suddenly squinted and peered at the droplets again. No, they needed a small detail to be perfect. He grasped a droplet with unfathomable dexterity and twisted it clockwise. Within the second, the alcohol percentage within the fluid had jumped to ninety percent - that was not “by ninety percent”, but “to ninety percent” - and the god had another lick. Forget texture, forget refreshment - with something like this in your mouth, you wouldn’t remember much of either soon enough. The god felt satisfied and toasted the moon once more, saying, “I shall calliz ‘moonshine’ in your z’honourr.”

Meanwhile, all throughout the peninsula, the alcohol Jiugui had previously spilled into the air like a nuclear fountain rained down in torrents. Most of it hit the deserts in the centre, where the alcohol evaporated and momentarily caused a cooling effect so wild and powerful that it sucked in great amounts of moist air from the coastal areas. For a few hours, the region so devastated by the battle of gods and Codex’s might, was drenched in a typhoon and a hurricane’s worth of water, and the endless dead wastes could finally drink again. Many of these wastes could not hold the water for long, of course, and much of it ran off into rivers heading for the shore. However, all the land had needed was a mere sip, and soon enough, life that had lived there before began crawling out of its hideyholes. There were lions, deer, antelopes, bison, camels, jackals, cheetahs, goats, buzzards, eagles and, of course, lots of small animals for these to harass and feast upon. Shrubs and grasses populated the inner badlands and savannah while the coasts drank deep in the mists of the Tlacan Sea and filled with thick mixed broadleaf forests. The highlands that could keep water sported flora that thrived in the rich soil and filled with all kinds of birds and cloven-hoofed ruminants. All throughout the more fertile regions, fruit trees like dates, mangoes, apples, pears, lemons, olives and many more sprouted; nut and seed plants like pistachio and walnut trees, sesame and flax; grains like einkorn, emmer, barley and spelt - everything came to magnificent fruition.




All of this passed without Jiugui noticing any of it. He staggered in place and grinned stupidly at the moon as though it was a lady actually paying attention to him. “Whashu thzink? Like the pun?”

The moon had no words of course, but it gleamed brightly for a moment, and in Jiugui’s blurred vision, seemed to blink. Or was that a wink?! The moonshine in his chalice was alight too with a lunar glow, imbued as it was with Yudaiel’s touch. And when Jiugui proclaimed his cheers and drank deep, the spirit within his chalice tasted of more than just fiery potency… the vapors wafting up from it were laden with the scents of smoke and brimstone and salt and blossoming flowers, of rich earth and decaying leaves and also rotting meat. The smell that reached his nose found its way to his tongue too, and there came a chromatic myriad of tastes, too: mulled wine and acrid bile, the metallic tang of blood but also the sweetness of pure water as it reached a parched throat. Every taste and smell that Jiugui had ever experienced, could ever experience, and never would experience were all there, muddled together.

It took what felt like a long time to live through all of those sensations, to reach into the whole mix but then take the time to discern and contemplate and feel each one, individually, and grasp its quintessence. By the time Jiugui understood the whole of it, the moon had sunk below the horizon and a more luminous and golden jewel had taken its place overhead. Still, the moon could see him, and he could see it too, through stone and time and space. He looked through the Galbar and met the moon’s gaze upon the other side, and then he finally brought the elixir to his lips.

He drained it all at once, but not easily. He did not gag or recoil from the flavor, but there was just so much of it, it felt as though he was drinking a lake, maybe a whole sea. A thousand gulps were not enough to empty that one chalice, but the first drop shattered his perceptions of reality! The stones, the sandy beaches, the nascent and verdant plants that had sprung forth from his influence, the wisps of dense fog -- all of them breathing and shuddering -- were aligned to one heartbeat. Though he was not out of breath, Jiugui began panting that he too could fall into the rhythm of the world. Ah, that was natural and right. He began walking across the lands that would be named Nalusa, his body in one world even as his mind was stretched taut as it was pulled into a hundred others, with nary an ounce of its being left in that plane where his corporeal form had remained.

The scent was ever in his nostrils throughout the whole journey. Languidly, Jiugui’s eye drifted back to the chalice in his first hand. Chuckling slightly, he tossed the cup to his second hand. With great dexterity and none of his usual clumsiness, he caught it without a single precious drop of the moon’s milk having been spilled or lost in that instant the chalice had been in flight. He tossed the cup again, and began juggling it between his third, fourth, and fifth hands. That soon seemed trite; why entertain with such simple tricks when he could see and perceive physics and all of Reality? All secrets and desires were there before him, so he turned back to them. His whole body tingled and was hypersensitive, he perceived every grain of sand in the wind that brushed his cheek, made out the color of every tiny ray of light that came to his eye. There was an itch upon him, though -- a thirst! He looked back to the chalice and laughed, for in all his joy, it seemed he had forgotten to even savor his drink; it was full to the brim, not a drop having been tasted! He started slowly, with just a small sip.

He shivered, and felt everything so much more vividly: the warmth of the sun, the cool kiss of the gentle eddies of wind, even the rumbling and churning of his gut were all there, and he perceived each one separately and so much more distinctly than before. There was an ominous headache, too. A throbbing, searing pain erupted from his head for just a moment -- it was as though a shivering hot knife had been thrust through his skull -- and then it vanished, but his sight was altered. Everything, even space itself, seemed oddly distorted, but in a way that felt true and right. He Saw now, with his third eye, the soul of the world and the hidden nature of all things. The many truths of existence and Reality likewise presented themselves to him now in a frank manner that ideas and ideals were seldom wont to do!

A mycelium network grew out of his soles, or perhaps it was his soles that connected to a network that had always been there? As he already was one with the planet, with space and with time, he could naturally feel its every impulse like a hair standing alone in the wind. The network spoke to him in flavours and textures, and its voice was sound that became colour in patterns like fractals. The scents whispered to his nostrils, and as Jiugui crossed seven continents and fifteen seas, he arrived before that most beautiful, serene being: The mycelium of reality had led him here, to its heart and core - a mushroom rose valiantly to greet the god, and Jiugui greeted it back.

“Lo,” he said, “a cap as fine as yours is sure to outshine my nightblack bandana.” A bow met by the mushroom’s bow.

“Nay,” replied the mushroom in a billion voices and radiated forth a fractal spectacle of light and colour that threatened to draw the wine god’s tears. “What myconous maniac could even begin to measure up to you, O Gway of Joe?”

As Jiugui looked closer at the mushroom, which now had descended to one knee, music began to play, and the melody of existence carried the pair through a forest of bright lights and cicada songs. Jiugui sipped another lakeful of wine from his cup, but found as he drank that his mouth did not fill at all; then it filled way too much and an ocean flushed the pair away from the forest, but his friend the mushroom only laughed heartily as he was swept along with the tide.

“What a show, my friend!” the mushroom clapped. A great beam of moonlight came down to illuminate the pair and they were in the middle of the ocean, aboard a giant flask of… Mushrooms? The mushroom, or possibly several, each took a cup of their own and passed around a flagon of what Jiugui could only presume was more of that moonshine stuff. When the flagon reached him, the wine demon, ever the gracious, gregarious guest, poured the contents straight into his mouth. The flavour was odd -- something fiercely earthy -- but oh well. By now the other mushrooms danced around the central one - they had taken on many different shapes and colours now, so it was at least somewhat easier to differentiate them. They sang and danced as much as their limbless bodies allowed them to and proclaimed the central mushroom the Fungal Pharaoh, the Mushroom Maharaja.

Jiugui couldn’t help but grin and giggle, and it didn’t take long for him to join in on the jig, skipping around in a circle along with the mushroom minions and lauding his host, the Spongey Saoshyant. The Myconous Monarch clapped at the performance with its eighteen arms and blinked a singular eye.

“What a show, my friend!” it repeated. Jiugui, suddenly so certain that he had caught his companion off guard, pointed a finger so hard in its direction that the seas all blew away and left them in an empty desert.

“You have already said that, dear friend.”

The Portobello Prince shrugged innocently, its ten pectoral muscles flexing without a hint of guilt or shame. “Why, I thought you liked repetitive humour?” claimed the mushroom, and for some reason, this claim - nay, accusation - infuriated Jiugui. The sound of those words tasted too sour! Even now, the sight of that mushroom smelled foul! So Jiugui stood up and smashed his cup to the ground, pointing a raging finger at the mushroom; however, when he finally spoke, his voice was soft as cotton dow.

“You should know what I find amusing. If you cannot even do that, then how can you call yourself a fun… person?”

The mushroom shrugged again and pointed up. There, the moon was back, and it shone its fractal lights down at Jiugui again, an oppressively vibrant kaleidoscope of azure rays that may as well have been a lance of fire. Jiugui succumbed - it was too strong; his soul, his form - neither could bear it any longer. The god collapsed under the glare of the sky, heaving while foam and spittle left his mouth as he writhed upon the rough and ever-shifting ground of the sand dune beneath him. This soon reached a crescendo when he felt himself near death, dead, and alive all at once. He screamed from the top of his lungs like a speared boar, and the echoes of his bellowing rocked him harder than any of the ocean’s waves. Around him, darkness clouded his surroundings, and the fractals disappeared a little by little.

A voice like the growl of tectonic plates, like the clash of thunderclouds, erupted from between his legs, entering his body through the million ears of the mycelium network touching his body now that it laid against the ground. “But I am not a person,” the earthquake proclaimed, “I am a mushroom…”

”...I̡̢̯̥̞̼̣̤̤͔̻͙̹̦̊̿̊̑̀͋͋̀͌̃̽̓͋͌͟͝ A̢̨̙̳̲̟͚̺̻̻̻̙̤̺̬̔̽͒͋̒̃̿̇̆̌̂̋́̚͡M̲̫̈͠ A͙̰͙͑̈́͌ G̢̢̗̹̮̟͇̻͚̥̹̯̐̅͒͂͊͊̃̃̄͗̿͌̔̕͢͟O̦̱̦̯̝̯̠͌̊̾́̀̚͘D̨͉̲͙̙̖̬̞̮̪̘̭͉̙̈͐̃̊̅̔̿́̄̂̂̑̚͝!̢̡̹̗̫͕̻̖͖̄̃̍̔̓́͌̔̑͘̚͢͟”


And then the mushroom burst into a million-million spores that took the wind and spread across all corners of the Galbar, that fell in great clouds and greatly outnumbered even the raindrops. Everything faded to black.

In the pitch-black crepuscule, he could finally see just what had impaled him. He beheld the ghostly javelin for just a moment as it glowed in the gloom. He also saw the bloodless wound where it had pierced his gut and thrust all the way through him, down into the sand, into the roots of some queer tree that grew here on the dune. Still, the lance twisted in him as it seemed to sink deeper into the sand. But then the barbed tips of this javelin-that-was-a-harpoon suddenly wrenched at his very being as it was torn out and free, eviscerating his soul.

The smothering darkness was suddenly ruptured by a single pinpoint of brilliance, a purifying spark. The luminous dot -- which was quite like a distant star in its twinkling, and yet different for the pyretic and all too real warmth that it exuded in contrast to that cool and otherwordly glow of stars -- seemed only to grow in its ardent intensity. What had been a mere speck had in moments grown like an unquenchable flame, consuming almost all of the endless and infinite dark void. And it flickered, faster and faster, sending waves that rippled through space, that churned and tossed about his consciousness like driftwood in the sea. The pulses of blinding radiance and scorching heat came faster than he could even process or perceive, such that the void seemed both entirely black and entirely white, frigid and infernal, at the same time. His mind and body, unable to cope or comprehend, were overpowered by nausea, dizziness, and disorientation, but he didn’t stagger or vomit; disembodied spirits just floated and flew, after all.

In that place, Jiugui lost himself. The god was so swept up and consumed by the light and warmth and chaos that flooded his senses that he forgot who he was, what he had been, what had happened, and all the other things that he knew; like a nascent child, he could only feel and experience.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~


Jiugui was spirited somewhere even farther away, disentangled completely from life and limb and flesh, and incomprehensibly far from mortality. He found himself as a self, once more, though perhaps he was not the right self, his real self. Perhaps he was somebody entirely new now. He mulled over that, ruminating the concept of what such a distinction would imply, and thinking also over what the abstract idea of a ‘person’ even meant.

Those thoughts still in mind, he became oriented once more and perceived himself to be floating in the air of the Galbar’s atmosphere, drifting towards the watchful moon. He beheld his own statuesque body below, his closed eyes like candles as they lit his whole face in somber light. But in just a moment those candles had burnt out, his motionless and anemic corpse reeking of alcohol even as it decayed and fermented like a ripened fruit left on the ground. He left that husk behind and found that he was above the clouds now, but he could See better than any eagle! He saw each and every little blade of grass that sprung up to grow between his toes and upon his feet. Why, atop that lonely dune under the tree, he was a splotch of green, an oasis of color in that dreadfully dry desert! Being a ghost could be ever so parching, yet his chalice was gone.

He was higher up now, and a great wind caught him up and dragged him along, spiriting him far away from that desert and that dead sea and his abandoned body. It was night now! The stars above were so beautiful, but also so alien from where he flew. They looked like milky streaks of paint, twisting aurorae that coiled and overlapped and ate on another, bands of every color that existed and even a few that didn’t. One band noticed him and slithered closer; Jiugui saluted it by raising the chalice that had never left his hand.



The Rainbow Serpent echoed back his cheers. Ah, this was a great drinking partner! It even offered Jiugui a poem:

What is a dream, I ask thee?
Mere color, the product of fatigue, a reverie,
some would say. When another world we See
while resting beneath a shaded tree!


Freed now from the poison of his aspect that had perpetually clouded his senses in life, Jiugui’s brilliant mind could soar. Suddenly struck by a whimsy to be philosophical, the wisest of all the gods chuckled slightly, offering the variegated dragon a sip from his cup, just a splash of the Wine of Truth. The Rainbow Serpent eagerly accepted for it long had been curious about such power. Its pupils dilated as it suddenly found itself able to See. But fear crept into the serpent’s visage; it could not stomach the wildness and chaos of the real world, could not digest what it Saw. Madness began creeping into those gigantic pupils of the dragon, and soon it might have lost itself forevermore, and the stars and heavens would have grown that much duller without its presence. Fortunately, Jiugui was there.

“Let me guide you through the desert,” the wine demon smiled. And then he offered his listener an answer:

In sleep one sees reflections in a mirror,
the surface of a still pond with water clear.
Awake or asleep, things are just as they seem.
In death we find truth; all of life is a dream!


The Rainbow Serpent accepted this gospel and nodded gratefully to the sage for the wisdom that he had imparted. “Aeons ago, I dreamt and breathed, and the Cosmos was formed. Still, from you I have learned. Allow me to repay this kindness,” the Celestial whispered, whole galaxies like mere specks upon his cosmic visage, “and usher you to the realm Beyond.”

“It would be my pleasure,” Jiugui soberly and politely answered. The god gracefully climbed atop the dragon and took his place behind its head, and he rode the majestic serpent as it raced through the heavens, through worlds, and even through time. Borne on its back, Jiugui circled a weeping moon, a troubled sun, and then found himself conveyed through the black-velvet expanse beyond. Erelong they came across the curious spectacle of a great cyclopean being that toiled away to chisel and sculpt a whole world from a stone that He had conjured, and Jiugui curiously watched, but they were harried and chased by some snarling, four-eyed beast that ensured their racing through the stars did not come to a slow.

They were going the wrong way, weren’t they? The dragon did at least seem to be slowing down, and Jiugui realized that it was gradually turning about. Of course, flying was hard when the drag of so many stars held back your dragon and threatened to dismount you! Jiugui could only hold on tighter as they raced past a strangely distorted image of a world that bore an uncanny likeness and shared the name (Jiugui just instinctively knew!) of Galbar, though this was a queer and broken world, only a Shard that floated in a great sea of nothingness, like a bloody wound in the breast of Creation itself.

Moments passed, as did that world. There was another Galbar now, one that likewise floated in a great sea, but of blood rather than nothingness. The blood roiled, for it was alive, and like fireflies there hovered a swarm of divine beings all about the periphery of the blood. All looked through the arteries and veins, towards the beating heart that was Galbar. So focused were they upon it that none noticed Jiugui and the Rainbow Dragon as they slithered past.

Another Galbar appeared, though this one was shielded from view by a great spherical wall. Still, as a higher dimensional being, the Rainbow Serpent slithered right through that Barrier; it was as ineffective an obstacle to him as were lines drawn on the ground to anything with the legs to hop over them. Within that sphere were dozens of more spheres though -- it was an entire world, orderly and precise in its mechanisms, assembled from concentric spheres. As they passed through, violin music could be heard harmonising with the strings of a harp. Looking outward towards the source of the music, the pair witnessed an indescribable paradise crested with a tall disorienting palace. Atop the roof of the strange building stood a gentleman holding a silver violin, and as Jiugui and the Rainbow Dragon passed by, the strange man flashed them a Cheshire grin and a knowing wink. The Rainbow Serpent paid the enigmatic man little heed as it breached back through the outermost sphere, the Barrier, just as easily as it’d entered on the other end.

Their journey went on. They saw another Galbar, floating out in the vast sea of a whole universe, though in this universe it seemed that the stone and stars and matter itself were all alive, animated not by souls persay but rather some flickers of will. They came across another Galbar, one defined by a great tree more than anything else; that tree was half red with branches set aflame by some terrible dragon, and half black with branches burnt and dead. Yet somehow the tree was also alive -- between the blackened half and the burning half erupted a third half, one that sprouted still and was verdant with emerald leaves. The proportions defied reason, but perhaps reason was not so constant a thing after all.

Sanity returned as they left, and came to pass another Galbar. And then there was what looked like it could be another, and then another… finally, they’d turned around! Faster than light or the mind or anything else, they raced back through space and dimensions and the wine demon found himself deposited at the gates of the afterlife of his Galbar.

“The stars have foretold that we shall meet again,” the snake promised, before slithering away into the sky.

Jiugui bid his friend farewell and turned his head away from the sky to observe his surroundings. The Elysian Plains sprawled out before him. Everything here was green and flowering, except for that which was instead gilded. Things were peaceful and joyous here. Nature blended seamlessly together with the decadence of civilization: here was a serene but untamed forest, and right there was a nicely pruned and expertly cultivated apple tree, and then right on the other side of that was a warm and spacious dam that some bjorks called home.

“The Singing Maker!” one called out, and half a clan suddenly surrounded Jiugui. They cheered, then praised and worshiped him. One young kit held back a tear in his eye though, even as he rested in paradise.

“Singing Master, where is my pa?” the youth asked. “His name was Bish.”

A larger one stepped forth, the kit’s mother. “Bishadnik,” she elaborated, tears threatening to well up in her eyes too. “He was a tall and mighty bjork, my husband. A good bjork. The God of Souls told us that the good end up here, so where is he? Surely he deserves to be with us now?”

Jiugui chuckled at the attention and smiled warmly from ear to ear. He clapped the kit on the shoulder and said softly, “Your father, your husband, the one you call Bishadnik…” A hand combed through his beard, which had grown white with sagely wisdom obtainable only through death. “Your husband, your father, he lives still, yes. I have seen him, heard him, felt him - even now, his vow to avenge your deaths rings as clear in my head as your voices.” He nodded slowly and chuckled again. “A tragic event, yet one that so humorously demonstrates the truth of the universe: The beauty in the world is inadequate; the good is always accompanied by the evil - the bright and the dark are so closely related. In a flash, great happiness turns into deep sorrow, and people and things are no more as they were before. After all, it will be a dream in the end, and all realms, such as this one, are empty. One may think there is no use in living on as your husband has. Why act if you will eventually awaken from the dream?”

As morale among the bjorks faltered, the sober god chuckled again and sat down in the centre of the circle. “But then again, if life is a dream, why have it be a nightmare? Your father, your husband Bishadnik, and everyone else who have yet to awaken as we have the choice to make the most out of the dream, and as I see and hear and feel them do so, I realise that fate itself becomes an oxymoron.”

The little kit sniffed somberly. “I miss my pa…” But his mother and the rest of the tribe seemed at least somewhat happy again. “So he’s alive then… But if he chases after our killers, he will surely die, will he not?” asked the mother.

Jiugui nodded. “Oh, most assuredly, but change, no matter how dire, is a necessary part of all life. Bishadnik will awaken from the dream and come here to walk the path of his second life, just as you do now. Then with time, surely will he awaken from this dream, too, and move into the next realm, and the despair following his death will repeat itself - but so will the joys of his life and the joys of your lives.” He folded his hands in his lap and had the bjorks gather before him in a cone. “Do not let yourselves be ensnared by the chains of anxiety and fear change - life is all about changes. To avoid them is to welcome sorrow and dismay. Let reality be reality, and let things flow naturally from one movement to the next. Life, reality, is nothing but a network, and once you see how the tiniest vibration in one end ripples across to the other, you will begin to understand that all things change, and all change is caused by another change. Your father, your husband Bishadnik has chosen to become reality - Bishadnik has become the change, and all the world will change at his whim.”

The bjorks blinked as one and exchanged small nods. The little kit raised a paw again and Jiugui nodded at him smilingly. “But when will I see him again?” asked the little one. Jiugui let out a gentle sigh and looked up into the cyan void-like sky of the Elysian Fields.

”The loss of loved ones, naught can match;
The feelings which to us attach
A beating heart for someone else.
Emotions test the shackling belts
Of reason in one’s mind and soul,
But this is not a detriment!
No, my friends, nor decadent!
In fact, it shows good temperament
To have love as one’s goal.”


Again, the meaning seemed to pass over many heads, but before anyone could ask him to elaborate, Jiugui looked to the horizon. There, his good friends the Rainbow Serpent (who were both many and yet was also just one) awaited him, and the sober god combed his white beard with his hand again. “Alas, it may seem that my time has come. I must return now so that I can share with the world its truths and reality, and help all see how to best live their lives.” He stood up again and walked with his hands collected neatly behind his back. The gentle breeze of Elysium sent the straps of his bandana dancing to the rhythm of the bowing grain around the bjork dam. He did not turn back to the bjorks, but the afterlife opened many eyes within Jiugui, and now he had arrived at the truth of the universe, of creation itself. The key to everything rested within him, and now he would return to the land of the living once again to share it with everyone else. He approached the Serpent and smiled.

“Dear friend, what say you? Shall we return to the other side?”

The constellations slithered down from above while the awestruck souls of the dead could only look on in wonder and confusion; no doubt each one saw something different. As for Jiugui, what he saw was just a great stream of color, like a river of hazy paint, though something was wrong! There were only a few score different pigments; the Rainbow Dragon of before had been emblazoned with more hues than one could count, could see, or could even imagine!

“Hurry…” the river of paint whispered as it rushed between the stars and down the sky; the wispy clouds above were the white foam of its rapids. Jiugui crouched down, like a bullfrog. Suddenly the world flashed and pulsated, and he saw great squares, as though everything were just a series of shifted planes, turning pages in a grand book. The world still breathed -- but slowly! -- and all the vivid motion that had animated all things was beginning to cease. His hypersensitivity likewise was now just an afterglow of what he had first felt; he sensed soon his mind would diminish, and the mysteries of the world would be closed to him once more.

So without waiting another beat, the crouched bullfrog that was Jiugui leaped up into the sky, landing within the turbulence of the Rainbow River. Lethargically, it ferried him away, but winds grasped at him and tries to wrest him free of the stream, tried to yank him out of that river through the heavens and to its banks, the shores of nothingness, that he would fall back down and be swept forevermore into the realm of the dead. But Jiugui loved life too much, so he struggled against the flaying winds, and he swam downstream, ever keeping near the center of the stream! He swam more desperately than he would have if there was some kraken behind him drinking the sea. What a whimsical thought!

The dream of his journey and his life was ending. He grew wearier with every stroke that he swam, and with each blink his eyes remained closer for longer than they ought to. The fatigue was setting in, calling on him to succumb to sleep, to move on into the next dream… but then he remembered his thirst, his parched throat. Even if he had been willing to drink paint, this river of dyes was not something tangible enough to consume, so his thirst remained, biting at him. Delirious from exhaustion and thirst, he mumbled to the Rainbow Serpent, “Will you guide me through the desert?”

There was no answer save for the soft murmuring of the river, and the fading music of the dreamtime. Jiugui sighed, and finally let go.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~


But then, at the last moment, a single drop of water fell upon his tongue; that lone droplet coaxed his pruned body back to life. It was the purest and sweetest thing that he had ever tasted.

Jiugui found himself somewhere else, in the shade of an odd tree. He was laying upon a patch of grass that had sprouted up to crown some lonely sand dune, and he felt so terribly stiff. Another drop of water fell, this time upon his forehead. He looked up and beheld the sunset; it was dusk now. Another drop rolled off the leaves of that tree above him, and the dew of the cool desert night fell once more upon his chapped lips. But Jiugui, dangerously dehydrated as he was, needed more than a few drops! He had a craving for the good stuff, but he was so lightheaded that he couldn’t even bear to look for his chalice… instead, he cupped his hands together and let the dewdrops rolling off a leaf fill them, and then he brought them up to his mouth and drank deeply.

“Uh-uhm… Are you awake, Magnificent Sleeper?”

Jiugui stopped mid-glug and peered through the gaps between his fingers. There, a large group of small, pale-furred rodents stood in a circle around him. They were marmots, but like the bjorks, they also spoke and looked to be sapient overall. Jiugui squinted at the all-too-familiar sight. His cupped hands filled once more, not from dew but from his own power, and he had a much stronger drink. And then he took another one, and another! The creatures assembled before him didn’t disappear with the alcohol, unfortunately.

“Let me guesh,” he mumbled at last, wiping the leftover death foam from his lips even as the rest of the moonshine that had been in his hands rolled down his chin. “You’re the maramoda or somethin’?”

The creatures, now christened the maramoda, gasped as one. Jiugui’s mouth formed a flat line and the drinking god groaned. Would this happen every time he'd wake up from a bender?

He needed a hangover cure, so he fumbled about until he found his chalice where it had been set down by his side. It still was filled to the brim with some odd glowing concoction that most certainly did not seem like what he needed right then. Strange smells wafted up from the elixir, so Jiugui poured it out and allowed the tree’s roots to drink their fill. He refilled his chalice with a sweet red wine -- that syrupy stuff was always good for hangovers -- and then he drank.

@Goldeagle1221 for Apostate


The Path of Tonauac





These stones were engraved by I, the Tlatotoque Teotl, who is also called the Smoking Mirror. You will have heard of my infamy, I am sure, even if I have fallen; eternal victory -- though within my grasp -- no longer seems so certain.

Few remain that have heard and remember all of the ancient tales, and fewer still who have Seen the beginning of time. I shall record all, in defiance of my supposed lord, so that even if I cannot seize immortality then I might still best him by enduring through legend.

Morality and the sentiment of others do not concern me, so I shall write plainly and tell only the truth, as all things began and happened and ended. My glory is already evident; still, this is a dark tale. I am no hero, and know further that I think little of those ‘heroes’ whose tales I recount for context; they were fools and in the end they did not endure.

. . . . .


The legends begin long ago, harkening back to a time before the gods. A hundred myths exist to explain the coming of the first Tlatotoque, but I have looked into the stone lenses and seen the truth of it: when the Shards were ripped from the Great One’s breast and cast out across the sky, their flights were sporadic. A few collided, and when they merged the lesser Shard’s divinity was oft subsumed by that of the greater, and two became one. But there was one small Shard of divinity that instead was deflected off another and only partly drained, cracked but not broken.

This sliver of godly might was left to fall down upon Galbar. As an egg too weak to hatch, it was inert, little more than a stone. In time it came to rest deep below the ground, in the warm bowels of the Galbar, and when Yoliyachicoztl eventually stirred the magma to life, this Shard found its way into the heart of one nascent Achtotlaca who would rise from the life-bearing magma pools alongside the other progenitors of my kind, and this most auspicious of ancestors was named Tlanextic.

But ‘Great’ Tlanextic, for all his might and beauty and claims of divinity, was not the first who had been birthed from the liquid flame -- he was the last to be born of magma and stone, or at least the last born in such a manner to rise up from the infernal depths. Perhaps he meditated within the warmth for a long time and there came to See, but that is neither he nor there. Know only that for a time, the Achtotlaca survived -- nay, thrived -- even without his ordination.

In the deep-caverns and lava tubes many Achtotlaca already skittered back and forth in the earliest of days. They were in the dark and without purpose, until one called Tonauac gathered the rest together and assumed leadership. Under his guidance, they explored and mapped the black subterranean depths; they found that tribes of others just like themselves had similarly arisen in connected magma chambers, that there were seven such great chambers and lineages within the subterranean realm that would come to be called Chicomoztoc, and that the tetlacuicitli could be hunted or even domesticated for sustenance, and that the comohuacen and other plants could similarly be cultivated for nourishment.

Still, they were not without worries in those times. There came a time when the whole of the Galbar seemed to tremble: the black and tellurian bowels of the world churned, and from the infernal sea deeper still came disturbances. The increased volcanism saw parts of the depths flooded by fire. The tunnels collapsed in many other places, and in this mayhem and din, a once-dormant calamity was stirred.

Nameless this horror was, and faceless too. It devoured effulgence, and about it the shadows came to life. It was darkness and flame wrapped together into some aberrant and abominable corporeal form, anathema to all life, a being of black fire that emanated no warmth and no light, only clouds of black smoke that choked out away life and light.

This was an evil that had been called into existence long ago, alongside the rest of its kindred, to scourge and hate and mutilate all that it saw, and so it did. Mighty are we Tletzintli, but powerless were we before its wrath. When it struck it left none in its path alive, delighting in the cruelty and indiscriminate slaughter. The horror’s onslaught could not be contained by any number of brave warriors; all were eviscerated by its countless claws or ripped asunder by its horrific maw, and their screams and wails echoed all through the caverns. And those that tried to hide met with no luck either, for they say it could smell life itself. Corridor by corridor, chamber by chamber, it brought forth darkness and extinguished all that it could find.

Tonauac did not lead the fighters into battle with the beast, as would be expected a warchief or Tlatotoque. Do not doubt that he was wise indeed, for he was instead the first to flee, to lead his followers as far away from the horror as they could go. Few tales even deign to mention Tupoc, the hero whose brave last stand against the beast bought the Tletzintli a whole hour and doubtless saved hundreds. Alas, that great hero died a horrible death and no doubt spent his last moments despairing at his people’s apparent doom: for in that time the tunnels were not so vast and far-reaching as today, and the last of the Tletzintli there reached the end of their world. They came to be trapped deep within the Galbar’s entrails. With the darkness behind them and only a pool of the world’s molten blood ahead, they could only cast their eyes down into the inferno, or else turn back and face the oncoming apocalypse with as much bravery as they could muster.


Perhaps they had contemplated trying to dive into the depths, to swim and swim and hope to find an opening somewhere where they might emerge again. In all likelihood they would have succumbed to the heat; their husks would have sank and been melted and made one with the Galbar once more.

But instead, their deliverance came as Tlanextic erupted forth from the depths. He was like no other Achtotlaca that they had seen, or that has ever been seen since: amorphous and ever-changing was his form, like coruscating flames, and he had no legs upon which to walk, for his body was borne forth by a rising tide of magma. He was aural too, with a golden radiance that was unimaginably bright, more blinding than anything any Achtotlaca had ever seen, until the first of them would later feel the cold air above the Galbar and behold the Great One’s sun. And this hideous and beautiful and awesome and terrible being -- Tlanextic -- was alight with smokeless fire.

Tonauac and all the others immediately worshiped him as a god, begging and pleading their great savior to smite the darkness that hunted them -- I did not understand how this could have been, not for a long time, but a mere hint of divinity is all one needs to cow mortals… I am sure that it also did not hurt that they were so desperate and afraid. “Save us and we will marvel at your brilliance, baske in your warmth, and obey your commands until the end of days,” the tales would have you believe Tonauac intoned. And they say that Tlanextic retorted only, “Swear it.”

Bowing their heads, all did, and so he clambered further from the pool from whence he had been spawned, advancing towards the darkened tunnel where the horror approached. Before his light, that abomination was made to feel trepidation. Before his commanding voice, that which decreed the aberration submit, the demon was made to feel pain. A dozen hands and arms erupted from Tlanextic, and he surged forward, riding a tide of magma. The darkness fled before him and he seized the writhing horror, and even blinded the thing clawed and gnashed and gouged at its adversary, but Tlanextic’s searing form could suffer no injury.

Tlanextic threw his nemesis down into the scoria, and banished him to the most forsaken of magmatic depths -- but he could not truly kill that monstrosity. I shall not begrudge him that, for neither could I.

The Monarch of All


&






Yudaiel did not gradually awaken from her dreaming. In one moment she drifted here and there, witnessing and experiencing visions as they came, but in the very next moment she suddenly seized control once more. Something was not right, she sensed; and it demanded her attention immediately. The Great and All-Seeing Eye focused once again, no longer staring lazily into nothing, only to find the entirety of its field of vision obscured by one great, gaping wound. Him. His wound.

Before her was the Monarch of All, looming on the precipice of the boundary of the densest part of her vastness -- the ball of her eye -- and casting His shadow squarely down upon her pupil. At least she hadn’t kept Him waiting for more than a moment!

Yudaiel’s reception was neither icy nor warm; she knew that He would come, and of course knew His purpose, and even had an idea of His intentions. So without blinking or betraying any surprise, the Lady of Far and Near met his gaze and allowed him to speak first.

”Yudaiel, ever the source of trouble within this realm of mine.”

The Monarch of All’s voice rang through the entirety of Yudaiel’s perception, the voice had booked with a ferocity and a disdain that made itself evident the more the voice reverberated. There was a scorn as the Monarch of All did nothing but stare upon the eye of Yudaiel, a barren face casting anger upon the goddess. One of His hands bared four dagger-like claws capable of shredding space itself, a weapon capable enough to slay gods without thought or issue, even with their divinity. His voice came about reality once more, a voice wrought with a seeming hate manifested in her very being.

”Tell me, Prescient, do you know what you have done by utterly destroying that little goddess of luck?”

Her ideabstractions answered Him with a clarity and eloquence that primitive words could not:


From oblivion there erupted an icy expanse, a primordial glacier with no edge. This was land dead and quiet save for the lamentations of the wind, and for a single lonely fruit that had fallen from the sun. Where the fruit rested upon the ice, the howling winds were tamed by its citrusy fragrance and burning heat.
.


Warmth and life sprung forth from the glowing rind of that aural fruit, and about it lifeless ice was made water. But then, a fattened insect descended from the sky; it too had perhaps come from the sun above, but its nature -- maybe even intention -- was not so noble or so good. It fell right upon the lemon with haste, and then it dug its maw into the rind and began burrowing into the fruit, devouring the crop’s succulent flesh and drinking its juices. The advancing pool of water began to recede and freeze once more as the sacred fruit’s radiance diminished, and when the insect had finally finished its gorging, there was nothing left besides the glacier, and then even the wretched bug shivered and began to succumb to an icy death, for there was now nothing to offer it warmth.

Lightning descended from the moon high up in the roof of the world and smote the bug down before it had the chance to die a natural death, and only then was a new fruit able to climb down from the heavens to bring life and warmth. Other insects tried to come, but they were burnt by the moon’s radiance before they could ruin that which had been prescribed; those insects were anathema to the fruit, immiscible as oil and water, more paradoxical and opposing than fire and cold, than even night and day.

Freed from corrupting influences, in time the glacier was conquered. The sublime fruit melted and warmed all, and life sprung out from a thawed land that had been buried below the ice. The husks of the countless smitten bugs were either left forgotten or found and devoured by those fish that dwelled now in the water, those birds in the air, or those scavenging mice on the land.


The Monarch of All scoffed, turning His head away from the goddess before forcing Himself to gaze down upon Yudaiel once more. The gaze was stern, unrelenting from the oppressive nature that the Ruler of the Gods emanated. The claws flexed ever eagerly, tracing His skin gingerly as He allowed her ideabrstractions settle within His mind as He pondered over the images and visions. It was soon done though as the Monarch of All’s voice rippled through the nearby space once more, his tone wrought with disgust and anger.

”You had gone too far in your total destruction of Asheleven, for you had done one of the only things that I cannot overlook. The others have yet to come beckoning for my judgement upon your murder, but know that you should be groveling at my feet to not be destroyed by my hand, Yudaiel.”

The Monarch’s lofty disdain was palpable, a fog of gilded clouds so dense that it obscured all of the whimsical ideabstracted landscape for a moment before Yudaiel could shape it. The white became wool, and the gold horns; where there had been mist there was now a vast herd of bleating sheep that surrounded the ever-present lemon.

A moon and a sun both hung juxtaposed over the sky. The moon cared little for the sheep’s din and cast its eye somewhere else, and yet the sun began drooping in the heavens, stooping down to listen to their insipid cries…

A fiery flash obliterated that entire world, though not so quick that the immolated sheep couldn’t let loose a few tormented wails of agony. A barrage of sights manifested within the resulting void: there were landscapes and lifestorms twisted and misshapen, hideous and neglected, altogether unworthy, but last came a magnificent jewel grander than any other -- that once-immaculate moon -- which rivalled even the sun.


And there it was Yudaiel’s own pride that grew so potent, so substantial, that it seemed to speak. ‘Look upon the splendor of my work, the precision of my hand,’ it whispered, ‘and pay no heed to the bleating of jealous others. You need not even hear any of their cries against me, much less listen. You owe them nothing. You already guard them from what lies… beyond.

Ah, but perhaps she had gone too far, said too much! In planting such thoughts into one’s mind as they were overwhelmed by an ideabstraction, it was a subtle touch that was needed, and there in the end she had slipped. He would know now that she had seen much, perhaps too much.

The Monarch latched onto those final words and the ideabstraction ceded control before His will; He cast His glare into the heart of the Prescient, and reluctantly, she bared the memory of what she had just Seen in her dreams, of the wooden god, the four-eyed demon, the terrible eye that lurked between the stars, and also of her hatred towards Iqelis and unyielding desire to see him not mercifully shattered, but tortuously bent and broken and twisted to her will. All of that lucid dream’s contents she surrendered then and there, and He saw it in details more vivid than life itself.

The claws seemed to retract as the Monarch of All watched the memories, His eyes unmoving from her core as the visions leapt from one to the other before they ended swiftly enough. A sigh emanated from Him as His hands dropped to His side, looking past Yudaiel and upon her damaged moon, seeing how she, much like Him with the Divine Palace, desired a place to watch Galbar and the space beyond. Perhaps, in a moment of thought, the great Monarch of All stayed His hand as He was shown the similarities that Yudaiel shared with her progenitor. He shifted in place, folding His arms together as a singular breath was loose. Yet, He knew that He could not merely leave Yudaiel to go unpunished, lest the other gods begin defying His will.

In a silent and tense second of thought, the Monarch of All turned His back to Yudaiel in order to gaze upon Galbar, His realm. The view from the moon was a beautiful one, not as bright as the Divine Palace but showing the planet from a different angle that He could appreciate. He immersed Himself in the view, allowing Himself to be lost in what had been created, before His eyes found themselves staring upon where Yudaiel had attacked Asheleven. Even from the Divine Palace, He could feel the impact that had shaken the prison. Turning His head to Yudaiel once more, the Monarch of All spoke in a calmed voice.

”You cannot be unpunished. As such, you will promise me that you will stay confined to this moon, under oath of death. I expect to hear you promise me, no visions, no memories.”

The words might have tumbled out from the mouth of any other given the circumstances, but for Yudaiel, speaking was not so easy. She had never even used her voice before! In a sense, she had no true voice, just as she had no body. To form the crude words, her mind gently reached out to grasp the moon, to caress the motes of dust adrift around them, even to brush against the Monarch himself. The Reverberation pushed and pulled at the matter, and the world was made to resonate and whisper her wavering first words, ”I will vow it.”

No, too tremulous! Too weak!

She spoke this time with a silent roar, a horrible telepathic clamor so potent that it pushed aside all others thoughts, and resounded clearly to any who turned their heads to the moon and listened: ”I s̪͌ha̰͐ll͢͡ ̱̎div͈̋ô̠rc̆ͅe my͍͠ ͈̎touch f͉͋rom̧̒ ͖̓ṱ̀ḫ̌e ̡̋G̘̕al̛̞b̍͟ar̢̓'s surfȧ̦ce͇͝,͙́ an̼̄d r͖̀ȇ͙m̹̍aiņ̑ hè͓r͚̍e. Yoủ͚ ͇̘̱͑̃̇ḧ̨̡̲̪́͊̀͘ả̘͕̜͆̀vê̪̹̄ ̄͟m͖̠͙̊̌̈́y ̟̀w͔͑͐͜ò͎͎͈͕͌́͞rd̬̼͂̊.̠̼̘̈͑͒”

@Antarctic Termite

A worthy submission! As we're in no hurry here we'll take our time and a review may not come for a while yet. I will say that as the first demigod submitted, one thing that I think is crucial to know is what origin and/or parentage you'd envisioned for Ea Nebel.
@Scarifar

Hah, just yesterday I was rereading Mk. I and came across that collab of ours where Ialu insulted and tried to fight Ferghus

I'd encourage you to try your hand at a demigod if you think you have the time.




Reveries


Rosalind’s impact had gouged a great cavity into the moon. Debris had been scattered across the entire lunar surface, and the fevered heat of the dancing goddess’ feet had spread into the crust and melted much of the surface there. Nestled warmly in the crater-crucible, Yudaiel dreamt. Beneath her, the surface slowly grew colder.

Much time had passed, but it meant little to the goddess. She was somewhere else, locked in a prescient reverie, her essence confined to today even as her mind was free. She wandered into the possible futures that lay ahead, and occasionally delved into the past. The past was a fearsome place if she looked back too far; the shadow of that terrible thing she’d first witnessed alongside Rosalind still loomed back there, and she dared not look at it too closely -- not yet -- but one day she would make sense of it. That wasn’t just a promise she’d made unto herself or an endeavor that she wanted to undertake; it was destiny. She knew this because she could turn her head away from the foreboding shadow of the past, but when she looked to her future it was there too, or at least a dark reflection of it. Each fork in the many paths before her seemed to lead there, and she recalled that ideabstraction that had been chiseled into her mind by Iqelis: the great black sea of ink that drank all rivers. But just as she had scoffed in his face then, she refused to accept inevitability now. If Fate existed, it was her; if destiny was a force, it was directed by her guiding hand.

So she gazed into the abyss of the future, searching tirelessly every which way for alternative paths that remained in the light and steered well clear of that looming darkness, of the horrors that lurked within...and she found utterly nothing. She refined her calculations, searched through the past to glean more knowledge, and thrust herself into the future to try anew. It was all to no avail! Crazed, she tried again and again, but her efforts bore no fruit. She only solidified the seeming inevitability of that path she had seen, digging deeper and deeper into the hole of her own anxiety and fear.

Most frustrating of all was the subtlety, the smoke and mirrors! When she cast her gaze too far, she saw only vague silhouettes and ghostly projections...the landscape itself likewise appeared indistinct and half-formed; all was obscured by a great blur. There might have been paths rarely trodden, or tiny and hidden places where she could blaze her own detour, but it was impossible to discern any such details for sure. Greater knowledge expanded her Sight and remedied the haze, but how might she ever know enough to See all things? A revelation came: she slowly recognized that her existence in this limited, weak, near drunken state was torment. How could her Blind peers suffer their even worse states? It was maddening!

Her thoughts shedded away all lucidity and order, becoming primal tempests. Suddenly overcome with despair, she felt constricted despite her vast and formless nature. Though she had never drawn a breath before, she found herself thinking that this must be what it felt like to suffocate -- her body and mind screamed in unison, begging for release, and she flailed with strength that she’d never known she possessed, breaking through the surface of the metaphorical lake that had been drowning her. The nightmare ended and the prescience ceased as she shattered her way back into Reality and the present, wailing hysterically and thinking only that the world was too small.

More time passed. In such a fragile mental state, she defied reason and logic and calm, and she danced. Her thoughts coursed through the lunar dust, stirring and charging and animating it, and her ephemeral essence whirled and distorted the light so that from afar the moon twinkled and shimmered, just slightly, like those distant stars.

Yudaiel’s waltz was a crazed and hectic one, not unlike Rosa’s uncontrolled thrashing -- but perhaps that was good, for the motion seemed to let her shake free of at least some of the worries and hysteria that had weighed her down. She finally came to a stop after a long time; she had felt joy there for an instant, but now it was gone. She was all alone on the moon, silently lamenting and sulking in her dulled anguish as her so-called divine peers ambled about their business obliviously, toiling to build tiny and vaporous monuments out of metaphorical fog, incapable of even imagining the immortal and grand works that she longed to hew from stone.

She meditated next. She stretched and became thinner and thinner, a nebulous haze larger now than the whole of the moon, and became almost one with the void of space. She found peace, and so at last contracted back into a denser clump so that she could think clearly.

More time passed. The moon had entirely cooled by then, its surface once more bone-white and beautiful in its purity, even as a few dark spots and lines now marred the chipped jewel. It could not regenerate; as she had forged this celestial body more from materials she’d willed into existence than from those she’d manage to gather and guide through the process of accretion, the moon was largely cold and solid and inert, all the down all the way to the very core where there was still some molten metal. Still, though time could not mend her moon’s wounds and it was destined to only try and remain beautiful and proud even in imperfections, her wounds could heal. In time she settled and found her calm again. Her mind and her power were perfect and timeless and beautiful; nothing could truly stop her, she genuinely believed, and that was just one of the many reasons that her aspect was grander than all others and her status likewise elevated beyond those peers of hers.

And just what was that insect Iqelis doing? The Great and All-Seeing Eye opened anew, and it cast a piercing gaze towards the Galbar. Just as she had formed the moons, some of the others, most spearheaded by Voligan, had formed vast landmasses to help fill that otherwise empty world. Her farsight was powerful, potent enough that she could perceive -- even from her perch upon the moon -- the goings on over at that other world. Space and darkness and time offered little camouflage before her gaze, so she watched.

It was as though she stood beside Astus as boiling drops of sweat rolled off his brazen brow, him toiling endlessly to erect some vast factory complex. It was of course nothing before the opulence and beauty of her moon, or the splendor of the Monarch’s palace, but some were condemned to mediocrity and she could surmise that this ‘Astus’ cared little for aesthetics. The Reverberation might have crawled back through time to watch Astus from the very beginning, to pick apart why he chose this location and perhaps determine what he intended to do next, but there was little time. So her gaze shifted, and she followed Phelenia, who spread verdant life across all barren places (such a peaceful and simple existence! But how could that possibly be fulfilling for a god?); she Saw also Yesaris, who created life and then ravenously devoured it through a thousand maws; not so far away was Arvum, who instead sowed seeds to cultivate nourishing food and grassland alike; in the north she Saw not one but two deities bestride one another, and she surreptitiously bore witness to their heartfelt farewells and Zenia’s departure. Her curiosity aroused, she peered back in time from there.

At first she had cast her gaze a bit too far to the side, and so she found herself besides one called Ruina as she hurled destruction and chaos down upon the still-watery surface of the Galbar, rending holes in the very ocean itself before proclaiming the ‘test’ to be a success. The goddess of destruction then retired to rest afterward. Yudaiel Saw her bathing, and saw the Monarch’s arrival, and she listened to their conversation and scoffed at the petty trinket that He gifted unto her. What use was such a paltry device when compared to her Sight, to prescience? That foolish Ruina needed only to open her eyes and See, then she could cast aside that bauble and know the Monarch for the tyrant that he truly was. Bemused if nothing else, Yudaiel grew tired of watching Ruina and so diverted her attention elsewhere. She looked forward a bit, feeling relieved to see the continents still taking shape mostly unimpeded by the holes in the oceans.

The prescient goddess soon managed to find what she had been looking for, that moment when Zenia and Chailiss had first chanced across one another. Yudaiel followed their journey, enjoying the journey even as she observed the temperaments of her two siblings carefully. She shared in their mirth and triumph as they’d risen and sculpted that northern landscape. She skipped forward a bit, to the time after they had populated their new creation with gigantic life. To them she was just a stranger, Yudaiel realized, but she already had seen so much that she now felt as though she knew them both intimately.

As she mulled over that strange state of affairs and struggled to decide how she ought to act whenever she inevitably met with and interacted with them directly, Jiugui caught her attention once more. Ah yes, she had seen that one drunkenly making his way down the bridge even as she and Iqelis had raced towards the Codex! The past and present merged together and she similarly traced his goings and his trail, trying to see all that she had missed, playing a game where she guessed what he might do and where he might go next -- so absent-minded was Yudaiel, or perhaps just so alien was her thinking, that she thought nothing as she spied him soil himself a few times, adjust his robes, and create many a few new streams, and even a few curious brown piles of...living creatures? Ah, and these creatures were sapient! Far more than the mere animals that already abounded that northern country, these intelligent mortal beings had great potential, and perhaps collectively could weave a great deal into the tapestry of reality. They were something to be studied, accounted for, perhaps even directed, and certainly not overlooked. She would have to inspect them closely sometime soon, and perhaps she would open their eyes.

The thought occurred to Yudaiel that she had not found Iqelis; as the closest thing that she had to a true rival, his doings were of paramount importance to track, and yet disturbingly she saw no wake of gloom or destruction that he had wrought. He was biding his time in silent and slothful wait, risking the ire of the Monarch -- or more likely, he was planning something and presumed to hide from her. A futile and foolish notion! If ever he intended to thwart her machinations or in any way plot against her, his needle would inevitably stray close to hers as their threads in the tapestry intertwined, so it was only a matter of opening her perception wider and viewing the full chaos of Reality -- and sure enough, she did determine that he was meddling. But his was not the only one!

Many threads and needles loomed near to her own place in the tapestry of Reality. There was Rosa’s, drifting away, its thread disentangling free from Yudaiel’s own as the Feverfoot sailed in that little boat down to Galbar. And then there was Iqelis’ close by to another’s -- Ruina, she sensed. Iqelis was not plotting alone; he sought to join forces with that presumptuous witch! That same goddess that had sundered Ao-Yurin’s oceanic demesne now entertained the idea of practicing her craft again, putting the beautiful moon to the ‘test’? Yudaiel blinked, seeing nothingness for an instant before the image of another great impact flashed before her. More chips upon the jewel...Yudaiel wondered if this was worth fighting for, if she ought to intervene and prevent this hideous disfigurement of her home and art, but everything was so, so blurred in her vision. All of the rage from her hysterical bout before began to bubble back. She looked for the source of it, and found it -- another thread, another needle, another Shard that radiated a throbbing pain. Yudaiel felt a primal fear and fury overcome her.

More alarming and threatening than any of the moving pieces, or petty plots or portents of Ruina’s coming defiling of her moon, was Yudaiel’s discovery of Ashevelen. She expanded her mind and absorbed everything that there was to know about this perfidious Lady Luck. The one history, the malleable present, and the infinite futures were all juxtaposed and arrayed before her prescient Sight:

The goddess let a smirk fill her puerile face, and Yudaiel was made livid.

Yudaiel thought -- silently of course, for she loathed the very idea of speech, ’You do this to me! You are the source of this blindness, this blur, this affliction that eats at me, that undermines my power and atrophies my mind! Your Luck -- your random and nonsensical whimsy, this ‘chance’, it defies everything that I am and must be! It is anathema to me! Why do you crush and blind and smother me so? Why must we battle?’

The surreal goddess could seemingly hear her thoughts, because she answered, ”It is natural! No Shard can exist without a counterpart, so you have to deal with me!”

Smugly, Ashevelen went on to chide her further, ”You always were cruel and self-righteous. Is the hawk more worthy than the bear or the elephant because its eyes are sharper? By what right can you possibly claim to be the master of Fate, or to even impose your preferred fate upon the rest of us?”

Ashevelen laughed, and her childlike simulacrum unraveled to reveal her true form, an orb of golden light. The laughter was deafeningly and agonizingly loud, and it only amplified the pain that Yudaiel felt from the goddess’ presence.

Her light grew bright, so bright that it was blinding, and then when its radiance finally dimmed, visions consumed the world. But these were not the sorts of ideabstractions that Yudaiel could forge; in those, one could soar above the world and observe its minutiae in superrealism. Instead this was brimmed and surreal, everything vague and hazy. No sharp edges or colors existed; everything melded together into one colorful and oddly beautiful, yet indistinct mass of mixed hues, reminiscent of that salt desert that Sala had crafted.

Yes, that was where they were, floating above the desert. Motes of volatile salt crackled and erupted into flames when charged by the divine presence of not one, but two deities. There, Ashevelen’s golden orb appeared again overhead. It had replaced the sun, and now the many-colored salts gleamed under her brilliance whilst Yudaiel could only retreat down, down into the ground to hide from the burning light.


’And what of Iqelis? Is it not enough that I suffer his horrid and debased nature, that I am bound to forever battle with him if anything is to last?’

Deafening laughter shook the world, so powerful were the waves that their destructive interference dissolved and destroyed the Reverberation. But as Yudaiel died, she could hear the goddess’ answer, ”If only you were so lucky, but ha, I’m the lucky one! No, left unchecked, you could See so much further than he, make him into your puppet, weave his plots right into your own machinations, so no! I keep you weak and equalize the game, to ensure that your cute little deadlock lasts --”

All faded into darkness, except for one final booming word that echoed through the void:

”--forever!”



Ashevelen skipped, gleefully giggling, her form that of a youthful bjork. How wonderful this northern land was! She would have to bless it, just as she’d blessed those continents raised by Voli--

A dozen shrieks filled the air: there was a giant eagle, there was another angry bjork decrying some others as villains and betrayers, even as that traitorous clan made haste in their flight away. They had worked some devious plot, abandoning the other clan of bjorks to the eagle. Ashevelen frowned, her heart moved, and cursed the eagle with misfortune. Two poor bjorks had been in its grip, one in each talon, but seemingly by pure chance the mighty eagle lost its grip and they began tumbling back down screaming to be reunited with the Galbar. Miraculously, a tree branch slowed their descent, and then they landed in a pond of still water just barely deep enough to spare their lives. Satisfied, Ashevelen smiled and disappeared.

’ABOMINATION,’ Yudaiel’s mind had screamed the whole time. She had reached out to throttle and crush and tear apart the Lady Luck, but nothing happened, and in that present moment Lady Luck hadn’t even known that she was being watched or that anything had been amiss. Yudaiel had been twice ethereal in that moment, just a dreamlike projection of a formless cloud of a thought, a reflection of a ghost. The world was swallowed by black, and the disorientated Reverberation, still alight with ire, was swept into a new vision.




Ashevelen was not even a child, nor was she a golden orb of light. She was a Shard, just one of many, and she was so, so weak. The light of her Shard began to dull; she was dying. Yudaiel was filled with relief, but that soon turned to horror. With her dark powers, the quasi-sentient Shard-that-would-be-Ashevelen willed another Shard to stray in its path just a little, and when the two prismatic gems collided, hers completely devoured and consumed that other Shard. And then she was born, smug and aglow, dismissing her heinous murder and cannibalism as mere luck.

Shivering hot pain stabbed through Yudaiel’s consciousness at the mere image of Ashevelen, and she succumbed to her hatred, screaming madly. Her scream was so loud that it tore the universe asunder, and all became black.



Ashevelen smiled, her glowing eyes even more dreamlike than the rest of her youthful form. Her voice was soft and affectionate, without a hint of malice. ”You have been a good friend to me, Yudaiel. You are not like the others. I think that under your tutelage, I have found the right path--”

No, no, no. This was just another dream, another vision, one of a horrible and depraved future that would not be, could never be, WOULD NEVER BE. Still burning with fury, Yudaiel howled.

Suddenly afraid, the genial and serene look upon Ashevelen’s face was replaced by a mask of shock and fear and horror.

Yudaiel barraged the hapless and unsuspecting goddess with a hail of agonizing ideabstractions, one after the other with such unrelenting speed that some of them created overlapping hallucinations. Each ideabstraction torturously carried the heavy weight of immeasurable agony, ineffable dread, and indescribable despair, but moreover, she cursed Ashevelen a hundred times, named her Abomination, and swore that she would be the wretch’s doom. Ashevelen was nigh instantly broken and reduced to a babbling and crying little girl, but the image only further incensed Yudaiel: it was not enough, the Seer would be satisfied with nothing less than the total annihilation of her nemesis.





Yudaiel’s nightmares and dreams ended. Lucid, dangerously lucid, she knew that she had to launch a retaliatory strike. She had to strike with deadly precision, and strike hard -- a preemptive blow to slay her foe before that terrible enemy could even realize that their deadly duel had begun. But how?! How could she destroy a god? What were the moves when one was locked into such a deadly dance?

Would Ashevelen’s destruction even be enough? What if another claimed the power of that Shard and simply assumed her place? She had to destroy the very force of Luck itself, for that was anathema to her existence and to prescience, and so long as it existed she could not breathe. There was not enough space!

Her racing mind finally arrived at an answer: yes, perhaps there was a way. There existed an object that just might have enough power, and if not, it would magnify her Sight and enhance her knowledge enough to at least offset some of this blur, to at least buy some more time before she was consumed by madness...

She required Epsilon’s creation, the Codex.


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Zelios





Yudaiel propelled herself through the void of space with ease. Formlessness meant that committing herself to motion required little more than a thought, and her potent will could spirit her forth with swiftness undreamt of. Though she never lost track of the Galbar, erelong it had grown much smaller. Now she had surely come to a place more distant than any of the other deities; she was the most isolated and remote of them all right then, but she felt no loneliness. Instead there was a peace and tranquility to this void out amongst the sea of stars. She became still, and lost herself in her prescience.

Even as she had left her touches emblazoned upon it, the Codex had made its own enduring marks on Yudaiel: she had read it as she had furiously scrawled in her contest with Iqelis, and indeed was even now ruminating further upon her pristine memory of its contents. Even having been sullied by Jiugui’s drunken stupor and otherwise marked by only a select few of the many other deities, the Codex contributed much to her understanding of Reality and expanded her Sight. Her understanding more complete, her prescience more potent and resolute; she could only imagine how much greater the effect would be if even more gods imbued it with their knowledge and designs.

There remained precious little space left within the Codex after she and Iqelis had devoted so much to the all-important schematics of Time, but the lack of room meant little. Space remained between the lines and patterns for more to be etched and interwoven into the grand design, and if even those margins evaporated, the already-present marks could be overwritten. The glyphs beneath would retain their power, and an Eye as perceiving as her would still be able to make sense of the chaos and read the designs. Tuku, the one who had thought to search for divine mysteries, commit them upon the Codex, and then forever shroud those same secrets beneath a blot of ink, had sorely underestimated Yudaiel’s power; uncovering what laid beneath had taken the Prescient One no more than a moment, just a quick glance at the object’s past that had come as easily to the Reverberation as turning one’s head to the side might come to another. Now Yudaiel had seen those esoteric purportedly unlearnable secrets, and thus had she come to know some of the unknowable.

She had seen stranger things also. She had cast her gaze in the other direction, towards the future, and seen hints of something grand. There was the outline, nay, shadow of a great sphere of pallid luminescence -- in the prescient visions, even a glowing light could have a shadow. It was hard at first to discern just what this thing was meant to be, for it was something never seen before, something that had yet to even come into existence. While the purpose that it would hold eluded Yudaiel, she could See its every minute detail and facet...it was a perfect blueprint, and inexplicably, she felt not only a desire but also an urgency to bring it into the world.

Much matter would be required for this pale sphere, for the thing was to be nearly a third the size of the the Galbar, but it looked so magnificent in her visions! Perhaps that was its purpose? Beauty, nothing more and nothing less? Or spectacle, a display of her might and potential? Both and more, Yudaiel eventually decided.

She had come far away from the Galbar now, to a suitable location. She willed herself to halt and her motion was indeed arrested instantaneously, for her incorporeal nature meant that she had no inertia at all. Now she was beset upon by the task of gathering the necessary matter, and this was a daunting one indeed, for simply willing it all into existence would sap her of all her vigor and then some...there had to be another way.

The other deities were shouting and hurtling their might back and forth in their own displays of power; she had paid their hubris little heed, but one of them had somehow conjured a vast and twisting construct upon one of the Galbar’s poles to explosive effect, and even before that, another had bombarded the surface with such force that entire lakes worth of water had been flung into the heavens and left to freeze into a ring. It wasn’t enough, not on its own, but all of this debris that they had left behind would be a start indeed. From their carelessness and destruction and the products of their litter would come her jewel, her sculpture, her moon.

She would take all of that matter that had been ejected from the Galbar. She needn’t even lay her claim to it, she reasoned, for was it not already hers? Just as this moon had been preordained, so too had it been destiny that this material be made available to her. She needed only to grasp and take it all.

Her insubstantial essence diffused and expanded until she became a vast nebula of consciousness rather than a mere cloud, and then she stretched towards the Galbar, invisibly surging forward like a vast tidal wave. She first enveloped the debris that had been created by Aethel and his grand tree, for its motion was eccentric and unstable and much of it was bound to have rained back down upon the world in short order had she not intervened. One could even say that the great arcs of stone parabolically curving back down, beautiful as they were, had been doomed to fall and once be reunited with the planet and buried. The thought was amusing, for in claiming the material and granting it a higher purpose, she already no doubt defied that fool Iqelis. So much for his inevitability, his inexorable power, his supposed final truth! He saw only one reality, one end, and yet already she could see nearly infinite truths.

So she pulled at the vast clouds of mana-laden detritus that drifted through the heavens, and yet it hardly budged. Strain, a new and somewhat alien sensation, crept into her. Though she had no true body, she evidently could still know fatigue as her divinity’s limits were strained. Rather than surrender to the pain, she relished in it as a new experience and greeted it warmly, submersing herself even deeper into the exertion of pulling. Still, she could not move it all; Aethel’s destructive stunt had shattered entire sections of the Galbar’s crust and the collective mass of this debris was far in excess of an entire range of mountains. Toiling resolutely, she struggled and channeled her psychic might. When she finally released it in one mighty heave, she let out a mighty telepathic bawl that soundlessly resounded through all the cosmos, silently shrieking into every mind that had an ear to perceive it. Her telekinetic pulling at the rocks had been so potent that it had perturbed the fabric of reality itself, with an effect that was noticeable. A massive gravitational wave perpetuated as a ripple through space and time as an echo of her ascendant power. The sweeping force gently perturbed the Galbar and the Monarch’s heavenly palace and every other facet of the universe, and then it was gone.

Perhaps Yudaiel had thought she knew the meaning of exhaustion moments before, but how wrong and naive was that sentiment! This effort was draining beyond what she had known possible, and yet there still remained much work to be done. A hail of comets and asteroids approached her inexorably, set upon perfect trajectories such that they would collide and combine and coalesce with only a little bit of coaxing and intervention on her part -- her calculations and predictions had been nearly flawless; if anything, it was her execution of that telekinetic blast that had erred. Still, she had pulled and nudged at the debris quite precisely. Now there of course remained a second matter, that of those ice rings. Being much more stable in their orbit and considerably less massive than the stoney debris besides, she was not so pressed for time when it came to her manipulations of the icy comets and other chunks that constituted the rings. Her vastness reached out to probe at the rings and feel them.

Just before she could do, a surge of black energy passed by - leaping from chunk to chunk, like a current of electricity. She could sense the presence of another god, further down the ring in the direction from whence the surge of energy came, who had evidently had his own plans for it.

This she had not expected. It was rattling to be caught off guard by the machinations of some force she hadn’t seen in her visions, but the remedy, as always, was to look and watch. She needed more information. The Great and All-Seeing Eye peered through the void of space in search of the source of this disturbance. Finding it did not take long; she had many potent senses to guide her, and it was hard to hide from a seeking eye, especially for a being that radiated as much power as a fellow deity.

’You,’ she thought when she saw it -- him, a brother-god who she sensed held the power of the Shard of Darkness. The question now remained whether or not to establish contact, and what was to be done if his intentions did not align with her own. Yudaiel spent many moments contemplating that before she at last concluded that skulking and making enemies was not ideal; she already evidently had a rival to contend with in the form of that wretched Iqelis, and the path of least resistance going forward would be to befriend all the others that she could.

She reached out to bridge across space and form a mental connection with that alien god, and then waves of her ideabstractions flowed through it: lonely motes of dust floated through dead and cold space, but then they suddenly came alive with motion and warmth. Space was meant to be silent as death, but the unseen power that animated the dust made it sing a name -- Yudaiel. Song gave way to chanting. Yudaiel. Yudaiel. The chant finally devolved into mere humming, and the enchanted particles were swept up and made aglow with power. The diffuse bits of dust found their way to the occasional rocks, lone and tiny meteorites, and clumped about them, and then the resulting masses all hurtled at great speeds towards one meeting place. Here they had come to be swept into the heart of a great storm, a blizzard of rock and iron and ice that wrapped around a fiery maw in the center. The burning heart of the maelstrom was struck by the matter falling inward, and it greedily grew and grew as it subsumed more and more mass. Soon, it had devoured all, but that was not enough, the storm had to go on. So then those ice rings of Galbar were next, and it began to inexorably pull them closer. Time accelerated, and the massive storm ended. The gorged maw was finally satiated, and it cooled and eventually became a sister to the Galbar, a gleaming white jewel grander than any of the stars in the night sky.

An inky black mass of smoke and oil approached from afar, before taking the form of a man with purple robes and black ravenlike wings. He settled himself down on one of the chunks of ice. “I don’t suppose you could find your materials somewhere else?” he asked calmly. The facsimile of Galbar and the moon-to-be grew rapidly smaller as the projection expanded in scope, until blackness consumed all. Nothingness. There was nothing else out there to take or use, the silent emptiness screamed. “Or make it smaller?” he suggested. A great and prismatic diamond appeared, scintillating with every color of the rainbow and resplendent in its beauty, but then in an instant it was reduced to a fleck of sand, and with that its beauty died. No, size mattered. “I have my own plan for this ring.”

Empty, silent inquisitiveness answered that last remark.

“I am the God of Darkness,” the man went on. “My name is Zelios. And I intend to put a section of the world under constant shadow, where creatures of the night may shelter and walk openly without being blinded by the light. This ring offers the perfect foundation for that. We are strangers to one another, but in the spirit of good faith and cooperation, could you leave this ring as is? I do not care what else you take.”

The void of space and the majestic sight of the Galbar below and the moon-to-be beside it vanished, and suddenly there was only some great canyon. “In the spirit of good faith and cooperation,” Zelios’ own voice echoed back from across the ravines, distorted by the distance and the rock wall it’d recoiled off. Above, there was no sun, for it was night. Bigger than all the stars was a great glowing white eye that looked down. It blinked, or perhaps even winked, and then the canyon crumbled away and the ideabstraction ended, the telepathic conduit broken as Yudaiel’s essence slowly withdrew from the ring.




Out of kindness and goodwill, she had left that Zelios with those comets and debris of the Galbar’s more stable ice rings, even if she could have argued that claiming all such materials for this grand sculpture was her prerogative. In the end it mattered little, for the rings were not so massive as this other mana-laden debris that she had already captured, and even combined there would not have been nearly enough substance to make a worthy jewel in the sky.

So she engendered more.

More what? More fabric for the tapestry, more rock and ice and magma, more substance. Consciousness begat reality. Divine will and power left her being and was compelled to reify, and so the core of what would become the moon manifested from nothingness. The anvil where she wrought these great powers was a very particular place, directly opposite from the heavenly palace on the other side of the Galbar; there, completely shadowed, was the heart of the great maw, the eye of the maelstrom.



In the accretion disk of all the material she’d seized, rocks and dust crashed and chafed against one another. Some were aglow aslike sparks as they fell into the maw at the center of her anvil, the core of the nascent moon. For many, many days Galbar’s sky was alight with the illuminations of her work.




Another one? I thought my work was done!

@Zurajai for Lares


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The Reverberation found itself lost somewhere within the dreary land of the sulking and seething. There was a storm, and she was at the very epicenter of it. Or maybe she was the storm? Not even she knew the answer to that -- all she was aware of was that she felt deeply upset. Logically there was little reason for it; already she had begun to cool towards the ugly rock from her last ideabstraction, the other Shard, the Feverfoot, the dancer, that Rosalind. Rosalind had apologized once she’d seen the ideabstraction, and the link between their minds was a two-way conduit: Yudaiel had felt the sincerity and regret, and to some extent she had accepted it…though less forgivable was how she now felt so strange. It had only been mere minutes since her birth, and yet she already felt like she was someone else, forever and inexorably altered. Some part of her now yearned to dance, and so she did, even in this miserable land of the sulking and seething.

All about her it rained, damp and cold, and yet underfoot the puddles broiled with the searing heat of her rage. She stomped in one such scalding pool as part of her dance, the fresh memory of what the Monarch had said and done flaring brightly in her memory. The boiling water burnt and stung in a sense, just like how it had hurt when the Monarch had forced Himself into her mind and thrust that fear into it. Never again would she be quite so carefree or impulsive as in those first few seconds when she raced towards that beautiful palace without a thought or a care; caution and respect had been drilled into her, and though it had been meant to be just fear of Him, it had and would bleed over into other things.

The cold water of the rain soothed her burning flesh, and brought clarity and lucidity to her thoughts. She remembered also the condemnation in His tone, the accusation that He had laid upon her and Rosa. She had nearly destroyed the world, He’d said! What a worthless slate and pathetic world if it was truly so fragile as to be undone by an accident, a mere bump and no more. Lightning struck somewhere behind. She turned back to look at the last bit of the flash, and in it she saw the Monarch’s eye as she had seen it minutes ago, and she once again saw that same look: ‘Never again,’ His eye had said. The thunderclap came a few moments after the lightning’s flash, the warning sound too late as thunder was wont to be by its very nature, ever slower than lightning. The thunder’s boom warned of the terrible thing she and Rosa had seen when together they’d looked back. She struggled to wipe the memory from her mind in that moment, to escape this miserable plane.

Of course, none of this sorrow of hers was outwardly visible, nor this ‘land of the sulking and the seething’. She really had no feet with which to stomp in puddles, nor any skin or flesh to be burnt and alternately chilled by water. That place and its sensations and experiences had all just been a construct within her ever lively imagination, a mirror reflecting her innermost thought and emotion, and so with little more than force of will she shattered the mirror. All of it was thus banished from her Sight, and once again she perceived reality as it was in that moment, the present.

Adrift in the cold dark sea of space, she cast her gaze left and right. Down below she saw Galbar; it was shaping nicely, with beautiful-but-tumultuous seas being shaken and stirred as the gods fell down themselves and as they pulled land from the depths below. She felt no desire or will to join them, despite Voligan’s invitation for help. ’Let others play their roles there,’ she thought, ’for mine is elsewhere, wherever elsewhere is. The newly-forged ice rings that encircled Galbar were quite beautiful, stunning as the light of the solar palace of Heaven reflected off of them -- the palace. She turned her gaze back to it. Her awe and its image had been sullied, and now she hardly wanted to resume her flight to it, but there were other Shards like her milling about there, and she felt and heard what the one called Epsilon had said. This ‘book’ that he spoke of was intriguing. She squinted, peering across the tapestry of creation to look at the thing. There were no real horizons to hide behind so as to escape her Sight; the only hope was that the entangling mess of threads and needles were too distracted or chaotic for her to notice. But the Codex was far from hidden, and its thread was a bright one aglow with power, so she easily saw it. Even more intrigued now, she snapped out of the reverie of her prescience and found herself driven forward, compelled to examine it more closely…

The odd sight of the drunken Jiugui making his way (part sprinting, part rolling, part falling!) down the bridge was a bemusing spectacle even for one with tastes as peculiar as her own. Yudaiel briefly considered calling out and making this strange one’s acquaintance, but then a more foreboding presence neared her. She could feel it, somewhere not far behind.

It seemed she had not been the only one of that mind. At the edge of her vision, now anchored to the realities of the present, flitted a dark gleam, an incongruous ray of shadow and light, which speared from the skies of Galbar towards where the Codex beckoned from the palace’s gates. The umbral presence did not flow ahead evenly as she did, but hurled itself forward in bursts, now lagging behind, now almost emerging into sight again. At last it leapt forward in a mighty heave, and the glistening, shifting figure of Iqelis careened fully into her view. The cyclopic god bounded upon pieces of debris scattered about the heavens, be they ice, rock or the remains of spent shards, and launched himself ahead as they crumbled and decayed, riding the wave of their annihilation until he clutched on his next grip in the ascent. He turned his eye towards the core of her presence, shining equally with curiosity and wariness.

”Where does the flow take you, sister?” he queried in an echo of cracking glass, ”Do you seek your doom by the hand that cast you out?”

Ah, words. Such crude instruments! Rather than answer him in kind, Yudaiel’s expansive form suddenly reached out explosively to grasp at him, to just touch him barely so that he might feel as she felt, and for a moment See…

For a moment the dark god swung about and aside, away from her, a dozen hands raised to intercept an invisible but nevertheless expected blow. Seeing him recoil, the Reverberation froze her own advance, a wispy tendril of her essence hanging just on the precipice of Iqelis’ comfort. So then his diamantine eye flared up with a prideful glow, flashing with a quick sequence of feelings imperceptible to any who could not detect the faintest fluctuations of its light - irritation at having been so easily rattled, a surging assurance of his own superiority, an injunction, or perhaps a challenge, hurled her way - and he approached again, angling from stone loosened by Voligan’s descent, arms deliberately left down his sides.

Taking that for his assent, the Reverberation bridged the remaining gap between them, and the ideabstractions began to resonate within Iqelis’ mind. The events surrounding her encounter with the Monarch flashed before him -- though he had curiously watched the spectacle from afar in person, this time he saw what transpired from her perspective, and her scorn at what the Creator had done was there. This disdain of hers was a fading one, or perhaps more accurately stifled, a smoldering coal rather than a blazing fire. Still, it was dangerously present, bared and unmasked in the open, and from it wafted the smoke of her defiance in the face of the fear the He commanded. She was not afraid to go into the palace, even if she admitted that His presence was a rattling one.

The landscape shifted. The ember faded, but its glow remained. The carmine red of hot coal made way for a different glow though, a more pure and awesome one like the luster of gold, or the radiance of the sun. And a new object appeared in the center of this glow, the Codex. A low humming emanated from this most divine of things, beckoning forward. That was what she sought.


There was a moment of stillness, laden with contemplation, and then the vision began to change through no will of her own.

Around the shining point of her goal, the shadows deepened, until the whole panorama of her mind's eye, from the span of the bridge heavy with rancorous memory to the vague promise of Galbar far below, was cast into gloom. A gloom that was palpable, solid, moving, a shadow and yet a rushing tide. For an instant, everything was swept away, and despite the dizzying speed of the vision she saw the disintegration of all things in minute detail, scrap by scrap tearing and peeling away hoarily. Immense, nebulous hands of black crystal slithered about, turning and twisting the umbral torrent that spelled the fate of creation. She glimpsed the wrath of the Monarch as she had felt it flaring up once again; but how small it seemed beside those hands, how helpless and impotent! Even an ember of resentment could surely have snuffed out its feeble core.

Yet she had little time to dwell on that, for the hands converged on the beacon of the Codex. A sharp finger hovered above its page, poised to etch its mark into it, and thereby spell out the name of Time.


Confusion and bemusement permeated the vision. Nonetheless, the goddess willingly watched for a time -- this telepathy was a conduit that went both ways, after all. Quickly though she grew tired, or rather annoyed, at this flawed and imperfect image. Her will and telepathy were strong, and in a resounding gong and a bright flash, the vision became one of her choosing once more.

There now was a mighty cataract -- one with a bottom of rocks, some still jagged but many more weathered and smooth. This precipice that the waterfall fell from was a cliffside that defied reality, so imposing that its top was hidden above a layer of clouds.

Yet instead of some thunderous din that deafened the world, there was silence. Instead of an entire river’s worth of water falling down to pound the earth with a force that shook its very foundations and made it into one great drum, there was stillness. There was not a drop of water to be seen; what should have been the most magnificent waterfall in creation was dry as a bone.

A great sense of wrongness was forced down Iqelis’ proverbial throat, and it was hard to swallow. With it came disappointment overwhelming, for before him was a worthless and ugly landscape, one that represented wasted potential. There was suddenly the mercy of clouds concealing the ugliness, but the clouds had not moved. Instead they, and their field of view, was soaring upward at a mind-boggling speed. Even still it took some time to reach the peak, for this was not just one waterfall but a series of many twisting and turning ones. How beautiful it must look if the water flowed, if the longing light could strike it so as to find purpose and beauty and make a thousand thousand divine rainbows! Eventually they arrived at the dried and cracked trough above, the riverbed of the dried river that should have soared over the cliff in ecstatic furor.

The metaphor became clear as Yudaiel guided his thoughts: time was a river, and in his flawed conception, there was no journey -- the important part -- just some bleak and desolate destination. Blackness then swallowed all, smothering any sensation of time or perception. ‘You are blind!’ the horrible void voicelessly japed. Or was that his own conscience? Without waiting for his introspection, it went on, ‘...and the water’s purpose is lost upon you, but there may be some potential yet. Open your one eye, and See: witness Truth and Beauty and Reality.’ Slowly, the cruel darkness began to recede.
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A silence followed, the motes of Iqelis’ mind inscrutable but receding. Perhaps he had been taken aback by the vehemence of the rebuttal, or perhaps he seethed at the rejection of his world. However it may have been, he made no move to answer, until -

Light continued to gain ground, parting the shadowy curtain, until it revealed the barren course of the river that had been enveloped. Or, at least, a close simulacrum of it, evoked by someone who had seen it briefly: though its turn and course were unchanged, minute details marked it with irksome imperfection, loose rocks misplaced and skeletal dry shrubs along its banks drooping the wrong ways. The cauldron at its mouth was perhaps a little shallower, but altogether as dry and uncomely as it had ever been.

Let it be so, a trenchant voice spoke from everywhere and nowhere, harsh and unforgiving like the landscape itself.

A muted rumble from far away in the distance answered it, and down the desiccated stream rolled an iridescent cloud, followed by a roaring wall of water. As it approached, the land around it seemed to stir to life in an instant as it passed, patches of green springing up from the cracked soil. The renewed flow burst over the edge of the caldera, bursting and splitting into a myriad rivulets as it struck upon the sloping outcroppings on the fissure’s walls. It kept flowing and falling, until the cauldron was steaming with resplendent clouds and its floor had been swallowed up by a tide made murky by the dust and dirt -

And still it flowed, rising high until it found a way out in a narrow gulch and spilled out, continuing on its impetuous course. The cauldron was left behind as the river rolled on ahead, through rocky canyons and arid plains. Now and again it was joined by more streams, which intertwined, grew and separated again, winding each along its own path. The vision’s focus rose up into the sky, as high as where the clouds would have been, and each river was bared to it. They were hundreds in their race through a shifting, dreamily inconstant landscape, each with its own struggles and triumphs. Some, like the first it had followed, forced their way through dry and dead wastes, returning colour to the bare earth. Others twisted through lush forests and glittering meadows, through fields of curiously shaped boulders and rank marshlands, over hills and through caverns of hidden darkness. From high above, they looked like a shining pattern, crossing through breathtaking beauty and cloying foulness alike, and at the end…

At the end there waited for them an inky sea, boundless and deathly still. No waves marred its surface, no reflections moved to light it. Each and every river, whether scattering into a delta or diving forth as a single mighty flow, plunged into that abyss, and was lost with nary a ripple.

Wheresoever a journey may turn, its destination is always the same, the voice spoke again, dry and cutting, Whatever an eye may see, it will always close in darkness. All threads, dull and bright, will come unravelled. Beauty and Reality are no more than fleeting dreams, and One Truth waits to wake all.


The flicker of sorrow that he might have expected for a response never came; instead there was only bemusement, laced with an insufferable hint of smug superiority. His vision did not make way for some replacement, but rather became subsumed by the Prescient’s will.

The deathly still black sea grew larger and nearer as their lofty perch in the sky seemed to suddenly be plummeting. Heaven united with sea, and now their perspective was that of the inky water itself. How vast and expansive the sea truly was! It basked beneath the sun, and was content. Ripples and reverberations nigh invisible upon its mirrorlike surface nonetheless stirred in the depths below; it was alive, and it had a heartbeat. In every moment it bled a lake’s worth of water through miniscule cuts and tears wrought on the surface by the sun’s brazen glare, and yet compared to the vastness of the sea such evaporation was barely even noticeable. Still, in time a great stormcloud did coalesce above, and suddenly their perspective was a heavenly panoramic view of the land once more. They rolled over the dark clouds together and at last became one with a single raindrop. Buffeted by winds, this-droplet-that-was-them clutched onto the sky as if for life, but in the end it was of course futile, and it fell alongside a thousand-thousand other drops. Still, they had ridden far upon the wind and clouds, and as they fell it became apparent that they were once again among the towering peaks and spires near the headwaters of that first mighty cataract. Indeed, they merged with that same river and followed its course again. In an instant they were once more at the sea, but in the next heartbeat they were the river. The sea, then the river. Time accelerated and began to lose meaning, but with each passing they rubbed upon the jagged rocks and made them smoother and smoother, they carried away sediment and built an expansive delta, they gouged and rent through mountains to carve a canyon: legacies to endure the test of time.

Ah, time, the great and endless river. In truth it was best represented not by one river, but rather by many, as Iqelis had shown in his jaded retort. The possible rivers were many and their paths could be changed, but there was always the constant that they returned to the sea, and perhaps there would finally come a day when the sea was drunk up by the earth below and all the water vanished and the world was a dried husk -- or was it? Thunderous laughter dismissed even that ocean. Once more the sea became the universe, their reality, but this time it was not content. It was not merely bleeding from the minute cuts and punctures of the sun’s jabbing rays, but rather it had been eviscerated and its very entrails were being dragged out in a thousand ropelike strands. They were swept up in one of these strands, and now the imagery made no sense at all: they were a part of the river, and they were flowing backward, inland, uphill. Now the rivers drank the sea, the ravine floors rose from the ground to make proud and unbroken plateaus once more from the canyons, the smooth rocks became jagged, and all was frozen -- the river stopped, and with it time! Rest and comfort sat in; this moment was eternal. Somewhere far away there came an angry and ominous thundering. That distant storm was Doom, for the sea was angry and it recalled the water from the rivers, and yet the frozen-rivers seemed to laugh their defiance in this unending moment of tortuous, outrageous, vile refutation of all that seemed right and natural. Doom and all its inevitability was rejected seemingly with impunity, at least in this moment and by this river. Mercifully, the rebellion ended eventually -- but only when the river was tired and ready for its fate. Doom was but an attendant, left to wait and wait, for it had been put last behind all other timeless things and wants and worries and priorities.


Before they could be fully overtaken, the river and its world trembled and faded, and soon the two of them were no more a droplet in the gathering storm, but rushing and leaping towards the Monarch’s palace again. Iqelis had fallen behind her as he divided his attention between the exchange of thoughts and the motions of his body, but soon he caught up again, a vicious glow in his eye.

”You cannot hope to fight against the flow. Only I can withhold it when I please,” he hissed, but his voice had more spite than conviction.

The Great and All-Seeing Eye twitched to focus on him for a moment, and then turned its gaze back to the palace with disregard for his vitriol. How could that one deign to rule and command when the flow of time when he could hardly perceive even a fraction of its totality? She could not possibly clam to control all of fate, but if anyone were to be such an omniscient and omnipotent force, surely it would be her, for already she sensed and she knew that her place was closer to that brink than that of any of her peers. Some future version of herself that she had yet to realize, an Eye that had trained its reading and its perception and seen nigh all things, that would be the master and controller of fate, the composer of all strands and threads. Was such a state of existence even possible? She relished and reveled in the enticing thought, but there was a shroud of doubt that weighed down any gleeful optimism.

The halls of the palace, resplendent in ornament and still ringing with the first steps of nascent divines, came at last into full view. There, behind the very first gate into its interior, was the object that had drawn both gods to it, far more unassuming in its leather-bound physical guise than it had been as an abstracted spark in the weave of the tapestry - the Codex, still touched by few hands besides those of its maker. Without delay, Iqelis bounded down and into the chamber, arms grasping and folding to smooth his way through the currents of time so as to be the first of the two to put his mark upon it. Maddeningly, Yudaiel seemed to sense the perturbations in time wrought by his power, and she too followed the smoothed path that he’d so kindly blazed. All of his exertion and alacrity bought him only a fraction of a moment, not even long enough to stop and breathe. And then her presence was all around, almost smothering as she wrapped her insubstantial presence all about him and the Codex alike, filling half of the vast palace with her presence even as she carefully made sure not to brush against Iqelis (or any of the other gods still present) too directly -- she had learned from that fateful collision with Rosalind, and besides, his touch was was no doubt a cold and unwelcoming one. She stared at the Codex, and her Sight bore into its essence as she began to burn her indelible mark upon it with an ethereal glare.

The other god flared as her designs took shape upon the pages, and scores of dark hands descended on the Codex from all sides, hooked fingertips scratching lines as black as the void where they passed. Where the intricate notions of the Tapestry spread, a brutal linearity closed in to reduce all its ends to a single inescapable convergence. Yet the path of Doom was narrow in its restrictiveness, and around it the designs of the Eye found room to spread, prompting new lunges of retaliation, which still left new blanks to fill. It was a perverse cycle, but perhaps an inevitable and even natural one, as the different facets of Time formed, despite their very authors, into a precarious and inadvertent whole. Time and again potential was swallowed by demise, and time and again from it it was reborn, neither gaining the upper hand, until there was no more space for ends and beginnings. In the end, all in the Codex that pertained to Time and its structure and place within Reality was a vast and arcane mess, near indescribable much less decipherable.

Iqelis let his arms dwindle as he drew back from the pedestal, his eye fixed into Yudaiel’s arcane pupil. ”All your dreams, all your designs I will lay to ruin,” he taunted like the whistle of a slender blade through the night air, ”Until you will See as I do, and know that there is no truth but mine.”

Imagery answered back.

A tiny flame flared into being, rising mightily as it could and huffing and puffing. It inhaled all that it could of those winds that carried hope and beauty, and it breathed out the smoke and soot of bitter gloom, despair, ugliness. But in the end it was a small little flame, laughable for its pride and pretension, and easily overlooked. This flame in the grand scale of things was a mere flicker beneath the burning fury of the sun that loomed above all else, or even that enticing gleam of a second great and majestic light...for opposite the sun, there was the pallid glow of another strange light overhead, a strange and alien light that lit the would-be skies of Galbar’s future even if nothing like it existed now…

The ideabstraction ended, and the last part of it that Iqelis felt was the goddess’ attention and Sight turning rapidly to that queer light. That strange sense of hers -- prescience -- was engaged for a moment, and she was utterly still. Vulnerable. But that state lasted only a moment or two, and then motion once again charged through the void of her empty presence; he sensed that she had already begun to withdraw her body from the Codex and depart the palace. She was plotting something. Stirring the currents to obfuscate his movements from her disembodied senses, he slunk after her, and sculptures cracked and gold dimmed under the ripples left in his wake.

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