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Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Good me either. *plays FF10*

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My cousin is also a murderer. And there's a guy on the bus and at work who talks about death and mutilation a lot. Fun convos.

Also, if it makes you feel better, if I did die, you'd probably never know

@Silver Fox

This is funny acttually. I always talk with my old rp buddies on whatever chat to see if they are okay. I even had some people who i tried looking up on internet to see if they still lived. I had this friend who i kept talking to each day and when he wasnt online for 3 days i got really worried and couldn't sleep. He didn't say anything when he was back. I had to find out myself since some people just dont care whenever or not others are okay. I stopped talking to the person after a fight and it has been about a month now. He doesnt even care.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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But I know it's not good for me. I could go into shock, I could have a seizure, I could pass out and black out, my heart could stop, I could die. But I could also get murdered and raped by the illegite rapist across the street. I could also get hit by a car on a road called death highway because there can't be a death passed a week. I could get mauled by bear that occassionally walks through town.

Not saying I want to die, I just have a 'if it happens, it happens but I'd like to do what I like and not have regrets before then' attitude. It's why I don't scold people who do smoke or drink or skydive or bunjiejumping. They should know the risks by now. So let them.

But I won't drink more than like one glass. It's as much as my tastebuds can handle so then it stops being unenjoyable.

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Caaaaaause I felt like it.

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You literally contradicted that statement.

You shouldn't drink cause it's bad for the body.

Eating and drinking soda unhealthy is bad for the body, but I don't care.

Both are unhealthy habits, with different side effects. Both of which, you should know your limit so you don't do something stupid. Which a lot of people do.

Cats are unhealthy for my mom, should we give the cats up and leave them homeless?

If your going to do something, and anything, you know your limit. If you do and you still go through with it, so it's on you. So I don't really care if you cry or not if I die. Cause I did it. I was responsible for it. So there isn't any reason to be sad about it.

Now if I like get randomly murdered, then yeah.

Also, evil IPad autocorrect. I dunno why it did but to butter

@Silver Fox

Back to the ignored part i'm dumb.

There is a reason to be sad about it, since you will be gone. Cant say it happens when either you drink yourself to death because some stupid allergy or you get in a car accident. I would really want to cry if something like that happens since you would be gone but i just can't. When my grandpa for an unknown reason everyone was crying except for me. My mind immediatly went like your family will hate you now. When my grandma was in the hospital last week and nearly died because the doctors hit the main blood line i didnt feel any emotions either. That what person i am a sad non special nor usefull. Im dont even know if i can call myself a person anymore.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

If you die of an allergy i probably wont even cry so, atleast keep being healthy untill i die or i finally start to show emotions for other people

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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I don't get drunk or sick. So I don't have the puking problem, I don't have the drunk problem. I can still hear, see, remember, and think clearly. My body just turns completely red, feels like it's burning from the inside out, and I can hear and feel my heart rate.

Not saying it's good for me, but neither is all the other things I eat or drink. But just like anything I do, I do it cause I like it, just like I'll keep drinking soda and keep eating French fries or cheesecake. Well, at least like the drink. I don't like too much alcohol in reality, only sort of tasty ones.

Doesn't mean I'm going to drink until I puke. Cause that's impossible for me.

@Silver Fox

That not the sole reason i gave you to stop with it. Its bad for your body. You even stated it yourself. You should just stop with drinking it. I dont care if you eat or drink unhealthy like soda and chips cause i do it all the time. I might even be worse since i skip my daily meals because i dont like them anymore and i feel like im getting fat which hasnt happened ever to me before.

I never in my life puked from alchol before except this time.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Im only saying page 97 -continues to look away-

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Meeeeeh unimportant *starts playing with red face*

@Silver Fox

Give a crap and stop with that stupid drinking. Last week i puked in the middle of the bar and humiliated myself in front of my bestie and a lot of people from my town. So dont do it to get drunk and dont do it to worsen your health

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Well then, since I suppose there's not much use in arguing, I'm not acknowledging it.

Liferusher, you presence in the PM collab is desired.

@Lugubrious

I quess i should post yea.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Gives Life a hug

@Joshua Tamashii

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stares at with puss in boots eyes

@Caits

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*dangles hundreds of cute plushies and chocolate and a hug* Come on.

@Zarkun

-slowly starts to look a little-

Hmpf

I dont like to be ignored. It make my irritated and unimportant.

-is still in the same pose and doesnt look-

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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stares at with wide wet eyes

S-sorry...

I don't even know what I missed...

sniffles

Sworry

@Caits

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*dangles a plushie in front of life* You know you can't stay mad.

@Zarkun

Hmpf -doesn't react-

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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poke poke

In sorry if I ignored you

@Caits

*gives life a kitten and some chocolate*

@Zarkun

Hmpf -folds arms and looks away-

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

-Is tottally ignored-

-shrugs-