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I am the fire - Constantine RP

At the suggestion, Kay nodded and stood up heading to exactly where Serena suggested, opening the door and walking inside closing the door behind her. Closing the door behind them all almost felt therapeutic as she exhaled a deep breath and walked to the centre of the room, sitting on the floor cross legged and closed her eyes, focusing on herself and not the information she had to try and accept.

Chas made John sit back down on the couch yet again and sighed. "told you she wouldn't leave you. It'll take a lot more I reckon to actually make her run and leave you" he told his mate. To him, Kay seemed the type to walk away, calm down and then possibly come back to John, despite the fact she ran from her sister all that time ago and took her two years before going back to her, albeit briefly. "if you know where she went, keep it to yourself for his sake." Chas suggested to Serena. He didn't want John agreeing to leave Kay alone for a short while, then going after her if she didn't show her face after a set amount of time.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Chas went to reply to him, to reassure him that he wasn't going to lose Kay but he insisted on getting up which just made him fall to his knees. He rushed to John's side and helped him up, keep g a hold on him. "John what are you trying to do? You're not mesnt to be getting up ya stubborn git" he told him.

"I won't... I just--" Kay began to reply when they heard the thud from the living room area which completely distracted her from her sentence. "go, it's probably John not doing as he's told or something" she told Serena, "I'll be fine... I just need some time to myself, so please don't let him try and find me" she requested. She hated saying those last few words but she really did just need to digest the information alone so she wouldn't get up and run off. If anything, she would want to seek knowledge and comfort from Fee, than anyone physical.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

"you didn't screw anything up John, there was no other real way of saying what you did. She'll come round and no doubt be apologetic for ranting at you. I'm sure she didn't mean it or intended it to sound like she was taking it out on you" he said, feeling bad for his mate. He hadn't seen him like this in a very long time over someone, which told him just how much John really did care about Kay. "just try and relax mate, you're gonna do your lung in otherwise" he then added.

Kay appreciated the good spin Serena was trying to put on it but she was just in too much of her overwhelmed state to truly be able to let Serena know. She let head droop to her knees as she pulled her legs into her chest and hugged her legs. "I'm bring such a selfish bitch over this but I need time... I can't compute any of this right now." she said to Serena, unable to look at her friend. Every part of her core just wanted to run away again, but she knew she couldn't do that, not now.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Chas nodded and made John remain seated. "I know you wanna go after her mate but just give her a moment and let Serena go after her for you. It's a lot for Kay to take in, she hasn't been in this world knowingly for long remember. She'll come round when she's ready" he told him, hoping his words would be of some help.

Kay had put her head into her hands and flinched lightly when she suddenly felt Serena come beside her and put her arm round her. "I know you would but you shouldn't have to. I don't want to become a living weapon either by Hell's forcing or my own grief. "I can't lose him Serena, I... I just can't. I didn't want to fall in love... I always said to myself it was for children... But he means so much to me and its happened so quickly. All this news, finding out in the future we get a kid, and a kid that feels its urgent to flipping time travel to save him?! I would never want that for a kid". She sobbed.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Kay sighed, not sure if it being a warning rather a threat was any better. Yet when John said what he did, she tried so hard not to absolutely lose her cool. "are you serious right now? We're being saved by our future daughter, now this group is getting warnings that you're possibly gonna die and I'm gonna become the very thing that the demons and Hell want... How is ANY of that going to be okay?" she said to him, starting her sentence works duo but calm, but she got more and more worked up and angry as she spoke.

"I'm sorry but I've lost enough thanks to this bloody world and now I could be possibly losing the ONE person that although came crashing into my life unexpectedly, I've discovered I actually love could die, and through that I'm gonna turn into Hell's bitch without their help!" she shook as she ranted, not even able to watch her language with Trish around. It was far too much information to digest in one go, so she did what she knew to do...she walked away from everyone into a hallway, slid to the floor and burst into angry tears.

Josh watched absolutely stunned at Kay's outburst, but he could understand why she would have reacted the way she did. To him it was justified, even if it was utterly terrifying to see.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Indeed we can

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Definitely an interesting idea. It'd be certainly put the whole timeline into utter chaos if the two Kay's see each other

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Kay was struggling to process that she at some point in her life ends up having a kid with John. Someone she hasn't long known and be bonded to. It was a lot to process and she wasn't sure if she ever would fully process it, even when that day would eventually come for them both. The idea that they have a girl who was as John stated, strong like her was even more of a mind blowing moment.

She then looked at Josh and Serena when they said there was more news to come and when Serena said what it was, Kay found herself having to sit down on the couch, putting a hand on her head in disbelief. She looked at Serena once more when the words 'the world wrapped din flame' came up. Could she really be capable of turning on the world like that over one man? Then she thought 'well what has the world ever given me other than a shit life?'.

"so this...this mysterious male voice was telling you or hunting to you...then if this danger to John wins out, I what...? Become this big bad villain that practically destroys the world?" she spoke, finding the whole thing utterly insane.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Ooh that's an idea!

I am the fire - Constantine RP

I'm trying to decide whether or not we should have Kay 'go nuclear' as Josh so colourfully put it if we're planning on having John getting into danger again 😂. As if she goes full blown angry phoenix, we could play it a couple of ways- the group bring her back to herself by either talking or killing her or we bring their future daughter Fia back in to save the day then we could have her stick around for a bit or something?

I think it'd be interesting to see how Kay would be as the 'villain' at some point, even if it's not this moment. It'd be a fun arc to really stretch out for a while where the group don't save her straight off and how they'd deal with that.

Also, as a heads up I might be slower replying later today as I'm going to my mate's this afternoon as we're driving nearly 4hours tomorrow for a convention 😂. So I'll reply best I can today, but tomorrow I won't be on, then I'll be back 100% Monday