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Literally 1984 by Jorjor Well

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Garnia Train Station, August 26th - Final Debrief


The day had been bleak, very bleak indeed. Not a single crack in the cloudy sky revealed the sunlight they so deared for, and instead the consistency of last night's heavy rain had already taken its toll on the march back to Garnia. Being only around twenty minutes away from the rear-line of the Salient, there was a large field in which they had to cross. Most of the previous duckboards had sunk into the muddy depths of the ground and so it was an unsafe trek all the way back to the safety of the town. It wasn't dangerous enough for people to lose their lives, though it was more to do with getting their uniform stained before an early inspection, but the journey itself was tiring and painful. The aftermath of said rainfall was simply aggravating and had caused a tonne of grogginess in the world around the 15th Atlantic Rifles, whom were down by two thirds now. Upon their travels, they passed several other regiments who were going to take over the breakthrough into the Salient. Jean had heard about it that early morning, after waking up as early as 4:00am to a distant sound of gunfire. The Fusiliers had apparently broken through the Imperial defences yet again and fully secured the hill to be within Federation territory, showing that the Salient was breaking apart into a more linear frontline. Jean didn't know whether or not to be happy with that consolidation of news.

The regiment were quite clearly tired. Down to their last 200 or so able fighters, with an extra 50 or so being amongst the injured awaiting transportation back home, they were crippled greatly from the attack on Hill 58. It was obvious that the only solution was that a new wave of new soldiers, along with a few veteran transfers, were required. The night before had Middleton eagerly going around, writing letters and signing morse code to the command stations requesting a new batch of troops along the way to Amone. Approximately an extra 1000 were promised, but whether or not they could be fulfilled was another question entirely. Despite being reduced to merely the size of a single company, the regiment still held its official title and remained as a serviced collective within the fractured Federation Army. Middleton had been at his most tedious with the constant questioning towards his NCOs of their jobs throughout the night, even waking up some of them for five second conversations.

Jean's eyes were hanging a strange and insufferable amount of bags between them. It was clear that the night had broken him. It had broken him a lot. Middleton had left that fateful letter on his desk for when he went to bed, and when he read it the emotion within him just shattered and fell apart. No longer was there any time to feel, consolidate nor express himself. He looked as if he had died in the Battle before. Jean found out that his parents had been killed four weeks ago.

It was a measly letter to receive and held some irony with it. Usually the citizens back home received letters explaining the death of a relative on the frontline, much like Jean's own sister and her letter, but in this instance it was almost reversed in some sickly manner. Jean, a serviceman on the frontlines of the Great Europan War, received a tightly compact scripture of sorrow and tragedy. He cried throughout the night, especially when finding out that the war itself hadn't even been the cause of their death. Riots in their homes. Riots in their streets. Beaten to death by the many extremist fanatics that roamed the avenues of a place Jean once called a safe home. Was this truly a week to break Jean apart? It had been a single day, when he'd found out the news, since his first taste of horrific combat and now he had to find this out? Jean was angered, distressed and ultimately pained. He wouldn't have been surprised if those within his regiment had seen him scouting around the trench uneasily throughout the night, whispering to himself and clutching that dear letter like it meant everything to him. Officially, Jean had nothing left for him. Nothing was on the frontline. Nothing was waiting back home. What was he even fighting for anymore?

Eventually, the dullness of the morning grew even more painful when the remainder of the regiment were told to form up outside the main station to Garnia. Already the town was something of a wreckage. Areas in which artillery shells previous shot from an Imperial-controlled Hill 58 a week before were showered in debris, the remains of homes and sometimes even the odd casualty that had yet to be moved into a grave. Very few civilians roamed the streets and many even gazed at the soldiers on their own side with glaring spite. Jean felt uncomfortable whenever one met their eyes with his and he hoped to simply drown his own view away in Kalisa's, Diana's or even the newcommer Reyna's own gazes. For once, he was simply clinging onto the factor of three perfect friends amongst his regiment for dear life, knowing that if they were to leave him behind and to let go of the hope he saw in them, all would be over for him.

The formation was simple. Three ranks. Several clusters of three ranks were always the setup. No one was assigned any specific cluster and was simply awaiting for where they'd been allocated upon arrival. Before them all stood the NCOs, all in front of their clusters individuals, whereas Middleton took the Lieutenant's mantle and watched over them with a strange glare. The wind was silent for once. Not one man or woman amongst the crowd uttered a single word of calamity for the time they spent near Middleton's own ruthless presence. Before them all stood the grimness of the sky, an absolute grey without any redeeming colours to provide flavours of joy and hope for the masses. Other regiments who were on temporary R&R watched the lacklustre of manpower that was the 15th Atlantic Rifles. Some stared in woe or nudged the shoulders of their fellow comrades, eyeing at them with almost pitiful shakes of their heads. They would mutter their condolences towards the fallen only to themselves, knowing that the 15th Atlantic Rifles had been amongst a terrible loss of life. They were lucky, at the very least, not to have gone down the road as some of the regiments who found themselves encircled, wiped out or completely annihilated, like the 12th Coldwater Royal Guardsmen, infamous in the line of terrible military disasters of the Great Europan War.

Jean's head was snapped back into the reality of the world as he heard the booming voice of Staff Sergeant Baker blast throughout the morning dew. It echoed throughout the streets and those nearby calmed their voices. Only the sound of the great nearby locomotive letting off steam could be heard. Jean forgot about the train. For some reason, it made him nervous once more.


"Regiment, regiment-shun!" Baker's words made the nearby soldiers feet stamp in unison, as their ceremonial drill had taught them before their deployment into the frontlines. There was a brief silence, with the leading Staff Sergeant saluting Middleton as he arrived to assume his position before dismissing him to the side, where the Staff Sergeant awaited for his further calling. And thus, 1st Lieutenant Middleton had something different about him. There was a strange aura around what he was addressing them as, and soon his first words spoke truly of what he was so glad about.

"Regiment, stand at ease!" They complied with strict discipline, even though most of them didn't want to show him the respect he apparently deserved. "Before we board this train, there is something we must go over. The brass requires for us to go over these details and quite frankly, I am sure we're all to do so. I'd like to start things off on a more positive note. Because of our valiant efforts yesterday, we've received recognition from the brass to assign certain promotions to our soldiers to commemorate them for their efforts in the face of evil, tyranny and devoted anger. I am now able to choose and assign these promotions myself. You will all refer to me as Captain from now on."

Jean's throat closed up as he found it hard to breathe from the sudden truth. Of course he had to look smug. Someone had the idiotic plan to give this almost inhumane piece of shit the power he really shouldn't be trusted with. Now he had jurisdiction over operations entirely, as well as several companies within a regiment if he so pleased. A shudder came within his own skull, and Jean was more than certain that the fellow soldiers behind him truly felt quite hurt by the decision to promote the apparent demon of the 15th Atlantic Rifles. Jean was quite unsure of how he felt, having seen a side of the Captain the previous day that no one else seemed to have. There was some humanity and pain in his mind and he was entirely reluctant to share such dire details with someone as lowly as a Darcsen. It hurt in itself to think like that, but Jean knew it was the truth. Why converse with a sub-species when he could bottle it up and use it as fuel to fight a war?

Suddenly, the now-Captain began to continue his opening speech, staring at the groups in large numbers. Before him, clutched tightly in his smartly gloved fingers, was a clipboard with a lot of small scribbles and lists written down upon it. Jean was curious as to what it meant, but soon enough the answer came through.


"And so, I am now within my right to promote the following soldiers." He started going through the list of names, many of which he didn't know. Most of them were previous NCOs who were already taking a step up into the next stage in their newfound wartime careers, but some were names of strange Privates he'd never heard or seen before, moving up to the same level as Jean and Isaac were in that moment of time. But it was the last two names that suddenly stuck out in Jean's head. They were painful names, after all. "Lance Corporal Jean-Robin Charpentier. Promoted to Corporal. Private Daniel Blazek. Promoted to Lance Corporal."

Jean silently saluted, with a painful look in his eyes. One of the Staff Sergeants approached him and handed him the new rank slides, which were quickly slotted into his epilates without much hesitation. Jean instantly felt the weight of further responsibility dribble down onto his shoulders. Yesterday was his first day ever taking command of anything that mattered, and now he was being entrusted with more lives. How many had he already lost? How many were to also lose their lives? Jean felt tears barely holding back behind his eyelids as he knew that this was going to be a position of pain, agony and mental torture throughout the remainder of the war, or until his death came about. It further solidified the truth that Jean was simply a tool to protect the privates he spoke about before. Now, without a home or family to go home to, Jean was destined to put his life to its end in the field of battle, with no love or light to guide him into the brighter future he so desired. On top of that, Daniel, the Private who he clashed with the day before, had also received a promotion. Maybe it'd be a kick of reality, or another chance of a power trip, but it was now another testament to the cruelty of the Federation Army.

And thus, after a brief cheer from the soldiers around them, who were not a part of the parade departing onto the train, Captain Alexander-John Middleton began to finish off the debrief with some words of genuine meaning.


"With that out of the way, I must address the elephant in the room. Yesterday we lost over 700 of our comrades. That was 700 men and women, fighters and martyrs, honourable and cowards, all in the same day. That was from our regiment alone. We are not being granted rest or recovery from the brass as we are being transferred to a new frontline. From now on, all letters back home will be delayed to prevent any information getting out, but a full scale assault on the much-needed city of Amone is a requirement. The Federation command saw our breakthrough at this Salient as reasons for us to participate in this upcoming Siege, but the journey there will take several days or possibly a week. Along the way we will be picking up all our replacements and transfers straight out of training. Make them feel welcome. Remind them of my rules. Do not let them become cowards. Now get on the train. Sleep well, and know that the brass, though not me, are proud of you for your achievements here in the early stages of your fighting lives. Private Farris, please report to my cabin as soon as the train departs, and the rest of you will find some comfort in the train's common cabins for you. Enjoy the time of peace. You'll need it for what's about to come. Regiment, an Officer on Parade...Dismissed!"

And so, with a somewhat hesitant salute, the Regiment fell out of their ranks and began to shuffle towards the train carriages. It was true, the inside had some warmth to it, but there was nothing as exciting or homely as the hotels, inns or homes they'd all came from. Jean simply took himself to the quietest and most solitary room on the train. Each of the seats were divided by a cabin room, fit with its own walls and doors to add group privacy. Because the regiment was so down on numbers, there were many cabins left empty or plenty of seats to fill. Jean simply turned himself to a private room, one that had six available seats, and shut the door without locking it. With everyone being on the train, it began to set off slowly, and Jean had no clue whether or not his solitary vigilance of sadness was soon to be broken. Whilst he sat, all oblivious to the future before him, a tear dribbled down his freshly promoted face.

Yo, this looked interesting so I thought I'd throw my hat in the ring. Still room?


You're more than welcome! Here's the discord link!

discord.gg/HFy8ZyQ
This is a small re-recruitment post for Valkyria Chronicles: Changing of the Guard, an ongoing Roleplay set in an original part of the Valkyria Chronicles universe. In a rather strange and ambitious attempt, the group we have kept loyally are doing a full transition from EW1 (The First Europa War), which is where we currently are, to EW2 (The Second Europa War, as seen in the games and series itself). Whilst we aren't running low on people, it's always a good idea to see if we can garner a few more interests whilst we can, both to fill up the Discord and character pool respectively. Right now we are in a perfect place for accepting new players (Which we do constantly, but for the specific place we are at now it seems more than ideal and easiest for those who are interested to join now). The link to the OOC is simply listed above in the hyperlink. I've kept the details rather vague here because everything is already well-described there, and the establishment of characters and the community there are more than happy to give answers. Drop a note if you're interested in joining, of course, and we'll link you up to the Discord too to help keep everything up to date all the time!

Happy hunting, and see you there if you wish!



Garnian Salient: Rear-Lines, August 25th - Departure into the Night


Jean felt the warmth and comfort within Reyna's hands when she stood up, keeping a delicate tone trailed on her words as she spoke softly to soothe him. She told him that he did all that was within his power, and that slightly made him feel a little more useless. The softness of her hand slipping between his fingers brought a sense of comfort and warmth, one he hadn't felt since he'd arrived in the military lifestyle. Brandished by the luscious sweetness in her content grasp, she rose him to his feet and he almost willingly complied, his face fixated onto her and Isaac's for a short while. Something about the way he articulated a strong gaze upon her felt off on his behalf, as if he were tempted by the sirens of Vinland, but yet he felt a strange warmth in that compassionate assistance she inherently showed towards him. It was a kind gesture nonetheless. And as soon as possible, Diana reappeared. She seemed quite perplexed by the sight of them holding hands, and indeed seemed to visually make a scene out of it. Jean was quite...confused, as to how to feel. Was this normal behaviour? Did he have to be flattered that this girl who'd already proclaimed love to him before they knew one another had been so kind to him thus far? Was the sheer jealousy something to really be worried about, however? Despite his mind being taken off of her outburst suddenly, he couldn't help but remember that he'd just walked out of hell alive...Twice now.

"S-Sweetie?" Jean desperately looked towards the others for assistance. Reyna and Isaac were the only major ones he'd spoken to or heard spoken since his crumbling mass slumped into the corner, but instead he gave Reyna's hand a gentle tug with his own elegant response. He turned to Diana with a frail mind, his eyes almost twitching from the trauma the group had been through earlier that day. "R-Reyna..." He repeated the name in his head aloud, reminding himself that it was yet another pretty name to accompany a pretty face, much like Diana's, Kalisa's and now the late Mila's. Eventually, he mustered the courage to continue. "Private Reyna Hall was just...going to take me to my quarters. I need to...sleep. Badly. Rest. We must all rest, yes."

Jean started to shuffle his feet, almost forgetting to let go of Reyna's hand as she was slowly dragged alongside him. Jean turned to retort his orders from earlier, making sure that he could piece together his fractured mind once more. In reality, he was only trying to maintain the comfort he felt until he reached his quarters, where he'd simply drop into a sporadic and painful day-night's worth of nightmarish slumber. Everyone needed to rest. Tomorrow they were to wake up early and depart for the city he could not yet name in front of his Platoon. Amone. The name itself held some importance, and it was importance that made Jean feel even more anxious than the Hill's skirmish could ever present. This time, there was no room for error.

"Everyone find a place to s-sleep. Now. Heard a medic came for...Kalisa. Someone can reserve a place to sleep beside her. Maybe...Diana? You two are acquainted. Go...s-stay by her side, please? Isaac...Lance Corporal...Please make sure that everyone goes and gets rest. We need it. We all need it. I don't want to travel to A-" He silenced himself, again realising he nearly spoke of their destination. Immediately, he shook his head and continued walking, unknowingly still dragging the sweetened Reyna behind him. As he waltzed, he then realised that he had her still in his hand.

He felt a surge of embarrassment, not knowing that she was still with him either intentionally or accidentally. Before he really took notice of her presence and locked hand still, they were outside the NCOs dugout, where an assortment of slightly more comfortable beds awaited for their filling. Jean had slept on them the three nights before the attack, the three nights that were before everyone else arrived. They were hellish nights, but not as bad as the day had been on August 25th. Jean turned, and looked to Reyna with slight redness in his face, apologising immediately.


"O-Oh...I'm...I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to bring you all this way. But...thanks for, whatever you said. I...I just need that sort of comfort regularly it seems. The battles are tearing me apart." He turned to her and smiled weakly to himself, for the first time in a while since the bombardment and charge itself. "T-Thanks, though. It...It goes a mile or two. You're in our Platoon, so...Just stay with me, and the rest, and I'll do what I can...what I could, and what I must for people like Diana, Kalisa, Michael, Franz and yourself...I'll...I'll...Protect."

He felt the tears come down his cheeks once more, and he attempted to wipe them off but to no avail. He was seriously pandered by the heavy impacts of shells, bullets and concussive imagery of the dead. Jean truly felt his world crumbling all around him, and only on the first battle. Was he really supposed to serve for a few years in these conditions? How much longer was the war going to last? Jean's hand quickly shot into his breast pocket as he pulled out a small watch, one that barely ticked by functionally. Within an instant, he placed it in Reyna's hands.

"You're yet to see combat. Take...take my pendant. It'll guide you whenever I can't. I don't know if I'll ever heal from what I saw, but with my help you'll never see that personal injury. I...I mean..." His eyes darted away in minor embarrassment once more, his words staggering to find their place once more. "It belonged to my Sister. She forgot to take it with her to the war, because she feared if I ended up joining without having it myself I wouldn't survive. But you...and Isaac, and Daniel, and Kalisa, and Diana, and Archibald...They've all awoken something within my mind. I...I guess it isn't my duty to survive, because that's reserved for you people. It's my duty to protect you, even if it costs me my own life, and someday it will. Reyna...Take the pendant and keep it close. For if I am to die, I will not take it with me to the grave when people as precious as yourself need it more. I...I can't let anyone else die, not if I can do something about it. If the Platoon wishes to...well...detach themselves personally from me, as a broken mess, then so be it, but always know that it's now my duty to not serve the Federation, but to honour the dead we've lost and to be alongside you, the Platoon, Diana, Michael, Lucia...hell even Middleton...It's the only purpose I have left."

Jean stood in silence, the wind coming between the Vinlander and Charpentier equally. There was a strange aura around him. It wasn't confidence anymore, nor was it the shyness of his actions. It was acceptance. Even in his training camp, Jean was told that an NCO should try to place his men's lives over his own. Now that there were such friendly, fragile, beautiful, brotherly and honourable faces all around him, it seemed like there was no choice but to lay down his life in the face of death if their safety was guaranteed by it. Jean found himself finally at the beginning of his downfall, so he suspected. EW1 was what he imagined would be his initial and eventual grave, though he trailed himself silently into his sleeping quarters, leaving Reyna with a dire apology and sincere farewell in the passionate rain. And thus, Jean went to sleep, dreaming of nothing more than the blank slate he'd been that day. Perhaps tomorrow, the train-ride to Amone and the eventual battle of Amone itself could spark a new light in him. And if they didn't, then either of the angels his Platoon had needed to rescue him from descending into the fiery depths of hell itself.




Garnian Salient: Rear-Lines, August 25th - Ode to the Innocent


There was a light. A glimmer of saturated hope and happiness suddenly shimmered down upon his darkest hour, stepping towards the confines of his solitary retreat. Jean was met with another elegant soul, one who seemed to have an array of sunshine and godly rays descend upon her from behind, bringing out all of the natural features amongst her muddy and grim uniform. There was a strange accent to what she had, one that was similar to the sapper back on the frontlines a while ago: a Vinlander, nonetheless. He always pondered why such nourishing sights of Vinlanders, such as the deity before him, had volunteered to head out into the plains of warfare. There was no chance that they were forced by their government to participate as the USV had yet to join in on the official declaration of war. This girl before him, however, seemed to be the direct manifestation of the elegance that the Vinland stereotype, beautiful and prowess in their composition. Even with mud on her hands and uniform, the clear features of her face were indefinitely in view. Jean felt slightly spoilt, knowing that Diana, Kalisa and now this newer angel were all within his regiment and platoon. However, it didn't stop his depressive spree of misfortune.

She spoke in a soft accent, one that tried to enlighten his poor darkness once more. Jean was surprised that she asked if he was okay, and tried to figure out what had gone on. Of course, she was a true innocent mess, having not probably had the chance to kill. She was one of the few sappers recalled back to assist in the movement of artillery back up the hill, whilst Jean and his own soldiers were forced to do the dirty work. He didn't resent her for that privilege and rather felt sorry for her. Finally, he looked deep into her eyes and simply shook in his own boots. With a sudden instinct, one simply of trying to find comfort, he moved out his hands and rested them on her wrist when she knelt beside him, just to help him think of what to say.


"H-Hell...It was all but hell out there. We were told to run. Run up that f-fucking hill...Run and watch our comrades get picked off in the masses. I...I can't shake that image, the one of disgust when I saw the bloody victims of our Federation. And then we got up there, only a fraction of us could make it, and had to beat the life out of every man and women we encountered. We saw them, and only them, deep into their eyes as we were told to murder. I...I killed two...two men. Three perhaps, I cannot ever know. Hundreds of the regiment died. We're down by...two...two thirds. And...I can't...I just can't control myself..." Finally finding the emotion to talk, he burst into tears once more, crying in shame for what he saw. Jean truly was fearful for what this girl had yet to see. It was heartbreaking to know that now they were reaching a reassignment, she would have no excuse to continue the virginity of a soldier. Either she had to kill or would be killed. There was no compromise. There was no salvation. She was going to lose that innocence she likely held onto dearly. "And...you'll have to do the same, otherwise...otherwise we all die. We're moving...moving away from Garnia to a different land to fight a different battle. I don't want to go, but...I can't abandon those who've survived. I need help. I...I can't focus nor can I find peace."

With his head turning into the ground, shaking and trembling as such, the grip on her sleeves tightened as did his nerves. There wasn't anything inherently wrong with what she asked and it had finally brought out the bottled emotions he needed to let loose, but Jean was unsure of how to follow up. Still, without looking towards her from pure shame, he trembled out his name.

"I'm...Jean...Jean-Robin Charpentier. I'm...I'm supposed to be the one who leads us...I can't even lead myself."

So... is there still room in this, or have I missed my shot?


No no, there's almost always room for the RP! I'll give you the discord link too!

discord.gg/HFy8ZyQ








Upcoming NPC "boss" later in the Siege of Amone.



Garnian Salient: Rear-Lines, August 25th - Flash of Reality


Before he knew it, more and more of the familiar and unfamiliar faces within Platoon 9 were retreating to their location. The 15th Atlantic Rifles as a whole seemed to have taken extreme damage and casualties on that fateful day, August 25th, 1914EC, where those who survived were to be branded with the mental images of the now-deceased. Jean didn't know if he should have felt safe, relieved or saddened by the few waves of incoming survivors returning to the frontline, but as some of them had returned, the distant sounds of gunfire had started once more. As expected, the Imperial counter-attack had begun, and it was only a matter of a few seconds in which the Fusiliers managed to reinforce the frontlines before they gained a chance to take the hill swiftly. The constant repetition of a machine gun's barrel kept him awake, but speechless. First came Michael, who praised the three in a melancholic fashion for being alive and well, if Jean could even consider himself well. Then came Isaac, who was another NCO of course. He'd been lugging around a huge amount of gunner gear, and so his later arrival made sense, but it was Franz's who got him the most.

Jean stared at him in silence when he came with nothing more than a bloody report. It was one that spouted of names, names he didn't personally know nor realise how close he truly was to them. Private...Mila...Wagner? Shrapnel was her apparent death, and the sounds of it made Jean simply tremble with mixed emotions. He stared down at his hands, knowing that they were still covered in the blood of other Federation soldiers, ones who had lost their lives to the indefinite expulsion of human life. Once again, he looked to Kalisa and Diana for advice, but no words left his mouth at the time. Even when Diana called him a sweetheart, something that would usually send him into a bulky wave of flustering and emotional appreciation, he stared with nothing more than the fear in his eyes. Was this truly the war everyone had been indulging and suffering from for the past three years? Was this genocidal tendency of extreme calamity truly worth all that there was to gain? Was it the Empire who were at fault, or the Federation who gave in to the unnerving creation of slaughter? Why was this all happening now, in what was the young man's youth and day of supposed joy? Jean couldn't help but shake, shuddering to himself as he once again looked back down to those bloody hands of his.

Turning his head towards the hill once more, where the smoke of gunfire was once again visible. The battle had continued again, and the faces of those who'd not partaken in the charge seemed almost unfazed, knowing that this constant cycle of silence, bombardment and gunfire was something of the normality. Humanity had dipped itself into the cold and miserable pits of hell, and had also evolved into something more dangerous than the bullets they were firing. It was almost tragically poetic, knowing that even in the silence of the war there was still nothing of value or happiness, minus the few moments of camaraderie and continuous support for one another. Jean knew that there were still things going on up on that hill, and suddenly he felt himself walking forward towards the firing step of the rear-lines once more. As he ascended, he turned back to the group who'd already retreated and simply nodded, muttering something in immense stressful pain and aggression.


"I'm going back, just to see if there's anyone else who needs help. Do not leave the trench...That's...That is a direct order." For once, there was a slight chivalry and authority in his tone, but now he'd already dictated that the forces behind where they'd just retreated from were still in dire need of inspection. The Lieutenant was not yet back, or visible as a matter of fact, and the confirmation had to be made by someone. Besides, he was but a lowly Lance Corporal. It was his first battle. No one would really know if he went missing in the dead of the battle's noon. And so, he ascended, quickly beginning to run back up the hill.

As he ran, he felt as if there were bullets still flying towards him, much like the previous ascendance of the hill. However, there was nothing of the sort. All that remained on the hill were the craters, bodies that had yet to be cleaned from the original charge and the fresh new faces of Fusiliers and Mortar teams dragging their equipment up for the next defence. It was a second stage of the battle that Jean and the Atlantic Rifles would not partake in whatsoever, yet Jean still found himself running towards to see what there was to see. A strange rope had already coiled around his body and began to reel him in towards the madness, as if he were forcing himself to see the desolation of life and peace once more. The second clamber up the hill was not nearly as long as the first, especially without the obstructions in the way, but the closer sounds of Federation guns shooting down the opposite slope of the hill kept him in a state of paranoia and nauseating worry.

Finally. He reached that surface of hell once more. Before him, now cleared by the departing of smoke and debris, were the bodies of those who remained. Some were legless, others armless or headless altogether. Some were strewn up in tightly compact renditions of the human body whilst others were simply open, spilling all they had inside out. Most were simply being stepped over by the Fusiliers who reinforced the frontline. Constantly, they were shooting downwards towards what could only be the newly made Imperial frontline, having an advantage that outranked all that the Imperials had to offer in that moment. Jean stood on the trench's edge, not wandering back inside for the fear of tainting himself with their innocent blood once more. Yet it didn't matter...

As promised, Jean saw the Lieutenant finally rise from the trench's depths and confirm that he was indeed the last one to leave. In his arms was her, Private Lucia Farris. He seemed to have her tightly clutched, as if protecting her, yet Jean truly didn't now the reasons behind it. Her head seemed to be slightly bruised with a small litter of scratches and blood drifting across it. She was alive, nonetheless, but heavily intoxicated by her fear to the point of having passed out. Jean didn't know whether or not to commend the Lieutenant for supposedly saving this girl, but then he remembered that this was the same man who was forcing her to kill those who retreated earlier on. These conflicting emotions once again left Jean teary in the eye.


"Lance Corporal! What the fuck are you still doing here? Didn't I tell your Darcsen-arse to get back down to the rear-lines?" Nothing was clearly different with the aristocratic beast. Once again, his gun-barrel was smoked with the vapour of recent shots having spurt from it. Even through the oppressive tone he held, there was still a sense of calmness, making Jean truly question how much shit this man had been through to get this fractured. "If the Imps had taken this trench already, and I were dead, you'd have been shot on sight, you fucking muppet!"

"S-Sir, I'm...I'm sorry. I escorted as many as I could from the Platoon and Regiment back down to the lines and was just...just..."

"You came to see if you could help, but instead found a trench full of your dead brothers and sisters in arms. How tragic..." He'd clearly heard it all before. Jean wasn't a unique soldier of cowardice and fear to this Lieutenant. It seemed that apart from his rank, Jean could have always been just a number, if it weren't for his slight authority over the rest and his surviving position within the unit. "Look, if you don't control those emotions of yours and start thinking with that dark-head of yours, someone will blow it out before you can even say: Blighty. Feel lucky that there weren't any Imperials, yet, to do that. Now help me get the damn Private back down the hill. There's no one else left for us to evacuate, so we'll head back and call it a day."

"C-Call it a day, Sir?" Jean was truly unsure of how to react to the statement. He'd just been through hell and back without any rest, and he simply was told to rest it off and prepare for their new assignment Middleton had previously teased about.

"Yes, you absolute tosser...This is war. Dwell on something, even defeat, for too long and someone'll have your head. We'll get to the trenches, get to the rear lines, have a cuppa or two, rest it off in the dugouts and then prepare for a final register tomorrow before we leave by train. Do I make myself clear?" Jean's head dropped down to another defeated look. He watched and drifted his eyes back down to the rear-lines he'd just ran back up from, seeing the silhouettes of his newfound friends and comrades. How long was it going to be until they were ripped from his clutches? The sudden confidence of Isaac? The sincerity of Michael? The experience and hardened outlook of Franz? The beautiful faces of both Kalisa and Diana? All of these individuals were under the same constant threat as the victims, like Mila, were: imminent and unprecedented death. However, it was what the Lieutenant said on their way down as Jean helped carry the poor Lucia down. Even in this crippled state, her body felt soothing and warm even to the touch, her smooth skin having rested upon Jean and the Lieutenant's for a few minutes as they helped bring her down. Jean listened to Middleton's words, pondering in sadness over what he truly meant about it. "Trust me, Lance Corporal...I know what it is like to lose everything in war. Reality is a bitch. Let it get to you, and you'll only turn into me."

The two returned to the trench and placed Lucia down beside Michael, Franz and Isaac, before Middleton swore under his breath to Jean not to utter a word about the final sentence he'd said to him. Jean complied to his harsh orders and simply kept quiet, his eyes watering up once more. Without meeting the eyes of anyone within his newfound group of friends, Jean simply uttered a few words before turning to retreat.

"Rest easy. Take care of Lucia. She passed out. She's scared. Nurture her to good health. That's...that's all. I'll be back later. When you're ready, go lie down in the bunks in the rear line. Tomorrow we wake up early. Train departure." Everything about what he said was shrouded in a tremble, as the thought of sadness and the flow of hidden tears became apparent to those closest to him. Jean moved away quickly, making sure to disappear from the group as they gathered restlessly in the retreating trench. Jean moved quickly. Turning corners, over and over again, he bypassed the communications trench to lose himself from the harsh reality he'd experienced on that fateful day. Jean was crying, broken in his mind towards what everything had thrown onto him and the Platoon. And thus, when he reached the rear lines of the sappers, reserves and those who did not partake in the charge, he sat down in the darkest, wettest and murkiest of corners in that more solemn trench and stared into the abyss before him.





Name
Zacary "Zac" Ward

Gender
Male

Age
18, January 9th 1896EC

Sexuality
Heterosexual

Race
Verviers, Delfzijl, United Kingdom of Edinburgh



Appearance
Usually with an easy grin on his face, Zac tends to exude a calm, friendly air about him. He normally wears his fatigues with the jacket open, exposing the white t-shirt beneath. He usually has a light stubble on his jaw and always wears a necklace with a pendant shaped like a celtic knot, a gift given to him by his father before he left for war. He speaks with the lilting accent endemic to people from the Delfzijl isle.



Height
5'8"

Personality
Zacary Ward is the kind of person that always seems happy and rarely lets things get to him. He does what he can to help others and will always be there to back up his friends, whether back to back, by their side, or from behind the scope of his rifle. There are few things he values more in his life than the lives of his friends and family.



Rank
Private

Role
Marksman

Equipment
Basic Marksman gear (i.e. Scoped SM-Longfield rifle, canteen, etc.)

Potentials
Calm Heart: While normally gregarious and unable to sit still for too long, while in the field, Zac is capable of exhibiting long periods of patience, waiting for the perfect shot.

Child of Nature: Having been born and raised in the woodlands outside of Verviers, Delfzijl, where he hunted with his father and played with his siblings, Zac had practically become part of nature. Not only is he more comfortable out in the wild, but he can also tell when something isn't right by listening to the sounds of nature.

Adaptable: Things rarely go according to plan and Zac understands this. As such, he makes it a point to be able to roll with the punches and think fluidly, letting him overcome challenges and obstacles, no matter what surprises may lay in wait.




Biography
Zac was born as the second child to Sean, a carpenter and hunter, and Elain Ward, a seamstress. While they weren't outrageously rich, they made enough to afford a comfortable living out in the woods, where it would be easier for Sean to gather the materials he would need for his craft, though not too far from town, making it a simple matter to buy other goods they might have needed.

The Ward children, meanwhile, were as close as could be. Zac and Elain looked up to their older brother, Colin, who in turn adored his younger siblings. The three were inseparable, at least until the three of them had started school. However, even as life progressed and they started playing together less and less, the three Ward children were as close as could be. Then, the war started.

When the war started in 1911, Colin, having just turned 17, convinced his parents to let him enlist when he turned 18, wanting to do his part in protecting his family and country. Soon after, he was sent to the frontline, keeping contact with his parents and siblings through his letters. Until, that is, the letters stopped coming. Several weeks later, they received one more letter, but not from Colin. Inside was a letter informing them that Colin had gone missing after a particularly grueling battle and, having had no word from him, he was presumed dead.

The Wards were devastated...except for Zac. It was a feeling he had that he couldn't shake, but he just knew his brother couldn't be dead. So, like Colin before him, he tried to convince his parents to let him enlist, but was promptly denied, Sean and Elaine unwilling to let another of their children risk their life. However, he didn't give up and was able to get their blessing by the time he had turned 18. One tearful goodbye later, Zac was heading for the front line.


Affiliations
Sean Ward: Father (48)

Elaine Ward: Mother (46)

Aislin Ward: Sister (17)

Colin Ward: Brother (20 - MIA, presumed dead)


Relationships
TBD


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