souleaterfan320

Myriad Reality

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What... what’s that?

@Webmaster

That no matter what, the Tier Five are no longer important to you in any way. That what happened in the past doesnt matter, and only our future does. That after we deal with this machina thing, you'll leave them be and focus on us. Can you promise that...?

Myriad Reality

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I was their biggest threat at that point. It was a cold, cruel numbers game. Unjustified and evil.

@Webmaster

So you were an unfortunate 'casuality' in the war.... hmm. Regardless of who is right or wrong, the past may not define who you are.... Blue, I need you to promise me something.

Myriad Reality

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Tier Five subverted and destroyed the Nobility before we had a chance to play a single card. We didn’t go to war before or after.

@Webmaster

Then why did they seal you in with the nobility?

Myriad Reality

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We weren’t at war! There was never a war!

@Webmaster

..... then what happened?

Myriad Reality

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That’s all Tier Five propaganda! We were peaceloving and hurt no one! Tier Five hated us because we were their rivals!

@Webmaster

No one side is enitrely peaceful, love. I've fought wars my whole life, as a merc or as the leader of a side. For the name of peace and prosperity... I've done horrible things. Its just... hard to believe that a side in a war didnt hurt anyone. Are you saying it was a one sided slaughter?

Myriad Reality

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Wait, back up a bunch. What exactly did they tell you I did?

@Webmaster

Well... I cant remember all the details, but somethign about you haveing a dorect involvement in Black Paper Moon. And that you used soem sort of weapon that got a lot of people killed, and if im remembering correctly, innocent people as well. But they wouldnt go into much more detail than that. They said it was all they could give me.

Myriad Reality

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What do they know that you don’t?

@Webmaster

Considering that some of them have lived though much more than I have, including those wars... quite a lot. And they've told me very little. All I know, is that my closest friends who have always had my best interest in mind, and they dont like you. I try not to let it bother me, but.... it eats at me. Why would they tell me something like that? That you were a part of... Black Paper Moon? Did you fight against the Tier Five? So many people died in that war...

Myriad Reality

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But I should—I should be able to do something. I just weigh you down...

@Webmaster

Love... the damage was done before you found me. It's just something I need to work on.... and I will. For us. Please stop blaming yourself. If there is ever a problem between us, I'll let you know, as I have from the start. Right now the only issue between us is how little I know about you, specifically your past, and how it correlates to who you are now. If we're going on word of mouth, you and I have both done some pottentially not-so-good things. Im not going to accuse you of anything without having concrete proof of it. But the truth is.... I'm afraid. What if my friends are right? What if I'm seeing things wrong? Theres so many variables... either way, as it stands right now I love you for the you that you've shown me. Assuming that is all there is to it, then all is well. I can lay those thoughts to rest....

Myriad Reality

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I’m just... not enough. In any way.

@Webmaster

Don't you dare blame yourself for my faults, Blue. You didn't do this to me.

Myriad Reality

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Then live, Shinji, live! Live for me! Don't leave me alone again...

@Webmaster

I..... I'lll do my best, love. I promise. My mental health gets the best of me at times... I need a therapist. One that... one that I dont have the ties I do with you. I need an outsider's perspective. As much as you have been helpful... there are just some things you won't be able to help with. I'm going to look into a few soon. Ill get better.. if not for myself, then for you.