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11 mos ago
okay, meds crisis averted but still slow while I work on getting my routine back to normal ^w^
11 mos ago
MIA for another week, pharmacy once again doesn't have my meds ready and without them I can barely function so from tomorrow onwards I'm gonna be away while I try and get it sorted
1 yr ago
hey brain, if you're gonna make me Stop Drawing bc "You NEED me to Google Something IMMEDIATELY" then I will flip a chair if you "forget uwu" once I open the Google tab. smh /lh
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1 yr ago
"What's the kindest way to say, you took away my friend?" | Lost a pet yesterday, so will be taking an extended leave of absence for a bit while I grieve. I will be back ofc, just...need some time ;-;
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1 yr ago
@leopard yeah that's just a bot that managed to wiggle through the spam filter dw, staff will whack em with the banhammer when they get a chance. happens every so often lol

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Elven | AFAB Genderqueer (She/Ve/They) | 25+ | {{ Polyam Aego Lesbian }}

1 x 1 Int Check (OLD AF AND NEEDS UPDATE, I WILL MAKE A NEW THREAD IF/WHEN I'M OPEN FOR RP AGAIN. nothing personal Ive just got a lot going on rn and I'd rather devote limited freetime to already existing RPs than stretch myself too thin by starting a bunch of new ones *fingerguns*) ||Guild Art Thread || N/A GROUP INT CHECK ||


my pronouns page! <3

(I forget to post to the Guild Art Thread a LOT...if you're really interested in my artwork it would be better to go follow my deviantART or Tumblr account(s)! I post mostly Digital Art but occasionally dabble in Fanfic writing and Animation


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FANDOMS {{ I am LGBTQ+, polyam and multi-ship, CanonxCanon, OCxOC and/or OCxCanon* friendly and willing to double, just LMK! :'D
All "levels" friendly, from Free - Advanced. I tend to match roughly what you give me!
Dark/Gritty themes welcomed and often included, open to smut but also fine with fade-to-black scenes if you'd rather, again just LMK, I can roll with it either way! <3
1x1 or Small Group Preferred, Large Group Possible, But Selective }}


*Unless specified otherwise. Please check if there is an exception listed for the fandom you're messaging me for when PMing me! <3 I'm willing to give playing most canon characters against a partner's OC a try, but there's a handful of em that I just can't seem to get a "good" inner voice/feel for!


》》 Current Status :: OPEN / CLOSED to new threads atm! Check back later ^w^ 《《

{{ 》Current Int Status Last Updated :: 04/03/2025 (dd/mm/yyyy) 《 }}

Below is a list of my current/main fandoms, for a detailed list of plot and/or pairing interests please see my actual Int Check Thread!


Star Wars (KOTOR/SWTOR era preferred, but also open to "modern"-era e.g prequels, OT, TCW, Rebels/TFA-TROS, depending on plot ideas!)
Baldur's Gate 3
Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/Tolkien
Draconis Memoria series
ARK: Survival Evolved and/or Jurrassic Park/World, Dinosaurs in general are also always good! <3
Generic Sci-fi/Fantasy (Elves/Dragons/Mages/Beastmasters/Aliens etc.)
Warrior Cats (pretty much exclusively FanClans/OCs or an AU where canon characters are long gone)
RDO/RDR2
General Animal Fantasy (anything Warrior Cats/ WSD-esque with groups of animals surviving out in the wild etc.)
Watership Down


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》》NB: Very low-activity rn because I'm just generally not doing very well. Writing is hard and I don't feel up to taking up any more commitments; I'd rather focus on the few I already have and prioritise getting something out to those long-term partners when they need responses <3 《《


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The Silver Zephyr (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

Reverse!Zephyrverse AU (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

The Hobbit LOTR Sandbox -- The Hobbit/LOTR -- Lots of OCs + canon -- with a friend over discord


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N/A. Not looking to add/join any group RPs at this time, sorry y'all!


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<Snipped quote by Gowi>

It's futile to try to FORCE people to do something over the Internet. Especially RPing/Creative Writing which is just a hobby.

I think people who get into RPing to "COMPLETE" an RP are foolish.

The sooner the "RP community" realizes that dropped RPs are a completely NATURAL AND EXPECTED RESULT of the Creative Writing Process, the sooner we can truly begin exploring our limits as writers.

RPs that END/Complete pretty much don't exist lol.
(And there's nothing wrong with that.)


Just gonna scoot in here but a lot of the issue isn't the fact that said RPs don't get completed or are dropped. It's that people don't have the courtesy to shoot said former partners a quick "hey sorry, I've lost interest and don't think I can continue this, peace out!" (Or something to that effect)

Yes I am guilty of this myself but damn I at least make an effort to let people know when I get to the point of knowing I'm never gonna be able to write another post for a certain RP

As others have said it's also possible to get to satisfactory endpoints with RPs, I had one with a year-long or so run time that my 1×1 partner and I came to a mutual conclusion had run its course, so we wrapped it up and started a new one in a different time period within the same fandom

I got another one that's nearly on the year mark now where we've successfully completed one "act" to its conclusion and coming up onto the conclusion of the 2nd "act" as well, and still going strong looking at a start of a possible 3rd act after a short break

So it is perfectly possible to complete RPs or reach satisfactory endpoints, or to have long-running RPs, the key is for all players involved to have the right level of interest and dedication in both plot, setting and characters.

As a side note this is largely why I prefer 1x1(x1, at a stretch) to group RPs, because communication and keeping to that level of dedication is easier between only 1 or 2 people. I find that 98% of large group RPs I join 'die' or run their course within a few months because the hype dies down and everybody loses interest, and because the plot depended on a diverse group of people to run properly it's not humanly possible for the remaining 2 players who are still interested to keep the RP running and so the group fizzles out to go do other things etc. C;

So I wanted to leave the set up of Chufion Prime pretty open to you since that's kind of your/Illesia's thing, so I went for an attempt at some form of strategy before they get there

If you need me to add anything else in or if any part of the 'plan' exposition doesnt make sense of course let me know haha c:
Figured with Illesia being so powerful they're not going to win without a bit of divine intervention of some description, and it seems like an interesting concept to play with that the Force is some kind of living being they could procure better favour with? *shrug* it IS a little out there I will admit so if it feels like "too much"...xD
Yerbol suggested that they split off, so Aria could collect supplies for the (undoubtedly long) journey ahead of them while he programmed the co-ordinates into the navcomputer. She figured he wouldn’t ask for time apart if he didn’t feel like he needed it, so Aria agreed and the two Champions peeled apart as Yerbol headed back to the ship and Aria instead made her own way through the academy to pick up rations (ugh, food in a bag again, how she hated it….), an assortment of medical supplies “just in case”: medpacs, extra kolto injections, bandages, and (by twisting Pedia’s arm a bit and promising to only use it if ABSOLUTELY necessary) some painkillers, as well as some spare clothes which they were bound to need if they wanted to be at their best when they faced Illesia. The Champion had been so focused on worrying that she would forget to ‘pack’ something important that it took her until they left the medical bay to realise that only one of the dogs was trailing after her. This was unusual, since both of them were normally stuck to her side like glue and in fact appeared to hate being apart from one another, casting a questioning glance back at Chwuq as they headed through the main atrium and enquiring as to the whereabouts of her mate.
The larger hound simply snorted and replied with an anxious whine.
“Yerbol.”
“Oh I get it, leave the boys to have some guy time, huh?” the Champion tried to make light of it, but her resolve was crumbling somewhat. Chwuq could tell, she knew that. Setting down the things she had been carrying, Aria paused to plop down onto the ground with a heavy sigh. Dutifully, Chwuq wriggled into her lap and bumped her head underneath Aria's chin, which hurt a little but Aria simply smiled and scratched between her ears.
“Daddy was right you know, you HAVE gone soft. You aren't supposed to like cuddles.”
A soft snarl of protest implied that both Tuk’ata were still just as capable of tearing something limb from limb if they perceived it as a threat to their pack leaders. “Just between us girls, though, Chwuq...I am worried about him.” the Tuk’ata responded with an empathetic grunt and another headbutt that nearly broke her jaw.
“I just wish he'd...TALK to me, you know? I know it was difficult for him and it's not easy for him to remember what happened but I can't….I can't HELP him if he doesn't talk to me.” there was only so much she could pick up on through their Force bond without prying into his mind of her own accord, and that felt too much like invading her lover’s privacy for Aria to be comfortable with.

“You sad….Yerbol hurt?” Chwuq whined questioningly.
“In here, maybe. Yeah. And I can't help him feel better if he's not ready to tell me what's hurting.” Aria tapped the beast between the eyes gently, which only seemed to confuse Chwuq more. They were intelligent enough to pick up on Yerbol's worries but of course not able to offer Aria any more solution than she could come up with on her own. With a strained laugh, Aria patted her flanks and prompted them to leave the academy and return to the ship. Dropping the supplies in the cargo hold, she frowned as she thought she heard Yerbol's voice from the cockpit and wondered for a moment who he was talking to, though it didn't take much to figure out the topic of the conversation.
“I don't want her to think less of me….” she shouldn't have eavesdropped, she knew that, but somehow Aria couldn't help herself. Maybe, if she could catch even a snippet of the things he hadn't yet told her, she could try to help. Trying to be as quiet as she could (which was met with stern growls and huffs of protest from Chwuq, who seemed not to approve of this “sneaking around and hiding from one’s mate”), Aria inched closer to the cockpit and listened in as Yerbol confided in his furry companion.

She found she couldn't hide her presence from him for very long. Certainly, the longer she listened to what he had to say, the more she just wanted to offer him any form of comfort she could. Apparently she had not done a very good job of keeping up the charade (or perhaps Taral had smelt her coming and tipped him off) because at that moment Yerbol turned to face her with an embarrassed smile.
“Hey, I'm not judging. “ she mumbled, sidling into the cockpit as Taral brushed past her to leave the duo with some privacy.
“How could I ever think less of you?” the Champion muttered in answer to his statement, stepping slightly closer as he moved towards her and wrapped his arms around her. “I think you were very brave for holding on long enough for us to find you, for trying to help me even after everything she did to you.” Aria sighed softly, stretching up on her toes to press her forehead to his. “And I will NEVER be angry at you for doing what you had to, no matter what it was. And...you can talk to me, about anything. Or not talk at all, if you just need me to be here while you get angry or cry or...do whatever you need to to help you cope. I'm here to help you in whatever way you need me to, that's what people do when they love each other.” she promised.

Another smile pulled at her features, Aria closing the distance between them to place a gentle kiss on his lips.
“Together.” she promised quietly. “And this time she isn't going to get away. We'll get her, and then when it's all over we can go somewhere relaxing and just try to forget it ever happened.” she let the contact between them linger for a few more moments before stepping away to announce that she and Chwuq had successfully retrieved enough supplies for the several hour journey. With the navcomputer programmed, they could spend most of their time trying to prepare for the inevitable confrontation with Illesia. This involved a lot of mutual meditation as well as discussions (often including their beastly Companions who would no doubt offer their assistance when the time came) where they would reflect upon what they knew of Illesia's abilities and fighting style and try to come up with how they would get the better of her between them.
“I remember my father telling me once that beings who fed on Force presences or life essence aren't always as invincible as they seem.” Aria had hesitantly spoken up about halfway through their travel time as they moved to check their progress in the cockpit once more.
“That while it is their greatest strength it can also be their greatest weakness, because once you start taking energy like that you can't stop, or it weakens you considerably.” the Champion chewed her lip thoughtfully as she recalled Renso’s concepts of the Force being a living thing in and of itself, as far of a stretch as it was there was a possibility they could tip the balance in their favour simply by the fact that they treated the Force with respect rather than treating it as a power source to be siphoned as they saw fit. This was going to be difficult, no doubt Illesia had chosen this moon because it could bring a great source of power to her. “We have to find a way of cutting her off from that ability to siphon energy, from what you've mentioned it seems as though she relies on it, her other abilities may not be as strong so if we could find a way to tip whatever energies are on that moon to OUR favour instead of hers, she might be weak enough for us to finish her off.”
Until they arrived and could take stock of their surroundings first hand, of course, it would be nothing but speculation...

Awwww no I can totally see him and Taral having a broraderie thing going haha the guys gotta stick together right? XD

Also agree that Bol deserves some time to just vent, poor fella :w: *wraps him in a blanket* Ari's gonna help you kick Illesia's butt for what she did to you haha

Mine will probably be a little shortish as well but will get themmon the track to Chufion so you can set that up in your nrxt one c; will aim to get it out later tonight or before work tomorrow. I'm on kitchen duty tonight so a bit less time for writing xD
No worries! haha Hope you have a good weekend though! :D
No worries, friendo! Never a rush for a post on my end haha But ooo congrats! :D *throws confetti* xD
@KaijuBaragon 8/10, not a band I've heard of before but I really liked the style they used, the lyrics were pretty neat and the video was cool too :)

Making her way across to Yerbol and Cheriss, the Champion glanced quickly over her partner to find that his most serious injuries appeared to be the gash marks on his chest.
“Stay still, you're bleeding.” she murmured urgently as he began pacing and muttering though at first she could make no sense of what he was saying without his explanation. “O-Oh.” for a brief moment, she felt a flash of pity for Illesia, it must have been hard for her not having a place to call home, somewhere to feel safe….
Then she remembered all the terrible things the Xiis had done, to Yerbol and to those younglings, and squashed that thought like an ant. She didn't deserve anyone's pity. Yerbol averted his gaze and mumbled something about sharing some of Illesia's memories, she could tell he was withholding information but didn't press him for it, however much she wanted to.
Instead, she glanced over the first statement and focused on his suggestion.
“It's as good a place to start as any.” the Champion agreed, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder and squeezing gently.
It's okay...You don't HAVE to explain anything to me that you'd rather not, you know that right? She managed a smile, and hoped it would help him feel a bit better. Drawing back again to give him a bit of space, she turned to check on Chwuq, who was still on her side while her mate nudged her frantically to try and get her back on her feet. Frowning in concern, Aria moved across to her and knelt beside the beast, who to her relief, opened her eyes and glanced towards her.
“Come on, up you get. Don’t make me carry you, you big baby.” the Champion quipped, patting the hound’s flank. Chwuq thumped her tail weakly but still refused to move at first, drawing an amused chuckle from Roan who lingered only briefly to check on his old friend as well.
“You have grown soft, my friend.” the Tuk’ata growled crossly and champed her teeth at him in retort, the Sith Lord’s apparition disappearing with one final nod at the duo once he was satisfied that Chwuq was indeed able of getting up again and none of the trio needed his assistance any further. With some encouragement from Aria and Taral, the injured tomb beast managed to haul herself back to her feet, snorted, and shook the loose shards of stone from her pelt, unharmed apart from a few clumps of missing fur, a gash or two and the fact that she refused to put weight on the foreleg which had hit the wall first, leaving her with a pronounced limp.

Aria had tried to put her hands on it to examine it and determine what was damaged (please don't let it be a broken bone…) but was warned away by a low growl.
“Hurts.” Chwuq huffed, licking her lips rapidly.
“I know.” the Champion scratched under her chin soothingly. “Don't worry, we'll get you fixed up when we get back, then it won't hurt anymore.”
Before heading back towards the settlement again, the trio made a quick search of the rest of the tunnel network and stumbled upon a small group of bedraggled Force users who had not yet been consumed by the Five. Apparently the Qyaari had interrupted that process when they had arrived and Illesia had called them away. They were gaunt-faced and rather badly wounded but their eyes brightened immediately at the assurance that the Five had been dealt with. The Qyaari accompanied them to the med center back at the settlement, where their own injuries could be treated as well; Yerbol's wounds required a few shots of kolto and some antiseptic salve held in place with bandages for a day or so, Aria had a few bruises and a gash of her own to her left shoulder that required similar attention, and Chwuq turned out to have dislocated her shoulder which was a simple matter of coaxing the Tuk’ata to allow a medic close enough to pop it back into place (“For Force sake, just man up and do it already, I'm more likely to get bitten since I'm the one sitting by her head!”). After filling the Alliance lieutenant in on their findings, the group departed Dromund Kaas and made their way back to Zinuthra to search the archives. Aria spent a large majority of the time meditating this time around as she tried to discern any clues she could from their former experiences with Renso without questioning Yerbol too much about his experiences with Illesia (even though the information might have been useful, she didn't want to seem like she was probing for information he wasn't ready to share with her).

She had very little to show for her efforts by the time they landed, only images of towering glaciers that stretched as far as the eye could see, but no clue as to where or why which meant it wasn't particularly useful. She decided to keep it to herself until she could make more sense of it. When they arrived back at Zinuthra again, Cheriss disappeared back into the Council chamber to inform the rest of the Elders of the events that had taken place on Dromund Kaas while the two Champions made their way to the archives on the second floor to comb through what remained of the True Sith texts Renso had left them with. As the place Renso had initially steered them towards when they had met with him, they began with Nuncata. The files were well hidden and somewhat tricky to find (likely due to the backlash Renso and his associates suffered when the experiments went wrong) but thankfully had been kept hidden away. They could glance over the initial documentation of the experiments and their results due to their first-hand knowledge of the events from Renso, allowing the duo to instead split up and skim over records to discover what had happened and where the Xiis had gone after the project had been disbanded and shut down.

Presently, Aria sat on the edge of one of the chairs situated in the corner across from the windows, one leg crossed over the other and a datapad perched on her knee as she scrolled through the texts which Vano had managed to digitize, for better storage purposes, after a very time-consuming and painstaking process (or so the Mirialan liked to remind everyone: “while you guys were out having fun beating people up, I’ve been bored to death reading all of Renso’s old archives and organising them so you better appreciate that!”). She had been about to scroll right past it after glancing over it twice and thinking not much of it, but she couldn’t ignore the visions that kept returning whenever she saw mention of the “safe place for the Xiis to be left, away from the rest of society” (or other such similar word choices). Raising a hand, she beckoned Yerbol over again.
“I think I’ve got something; Renso made notes of where they sent the Xiis after they lost control of them” Clearing her throat, the Champion read aloud:

“In order to protect ourselves from the threat the Xiis possessed, we had no choice but to take them to a place where in time they would become nothing more than a bad memory to the elders, where no-one else would ever find them or remember them. It’s inhospitable, it would be surprising indeed if any of them managed to survive the ice that has had its grip on the landscape for centuries now.” her mouth curved upwards in a wry smirk. “If only they’d thought of the possibility, huh?” she commented, scanning further down to try and find a name of some description. “Chufion Prime, we believe it is called. Not that it matters, I am ordering all records of it on our galaxy maps to be erased after this log entry, we cannot risk anyone else stumbling upon our mistake. I only hope that with time the ice will erase the last traces of them, perhaps then I will finally be free of this horror I have created.” the two Champions exchanged a somber glance for a moment, before Aria opened the planet database on the datapad and attempted to figure out how they were going to find out the co-ordinates so they could travel there.
“That’s got to be it, right? But if he erased all the data…”
Nothing, of course, was a match for the diligent duo and the eagle-eyed (for someone who was missing one, especially) Mirialan archivist who seemed to have a talent for finding information that others wished to keep hidden.The duo had begun by flagging up every planet in the vicinity of Wild Space they could find that documented frigid temperatures, but couldn’t come close to finding one cold enough to be covered in the vast expanses of ice that Aria had seen in her visions...which Yerbol with some reluctance later also confirmed he had seen in Illesia’s memories. After hours of fruitless searching in a similar manner, the Champions had thrown in the towel and implored for Vano’s help.
“Did it ever occur to you, my dearest Ari and Yerbol,” she had taken great delight in reminding them with a satisfied grin on her face, “that you might not looking for a planet?”
The pair had stared at her, dumbfounded, exchanged a glance and stared at her again.
“...I’m sorry?”
“Well, you’re looking for a place that’s uninhabitable to most beings but that would still provide some kind of living space to those who could specialise to it. THINK, a moon like Pantora, or Endor.”
Aria groaned softly and pressed her forehead into her palm. OF COURSE it could have been an ice moon.
“Do you know where we might find one? One that Renso tried to keep hidden?”
“Ari, you underestimate how boring it gets in here without company. Of course I know where it is. You could have asked me two hours ago and Id’ve told you.”
With a little more pleading, the Mirialan had left them with the information they needed, which only left the matter of planning the journey, and more importantly how they would deal with anything the moon had to throw at them once they touched down (including tracking down and dealing with Illesia, of course, should that opportunity present itself).
Hahaha that happens sometimes too don't worry! I didn't even notice till you pointed it out xD

Hopefully I got the name of the place right, I think that's what we said it was? *gigglesnorts* Our walking encyclopedia of an archivist saves the day again (man she needs to get out more XD)

Also figured it made sense for Vano (and some helpers, likely) to have digitized some of the texts since they'd be pretty old and on the verge of falling to pieces when touched after a few thousand years? hehe ;)
Nah that works just fine! I figure he wouldn't have a reason to hover around for too long afterwards either haha XD Post in progress now, should be up in the next few hours or so :P
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