Cadia. The name chimed clear in Amaya’s mind – a border town just outside the capital, little more than letters on a map for most of Amaya’s life.
Until two months ago.
Stiff, coarse bedsheets. The smell of smoke and oil and sweat. Unpainted wooden paneling, worn smooth and dark with age. A hush that fell over the streets like a smothering blanket, when citizens saw their carriages approaching, with their many guards and supplies.
Amaya had sat alone on a bed in
‘the finest establishment in Cadia,’ with a guard stationed just beyond her door. She’d been kept isolated for much of the journey from the capital to Dawnhaven, like they knew she might try to flee with Elara if they ever had a moment alone together. Like she might freeze the foreign Prince solid, her newly christened
husband, if he dared to approach her.
Under different circumstances, Amaya might’ve run to the window – gaze out over the little outpost town, watch the quiet bustle of the citizens, trace the outline of unfamiliar buildings, grasp at this rare opportunity to expand her narrow world, if only by mere inches. But she didn’t need to look out the window to know that there was a guard stationed on the muddy street below, too.
Filled with silent, tearful,
terrified fury, a storm turned inward on herself, Amaya had remained in the center of the room. The damning ring on her finger had anchored her in place. Taking in the sights of Cadia seemed unimportant. Cadia didn’t
exist, not in the face of Amaya’s tumultuous emotions creeping through the seams of the room like ice.
Looking up at the guard now – Daphne, with her violet eyes – a sharp regret filled her. The squire’s soft voice washed over her, unguarded and clumsy. But open. Honest in a way that made her wary and on edge, like some trap was being laid that Amaya hadn’t yet found.
She suddenly wished she’d run to that window afterall. Borne witness to the way her kingdom was crumbling, brick by brick, as Daphne described. Maybe this shame, this deep ache in her bones that felt older than Amaya would ever be, was simply another cunning weapon turned against her.
The shadows cast against the guard’s face darkened.
Deepened.That soft voice wafter over Amaya, gentle, scalding, piercing words of ‘trust’ and it was like a
brand –
Amaya snapped back into herself, back to cold, polished marble, impenetrable and unreadable.
The snow fell in familiar patterns, crystal flakes twisting in the wind.
Looking down at the last bit of shredded meat between her fingers, Amaya suddenly felt sick. Her stomach, still nearly empty, curled painfully around itself as the dark color of the meat seemed to grow more vibrant, more
visceral. She forced herself to eat it, if only to keep herself from dropping it into the slurried mud. Iron was all she could taste.
Amaya was off balance, a phantom weight missing at her side. She wanted to reach her hand out to the side, just an inch or two – just enough for the edges of her fingers to brush against Elara’s, the silent reminder that she was there and
safe –
“Thank you for telling me,” she finally said once she’d swallowed it down without expression. Her fingers curled around each other, refusing to reach for emptiness. The jerky – the
flesh, torn and shredded and bloody – sat heavy in her stomach. She tried not to think of it. Instead, Amaya focused on the smoothness of her voice, the stillness of her hands, now clasped together in front of the folds of her skirt.
Amaya looked up to the Lunarian guard she didn’t know (but she could, she could,
she could – she could ask more questions, about her likes, her friends, her fears – she could search until she found those poisoned edges waiting to slice and infect her, hidden beneath gentle words – she could demand to know all the hurts she’d known and all the ways Amaya had already failed her and let Daphne curse her as the
useless tragedy of a Princess that she was – she could she could tell Daphne not to
die for her) and stilled when she caught her gaze again.
Blue eyes drifted down, away from the squire’s face. They found the Lunarian sword at her hip. Amaya could still taste the meat on her tongue – smoke and spice, beneath the sickening iron.
She drew her gaze forward again, back out over the snow, and into the distant winter forest.
“Desperation makes animals of us.” Even before the sun disappeared, before the
blight, Amaya knew that Lunarian life had never been easy. She’d been effectively barred from any practical knowledge of the kingdom beyond the walls of the palace, but she’d long ago discerned that the people of Lunaris had only grown hungrier under her father’s rule. Amaya wasn’t a fool. She knew the kind of man her father was. Arrogant. Cruel.
Unconcerned. “And there has been too much of it, of late.”Daphne was unsure about the Princess. She had a feeling that what she saw might be layered, complicated and something that was far more than just something she knew and had been allowed to see?
Something was off but it was not her place to pry or dig, she was a Princess and hardly able to ask such questions. She, however, was her guard now and that meant she had a job to do while the Prince interrogated the man. This… Gardener…?
Everything was…complicated and Daphne was not the best at this kind of riddle. She could fight, she would not be a Squire if not. She could adapt and lead, but riddles were a thing that Persephone was working on teaching her to grapple with and solve. Riddle this was, a man who claimed to be a Royal yet was a Gardener, a Monk. A Princess who seemed to have layers, a Prince who took a vested interest and more. She really would have had an easier time just staying late and cuddling Katherine, but Duty called for all of them.
”We made it this far. Options are slim for a Cadian Foundling. I take what comes my way milady, all I can do.”Amaya glanced at Daphne again out of the corner of her eye as the Cadian squire shifted with her breath.
“I will keep your confidence.” The words drifted between them on thin, hazy wisps. A simple oath.
Something seemed to loosen slightly in her chest. Her fingers didn’t grip at each other quite so tightly. Her heart suddenly seemed less loud. The constant buzz of magic beneath her skin seemed to quiet –
Only to thrash again as she realized it was steadying.
Daphne gave her a nod of thanks for the fact her words would be safe. She had little in common with the Princess, but she had respect. She did not have to make such an agreement but had and that was a small but welcome gesture.
Movement caught Amaya’s attention on the periphery. Her gaze, again sharp and quick, snapped to find the threat.
Fair skin. Dark hair. Familiar Lunarian armor. A guard –
The guard.
The rest of the world seemed to fall away. Amaya was on that snowy path again, magic wild, panic as thick as blood in her veins, as Sir Abel died in a spray of crimson and the remaining guard shouted at her to
run –
And now here he was again. Stock still, staring at her with dark eyes, like he wasn’t quite sure where he was, either. Standing several feet away on the other side of the Aurelian guards and their sunlit armor, he may as well have been directly in front of her. The man filled the entirety of her vision.
It shouldn’t have been so stunning to see him. She’d known he’d survived, logically. She’d been too much of a coward to ask Flynn this morning, but the question had been answered at the Moon Temple, when she’d learned the attacker yesterday had claimed a civilian, rather than a soldier.
But the difference between knowing and
seeing...
Amaya wasn’t breathing. Was her heart even beating? The only thing in the world that was true was simply –
“You.” He was alive.It had only been a matter of days since Aliseth last saw her, yet it felt like a small eternity.
He gazed upon her as if seeing her for the first time. Eyes lingering a little longer than was proper.
He had seen her first, so he had time to prepare, but all planning vanished when her eyes fell upon him. Those deep wells.
She was more beautiful than he could have remembered. A scale to which all other things would be held. There was an air to her, a poise and prestige that elevated her above others. She held a regal grace. Built not on merit, but by lineage, opportunity and the belief and expectations of others.
Unfair as it might be, it was life. It was order. Order that Aliseth had vowed on his honour to protect.
Daphne felt the moment change as she watched Amaya’s voice and posture change. Moving to the front, one hand on a blade as an older Lunaris Guard came up, Dawnhaven markings. The younger Squire kept between partly as her charge's response was…strange and she did not take chances when given such responsibility. One of the Aurelian guards glanced up from fastening his horse's reins to a post, brown eyes flicking first to the approaching Lunarian, then to the Princess, before settling on Daphne. There were four of them, but she had been tasked with the Princess’ care… so she took that role seriously. She knew the Lunarian was a Royal Guard, but she was trained to take no chances and to confirm before she assumed he was safe.
Not restricted by the jail she moved faster than she should and away from its dampening effect, her balance reacted smoothly in line with the action. Amaya flinched away at the movement, too off-guard to smother the reaction. The rest of the world came crashing back into focus as she blinked, looking away from the Lunarian man to remember where they were – and all the eyes still on her.
“Oddly popular this day be, if you have business with the guest of the jail, I'm afraid you may have to wait,” she said. Daphne was no fool and saw how he had… caused a switch to the noble lady next to her.
”Squire Daphne, newly in. I'm afraid I do not have the honour of your name..” Daphne made a not so subtle probe/challenge, but she had known, even for a short time of service, good and bad Royal guards and she wanted to see if he could be trusted. Lord Coswain had been quite clear to never assume they were comrades to rely on until you discounted the opposite.
As Daphne spoke, the Aurelians subtly shifted their stance, already attuned to the change in the air. Two kept their gaze trained on Aliseth, one watched Daphne, and the fourth never wavered from the Princess.
Aliseth didn't even understand what or how it happened. It was as if a powerful magic pushed the rest of the world from his purview and brought him to one knee before her.
The air stilled in Amaya’s lungs.
"Princess," he said in solemn greeting. The end of his word drifting with the soft inflection of surprise or a question.
His voice rang in Amaya’s ears like the tolling of a bell. She heard it again – louder, harsher, ordering her to
run. She stood, frozen in place, her fingers motionless even as energy buzzed beneath them. Again, again,
again, they wanted to stretch forward, towards…
But he was not here to see her, she had not called him nor was she his current duty. Talking to her was not in his orders. Frivolities and small chat was not a luxury of his. Not with a princess. Besides, she was already protected by four other royal guards. Aurelian guards.
After a solid pause, head to the ground, he picked himself back up and carried on toward the building. Amaya’s heart raced as he moved, unvoiced words tumbling over themselves and damming her throat, a nameless opportunity slipping away.
But he didn’t get far.
One of the Aurelians—brown-eyed and blond—stepped forward and directly into Aliseth’s path, cutting off the way forward.
“Halt,” the guard said, voice steady and firm.
“The Lady was speaking to you.” He gave a slight tilt of his head toward Daphne, his gaze fixed on Aliseth.
“She’s the guard on duty. You’ll wait until she clears you.”There was no mockery in his tone—just protocol. The unspoken message was clear: rank didn’t grant Aliseth leave to walk through without heed. Not here. Not anymore.
Daphne found it strange that the Aurelian Royal guards were very much the unexpected allies and support. She wore different armour, carried a different pair of matched blades and bore the eyes of a different land and culture. Daphne was not sure as she reached to check her long dark hair tied back, a small non-military nod to the fact she remained a woman if she was a guard.
In fact, Daphne paused as she moved her hand and checked her back with subconscious thought to confirm the knife that rested to her back. A knife, swords, she was well armed for a close fight. She gave the guard a nod for the support…an unexpected and rather strange day was just getting stranger.
“Thank you. Jail’s closed for the Prince, you wiIl have to wait your turn here or pay Sya for an ale.” Daphne said more firmly and looked to the side keeping an eye to movement about her. Was this man a threat to the Princess? She had no idea, but her reaction to the man was… noticed. Really could she have just cuddled Katherine and had a lazy morning? But Duty… Duty.
‘Pay Sya for an ale’ the words of the young Lunarian town guard had the same effect upon Aliseth’s face as might an extremely sour lemon.
The disdain and disbelief radiated from his features as he looked down his nose at her. He was either at a loss for words or deciding she was beneath them.
Slowly Aliseth turned his eyes back onto the brown eyed guard standing before him.
He allowed a moment of silence to capture the space between them as he stared intently, assertively, assessingly.
“I recognise neither of your authorities and at the current moment you are illegally obstructing me from my duties, so I strongly suggest you keep to yours and allow me to do mine.”There was an elegantly laced venom in his voice amplified to the guard before him-and him alone-with subtle psychic magic. He was hardly going to shuffle off and report to his commander that he failed to follow orders because of some no-one door bitch and a few pompous sun-lovers who told him to go get a drink instead.
If he had the time he might have questioned the intent of his orders, did his commander not know of the princesses location? Was this deliberate? It didn't matter, he was a soldier and it was not his job to question orders, just follow them.
Meanwhile, in the distance, Aliseth's presence was noted and watched by more than one pair of eyes. Had he not been distracted by the princess, he might have noticed.
“Sir.” A soft voice cut through the building tension.
The increasing harshness of their tones, the evaluating glint of their attentions, the muffled shifting of leather against metal and snow… Amaya felt them all like nails trailing lightly against her, and with each passing moment she wanted to shrink deeper and deeper into herself.
Danger, it all whispered against her skin.
Blood.The sound of her own voice fractured the ice holding her in place.
“Your diligence is commendable,” she said, her words miraculously even. They tasted like that strip of jerky she’d forced herself to swallow – spiced and smoked iron that landed like a rock – in her stomach – at her feet. She could almost see it rolling at the bottom of her vision – crimson and dark, the shredded remains of Abel’s mutilated head staining the snow bloody.
But she forced herself to keep looking at the survivor. Had his scowl been that deep yesterday? Had his eyes been that shadowed and hollow?
Did hers look the same?
Amaya buried the images of blood and bone and tried to hide behind the role she was meant to play. The diplomat. The peacekeeper. The Princess.
But she caught his dark eyes and somehow felt laid bare beneath her mask of calm – he’d seen her terror yesterday. He’d known her failures. He’d suffered for them.
Pulling her gaze away from the Lunarian, she looked to the other guards. To Daphne, and her Cadian eyes.
“Dawnhaven is fortunate to have steadfast men and women to protect it.” The implication hung in the air – they were all on the same side. There was no need for in-fighting. Perhaps she should’ve been relieved that at least the Aurelian guards seemed to be defending Daphne, especially after the ordeal at the Moon Temple. But she was too taut with nerves, an unsettled flurry of ice beneath her skin.
Just like that the tension melted away. Soft spoken words smothering the flames of egos.
Daphne was watchful as she stood guard and backed down, moving from her blocking posture, her pace normal as the Princess seemed to want to talk, she could intercede if needed but she would go by lead and just assumed the Princess knew what she wanted.
”Of course Mi’lady.” Daphne would stay with her but dropped the block and defensive mode.
She looked towards Asileth, the guard she did not know yet, she did not feel bad about doing Her job. She had to protect the Princess, she had to challenge him; it was just business not personal.
”Just the job, nothing against you, I just got here, not wanting to fail. I'm in my first week.” Daphne said more lightly and less sternly now the Princess had calmed things down, the tension had dropped and gave a thankful nod to the silver armoured guards staying nearby with the horses.
She would follow, or do whatever needed as and when.
“Well, start by learning rank and try harder next time.” the Lunarian royal guard chastised with a mumble as his eyes passed over the lowest ranking servant present, but even his final stab lacked any true thrust, all bite stripped from his words and delivered utterly lacklustre.
Daphne remained alert regardless of the fact Princess and the guard seemed to know each other though less words and more stilted than the tone with Daphne, maybe it was less history? An murder and battle to death tended to be a lot of baggage to deal with. Her hand lowered from the grip of her blade and kept an close eye on the environment.
A rather complicated history seemed to be about, Daphne really wanted to just cuddle a priestess or take her for lunch. Could life not be… more Daphne and less Drama?
She gave the guard Daphne had no name for a nod, he seemed one of the good ones or least not the ones that would get her killed hopefully.
”Lord, knight or recruit, I had to challenge you, I was asked to escort the Princess, you seem a good one.” Daphne added in way of an apology, though she did not apologise for doing her job, duty to challenge was a duty.
“I do apologize for the obstruction,” the Princess said, turning her eyes back to the man. She second guessed her words the moment they left her mouth, remembering what’d happened when she’d attempted to claim authority in the temple. With the Commanders.
“His Highness should conclude his business soon. You won’t be held responsible for the delay.” Could she promise that? After the ordeal with Volkov and Barrett, Amaya wasn’t sure that they’d stop bickering long enough to respect
any authority, but Flynn’s was a better bet than hers. That empty void at her side reverberated with silent echoes, a vacuum that pulled at her to reach for anything steady at all.
Her hands curled tighter around each other, tying themselves in place.
“Until then…”There – the first fracture in her mask, a nervousness creeping through her voice like hairline fractures spiderwebbing across a lake’s frozen surface.
“I wonder… if we might have a word?”