Ocean watched as River walked off, mixed emotions swirling around in her chest. She heard someone call for shots and excused herself from her discussion with Marlen- not particularly feeling like having conversation after River’s accusatory looks and tone. She grabbed Ace’s jacket from where it sat across her lap and stood up, aiming to use the restroom for a minute before coming out and finding River once again, but more commotion by the bar stole her attention. Various gasps and chatter spread around the area and Ocean turned to see what all the fuss was about. A woman sat on a table, legs spread and a mop of messy hair that she recognized had his head between her legs. Ace’s jacket felt hot in her hand and confusion knotted its way into her stomach lining, along with… disappointment?
Her face heated up with embarrassment over the spectacle and she dropped Ace’s jacket onto the seat she just vacated. Ocean turned away from the scene and made her way to the nearest bathroom which happened to be in the main hall. She hadn’t taken Ace to be the kind of guy to do something like that. Sure, he had his quirks and he had that ‘bad boy’ vibe that River most definitely wouldn’t approve of, but being someone’s sex toy and publicly? It put a bad taste in Ocean’s mouth and she wasn’t entirely sure where she stood with Ace. He was friendly, flirty, and seemed genuine. Ocean liked Ace and wanted to get to know him better.
Shame replaced the confusion as she stared at herself in the mirror of the bathroom. Little strands of her hair had come loose from its updo and her cheeks were slightly rosy from sitting so close to the bonfire, but all she could see was a gullible woman who lived under a rock her entire life. She felt stupid that she pegged Ace as someone she could get along with. Not romantically, she wasn’t looking for that, but as a genuine friend she could confide in. Someone who understood and empathized. Ocean heard and felt the water in the pipes around her creak, like they did earlier in the day when she got flustered. She took a deep breath to keep them from exploding and turned the faucet on, running her hand underneath the cold water. It cooled her off and seemed to give her the energy she needed to go back out there and ignore everything that she saw. She’d leave Ace’s jacket where it was on the chair- he’d find it eventually- and she’ll sit down and socialize with anyone who decided they wanted to talk to her. Or she’d find River.
Ocean left the bathroom feeling less embarrassed, but more closed off than when she first originally showed up at the party. The bonfire seemed just as enticing as had before, so she made her way back to it, opting to sit as far away from Ace’s abandoned jacket as possible. Ocean glanced around to see if Ace and that woman were still going at it, but they were gone and Ocean felt something akin to frustration bury itself into her chest. New faces since this morning were littered around the activity fields and Ocean realized with a pang that she was more alone than ever- even with all of these people around her. Even with her brother here. Her eyes spotted him talking to Iliana and a part of her wanted to go and say hi, but she didn’t. River needed to make his own friends without her interfering.
A few moments passed of her just people watching and being lost to her own thoughts when a guy she hadn’t seen today sat down a few spots away, nursing a plate of food. Oceans' stomach grumbled a bit at the sight of the food, and she realized she hadn’t eaten anything since breakfast. ”The crowds too much for you? I’m not much of a solitary person by choice, but there’s something calm about being by the fire and removed from the chaos, don’t you think?”
She fixed her eyes on the guy sitting next to her and apologized internally for seemingly interrupting his train of thought. He froze for a second before meeting her eyes and chewing in thought. It was silent long enough to make Ocean slightly uncomfortable and she was about to apologize for intruding (especially after telling herself she wasn’t going to mingle anymore for the evening), when he gave her an answer.
”It’s a lot of new for one night. Might as well start a fresh year as well.”
Ocean raised her eyebrow at his reply and gave him a grim smile. ”You’re not wrong. I only got here this morning and all I’ve seen so far is a few friendly faces, chaos and public indecency. Definitely not my scene,” Ocean studied the way his shoulders maintained their awkward rigidity and she was stricken by familiarity in the way he held himself in such a public space. He was clearly trying to find somewhere to blend in with the background and avoid socializing. She was like that for a long time growing up, especially after her water incident at her public elementary school. ”I’m Ocean. Did you get in earlier this evening?”

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