She’d said it so softly.
“My husband.”
Flynn’s breath stilled the moment it left her lips. He didn’t let his gaze leave the Priestess, not yet, but the sound of Amaya’s voice rang through him all the same, warm where landed in his chest.
It shouldn’t have been so surprising to hear, but it was the first time he’d heard her claim him in any verbal sort of way. And she’d chosen to do it here—in public, standing in the face of two Lunarian’s who made their disdain perfectly clear.
He should have been pleased—he was. But Flynn knew Amaya well enough now not to mistake her words for sentiment. He knew she wielded words like weapons. Knew that she had chosen her words precisely—and it hadn’t been meant for him. It had been for them.
He felt the shift it created. A side chosen—a line blurred where the Priestess and Royal Guard had drawn it.
He could feel how the word tethered her more tightly to him, how it made her more vulnerable to these proud Lunarian nationalists and their ire. How it made her more his. And him—hers.
Out of the corner of his eye, he caught movement—fabric gathering, metal glinting in candlelight. The Lunarian Royal Guard had risen. His gaze swept over her tall frame, noting the house emblem stitched into her cloak. He’d seen it once before, marked across Lord Coswain’s armor.
So there were two of them in Dawnhaven. And neither seemed content to be silent.
Flynn said nothing as she turned to leave, but his gaze followed her, just as the two Aurelian guards did too. They watched her posture, her sword, and the way she carried herself out of the room.
All the while, ice crept thread by thread along the fabric of Flynn’s sleeve, the cold quietly stretching out, out, out.
Only after she passed through the doors did Flynn return his attention to the Priestess, who had begun to speak. He held her stare as she turned her attention back on him, his green eyes sharp.
He knew defiance when he saw it.
The Priestess hadn’t softened at Amaya’s request—the peace offering she’d laid out to bridge the divide. Her expression, drained of warmth, held nothing resembling compromise.
Flynn had preferred her yesterday, when she could barely stand on her own two feet.
As she continued, trying her best to establish some sense of authority, Flynn’s eyes narrowed. The way she spoke of Amaya’s protection needled something in him. As though she alone could offer safety.
As if trained guards hadn’t failed Amaya just yesterday—under Lunarian watch.
Some small voice in his mind urged restraint. Let the Priestess keep her sense of control. Let her believe the temple was hers to command.
But another voice, louder, hotter, told him to take a step forward. Make her feel the weight of his presence. Put her defiance to the test. Let her act on it.
“I’m sure your confidence is well-earned, Priestess,” Flynn said, his voice edged. “But so is my caution.” His gaze didn’t waver. The ember in his chest stirred, slow-burning. “You’ll forgive me if I don’t wager the Princess’ life in unfamiliar hands.”
Amaya’s frozen voice suddenly wanted to snap at Flynn – what was Dawnhaven, if not a wager? After a scant two months, how familiar was Flynn?
But she couldn’t pull away from him — just as she couldn’t bring herself to reveal the ice along her fingers, the fractures in her control that betrayed her.
She was contained chaos, a storm hidden behind an empty sky. Thoughts and uncontrollable emotions had been kicked up, up, up, with each new development in the scene Amaya was part of, but apparently powerless to influence. She’d dared to step forward, to make herself real and solid — only to be casually dismissed, as though she hadn’t said a word, had never been real at all. Her own voice wasn’t enough to give herself shape. It was only through Flynn, that the others saw her. Only his voice made her tangible — made her something unpleasant and offensive.
Because that’s what she was to them. To the guard – her father’s royal guard, with his authority and ice and shadow – and her cold departure, without so much as a glance at Amaya. To the Priestess, and her acquiescence as if she were indulging a child, (and infuriatingly, had offered more empty words about grief as if she too had tasted the iron in the air) before turning her full attention back on Flynn and continuing on as though he held all the authority amongst their party.
She’d warned that she wouldn’t dilute their practices – but had Amaya requested that? Had she insinuated in some way that Lunarians – her people – should alter their practices?
Or was the Priestess’ comment yet another mark against Amaya – her dilution? After Amaya’s feeble attempt at asserting herself, reminding them all that she had Lunarian blood, that this was her temple as much as it was theirs… still, Amaya was small and cast out, made foreign where it should’ve been familiar. She’d dared to tie herself to Flynn so blatantly, and instead of it being a mark in Flynn’s favor, it was a stain against Amaya.
But… what if there had been another meaning behind the Priestess’ words?
Had the Priestess recognized her Shivanti ritual for what it was? Amaya suddenly felt foolish and reckless – worse, shameful – for having performed it. Shivanta was Lunarian territory, by law and magic. But culturally, socially, it had always been tied more to its Aurelian neighbor, Sundavar, than to the Lunarian mainland. The two islands had evolved together, isolated from both of their capitals – and both of their populations had originally come from the deserts of Aurelia, generations ago.
Whispers of Amaya’s heritage, her inadequately Lunarian blood, had followed her for her entire life – the inescapable tie to an island Amaya had never seen, and yet another excuse to discount her. Queen Anjali had been embraced despite it all – her birthplace, her customs, her very body, and how starkly it stood out amongst the people of the capital.
But Amaya was not her mother.
Her expression never shifted as her fingers froze in a painful grip against Flynn’s sleeve. Cold pierced her skin, her joints, her very bones, with frigid needles. Each one had a different name. Shame. Fear. Rage. Rejection. Grief. They each commanded a different thrashing wind in her body, wrenching ice against the confines of her control. Amaya felt small – she wanted to be small, to fold herself away as tightly as possible, so that no one might notice her, and they could all forget her as they’d always done for her entire life. She wanted to lose herself in her own storm, let it swallow her whole and hide her away.
Ice crept up past her fingers, over her knuckles and onto her palm as she stared blankly at the Priestess. Amaya’s eyes unfocused as she tried to concentrate on her breathing. Her control. Her expression. The scene began to shift as the shapes grew indistinct – the shadows on the wall lengthened. Their echoing voices – both the Priestess’ and Flynn’s – grew sharper, tension building like ozone in the air. Amaya tasted iron with each breath. And all the while, she fought to press in on herself more and more, her magic growing wild against her tightening grip, frantic and untamed as if to spite every reaction she managed to conceal.
The ice crept higher. Her breathing grew shallow. The black fabric that covered the corpses seemed to grow ever darker behind the Priestess who’d been assigned as her killer – and if her dagger never pierced Amaya’s heart? If Flynn’s wager paid off?
Flynn, with his solid frame and strong voice – Flynn, who’d never known anything except for his own right to live.
Velvet midnight stained with fresh, pooling blood as her father’s inescapable hands –
Amaya was too numb to register the pain of her frozen skin pulling away from the fabric of Flynn’s sleeve. Her fingers slipped down to lightly brush against his palm.
Flynn’s hand twitched at the sudden bite of cold against his skin, his eyes sliding toward Amaya at his side. In an instant, he realized that the cold he’d felt seeping into his bones hadn’t been from the open-air of the temple. It was her.
Suddenly all too aware of the damage she was capable of unleashing here, the request she’d made of him came to the forefront of his mind: “remove me.”
He pulled his attention back to the Priestess, careful not to draw more attention to the magic slowly unraveling along Amaya’s fingertips.
“It seems the temple’s endured enough strain for one day,” he said, voice composed but edged with finality. “I've no intention of adding to your discomfort, Priestess. You’ve made your position clear. We’ll find another way to honor these souls, if teaching pains you so.”
He let the words hang between them, unmoved by the polite curve of her mouth, offering no false smile in return. “Though, if you intend to remain in Dawnhaven, I’d suggest taking the time to understand all who call it home. And learning to see its people as more than a burden to simply tolerate.”
He let his gaze shift to Amaya then, the steel in his tone softening. “I could use some air,” he murmured, slipping his hand into hers with deliberate care, pressing his warmth over the ice spreading across her palm. “Walk with me?”
Amaya forced her breath to be slow and even, the burn of Flynn’s hand sinking into her, thawing through the numbness. The pain of it refocused her. Her fingers twitched, but her muscles were still too frozen. Only the weight of the Priestess’ eyes kept Amaya from flinching.
And behind the Priestess, on the other side of the table, against that shadowed wall — the Aurelian guard was looking at her again. Thoughtful brown eyes flicked between Amaya and Flynn, expression shifting subtly as he weighed their movements and words — both of them.
A hard lump of ice froze in Amaya’s throat. She wanted him to stop looking at her. She wanted to lean into Flynn and his warmth, let him hide her from sight. She wanted to be formless and silent, so they’d all forget her entirely.
She wanted to scream until they heard her.
Flynn’s hand, callused and familiar, was achingly gentle around hers as he answered her silent plea. Amaya considered pulling away. Her gaze found Flynn’s.
And the ocean held her in its current.
Her other hand slipped loosely around his arm, tucking against his side. Amaya took a tiny step closer to him — let him chase away the chill. She nodded in answer, as though his words hadn’t been an excuse for her sake. As though he wasn’t shielding her from view even now, with her many fractures and broken pieces. There was something resentful about it, that she needed his words to make her will real. But the bitterness was buried under a growing layer of warmth.
Ice formed faster than Flynn could melt it, crawling along the hands she’d hidden against him. Amaya should’ve offered more words, she knew, to soften the harshness of Flynn’s tone, but…
Amaya looked at the Priestess and couldn’t find anything to say. Anything that she might hear, if it was said in Amaya’s voice. She held the Priestess’ gaze, sharp as ever, but cold as steel now.
What was Amaya to her? Had she ever been more than an empty, lifeless doll? Or had that fragile connection, formed only through silent looks and piercing reminders, been the delusions of a lonely child?
It felt like another loss, somehow. Another shame that made her want to disappear. Another grief. For a moment Amaya imagined letting go — releasing the storm she was fighting so hard to contain, and forcing them all to see her as she could be. Undeniable and vengeful.
Why did grief always feel so much like rage?
“Priestess,” she managed with a small nod of her head to the woman — the blade who’d once been a girl. Amaya cursed herself when she saw the tiny wisp of fog that escaped her with the word.
Needles danced along her skin as her fingers thawed enough to curl painfully around Flynn’s. The motion was weak. Her hands shook from the cold as her grip on her wild magic wavered.
Without a word, Flynn gently turned them toward the door and guided them forward. The guards responded in unison—one falling in step behind them, and the other moving ahead to open the door. All the while, Amaya felt the press of eyes on her, keeping her tenuous control in place.
As they passed the threshold, the two guards stationed outside turned sharply, then fell into line with the others. Four now, moving as a unit, they drifted back a few paces, giving Flynn and Amaya their respectful distance of privacy once more.
At first, Flynn didn’t speak as he led them back into snow-dusted streets. His free hand slipped over hers where it clutched his arm, enclosing her trembling fingers beneath his. The cold of her skin stung, but he didn’t pull away. Instead, he gently curled his fingers under hers, trying to coax life back into them.
His pace slowed as they moved further from the temple, not wanting to rush her—giving her the space to stop, to speak, to breathe.
After a few quiet strides, he broke the silence with a low voice, tinged with regret. “I suppose I should’ve known better,” he started, then sighed. “I’m sorry.”
He glanced over his shoulder briefly, at the guards in their shining silver and gold armor. Perhaps it was time for Dawnhaven to wear something different. Something that didn’t draw a clear line of division.
“If you want to go back in, I can wait outside,” he offered, hesitant to pull her away from the closure she hadn’t received simply due to Aurelian presence. Her trembling hands flinched against him. “We can find Lunarian guards to accompany you instead, if you wish.”
The thought of it twisted a knot of anxiety in the pit of his stomach. The Priestess and the Royal Guard had all but dismissed their Princess and offered little in terms of reassurance. But it would be Amaya’s choice—he wouldn’t take it from her.
Her slender hands curled tighter around Flynn bit by bit as painful feeling returned to them.
Amaya never wanted to set foot in a Moon Temple again. She wanted to coat it all in ice and freeze the damned moon pool solid.
Agitated snowflakes fluttered around her feet with every step and she tried to tell herself she wasn’t fleeing. She moved automatically, all of her attention focused on her magic, her walls — Flynn.
Somehow, she managed to shake her head in response. It was a wonder she could do it at all, with how desperately she wanted to hide herself and deny any useless thought or opinion she had.
Amaya pressed herself closer into Flynn and his warmth, as magic slipped out of the ever-growing cracks in her composure. They were still in public, still viewable, but it wasn’t enough. The streets were too empty. There weren’t enough strangers anymore to keep Amaya from falling apart.
“The guards mattered because I don’t.” It was a soft, emotionless whisper. Flynn tensed. Fog billowed past her lips with every bitter word. “I’m not truly welcome, either.” As had been the case for Amaya’s entire life. “A different escort won’t change that. It’ll just make me more palatable.”
She heard the guard scolding her along with Flynn for bringing incorrect guards into the temple. She saw each time the Priestess offered her an empty platitude before returning her steely gaze to Flynn — where the real authority lied. She —
She felt her heart break all over again as Elara fled the main chamber of the temple the moment Amaya set foot inside.
Magic, harsh and uncontrollable, lashed out, stopping Amaya in her tracks as she flinched. Ice created a jagged scar against her wrist — an echo of the wound that had been carved into her the day before.
Flynn halted, his gaze snapping to her hand. Ice laced its way across both their fingers now—cold biting into his skin like a thousand invisible needles. He turned to face her fully, keeping her hands cradled gently in his before she could try to pull away.
“No,” he said, quiet but firm.
His eyes met hers as he lifted her hand and brought it to his lips, pressing a warm kiss against her knuckles. “They don’t get to decide your place anymore,” he murmured against her skin, holding her gaze. “You do.”
As the words left him, he could see the hesitation flicker in her eyes—the doubt that clung tighter than the frost as she glanced at her hand in his. She didn’t believe him—couldn’t believe him.
Just because he believed it didn’t make it real for her. Not yet.
But he’d make it reality, or die trying.
Gently, he lowered her hand and offered his arm to her again, ignoring the numbness in his own fingers.
“They’ll see,” he said softly, a note of quiet conviction in his voice. “They’ll see what I see. In time.”
He had to believe it. For both of them.
It took a long moment for Amaya to convince herself to move again. Standing beneath the falling snow, her pale eyes were shadowed as she looked down at their hands — at the ice that spilled out of her and crept over his hand. She knew it was painful. Just as she knew Flynn wouldn’t let go if she tried to withdraw.
She looked up again, arguments and denials cluttering her throat. But when she met his eyes…
Amaya found that she didn’t want to fight. Not now. Not when she was suddenly so exhausted from the morning. Her defiance, her hard-edged words, the cruel realities that Flynn was too optimistic to face… she tucked them away again, just as she tucked her other hand into the crook of his arm, nestling into the warmth of him.
The cold would always be there. She didn’t want to welcome it back just yet.
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