Do not let loneliness make you forget your chains. Allowing someone back into your life who disrespected you is a disrespect to the old you who suffered.. remember that.
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MY GIRLFRIEND IS CANCER FREE AND I GET TO START MY TESTOSTERONE!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! 🗣️🥰💚🖤
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I hope when Death finally comes that it feels like it used to when dad used to carry me inside after falling asleep in the truck.
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If the gods didn't want me to commit fatherless behavior, they should have given my mother better taste in men.
@Midnight Howl Not your fault. You didn't put the cat under my truck for me to accidentally run over, nor did you convince all my co-workers to refuse to take my shift so I couldn't head to the college today. You also didn't cause my truck door to jam shut or, make one job super slow and boring while the other one was super busy and frustrating. By the way, I was out of it all day because of the cat thing and almost refused to go to my first job. I messed a bunch of stuff up at work, I get the chills every time I pull into my driveway. I got out too late to go see the movie I wanted to see. My feet hurt, my head was throbbing until I took 4 Tylenols. I am super tense. Not to mention I have to fight with myself not to talk to my ex/former best friend again.
That right there is just a taste of my absolutely horrid day...Sorry, didn't mean to rant...kinda needed that, though...
I'm sorry I didn't see this and respond sooner.. thanks @SmileyJaws for being such an awesome person & taking the time to talk with Lost.
But, Lost, I am real sorry you had such a terrible day, the other day. About a year ago, I ran over my first and hopefully last cat. Tore me the hell up. I was on my way to work and the poor stray ran in front and I thought it was quick enough to run past but, sadly, it wasn't. I wasn't going all that fast, either.. still driving through my neighborhood streets. Poor thing was still breathing when I stopped and got out to check. I moved it off to the side of the road where it died. As gross as it sounds, I sat there petting the poor animal till it passed.. occasionally talking to it through my tears. It's rough when shit like that happens... but, it does happen. I am just sorry you had to see what you did.. there's just some things we can't change that we wish we could. Just know, that cat doesn't have to suffer the hard life of a stray. In an odd, slightly vicious circle-of-life way, you gave that kitten it's freedom it didn't even know it needed. It'll be okay, my friend. Just breathe.
As far as college goes, it'll still be there. I know, deadlines and whatnot, but at the end of the day, it'll be there.
Jobs/co-workers? Screw em. Let's all take the day off and make blanket/pillow forts and watch disney movies all day in onsies. :3
Do NOT talk to your ex, love. They are obviously exes for a reason! (I went through the same thing and my dumbass went against my better judgment!)
Don't ever be afraid to let go of the things that are bothering you. Your true friends will be there for you! Even us complete strangers :) The people who know the kind of pain you're going through / the people who care will always be here to listen! Real people have real problems. Remember that. (:
I will be making a post tomorrow morning when I wake up. I have work at 10AM and will be up by roughly 7. I can't make a reply tonight because I have been working literally all morning and all night since last night at 10PM. I will be heading to bed now. Having two jobs is really exhausting, sometimes espectially when one is graveyard and the other is early mornings. Have a good night guys! & I'm sorry for those who are waiting on me.. I know you do it a lot, and I sincerely apologize for my shit schedule.. but my kids (my dog, my rat, and my fiance lol) have to eat! Gotta provide! Much love. Night all! -Gab
@Dirty Pretty Lies Not a problem at all! You'll probably only miss the party. That's about it xP and possibly the next time skip, but it'll be alright. You'll be able to jump right in!
Its not just any kind of party x) or at least it wasn't gonna be xD hmm..ill have to cook something up for that then x) I gotta get to work in an hour, and gotta get ready in that time..otherwise I'd do it now. Get off at 8PM xP long night ahead.
@LostDestiny I'm still waiting on the second place that hired me to contact me back. Told me they wanted to hire me, I did all the paperwork and now nothing. I've tried calling them but have got nothing in return .__. I am just, like.. wut? lol
I hope things work out for ya :/ Adult life honestly sucks. I don't know why I ever thought it would be anything different >~<
Dominik's response left many questions in Davina's mind, more his tone of voice than the actual response itself. This caused the girl to press her lips into a hard, thin line for a moment before half smiling again before replying back. "Oh, no worries. I get it. Not the right kind of 'football' game." She mentally kicked herself, slightly wincing at how bad the joke was. Davina quickly let out a small nervous laugh and added hastily, "I only started going because of some of my friends who like a few guys on the team. I get dragged along more than anything."
'Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Just shut up, already!'
Davina grit her teeth at her thoughts but maintained a cool expression on the outside, not wanting Dominik to think she was upset or disappointed otherwise. It would have been nice to go to the first home game with Dominik at her side, but maybe it was a bit too early to be rushing into this sort of thing. Davina then caught herself thinking of Jackson and winced slightly at the memories that flowed through her mind, following. Painful, no doubt. With a soft sigh, Davina glanced over at her cousin on the other end of the room and smiled. He seemed to be trying to make friends with the blonde kid and the girl Maria who Davina knew was crushing on him. As far as her version of 'girl code' went, you never outright told any girl's secret crush. I mean, even though most the girls at the school knew, and even some of the guys did, too. Quinten however was still as as oblivious as ever.
Considering Dominik wouldn't be going to the game, Davina wondered what he might be doing after school. The many thoughts that crossed her mind forced a blush to rise to her cheeks but she cast it away with a simple thought. 'Stop. Just.. stop. Slow your roll, girly.' Davina then inhaled sharply before mumbling, "Well, anyway.. that's alright. I probably won't be going either. Was gonna be more of a 'if-you'll-go-I'll-go' kind of thing." She gave him a soft, warm smile before standing up and quickly covering her mouth as she yawned gently against her hand. Still tired from not getting enough sleep the night before. With her hand so close to her face, she pulled it back and checked the time on her digital wrist watch. 07:37AM."Almost time to get out of here, she muttered to herself, looking behind her to check the classroom's clock that sat over the doorway to make sure her watch was in sync with the school's.
Quinten smiled genuinely at Toby to his responses, nodding in agreement to his question of whether or not any school year was actually smooth. Suddenly Quinten found himself on the defense, feeling bad for having mentioned the whole brawl scene that nearly went down a couple days prior. "Ey man, it's cool. I wasn't intending it that way. I know it was resolved. Just saying, I wouldn't be one to try underestimating you." Quinten watched the boy as he fidgeted around and refrained from holding any kind of eye contact. The behavior reminded him a lot of his own mother who acted the same exact way, although hers was justified quite differently than Toby's, he was sure. Quinten's mom has a lazy eye. Not full-blown, but it acts up when she's exhausted, and she tends to be insecure of it. Had been her whole life.
Quinn's attention was drawn elsewhere, then, only to be dismissed what seemed like half a second later. His expression shifted into a quite confused one at that point, raising an eyebrow at the girl. He didn't really know how to respond to that, in all honesty. It took Quinten a second to finally let go, "Umm, alright then." It boggled his mind why this girl, Maria, did this to him almost any time they had an opportunity to talk. He had half a mind to think that the girl hated him. But why say hi to him if she hated him? Who knows. Not Quinten, that's for sure! He looked back at Toby who'd now been gazing out the window, to which he followed in doing the same thing. It was a nice day outside, from what the sky looked like. The sun was just barely peaked over the building across from them, shining down into their classroom. Almost a blinding light. Quinten turned away and sat facing forwards, then.
"Oh, by the way. Toby would win simply because Marco wouldn't fight back. Not unless there was good reason. Marco hates violence and stays out of it as much as possible."
It was at that moment that Quinten was a little irritated, but only just. He had been joking, and it was like no one was picking up on the fact. With Maria's dismissiveness and then the following response, Quinten found himself really hating the computer for putting him next to her. Or vice versa, rather. He could deal with being around people he didn't know well because he made friends easy, but to be around Maria who seemed to do nothing but ignore him. Quinten didn't bother dignifying her response with an answer, but just simply nodded his head in response. Not really agreeing nor disagreeing, seeing as how he didn't know Marco all that much. Suddenly his phone went off in his pocket, forcing him to yank it out from his deep jean pockets. The name on the home screen made Quinten frown. It was her.
ιт'ѕ yoυr weeĸend. do yoυ wanт нιм or noт?
Reading the text alone left a sour taste in Quinten's mouth. Did she even care for their-... his son? He bit down on his teeth hard at that moment, typing out a quick text in response.
yoυ ĸnow мy anѕwer. мeeт aт тнe υѕυal ѕpoт. ι'll pιcĸ υp нιѕ car ѕeaт ғroм нoмe aғтer ѕcнool and вe on мy way, тнen.
Something stopped his train of thought at that moment, looking over at Toby who looked to be having an issue breathing. "Hey man, you okay? Need anything?" Quinten's face was riddled with concern, hoping there was something he could do for the poor kid. It then dawned on him that he might have asthma, or bronchitis..? Quinten looked down at his pants that, had someone who wasn't a dog animal lover looked at his clothes, they couldn't have seen the black hairs that covered his pants and were slightly speckled over his jacket. 'Shit, he's allergic to dogs,' he thought to himself, looking back at the boy with an apologetic look.
colтon ĸrυger
Dark blue jeans with red converse and football jersey #17 ->
Colton's mini-anxiety attack blew away the second he was asked if he knew of anything happening that night, to which in fact he did. His smile spread wide, almost a devious one. "Yeah. There's a massive party going down in New Orleans. Not too big of a drive, if y'all wanna come along. I'll drive. I'm going regardless." Colton looks over at Mrs. Wiley and makes sure she isn't paying any attention to their side of the room, slipping his wallet out from his pocket and flipping the bi-folded leather open to flash an I.D. "Got my bases covered." He smirked slightly, closing the wallet back up and sliding it back into hiding. Colton glanced over at Harley for a moment, mentally screaming at Riley for having still been friends with her after their break-up but knew it wasn't right of him to want that to end. Harley and Riley had been friends long before Colton and Riley were even considered buddies. Colton looked over at Roxy as she piped into the conversation, raising an eyebrow. "You game?"
@LostDestiny I'm really sorry. Got caught up spending time with my fiance. Since we don't live together, it's slightly difficult to fit time together into our schedules cause we live a bit of a ways away from each other and can only spend every few days together. I'm here though. Gonna start on my post but can't guarantee it won't take a while, because I edit my posts halfway through and all that fun jazz.
For everyone waiting on me, I will get a post up as soon as I get home today! Meant to get one out last night but I passed the hell out. Had to be up at 2 AM :/
@Oliver I agree with @LostDestiny. You don't give much to go on when you are waiting on two characters but reply to the one that's been posted. If you're waiting on two separate people, please wait for both of them to post. The whole "waiting for them to respond, seconds passing by with nothing to do but stare at their faces and the floor" is a bit much, and quite unnecessary. >~< if you would be so kind, please....... wait till both parties have answered you. Gives you a better opportunity for a fuller response in the long run.
@Oliver I'm relatively new to Polyvore. I used to use pics from there all the time, but I can't get a link for the picture I just made for an outfit >~< How the heck do you get the link to post the picture to other sites (like here)?