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Welcome to my Bio, random person. Yeah, my name is pretty redundant (Polaris - North Star, North... well north.)

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I live in the Philippines. I'm a student and life gets a bit hectic so please understand if I suddenly become more sporadic when it comes to replies.

I'm involved in a lot of fandoms (mostly anime) and as long as it gets my interest, I'll join. My range is from free to casual [or well, as long as I can get it from the post I'm replying to]. I'm more of a fantasy kid than a slice of life but I think I can join something like that. I'm not much of a romance writer so I keep myself to PG-13 and not exceed anything else.

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James Ryder Blaise


James nodded at Rafe and then placed two hands on his ears to cover them, but he still could hear what he was talking about. He headed over to the side to wait out the interaction. Rafe didn't seem to have any want of actually reassuring the female, but rather making her learn the lesson rather harshly. To each their own, James thought.

Jain kept on rambling on and James couldn't help but shake his head at the situation. It would seem that he wouldn't be needed here any time soon. It would be better to just exit here and now, before he sees anything else that he might use as some sort of tease to anyone later. He never minded this side of anyone, really, as it was understandable in all of their situations. He imagined the others felt the same way after a long and stressful day.

James shrugged, not that he would know.

Just as he was about to exit, Petra and her team burst in and she declared herself Head Nurse and would take care of Jain instead of the Arlington folks that Jain had requested. Yup, he wouldn't be needed here. "Yup, I'm outta here. There are still some patients out there that might need my help." He said, walking out with a wave and then gesturing for Rafe to do the same. Petra will take care of Jain. James had enough trust in his mentor's daughter to know that much. There was a small smirk playing on his face. Now he wondered what kind of stories would be passed around now.

The young doctor stepped outside and then took a deep breath. He wondered what he should do now. Yeah, he said he would check up on the others but Amir had certainly taken care of them. Hanging out with the local girls didn't seem like too bright of an idea if he were to go off with the stories told by the troopers and scouts. Maisy, Trevor and Rafe would undoubtedly be busy with... everything else that they needed to do to get rid of those bandits.

And so, James walked around aimlessly - occasionally smiling and shaking his head at the invitation of some of the girls.
I will also try to get a post up later if schoolwork permits it.
Alright, color me interested.


Location: The Clearing
Interacting with: Spidernose @The Elvenqueen Maplefoot @Dusty

The arrival of Spidernose did not invoke much reaction from the Cliffclan deputy. The two weren't friends per se, acquaintances would be a much better word to describe what their relationship was. It was mostly because the deputies weren't exactly the type to suddenly be on friendly terms with other deputies and Stormflash wasn't sure how he would approach the situation - so he decided to keep silent, only dipping his head as a greeting of the she-cat. He didn't mind the silence, and it would seem that Spidernose doesn't either. He appreciate that.

However, silence wasn't going to reign during this preparation as Maplefoot approached. His eyes narrowed as she made her way towards them and Stormflash quickly commented. "Willowhisker... where is she?" It was rare for another cat to stand in for a deputy since they were all usually young and fit. To not see Willowhisker and only Maplefoot - a cat he barely knew and only found out the name in passing - was surprising. There was also the glaring lack of presence of the Oakclan leader. He had been old, the leader from the very start of the making of the clans, but seeing as the old leader's presence was always there from the very start - not seeing him again was worrying.

What in the name of Starclan was going on with Oakclan?

His inquiry was soon answered by Maplefoot. First, the leader couldn't come today. She said that after taking a seat on the log - where the leaders were. This elicited an angry reaction from Spidernose but Stormflash kept quiet. Quite the brave one, Maplefoot was. Then she went on to report why Willowhisker wasn't there - it was because she was dead. A rush of sadness washed over the deputy, but he kept an easy face - his usual face.

"I'm very sorry for your loss. It is saddening, but I am sure she will be happy in Starclan's ranks." He and Willowhisker had never been close, but to lose a cat that you've grown accustomed to seeing does give some pain to others. Stormflash then looked towards Spidernose, only now giving her the proper attention. He merely gave her a nod towards Jaggedstar - the strict leader of Lightclan. The two deputies didn't have to say anything. He could take care of this and he will take care of it well.



Location: The Clearing
Interacting with: Softwillow @The Elvenqueen

Tigerfall's eyes seemed to soften upon hearing her response. Cold, he may be, but he tended to show emotion around his adoptive sister and his apprentice. It may be because of how much time she had already spent with him. Perhaps, it was also because they both lost their littermates, though hers would be more tragic considering the fact that she never got to meet her formally. They didn't get to grow up together in fear of bringing conflict with it. A truly unfortunate event.

"No. It wouldn't be." He reassured her, voice softening. He only ever used that around his own family and extremely close friends, and patient who have been through a lot. Tigerfall had been an excellent Medicine Cat not only because he was trained, it was also because he had this talent to suddenly change his attitude to approach a situation right.

His ear flicked upon hearing her wistful thinking. He finally turned at him for the conversation, lowering his voice so that he could speak about it without worry of someone finding out. "Certainly, you're not thinking about this in the right way, my dear apprentice." He pointed out before turning back to the area wwhere the deputies and leaders were. "Could you not have befriended her, at the very least? Though it would not be the same, you could finally talk to her."

He paused. Of course, that was merely one option. It would also be rather hard now since they were at the back and she was all the way in front, but it would have been possible before. Tigerfall gave her chances to mingle with others by not requiring her to sit by him when she was younger. But perhaps, another would be able to fill the void? "And what about young Ashclaw? Yes, given that you were both older than when I had met Coalrunner, but perhaps you could have treated him as so?"He looked towards where the Tom was sitting to see that a Lightclan cat had approached him.

Was that not his blood sister? He could see Frogshade stiffen, obviously not liking it. Hm, it would seem that they all had some family issues. Though, for Ashclaw, Tigerfall knew that it was because of his softer attitude as compared with other Lightclan cats. It was a good thing they're own clan was very accepting, or else most cats would not know where to go. Though it meant that there would be more patients, Tigerfall never minded. They were all living in this forest together and they should be helping each other, not fighting. Sadly, other clans don't seem to see it the same way.
I was too used to the idea of churning out only one post per post of GM. Seeing as that is not the case, I'll write one up later since it's still morning and I'm kinda heading to a friend's house.
@HushedWhispers

Happy Turkey day to you guys. We don't have that here, but heard it was a fun day to just eat. Hope you guys had/have fun!


Location: The Clearing
Interacting with:

No cat probably wanted to admit it, but Stormflash looked particularly bored as they went through the motions to get to the Gathering. He always found the Gatherings to be quite a hassle, despite it usually being an honor for cats who were picked out to attend. To him, it meant that he had to go out of the territory and thus, can't keep an eye on the clan. He had full trust on the cats back at the territory, but that doesn't ease the worry that had developed in his belly that told him that a rogue cat might attack - or some of the other predators decided that it was time to feast upon his brethren.

Nevertheless, Stormflash had to attend and he was trailing behind the leader of Cliffclan. Opposite of Lightclan, Clifflcan usually was the first to get to the meeting place since they valued being on time. However, the other clans were close behind when it came to arriving so he didn't exactly have the luxury of lounging around for a while. Taking his position behind the leader where deputies usually sat when it came to Gatherings, he let his eyes roam for a while. He saw other cats mingling with each other - friends from beyond the clan finally meeting yet again and shared gossips. This kind of interaction always brought a smile upon his face, even if it ran the risk of them losing loyalty over to another clan.

Stormflash had been there before. He was friends with cats from other clans, before he became Deputy which offered no chance to talk with others. He had made good friends, but most had died one way or another. Though, there was on glaring memory he could always remember. It was the fact that he never befriended any cat from Lightclan. It was not by choice, of course. Stormflash had tried, along with his sister, but they always fell short for some odd reason or another. He knew how ruthless the cats of Lightclan were, and maybe they didn't really like Cliffclan's behavior towards other cats. After all, they were the most accepting out of all of them. Perhaps they loathed them for being this easygoing. Who knows.

Jaggedstar and his clan had finally arrived. Stormflash gazed at him and his deputy before turning his head to another position so the leader of Lightclan wouldn't tear him to pieces for looking. Stormflash had never been fond of Jaggedstar but that was mostly attributed to him just being overall hard to approach. Even those from Lightclan who decided to leave told them that he was never the warmest of cats nor did he have many friends - or any at all, depending on which cat you heard it from. Stormflash wondered if he would still be leader once he takes up the mantle as the leader of Cliffclan. Hopefully not, he could already feel the migraines of trying to talk it out with him when it comes to certain problems. He wondered how the leader kept up with Jaggedstar all this time - then again, they tried to avoid any confrontations with the Lightclan leader so that may be why.



Location: The Clearing
Interacting with: Softwillow @The Elvenqueen

Ah the Gathering. It had always been a time for mingling with other cats. Tigerfall was rather thankful that they all had this chance to take it easy, lest Starclan smite them all for being disrespectful and going against the Warrior Code. Yes, the Code. If he wasn't mistaken, it had only been made recently. Before he had been born, his parents were both rogues until very recently before his birth. He still remembered how the elders usually told their stories about how they weren't in clans before. No Warrior Code, no Clan, just them and surviving in this forest. Tigerfall wondered how that kind of lifestyle worked out. But there was no time to wonder about the past - as he was here on the present and had to pay attention.

Tigerfall's tail flicked to the side as he watched the other clans enter - eyes brightening when he saw familiar faces. The other Medicine Cats had been good friends to him, and he to them. There was a bond you would come to share when you meet every half moon to convene with Starclan. He always came to appreciate their presence when they would share some stories when they came together as they waited. Which reminded him, Frostwhisker had still been expecting kits, was she not? He wondered if she would come to the Gathering - and their own meeting in Moonfall. It had always been risky for her. He was worried about her well-being because of it. But no matter, she was a medicine cat herself - surely, she knew how to pace herself well. Besides, she had an apprentice. They will be fine.

His eyes were drawn towards other cats - mainly that of the Boulderclan Deputy, Spidernose. He had always wondered who Frogshade's kit was, the other one, he means. After the Gathering from when she was announced as warrior, Tigerfall put two on two together. He was interested in her not only because she was Softwillow's (his apprentice) sister, but also because she was part Cliffclan as well. He wondered when she would find out. Frogshade and Softwillow never spoke up since it would cause some frictions between the two clans. However, was it truly a good idea to just leave her in the dark like that? What was the father doing anyway? To simply not tell Spidernose all about it. Shame, really.

Memories of Lilybranch and Dawnstrike flooded his mind without his consent. He had always regretted it - his sister's death and his brother's disappearance. There was a small part of him that blamed himself for it. Mainly because of how powerless he was to stop his siblings from running out. Had it not happened, maybe Lilybranch would have still been alive. Dawnstrike would have never left. Tigerfall had been aware of his brother's hotheaded nature, but he failed to do anything before it happened. He knew that Coalrunner felt the same - maybe even more since she had been present during the fight. But neither showed their remorse - their guilt. They had to move on and live on.

"Do you ever wonder what it would be like if your sister was with you?" He mused to his apprentice, tail now tucked in on top of his paws. Tigerfall had been careful to say it so that the other Medicine Cats wouldn't suspect much when they overhear. One would easily think that he may have been talking about a departed littermate. "Personally, I find littermates to be quite a handful, but they are useful to be around when it comes to lifting my spirits up." It was just the musing of an old cat who remembered his own siblings and how he can't be with them anymore - aside from one.
Discord sounds good. I'll probably lurk around more than I actually talk, but hey, it's good to improve communications.
James Ryder Blaise


James took in the information being given out right now. While he didn't think he would speak up for the duration of this meeting, he knew that he had to know these things. He may be a doctor, but he also needed to know the various info on the happenings of the previous battles in their expedition. While he was no good at talking tactics, talking to them to ease their fears and doubts was something he could do. While Summer, enigmatic as she may be, definitely covered this area well - James always offered an ear to those who needed it. Being someone who rarely had anything to do if not after a battle, he could easily offer up for someone to take their time in letting out any worries they had.

Assurance coming from Trevor that he was fine and he already did what he had to do, James nodded at him. Though Trevor's nervous glances towards Maisy was quite hilarious to the young male. If this were any other situation, he would have pointed it out and teased him, but this was neither the place nor the time to do so. He settled back into his position and then looked back at Jain as she continued speaking.

Jain had temporarily given her position to Maisy until she could get better, with Trevor being her second-in-command. Well, that much was already given. Maisy had been doing a great job rounding up the bandits and also getting their troops organized after such an ordeal - doing what she had to as their second-in-command. He approached her as she released what she could out and into the bucket. He then rubbed her back as she did so, holding up her hair so as to not get it all messy all over again. He was there to help, but there was nothing he could do. Her system was simply purging what Summer had put in for her.

James backed away when she was finished and Jain started breaking down. It was surprising to see the commander like this, and this was also evidenced by Maisy and Trevor's reactions. They offered their reassurances so that Jain wouldn't start thinking of things she shouldn't be. James could wildly guess that this break in character wasn't because of recent news - Jain could probably had that well. No, it was the drugs. It left people vulnerable before, James assumed that was still the case now. However, these were still her true feelings and knowing that her pride was so damaged as to think these - well, it wasn't very reassuring for James.

Raphael came in to bring in more news. Athena had come and insisted she play with the commander, though that was still up for debate. Trevor began speaking once more. James couldn't help but put in his input as well. "We still have people who need a bit of recovery so we definitely can't go on the move for a few days, like Maisy said... unless you want them to stay here." He pointed out. James rubbed the back of his head and then continued, "Hopefully not too comfortable, if we're going to move out, they just might not feel the want to go with us." It had happened before - people in expeditions staying behind because they found themselves too comfortable in the town. James had even seen some of the women of the town insist that the men stay. The reasoning behind the offer was already obvious, and James just really hoped no one would fall prey to their wicked charm. They still had a long road ahead of them, after all. "In any case, good luck. I don't want to get another patient during your raid." He joked with Trevor.

James turned back to Jain, taking a chair and then sitting down - placing both arms on top of the backrest. "Y'know boss... er, Jain. Like they said, it's fine to let it out every now and then. It's not like we'll hate your or anything just because you've exposed yourself as a person with feelings. It isn't your fault that they died - not entirely at least. So you shouldn't beat yourself up like that. You're a good commander, they wouldn't follow you otherwise." He then placed his head on his arms, not knowing if his words had any effect - or if it would only worsen her condition. Though, by now, he just wanted Jain to open up a bit more, but willingly this time. "You really should know that I know how you feel. When you're a doctor and you fail to save a life... it really brings me down you know. I've had at least two people die on me because they were beyond saving, but the guilt is still there. You have days to come in terms wit it, and more to improve yourself. Isn't that how the world works?" He mused, wondering if he was still giving Jain advice or if he was just trying to get over his own failures in his line of work.

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Good luck man, I think you need it. Remember, good housing is where you most feel comfortable in. If you feel unsafe inside a house but decide to get it because it's cheap, please, do go find another one. Our instincts are there for a reason.

Anyhow, that's what they always tell me. Good luck again with finding a new house.
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