souleaterfan320

Myriad Reality

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*a jagged metal hand comes out of my my back and flicks your forehead*
Not with that attitude. Don’t let your past actions get to you, make yourself better. We all do thing we dislike, you are not the only one Shinji. Its how we continue on and take a step forward that matters.

@Spiritblitz

... It's far more complicated than you think. Its not just this event thats got me like this. Theres so much terror and death and shock that has done this damage to me. I most likely won't fully recover.

Myriad Reality

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Then reinvent yourself, it's not that big of a mountain.
I can certainly say that you weren't like this all your life and neither has anyone else. After all, if the past could see the future they'd always be surprised at what's happened.

@Stabby

....

Am I worth redemption?

Myriad Reality

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You life is like the bow and you are the arrow. It may be pulling you back far, but that means you will fly farther.
*walks up to you*
Fly, Shinji. Do the right thing, and do it right.

@Spiritblitz

.....you're right. I should do the right thing....

*looks at you with dead eyes*
... but do you think I am capable?

Myriad Reality

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Then how are you going to make your way back?
After all, what once was can be again. It's just really difficult.

@Stabby

Its... impossible. I was who I was because of my children. They made me who I was. Without them, I'm.... hollow.

Myriad Reality

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Shinji, this is the moment to do something different. Something that will have the best outcome with the less loss. Break the chain, and make anew. You can do it. Take a step back and think.

@Spiritblitz

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Myriad Reality

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Myriad Reality

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I’ve been a quiet observer for a long while, Shinji.

@Spiritblitz

Shinji: hmm....

Myriad Reality

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Yes you do.

@Spiritblitz

Shinji:....I don't like the sound of that.

Myriad Reality

@souleaterfan320

So outside of dying and no longer suffering, what is it that you want to do?

@Stabby

Shinji: ... be how i used to be. The good me. Not....this.

Myriad Reality

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Mmmm

@Spiritblitz

Do I know you?