souleaterfan320

Myriad Reality

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*Pushes you away slowly*
No, I don’t. You need to go.

@Galvanize

Understandble....If you ever need anything....

....

Feel free to call...

*gets up, and walks away*

... charlotte.....

*dissapears*

Myriad Reality

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Ah. Yea, I don't think that would be a good idea.
Kate: Awwww.
- But she's right about the chance of someone recording it later. We could probably do that with my phone next time we're out and about.
Kate: Really?
- Really. *Ruffles his hair, and if you're paying attention you realize it gives off a soft glow that's almost invisible with how well lit the apartment is.*
Oh, by the way Kirina, I've set up a guest account on the computer in my bedroom, so feel free to use it during the day. My room is at the end of the hall.

@Stabby

Kirina: ah, thank you. Might us the restroom here in a sec.

Myriad Reality

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I do too. People will die no matter what.

@Galvanize

......

*hugs you tightly*

I'm sorry.... I do love you.... you didnt deserve this....

Myriad Reality

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*pulls it away*
You are an idiot you know that. We all have killed many people and lost loved ones. You are not special. You just don’t put the time for yourself. You don’t need to put your hands in everything Shinji. You do this to yourself.

@Galvanize

BECAUSE I DESERVE IT. I HAVE INNOCENT BLOOD ON MY HANDS.

*is sobbing at this point*

If I sit by idly, more people will die. If I act, I save some but I lose some of my own....

Myriad Reality

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And what would that accomplish?! You say you face your problems, but you run away instead.
*stands you up and slaps you*
You wanted to be better than your father right? You wanted to get better? Then do that! Work on yourself!! Forget your government, forget the military, they don’t need you. You need you.
*slaps you again*

@Galvanize

*catches your hand, trembling from overwhelming emotions*

No one needs a monster. I've killed so many people...I've watched good people die for near worthless reasons. No matter how many fucking villains I end with my hands, another, worse one comes in. You cant even comprehend the feeling of watching everyone you love die. I'm going to just keep falling further and further... Its like I'm just destined to die, and the longer I'm alive, the more others have to suffer. I am the source. You take out the source, you stem the flow.

Myriad Reality

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I think our relationship was over when you cheated on me Shinji...
*I immediately get furious and I punch you through the bottle*
Have you not learned anything?!

@Galvanize

Shinji: ......please kill me....

*starts sobbing*

Myriad Reality

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*my pupils blend with the color of my eyes and my eyes look cold, my expression becomes a calm glare*
And you are blaming her? It seems that you fell in love with her as well. The signs were all there from what you told me, Shinji. Yet you didn’t listen to them. Why didn’t you come to me? My home is always welcomed to you. I am disappointed in you...I loved you and still do. And you do this, I didn’t call you to let you have your space. And you do this. I...I....
*breathes in and when I let it out, my body opens up slightly and lets out a huge blast of heat from vents, they slowly close shortly after*
...How long has this been going on?

@Galvanize

It has been for a while now... her and I.... we arent together. She wants me too but....I dont trust her I think she wants me, that shell just use me like Kirina.... but... this is all my fault. You deserve some one better, and I'm sure you'll find them. Until I can actually get my mental state correct... I think we should take a break....Its clear that I'm destructive towards you....you deserve better...

....

Fuck it...

*pulls out a bottle of alcohol from my jacket*

...

*chugs it*

Myriad Reality

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Charlotte: What do you mean?

@Ignacious

I......

*sits down*

I....

*tesrs up as I'm thinking of what to say, and how to say it*

...A while ago, we discussed about my mental state, and how I wasnt completely well. I started trying to find someone in the group with the qualifications to act as a shoe in for a psychiatrist. However... they ended up being a shady, seedy character.. someone by the name of Fairy Blue. She was locked up alongside the Nobles after the Noble War. She recently got out but... I couldnt find any incriminating evidence on her that would justify her being thrown in with them... so I acted as a mediator. Got her out for good on good behavior. With that, she agreed to help me out with my deteriorating mental state... what I didnt realize is that for some odd reason... she was infatuated with me. I didnt realize it then but... I found out in the worse possible way. .

....she kissed me and....I kissed her back.

*starts crying as I say that last line*

I'm so sorry charlotte... I didnt want to hurt you, you're a good person....

Myriad Reality

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Charlotte:
It is just us though.

@Ignacious

Alright...

*looks down, then to you*

Charlotte....I fucked up.... I fucked up bad....

Myriad Reality

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Charlotte:
We can talk here. There is no-one else around.

@Ignacious

Shinji: I'd prefer if we were in a room, instead of outside... it's important. Between just us.