Spiritblitz

Myriad Reality

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It’s not that simple!

@Memory

I know it’s not!

Myriad Reality

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Both of my parents have the same vague shape, so that's probably why. I don't really know if I can kill the part of me that's a wendigo... or if it's something I'd even want to do.

@Memory

At some point you got to stop wondering what you could do and do something.

Myriad Reality

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I’m a monster. Humans are... not like us.

@Memory

But Wendigo’s copy their prey, not all monsters act the same. Yet your’s is able to be a human…kinda.

Myriad Reality

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*Frowns and tilts my head*
Human?

@Memory

Well, you look human, so that’s what I assumed that your Wendigo self copied. Unless your are something else.
*shrugs*

Myriad Reality

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*Looks into its surface*
I don’t know. Some of them said I should give up and die, and others said to let go and start from scratch. Whatever that means.

@Memory

Only thing I can think of for that last part is…
*looking at you*
Well, let go! There are many ways of letting go… Uhhhhh
*thinks and lists off with my fingers*
Erasing your memory…uhhh, just being your Wendigo self…Uhhhh… killing your Wendigo monster-self and be the human part… Uh….

Myriad Reality

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Because then they'd realize I'm a failure. And there's nothing they could do to help.

@Memory

I think your response could have been sufficient without that first part…
*slides you another drink*
So…What is it exactly you want?

Myriad Reality

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...
*Shakes my head*
I can’t do that.

@Memory

Why?

Myriad Reality

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*Looks at my hand*
I need to understand what I’m even made of anymore before I can do anything about what I remember...

@Memory

Have you asked your parents?

Myriad Reality

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How would it fix me being stuck like this?

@Memory

You start from the beginning. You got your base knowledge and grow from there. Look, I am just trying to help.

Myriad Reality

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I feel like I’d just be more lost if I forgot everything. And I don’t want to lose my family or friends.

@Memory

That's the important stuff I was talking about. More of, the family though. Cause it doesn't sound like you have good friends.