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11 mos ago
okay, meds crisis averted but still slow while I work on getting my routine back to normal ^w^
11 mos ago
MIA for another week, pharmacy once again doesn't have my meds ready and without them I can barely function so from tomorrow onwards I'm gonna be away while I try and get it sorted
1 yr ago
hey brain, if you're gonna make me Stop Drawing bc "You NEED me to Google Something IMMEDIATELY" then I will flip a chair if you "forget uwu" once I open the Google tab. smh /lh
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1 yr ago
"What's the kindest way to say, you took away my friend?" | Lost a pet yesterday, so will be taking an extended leave of absence for a bit while I grieve. I will be back ofc, just...need some time ;-;
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1 yr ago
@leopard yeah that's just a bot that managed to wiggle through the spam filter dw, staff will whack em with the banhammer when they get a chance. happens every so often lol

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Elven | AFAB Genderqueer (She/Ve/They) | 25+ | {{ Polyam Aego Lesbian }}

1 x 1 Int Check (OLD AF AND NEEDS UPDATE, I WILL MAKE A NEW THREAD IF/WHEN I'M OPEN FOR RP AGAIN. nothing personal Ive just got a lot going on rn and I'd rather devote limited freetime to already existing RPs than stretch myself too thin by starting a bunch of new ones *fingerguns*) ||Guild Art Thread || N/A GROUP INT CHECK ||


my pronouns page! <3

(I forget to post to the Guild Art Thread a LOT...if you're really interested in my artwork it would be better to go follow my deviantART or Tumblr account(s)! I post mostly Digital Art but occasionally dabble in Fanfic writing and Animation


{{ 》Profile Last Updated :: 04/03/2025 (dd/mm/yyyy) 《 }}


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FANDOMS {{ I am LGBTQ+, polyam and multi-ship, CanonxCanon, OCxOC and/or OCxCanon* friendly and willing to double, just LMK! :'D
All "levels" friendly, from Free - Advanced. I tend to match roughly what you give me!
Dark/Gritty themes welcomed and often included, open to smut but also fine with fade-to-black scenes if you'd rather, again just LMK, I can roll with it either way! <3
1x1 or Small Group Preferred, Large Group Possible, But Selective }}


*Unless specified otherwise. Please check if there is an exception listed for the fandom you're messaging me for when PMing me! <3 I'm willing to give playing most canon characters against a partner's OC a try, but there's a handful of em that I just can't seem to get a "good" inner voice/feel for!


》》 Current Status :: OPEN / CLOSED to new threads atm! Check back later ^w^ 《《

{{ 》Current Int Status Last Updated :: 04/03/2025 (dd/mm/yyyy) 《 }}

Below is a list of my current/main fandoms, for a detailed list of plot and/or pairing interests please see my actual Int Check Thread!


Star Wars (KOTOR/SWTOR era preferred, but also open to "modern"-era e.g prequels, OT, TCW, Rebels/TFA-TROS, depending on plot ideas!)
Baldur's Gate 3
Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/Tolkien
Draconis Memoria series
ARK: Survival Evolved and/or Jurrassic Park/World, Dinosaurs in general are also always good! <3
Generic Sci-fi/Fantasy (Elves/Dragons/Mages/Beastmasters/Aliens etc.)
Warrior Cats (pretty much exclusively FanClans/OCs or an AU where canon characters are long gone)
RDO/RDR2
General Animal Fantasy (anything Warrior Cats/ WSD-esque with groups of animals surviving out in the wild etc.)
Watership Down


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ACTIVE RPs TRACKER


》》NB: Very low-activity rn because I'm just generally not doing very well. Writing is hard and I don't feel up to taking up any more commitments; I'd rather focus on the few I already have and prioritise getting something out to those long-term partners when they need responses <3 《《


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The Silver Zephyr (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

Reverse!Zephyrverse AU (PM) -- SWTOR -- Lots of OCs -- with @Jengem

The Hobbit LOTR Sandbox -- The Hobbit/LOTR -- Lots of OCs + canon -- with a friend over discord


Group


N/A. Not looking to add/join any group RPs at this time, sorry y'all!


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ALTERNATIVE HABITATS


(*in order of most > least activity level)


Discord: the_elvenjedi || Toyhou.se || SWTOR Fandom Tumblr || General Fandom/Art Tumblr || sheezy(dot)art (link tba) || deviantART || AO3 (Fanfics) || Youtube || Picarto (Streaming) (TBA) || Facebook (Close friends only) ||

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On some level I think I always understood
That a ship could never really love an anchor
So I did the only thing that I could
And severed the rope to set you sailing from my harbour

There are times where I still wonder about you
You are someone I have loved, but never known
And you'll never see the reasons I had
For keeping my claws away when they were close enough to hurt you...
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WillowClan Camp, The Highstump


interacting with: @savannahssu’s Sunfur Mentions of Fernstar and Frogkit
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While she awaited for Fernstar to start the meeting as the rest of the cats of WillowClan gathered, Spidernose took the time to give herself a quick groom. She brought one of her forepaws up, gave it a few licks, then passed that paw over the closest ear. And when she was satisfied that was done, Spidernose began to do the same for the other side of her face. The she-cat turned her head as she heard pawsteps padding up to join her. Spidernose couldn’t help but feel a tug of disappointment as she realised it was Sunfur and not Stormfall. Though she didn’t treat the ginger tom unkindly, and twitched her whiskers back at Sunfur as she purred out a cheerful greeting. “Good morning, Sunfur! Stonefall still not awake yet? I wonder if we should be worried, I did shake him when I woke up…” she mused, turning her head to look back over her shoulder at the entrance to the warrior’s den. Was the deputy getting sick? She felt her gut twist with worry, and couldn’t help but send a prayer up to StarClan that her hunch was wrong. She didn’t know how she’d feel if anything bad happened to Stonefall…

The cream she-cat’s ears perked up as Sunfur mentioned speaking with the Clan leader the night before. It had to have been about their little hunting trick that they’d tried out the night before. Her first reaction was one of apprehension, That means having to go back up the tree, huh… That had been quite a frightening experience. However, Spidernose did believe Sunfur was onto something and if more of their Clanmates could perfect the technique then it meant WillowClan would have more options for hunting birds during winter, which would keep the fresh-kill pile stocked… This might be worth it. And Spidernose was quite sure that with more practise, leaping out of the tree like that wouldn’t scare her as much. So, if Fernstar did want her and Sunfur to teach the others, she’d be more than happy to pitch in.
“Oh, really? You think she’ll like it? Well, we might have our paws full for a while if that’s the case!” she giggled, playfully nudging Sunfur’s shoulder with her own. “But sure! If you need me, I’ll be happy to help out!”

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Fernstar’s Den ---> WillowClan Camp, the Highstump


interacting with: @savannahssu’s Fernstar, mention of Honeypaw, Spidernose and Sunfur
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Hearing the steady, growing chatter of the other cats below the Highstump finally roused Frogkit from her slumber. The little tortie-point kit gave a wide yawn, showing all of her teeth, for a second as she blinked the sleep from her eyes. Beside her, she could still hear Honeypaw snoring, and rolled her eyes a little. Springing up to her paws, Frogkit began to poke the apprentice as she called her name in an attempt to wake her up. “Honeypawwww, Honeypaw! Wake up, lazybones! Fernstar’s calling a Clan meeting!” she frowned as her companion still didn’t stir, and gave an annoyed huff. The kit bent down and nipped at Honeypaw’s ear with her teeth, not hard enough to draw blood or leave any sort of mark, but tugging on it enough that Frogkit hoped it might wake Honeypaw up. “C’moooon!! We’re gonna be late!” she complained, and when the older she-cat still didn’t respond, Frogkit gave up. She didn’t want to miss the Clan meeting, even if she technically wasn’t old enough to catch her own prey just yet… she almost was and Frogkit wasn’t about to miss out on a cool announcement just because Honeypaw was sleepier than a hibernating badger!

So Frogkit left Fernstar’s den, trotting right up to where the Clan leader was waiting for the rest of the Clan, her tail shot up into the air as she chirped a greeting. “Hiya Fernstar! I’m awake! Honeypaw’s still sleepin’ though, I tried to wake her!” she giggled in amusement, much to poor Spidernose’s horror. Frogkit jumped a little in surprise, flattening her ears at her older sister as she heard Spidernose hiss to her: “Frogkit! Get down from there, you’re not the Clan leader!”
Will get a post out this week, but prolly not till Monday, sorry!! Weekends are super busy for me IRL right now ;w;
There is a house by the sea....
And an ocean between it and me.
And like the shape of a wave,
the jealous sisters will sing on my grave.

And I've been living to run where they've led
And I've been dying to rise from their bed
But I've been sparing my neck from their chains

And they've been...changing the sound of my name
And I've been swimming to them in my sleep
And I've been dreaming of our love and our freedom, oh...

The devil doesn't bargain

It's useless, don't do this
It's hubris to try
He's ruthless, you knew this
I told you, didn't I?
He's abusive, elusive
The truth is he lies
I know you don't want to let go
And just like before, I can see that you're sure you can change him
But I know you won't

The devil doesn't bargain
He'll only break your heart again
It isn't worth it, darlin'...he's never gonna change
He'll never be Prince Charming
He'll only do you harm again
I don't mean to meddle, but the devil doesn't settle
No, the devil doesn't bargain
The devil doesn't bargain, mm-mm
I watched a weed usurp the garden
And it poisoned the rest of the crops...
It would take days of fighting stubborn roots
To TEAR THE WHOLE DAMN THING OUT!
So I will leave it where its standing
And instead I will find me a match
I'll turn it all to kindling
I'll BURN IT ALL DOWN TO ASH

All of the ire I have swallowed
All of the coals that still sit in my gut
I am always burning up....

Take me to war,
Honey I dare you!
I'll be the sweetest thing to ever scare you
Give me a fight, I can't resist
Give me something to break with my fists
Take me to war, oh honey, I dare you!
Listen in, it isn't when you're talkin' for your name's sake
Jesus, Mary Magdalen you are, are you okay?
Sitting by the well, Jill
You're falling down the hill, Jack
And everybody laughed:
"Don't you pray, don't you pray?"
Hey guys!! Sorry for my extended absence, I've been having a hard time with some IRL stuff and I've been injured/sick so I've been kinda out of it, but I'm back now!! :D
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WillowClan Warrior’s Den ---> WillowClan Camp


interacting with: @Hazelrah's Stonefall, @savannahssu for plot/technically Fernstar for the Clan meeting! Mentions of Maplestream, Moosepaw and Duskwing and Stormheart
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Spidernose had been curled up in her nest beside Stonefall’s - in fact it was a surprise they weren’t sharing a nest at this point… - and snoring quietly, peacefully asleep until their Clan leader’s summoning yowl cut through the foggy blanket that had dulled her senses for the night. Stirring with a wide, gaping yawn, the she-cat delicately stepped from her nest and paused to stoop down and nudge Stonefall’s head gently with her own to rouse the deputy with a gentle mew of, “Hey, Stone…wake up, Fernstar’s calling. C’mon.” not wanting to nag him, however, it wasn’t like they were mates or anything like that, for StarClan’s sake, Spidernose then left it at that for now and padded out of the den. However, before joining the others she also stopped to survey their surroundings. The cream and brown she-cat’s thinner fur immediately fluffed out against the biting cold morning breeze that ruffled through it once she’d left the relative warmth of the den, and she fought down the urge to shiver, instead reaching her forepaws out in front of her and digging her claws as much as she could into the partly-frozen earth beneath them to give herself some leverage as she arched her back in a stretch.

Straightening up again, Spidernose trotted briskly over to the space beneath the Highstump where Fernstar held their Clan meetings, mewing quiet “G’morning!” greetings to the other cats who had begun to gather there, she settled herself into the spot on Maplestream’s other side from Stormheart, being sure to leave enough space for Stonefall to join her once he’d woken up too. Spidernose turned to seek out Duskwing and Moosepaw in the crowd too, twitching her whiskers at the young tom too, she knew he would be having his warrior assessment today which was no doubt a time of both nerves and excitement for him, however she also knew Duskwing had taught him well, and hopefully he would pass without any problems. Then, not wanting to stare too long and make Moosepaw uncomfortable, she turned her gaze upwards towards Fernstar, and behind the leader, her den where she knew Honeypaw and Frogkit had slept that night, hoping they were kept safe from the rogues in Fernstar’s care.

Surely, they were younger and therefore just a bit slower to rouse than their older counterpart and the Clan’s warriors, and the fact that she hadn’t seen them yet this morning was no reason to worry, she kept telling herself. But both Frogkit and Honeypaw were quite important to her, even if Honeypaw had only been her apprentice for a day and a half so far, she’d still found herself developing quite the soft spot for the spunky little she-cat. And of course, she’d promised her mother that she’d look after Frogkit so she couldn’t let anything happen to her little sister…
But she was worrying for nothing, Spidernose reminded herself, even though the rogues were still in camp, there was no way they would have been allowed anywhere near Fernstar’s den! So there was no possible way they could have hurt the younger she-cats.
So...to rub the salt in the wound my computers hard drive just crapped itself. At best it'll cost me 300 bucks to repair which I don't have atm since I have to replace ALL my furniture due to a mold problem while I've been away so I now have no method of typing quick and easy.

I MAY be able to make posts on mobile but it's gonna take me a lot longer to type them out so I will be even slower than usual lmao
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