Nothing more than a way to emulate the way living beings move around, this humanoid form is created from black, tar-like ichor secreted from within the void-like depths of Aion's true boy. The head, a holder for Aion so as to view the world from the level of mortals, while the rest of the body a vessel for action and/or communication.
𝐀 𝐒 𝐏 𝐄 𝐂 𝐓
TRANSCENDENCEThe world is suffused with magic; the smooth beach sand slowly being washed away by the waves; the trees and flowers that rustle as the wind gently blows through them, carrying on its wings a promise of more to come; the various fauna that inhabit vast swathes of the world, slowly going on about their daily lives - most of them following their instincts to survive and thrive.
The residual wonder of divine magnificence lays hidden within each and every thing in existence, desperately yearning to break free, if only for a chance to transcend normalcy and reach into the ever fleeting dream of its origin. Transcendence's core tenets follow this yearning, this urge that exists within all things to become different, better, more. It is the tool, as well as the agent of change that can facilitate the transformation of the mundane into the empyrean.
Of course, what is a sufficient enough alteration from the base form lays in the eye of the beholder - or the target of the change, and is not specifically bound to the physical realm. For example, a cruel man that has been humbled by a series of unfortunate events may decide to go on a pilgrimage to better himself. So, he travels the world with the intent of experiencing other cultures, seeing things from different points of view and expanding his scope on the world.
Eventually, the man may decide that his previous outlook on the world was flawed, and thus decide to change himself to be a better person, turning into a paragon for good. On the other hand, his travels might reinforce his old views and turn him into a crueler person than before, becoming a tyrant. Additionally as a side effect, to travel the world requires a sturdy physique, and as such his body would have adapted to this newfound exertion.
There are always positives and negatives to everything, yet the spirit of Transcendence does not follow a specific moral compass and is only really interested in results. Of course a king who is good to his people is is viewed as superior, but in the absence of that, an iron-hearted tyrant is better than a indecisive, non-committal and weak king that will only bring ruin to the dynasty and the kingdom.
𝐏 𝐄 𝐑 𝐒 𝐎 𝐍 𝐀
Aion can come across as quite the reserved, introspected deity at first glance. After all, his humanoid form is characterized by the, mostly, featureless face it adorns, and thus one would not be at fault to assume him having the emotional level of a rock. This, of course, is far from the truth, as Aion actually relishes in a good conversation, no matter the subject, for he recognizes that the simple action of exchanging ideas and opinions, regardless of their content or correctness, is one of the first steps towards transcendence of the mind.
Much influenced by his Aspects, this deity is one filled with curiosity about the world and its inhabitants, their lives, thoughts and aspirations - should they be of the thinking variation. He is ready to offer advice to those in need of it and, generally, does not shy away from providing tangible assistance when required. However, he also knows that progress can only be done through one's own efforts and thus understands that too much divine interference can turn into a deadly poison, corroding the mind and leading to the languishing of the spirit - Stagnation.
Ranking among the top three gravest sins according to Aion, stagnation in any form goes directly against his belief of continuous advancement, and thus he is particularly zealous about eradicating it, if not from existence then at least from his sight.
𝐌 𝐘 𝐓 𝐇
"Ahaha, that's the stuff!" a man guffawed, foamy ale residue still lingering on his lips and beard, as he slammed the empty tankard on the table in front of him. Big, brawny and seemingly full of energy, he fit the "heart of the party" kind of title to a T.
"You know Brynn, sometimes you have to learn to relax! All that worry and stress is. not. good. for. you!" He added, each word accompanied with a gentle push on the shoulder of his friend to press the point.
Brynn, however, slouched in his chair as he was, barely felt the touch of his friend. Matted black hair splayed across his knuckles as he rubbed his temples, the onset of a headache evident in his complexion. Relative to his friend, Brynn's build lent towards the lankier side, and as such the two men made for an odd pair at a glance.
"Ugh... I'm really not in the mood for your antics, Teyr..." The smaller man waved away his friend's hand and adjusted his position on the chair, leaning forward a bit more and grabbing his own drink. Teyr watched him wordlessly with a light smirk on his face as he took a couple of swigs of ale, only speaking after Brynn had finished.
"You know, I'm feeling hurt! I've known you for how many years now? Ten? Twenty? Never thought I'd have to find out these things on my own; I thought we friends told everything to each other!" Teyr exclaimed in fake outrage whilst gesturing at the barkeep for more ale.
"Actually, it's closing in on sixteen years now... you're the only person I've ever known that would forget their age, you know that?" Brynn said, the semi-questioning look on his face betraying his thoughts.
"Whatever, ten, sixteen, no difference between the two," Teyr disregarded his friends remarks. "What matters is that you kept this secret from me for so long; you know my sister's not married yet, right?"
Brynn let out a deep sigh and nodded. "Look, I don't know how you found out, but it's not that big of a-" A huge palm suddenly obscuring half his field of vision cut the man's words short. As he peaked around, Brynn saw Teyr say thanks to the barkeep for bringing over fresh drinks. The palm then descended, grabbed a new tankard and lifted it to its owners mouth as the other hand pushed the other mug towards Brynn.
"Drink," was the only word that left Teyr's mouth before he belted down a whole flagon of ale in the time it took Brynn to recollect his thoughts. Peering at his reflection on the rippling surface of the liquid in his hands, the black-haired man made to say something in retort, but was met with a dead-cold, silent gaze. "Just drink."
With a nervous gulp, Brynn took a few tentative swigs, more so to relieve the unnerving feeling that had slowly crept up his spine at the sudden mood shift of his friend, than to help with the incoming headache.
Seeing this, Teyr's mouth opened up in a wide grin once again, and with it, the mood returning back to the festive, relaxed one of just a few moments ago. "Aye, that's a good lad!" The big man said and a laugh, once again, bellowed out from deep within his lungs.
After a while of back and forth small talk, Brynn seemed to have relaxed a little. Now four mugs in, the man's cheeks were beginning to flush, but despite his unassuming looks, he seemed able to hold his alcohol quite well.
It was at this moment that Teyr grabbed his drink, stood up and walked over to Brynn's side of the table, plopping down on the chair next to his friend. The slightly buzzed man glanced up at Teyr, noticing the absent-minded look on his face as he lazily scanned the inn, gazing at its patrons. For a few moments, nothing but the slight hub-bub of the place could be heard, giving Brynn a strange calming feeling.
"Look at all these people," Teyr mused out-loud. "Each and every one of them has a life, loved ones, responsibilities, and most definitely problems." Teyr downed some of his ale, the cup concealing the sudden twitch of his eyelid, before continuing in the same, seemingly relaxed manner of speech. "Some choose to keep their problems bottled up inside, letting all that anguish control their lives and leading them to wither, both mentally and physically."
Then suddenly, he made a tight fist with his right hand and promptly brought it down on the hard, wooden slab of a table, the impact reverberating throughout the inn, startling the patrons, staff, and most importantly rousing Brynn from his semi-drunken state.
After making a few apologies for the disturbance, Teyr turned his attention back to his friend. "While others wear their problems on their sleeves, bravely facing them, solving them and progressing in their lives."
"Y-yeah, I guess you're right," Brynn stuttered out between sips off of his cup.
"You know," Teyr continued. "I overheard something my parents were discussing about the other day... supposedly, that guy from South River has been sending gifts over to our house for some time now... ahh, what was his name now... H-hu-something..."
As if a cat had homed in on a new sound, Brynn snapped back up, his eyes locking on Teyr. "Hubar?" He practically spat out the name in question through clenched teeth.
"Ah yes, Hubar!" Teyr affirmed whilst sagely scratching his beard. "Apparently none of the girls over at South River want to marry into his family, no matter how many gifts he presents them, so he's expanded his search for a wife outside his hometown. So yeah, my parents were discussing inviting him over to our house in order to get to know him a little better. Quite the resourceful man, huh?" Teyr questioned as he glanced down towards his friend.
"Yeah. Very smart." Brynn said, and after a brief moment of silence, guzzled the remaining ale from his cup, threw a couple of coins on the table and stood up from his chair. "I forgot I had something important to do tonight, so I must bid you goodnight, Teyr." Brynn said in a hurried manner.
"Yeah yeah, see you soon," Teyr waved off his friend, a strange, ethereal glimmer flashing from deep within the man's eyes for a split moment. "See you real soon..."
Form: A solid piece of earth, mostly circular in appearance bar some imperfections to its exterior. Around 5 inches in diameter, this rock would in no way, shape or form be considered a mere pebble, but neither would it be defined as a boulder. Its peculiar shape and size allows it to perfectly fit in between various nooks and crannies, as well to easily be carried across distances, should it happen to be picked up by an able being.
Personality: Rock is generally calm and collected, allowing it to take in its surroundings and the ever-changing essence of nature. Although small, it nevertheless used to be one with a much larger piece of the earth, and due to some freak accident or divine retribution/intervention, it simply broke off at some point, a great tragemdy. It generally likes to go with the flow, takes things in stride, and it definitely does not break down under the stress and pressure of everyday life. Truly, rock solid.
Will: The earth generally shares one will, that of nature. However, Rock has been separated from that, let to wander the lands forever and ever. It takes in the sights of the world, forever cursed to be an observer and never a player in this grand game of existence. Perhaps, its greatest desire - should one suppose a mere rock would possess anything close to the very thing that makes sentient beings what they are - would be to once again become one with its source, wherever and in whatever form that may be. Ah, what a sedimental scene that would be.
Although simple in concept, the hunt is as vital of a craft as the rest - if not the most vital. Just because the blessings of Avros have allowed us to cultivate the land and herd animals, it does not mean that we must grow complacent. Hunting is ingrained within an Eidolon's life-force.
– Emyr, First Hunter of the Lyra clade
"Get down, boy, down!" His eyes were locked onto the fleeing xo when a gruff, baritone voice snapped behind him, and a hand abruptly pushed his head down, shoving his face into the mud below. As he tasted the bitter and unpleasant soil, the youngster's mind reeled as dangerous thoughts fueled by anger and frustration slowly started to take form, but the man atop him had other plans.
"Haah..." sighing quietly, his hand tightened around the boy's nape, the mark on it slowly turning a dull red. He put a little more force behind his push, pinning and keeping the boy on the ground. What with the rain that had graced the area relatively recently, the air had yet to completely lose its moisture and, as the man behind him shuffled closer, the boy felt the clammy skin of the man's chin slightly touch his pointed ear.
"Get. Your. Act. Together." The man's voice, more akin to a growl at this point, made the hair all over the boy's body stand on end. "This is not a game, but a hunt, and you..." the man grabbed a tuft of hair from the back of the boy's head, forcefully making the trapped youngster face him before continuing. "Are. Here. To. Learn." Every word had been accompanied by a tap on the forehead, right between the two small, jutting horns that hid under the bangs of dark brown hair covering his son's head. Although his face had been muddied, the scrunched-up expression that hid under all that – as well as the emotions that he felt flowing into him through his hold on the boy's neck – told him everything that he needed to know about what his offspring thought of his words.
"Understood?" For several seconds, the two simply stared at each other in the eyes, but right before that itchy, tense feeling of conflict became palpable, the boy retreated his gaze. Seeing this, his father held him down for a split second longer before unhanding him and, as if nothing had happened, gave a couple of pats on his son's back before standing up and walking out of sight.
Although free now, the boy's pride had been injured. Slowly, he crawled back up to his knees and then to his feet whilst dusting off debris and grass that had tangled up in his clothes, all the while mumbling silent curses. As his hand made a pass over his side, he felt a bump on the animal hide – his coat had, somehow, slightly torn at that place. At the realization of what would happen once they returned home; the young man simply hung his head in defeat. "Time to bust out the sewing kit, mother's not going to be pleased…"
After some time had passed, the sound of hooves entered the boy's ears, and he rose his head to look at his father walking back with two horses trotting behind him. He watched as the trio circled around the small boulder he'd made his sitting place before coming to a stop behind him.
"Did you retrieve the stones?" His father asked, one hand extended towards him. The boy glanced at the corded loop, the reins of one of the horses, then looked back at his father for a moment before gazing back down. The man stood a good one and half heads taller than him and had quite the muscular physique. At first glance, not many would think that such a man was good with tasks that required finesse and precision, but his father had time and again shattered that notion by being the best slinger their clan had raised.
"Yes," the boy replied absentmindedly and made to grab the reins, only to be slapped in the head with them, eliciting a pained grunt. He swiveled his head back up and was simply met with a cold gaze, again reminding him his place in the hierarchy. "Yes father," he corrected his speech whilst gritting his teeth.
The ride back to the clan had been uneventful, something that the boy thanked the gods for inwardly. They had risen early in the morning in order to catch the long-furred xo herd before they began moving, and had wasted a good half a day on the hunt before his father called it quits. Upon their arrival, the sun had long set over the horizon; a multitude of colors washed over the plains as the afterglow of twilight preluded the arrival of darkness over the land.
Their clan could not really be identified as one; four families worked together to survive in the rough environment their ancestors had called home. The boy thought back to the teachings of the elder storyteller – a grandmother of one of his friends – of how some decades earlier, four hunters and their spouses had split off from a larger clade due to some infighting. Even though the northern bands have, and still do, shared some friendly interactions, it was known that foreign Eidolons did not really integrate well into a different clade. As such, the four couples had decided to start their own little band.
Fast forward to the present and the band has grown in population, but the four families remained a constant, albeit in name only. This was mainly because they had split the different responsibilities between the four, with each family overseeing specific things within the clan's chain of operations. The first two had been in charge of the traditional hunting and herding of xo as well as protection, while the other two families mainly dabbled in the spiritual, medicinal and manufacturing fields. As a result, society had grown to be quite regimented, with everyone assigned a role and a job from a young age.
A whistle from his father brought the boy back to reality, and he turned his attention to the front where two more riders on horses approached the returning duo. The boy saw his father pull further up front as one of the two riders mirrored him, with the two coming to a stop a couple xo's length distance ahead. Leaving the adults to their business, the boy rode the horse around and approached the other rider, another one of his close friends.
"Dylan, you son of a bitch!" The boy called out as the two locked forearms in their usual greeting.
"Hey now, you're sure you want to be talking about your aunt like that?" Dylan said as his eyes twinkled with mirth, his mouth twisting into a sarcastic smile. "Anyway, you look like you took a tumble in the xo pens, Cedric. What happened?"
His cousin's questioning stare only served to immediately sour Cedric's mood once again. After glancing back to his father, he snapped on the reins, making the horse trot further inward and towards the encampment, all the while motioning for his cousin to follow.
"Better get off these horses, it's getting late. I'll tell you on the way to the tents." Cedric said with a stony expression on his face.
We start off quite abruptly as a man shoves a young boy's face into the ground. The man is clearly angry about something, and will not put up with the boy's rebellious attitude. We come to know that they were a father and son pair, and that they were out hunting - mainly as a training exercise. The boy had somehow fumbled and missed the target, causing it to flee. The father is obviously displeased, and made that clear to his child before walking off and retrieving their horses. There is some back and forth again before they ride the horses back to their clade.
After that we get a small description about the structure of the tribe and how it came to be. By the time the two return to the band's encampment, its just a little after the sunset, in the wee hours of twilight. They come across two more riders, and the two adults separate from the youngsters. The two boys greet each other, and we finally learn their names: Cedric, the hunter's son, and Dylan, his friend. Again, there's some banter between the two, before Dylan expresses worry about Cedric's state i.e. being head to to in mud. Cedric motions for his friend to follow him back to the tents whilst explaining the day's happenings. No divine beings involved, hence no vigor gained.
Tension dissipated like steam. The moon and Yudaiel, or perhaps Yudaiel the moon (for now more than ever they were truly one), trembled softly in relief.
He was gone. They were off the moon -- not just the so-called Monarch of All, but also the wretched Fly.
Peace could be had again, but All-Seeing lunar goddess possessed all the time in the world and yet no time for such trifles as rest; there remained much work to be done. So she composed herself and then peered upon the Tapestry once again, searching across the endless plane of threads to track the movements of her many plots, only to find the search harder than ever before. A new haze blurred her Sight, no matter where she looked! Confusion and rage rippled through her vastness, and the moon seemed to glower at the rest of the cosmos.
Her Prescience hadn't been this clouded in a long time, for she'd done many things to attain clarity. With the passage of time she had gradually honed and progressed her mastery of her own aspect, she had eliminated the Shard that had been the foremost anathema to certainty and Sight, and more. Yudaiel had done more, acts that others would never have even contemplated, all in the pursuit of mastery. She had dreamt of a great and terrible being -- Ã̶̡͝m̶̰̬̍̈́p̸̱̀h̸͚̚͜i̷̧̓b̴̲͛o̷̠͑ļ̷̧̊e̴͕̳̎̓s̶͎̈̅ -- and merely by observing the flicking of its singular eye had she garnered a better understanding of Reality, a more expansive view of what was even possible for divinities to attain. She had looked upon the infinite iterations of the Codex back in time and discovered the unknowable secrets that Tuku had hidden, and she had gazed into the maws and innards of indescribable and alien Horror. Within its depths, she remembered visions and words sent through space and time from another being, one perhaps even more terrible than the cyclops, that thousand-thousand limbed and million-million ribbed giant that was infinitely tall, the same darkened silhouette that she'd seem looming over both the past and future. She had attained a better understanding of Iqelis and also of that black Flow over which the Fly presided, and through contact with Rosalind, likewise come to understand motion and rhythm. All of that and more!
Yet so much was undone the moment she had absorbed a second shard. The limitless potential and power was intoxicating, and never had she felt so powerful as now, but through the juxtaposition of two shards within her it was as though her mind and very essence had been bifurcated... she felt like someone different, someone impure, someone conflicted. She hadn't expected this, but she should have. It only made sense; how else would the Monarch of All be kept in check than through the countless contradictions and separate pulls of the nigh-infinite aspects of Reality that he retained for himself still?
Her toil and struggle was not so great as it would have been should she have adopted two more opposing shards, she instinctively realized, but neither was this inner turmoil lessened by any similarities between the quintessence of the lunar and prescient shards. She was a fish that floundered in an ungainly body, suddenly unable to remember how to swim. She knew it would take time to master this new state and come to terms with herself, and yet she knew also that this power was worth the pain.
In the meantime, perhaps she could improve herself. She had Seen her brother Astus, and how he had taken mere rocks from the earth and refined them into pure metal, then fashioned them into false life -- crafts so complicated and intelligent that they perhaps were truly alive in some sense. The Yudaiel of the past had been mere ore. Now she was to become metal. She Saw that to realize her inevitable triumph, she had to shape herself into the force, the machine, that she had always been destined to become.
First, that meant turning stone to steel, freeing the gleaming metal that hid within the ore, and adding strength and resolve to temper it. Candidly and honestly, she looked through her own woven threads and her own past, self-reflecting with utter humility for the first time in her entire existence. From a new lens, she Saw the errors in her ways.
I am erratic!
Emotion is good; it gives force behind every motion, the strength and desire to act.
Emotion is irrational; a slave to unreason is weak.
Is my righteous anger not rational? Is my pride not warranted?
The tumult grew and grew. Her mind bickered with itself more vehemently with each passing moment until it threatened to fracture and perhaps come undone entirely, and that looming threat was what finally pushed her to decision. Mere meditation or contemplation would not be enough; the making of steel required the burning away of impurities. She needed to surgically excise her weakness -- the parts of her mind that held her back.
But what parts were those?
The past was haunting at times but it always had lessons to offer. Memories flashed by: the snide words of the Monarch and barely restrained anger when he'd decreed her imprisonment, the rasped jibes and insults and threats of Iqelis, Homura's confrontation, and even those whispers of Ashevelen that she'd heard from afar.
Her confrontational nature, that proclivity to anger and to impulsively pick fights, had not served well. What had she to show for it besides enemies, lost battles, and His order to remain on the moon?
Is a storm still formidable if it doesn't rage, if it's not fickle, if it's not prone to hurl lightning at whatever dares challenge its heights?
Of course. The storm is only deadlier when it lets its victims grow complacent... when none expect its lightning or know where it might strike.
One last great act of spontaneity remained in her future. She focused and turned her gaze inward, her pupil wrapped around itself, and then she channeled her force of will. Telekinetic and psionic power coursed through every fiber of her being in one great feedback loop. She screamed. She barely remained conscious. The power remained under tenuous control though, and eventually she succeeded.
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A cacophony of voices, screaming, arguing with one another.
The formerly transparent, crystalline mirror now opaque and listless.
They are the many that make up the one, but now find themselves fractured, broken like no other.
Tumultuous clouds rapidly emerging beyond the mind’s reaches.
A black, oppressive barrier, hell bent on making them suffer.
Heralding an age of ruination and destruction; the world left in pieces.
A faint ripple in the Tapestry, detectable only to those most sensitive to its myriads of intricacies, spread out, covering a vast amount of space. In its center, a wisp suddenly ignited, seemingly out of nothingness. But it was not 'nothing' at all.
This tiny flame was unlike any other fire in existence, for this was the flame of life - and what life? Divine. It needed neither air nor heat to proliferate, but should a mortal come in contact with it, they would very quickly be consumed by its hunger. Seemingly defying the most basic laws that this corner of the universe adhered to, it simultaneously boiled and burned. That, coupled with the myriad - one could even dare say "kaleidoscopic" - array of colors it emitted, and the contrast between it and the dark backdrop of the scarred and bare moon surface, painted a truly mystifying picture.
Iridescent waves of divine power slowly swirled around the small blaze, a thin, gangly tendril of which extended towards it. Oh, so tenderly, it poked and prodded at the fire - akin to a mother poking her newborn child's nose. Then, as if catching on something, the tendril stopped at one specific point before merging with the flame. As it merged, divine power started being fed into it, kindling for the blaze to feed on and grow into a mighty pyre.
Yudaiel hadn't expected this. She should have Seen this outcome, but in that moment, her Sight was obscured by the glow and shadow of all the luminous moons that she had yet to bejewel the heavens with, by the throb and ache of pains that she had suffered from others and inflicted upon herself, and by the many great and terrible beings -- primordials -- that loomed behind and ahead. Her prescience was almost worthless then; it hadn't even shown her that in in casting out Turmoil, she would be birthing another conscious entity.
Far below, upon the Galbar's surface, snakes slithered and shed their skins. Stags lost their horns, and nearly all things shed hair and flakes of dead skin in a great rain of food for the tiny beings that feasted upon such detritus. Yet this was different; if a divine spirit shed a part of itself, that part was not wont to rot. It struggled, persisted, and fought to survive -- just like this thing before her, the only other soul on her entire moon.
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The others were gone.
The disparate voices that had so vehemently argued with one another and fought with venomous fang, who'd vied endlessly for power (unseen, deep below the surface of her psyche) and whose impulses had manifested so often to destructive effect, were gone. Not merely silenced; this time, they were truly gone for good. Yudaiel was whole again... more whole than she'd been, even before the trauma of being devoured by the Horrors, their innards deepening the cracks and unleashing all the voices even as their strange bile had tried to dissolve her very soul into nothingness.
Blessed peace was hers again.
Now only darkness remained, and even then, it was not the usual, comforting type of darkness that lulls one to sleep; as if diving into a cold, dead sea, a mix of arrogance, cruelty and aloofness was subsumed into the murk. Yet, the darkness ached – a debilitating injury had been dealt to the world, and a faint throbbing could be felt, ever present in the backdrop.
Silence..? No, there was a noise, something else.
Suddenly, a bright point of light shined within the previously pitch darkness, akin to a beacon signaling the way for the lost traveler. With the point at their center, ripples fanned out in all directions, searching, searching, searching… finding.
It'd been seeking her!
The ripples emitted by the point of light had bounced off something within the darkness. Akin to soldiers relaying information back to their general, upon returning they indicated the location of the target, and at that moment everything stopped. Serenity had returned to the dark, but not for long.
Abruptly, a beam of light shot off from the bright point, heading straight for the target – that ‘something’ that had been deemed as significant within the emptiness. Right before reaching its destination, however, the beam slowed down, coming to a screeching halt. At its end, a bulbous, lidless eye formed, taking in its surroundings for a moment before homing in on a small, floating, luminescent crystal.
Even with cracks riddling its surface, it nevertheless stood proudly as a whole. As if composed by many different, smaller crystals, each segment faintly shone in a different spectrum of light, giving off a sense of imperfection and fragility. And then, just as the eye laid its gaze upon the crystal, it visibly shuddered for a split second before projecting a single lucid thought out towards the eye:
“Are you my echo, or am I yours?”
Silence answered her -- contemplative silence that seemed to last eons.
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Yudaiel's mind considered extinguishing this fire of life that she'd accidentally sparked. Ending this... this accident would be easy, and indeed, if she were at all like she'd been before, then she'd have likely done it without hesitation. Yet she was different now, the worst of her impulse and violence removed when she'd cast out Turmoil.
And this thing was intelligent. It ideabstracted at her, in its own crude and unrefined manner. It had inherited some manner of her own divinity, she surmised, for how else would it have sustained itself for long enough to form thought or take shape? How else could it See and Speak?
It had potential, and could be cultivated. She quickly and easily wrested control of the ideabstraction.
The eyeball that had floated before the crystal was gone, replaced by the spiraling expanse of an entire galaxy -- one of many. The stars were everywhere, and they were beautiful, like little pearls embroidered onto a vast velvet.
The fabric of Reality seemed to ripple, and in the sound of its rustling there finally came a whispered answer, "I̧͎̘̤̅̇̿̚ a̛̟͔͇͌̄m̖͍͂̇ t̟̤̂͌͜͡h̖͕̬̺͆͒̅̀ĕ̡̥̺̼̂́͞ ş̘̽̈́o̻͈͛͒u̝̮̒̎͊͢r̤͖̘͔̟̆͆̆̈́̀c̼̬̑̓̄͜ȩ̞̦̘̿̃̚͠.̟͛͋͢”
As Reality bent, the cosmos seemed to spin. In truth it was the crystal that dizzily spun, though; the eye at the center of that closest galaxy, the nascent spirit's origin and progenitor, examined every facet and angle of that crystalline form. Gemstones were beautiful, and this one was prismatic and almost perfect... almost. It clearly had the potential to be something magnificent, but it needed a strong hand to guide the chisel that would shape it further and chip away the imperfections... it needed to be cultivated.
So it was. In one moment it had been a crystal drifting through the cosmos; in the next it was a dewdrop rolling off the leaf of some strange tree in the desert, cascading down to water and nourish the smallest of gardens, a tiny patch of grass springing out from sandy soil.
Yes, this one could live. Should live. Would live. Yudaiel had never truly understood the nature of parenthood; she'd thought that she had, having witnessed bears defending their cubs, a manbjork swearing vengeance for the dead kits, little creatures suckling milk, and a thousand other sights a thousand times over. Seeing and observing the phenomenon was one thing; experiencing it personally felt altogether like another.
Possibilities pulsed electrically through her sea of consciousness: memories of her own banishment to the moon, before she'd ever truly descended down to the Galbar. She could view it from afar, but repressed deep down had always been a regret, and loathing for the Monarch, from depriving her of so many experiences. It had been enough to influence that field from afar, to merely witness all its events of import and live them through the eyes of other... but it would be even better to vicariously experience it through a child.
His decree that she remain on her moon -- or moons, as it was destined to soon be, would not apply to this child. It couldn't. Just as that thought made its way through her sea of consciousness, the goddess felt an oh so slight tug at her mind. Turning her attention once again towards the flame and the primitive soul within, she noticed something quite peculiar.
On the outside, the flame had begun to change – from the iridescent hue it started out as, it had slowly turned to a darker orange, akin to a setting sun disappearing over the horizon. It had also grown in size, now taking up as much space as one of those many large boulders that had – during the battle of the ages between Yudaiel and Iqelis – broken off from the moon’s surface and spiraled down toward the Galbar.
The blazing flame of life evoked memory of Homura. Others saw just the red goddess' diminutive little form, or the gleam of that spear she bore so brazenly, yet from the first moment of Homura's existence Yudaiel had Seen the truth: she was a raging inferno entombed within some cold statue of a simulacrum -- shackled, as it were. This conflagration wrapped around the crystal rather than simmering as a hot coal somewhere deep within. That was good. It meant strength and potency, rapid growth. Let her child wear its flame like a cloak.
That crystal in the heart of the blaze, as well, had gone through some changes during this time. Hidden deep within the core of the pyre now, it started to vibrate; its color, slowly at first but quickly picking up speed, shifted through all the hues known – and possibly unknown – to mortals. The outlandish flames of life that had been summoned along with its accidental inception at the hands of Yudaiel, that had been protecting it from the barren and inhospitable environment of outer space, had turned their metaphorical back at it, now threatening its feeble existence. They were burning it.
The crystal, as if sensing the change within its guardian, hurriedly tried to wrest away the ideabstraction that Yudaiel had stolen from it, its power too weak to create a second one. Even as it flailed in its desperation with a clumsy and unsuccessful attempt to reshape their shared dreamscape, within the ideabstraction their thoughts were linked close enough that Yudaiel could sense its panic -- something was amiss. So the Prescient relinquished her control and let the nascent spark weave whatever image it would.
A small piece of debris that had broken off from gods know where, was floating through the emptiness of space. Without will, without knowledge of its being or even instinct, it seemingly existed. Its creation ordained by fate or by luck, no one really knew. Within the vacuum, its only constant companion had been, for an undiscernible amount of time, the warming rays of the sun.
But without a way to steer itself away from danger, a mind to know of what was out there, it could not protect itself from its eventual doom. Alas, it had neared too close to its previous ally and companion, and so its friend had opened its arms to embrace it. Just as it plummeted into certain annihilation, a small, imperceptible voice echoed out.
“…help…”
The celestial planes contorted and bent. That one galaxy that had formerly been an eyeball was in the very center of a new face, superimposed over a thousand-thousand dim nebulae and blinding constellations, clusters, and galaxies as it claimed a place at the very center of the universe. But then the cosmos blinked, and the galaxy was a bloodshot eyeball once more. A hazy corona of star-stuff partially shrouded the three pupils of that Great and All-Seeing Eye, sparing the crystal from the worst of its overpowering glare.
The Eye did as eyes did: it watched, in silent thought, for what seemed like far too long. Near the last moment, vast bleeding tentacles -- like optical nerves and severed blood vessels -- erupted from the oculus and whipped around to seize the drifting entity. The strength of those stringy cords proved sufficient to arrest all motion; the tiny crystal was saved from the doom of time, even if it dangled in a net precariously close to that sun which had been dragging it away.
The blood that oozed out of the grotesque limbs extinguished the crystal's wreathe of fire, at least in part, and cooled it from the sun's incandescence. But all was not cold: a tinge of anger pulsed through the bleeding arteries. There was disappointment there too, the sort that despised weakness and spat in its presence.
One particular artery that had been spewing out droplets of hot blood suddenly ceased its heaving and coiled itself. Its end morphed into the head of a snake, and it hissed, "I̤̭͌͊ w̺̖̃͋ị̧̈̚l̙̈l̟̖̭̍̅͘ n̗͇̝̒̏͝ỏ̦͇̙̑̚t̩̺̤̔́̋ r̥̘͗̀̀ͅe͎̯͆͒̚ͅĺ̰̖̊̂͟e̟͌a͎͇̾̀s̼̤͍͐̎̚ḙ̮̫̃͛͘ y̡͇͔̑̚͡ò̺u̺̭͋̿̀͟.̞͔̭͆̌̆”
Freedom was only to come if the splintered fragment proved itself capable enough of self-sufficiency, and so the crystal had to learn to steer its own flight.
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Doom had been averted, but how much longer?
The fire around the crystal had simmered down somewhat but had neither died nor surrendered. A higher power was restraining it and so, like a caged animal, it bade its time. Its prey would not escape it – could not escape it.
The whole ordeal had stirred up something within the crystal; the tiny, fragmented soul residing within had finally awoken fully. After having tasted betrayal, it had become aware of its predicament; through its primitive senses, the crystal could feel the mighty being's presence, enveloped as it had them in its power.
The being had responded to its plea, stopping the flames from devouring the crystal, and for that the soul within was grateful. The crystal could feel the overpowering authority the essence it was subsumed within carried – the being could squash it into dust without the soul even realizing it. Yet it also felt a kind of longing towards the being, a faint link that was shared between them that seemed… important.
However, it also sensed that something had changed. The flow of energy around the crystal gave off an... odd feeling. Previously it had been surprised, intrigued and, one could even say, hopeful. All that changed after the crystal had reached out to be saved. The energy imprinted within the fabric of space had become more reserved, withdrawn and aloof. As if a parent had been disheartened by their children's actions... as if they had expected something better...
The tiny soul gave out a low, droning sound as new feelings slowly emerged within it – remorse and guilt. Just like how the flame had betrayed the crystal, so had the soul within betrayed the mighty being that had deigned to save it from annihilation. It could feel an insurmountable burden weighing it down, as if it was nothing but a pebble atop the ocean floor, an immense amount of water pressuring it down, threatening to grind it into dust. Expectations.
Upon this realization, additional feelings swiftly arose from deep within the crystal soul, the droning reaching a crescendo. Flaring up like an uncontrollable wildfire, anger and indignation overcame it in an instant. Anger and indignation towards itself, with how little it could do; towards the flame that had betrayed it; towards the being that now looked down upon it with contempt; towards the harsh, barren world that it had come into being.
The crystal suddenly let out a violent pulse of iridescent light, shooting out in all directions around it. The flame that surrounded it – that same beast that had earlier tried to prey on it – bore the vast brunt of the impact resulting in it dying down quite a bit. Silence once again reigned.
Having expelled most of the negative energy that had welled up within it, the soul within the crystal felt sluggish and weak once again, however an unprecedented level of clarity took the place of the ousted emotions. It was up to the soul to prove its worth to its savior – nay, its creator – as well as itself.
The tiny comet stilled as the bloody tentacles wrapped around it, saving it from certain annihilation. Time and space were meaningless within the boundaries of the dream, yet what seemed to be ages passed before something stirred again within the tentacles’ grasp.
There, under the bloodshot eyeball’s gaze, vines slowly rose from the comet's surface. Covered with patterns of unknown origin, they slowly slithered around the root-like tentacles that had covered it, piercing through their fleshy exterior and latching on to them tightly.
Then, as if a snake injecting its venom into its prey, the thorns unleashed a thick, shimmering, black-and-white liquid within the tentacles – raw emotions: anger, betrayal, indignation, remorse. At that moment, the tiny comet burned with a passion, a will to pass on its feelings onto its mighty savior.
“I was wrong. The only way to help, is to release me…”
...
In the dream, Yudaiel released her hold over that crystallized fragment of herself. Its newfound bravery pleased her; however, like a newly hatched bird leaving its nest, it now would either learn to to fly, or else fall down and die in the attempt. The Prescient goddess has already grown more attached to this little clone than she had realized -- reflexively and anxiously she'd peered into the future to assure herself of the outcome, and only after that did she allow the hatchling to throw itself from the nest.
It would fly.
But young and impulsive things were easily swayed and influenced by something so subtle as the slightest breeze. The child's inchoate motivation and purpose facilitated, nay -- necessitated -- that its progenitor guide it to where it was needed, for its own good. For both of their good. So that posed the question: where should the winds nudge it?
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The moment the goddess undid her metaphysical hold over the fire, like a rabid wolf, it launched at the crystal with ferocity. Made of instinct and pure action as it was, its momentary weakness after being hit by the pulse of power released by the crystal did not deter it from taking another chance at its prey.
Feeling the fire encroaching on its periphery once again, the soul within steeled itself to fight. Its own internal fire and drive to survive had been kindled by the intense residual turmoil carried over from its creator, giving it the perfect mindset to combat its first enemy in a new world - itself. Just as the fire licked the surface of the crystal with its scalding fangs, the soul within released a keening cry; another pulse of iridescent light rippled out, this time with the intention of subjugating its opponent, not just weakening it.
For a split second, on that small corner of the moon, something akin to a second sun emerged. A white flash of light gave color to the previously dull darkness of space; unlike a supernova, however, the aftermath of the ordeal was something out of the ordinary. Where previously a crystal wreathed in fire floated, now a medium sized, egg-like shaped cocoon existed. Its surface swirled with color, and a faint feeling of power and of the life budding slowly within emanated from it. It carried an echo of a thought within, possibly meant for its helper but also towards itself, the one who realized its own self-worth.
"Thank you..."
Silently, Yudaiel's power pulsed out through the regolith and into the newly-formed egg, filling it with a thrumming energy. It resonated and vibrated in its place for a few moments, and then was suddenly spurred into explosive motion as it rocketed away from the moon at well past escape velocity. Minor telekinetic adjustments perfected the course: the Prescient ensured that her daughter would land in the vicinity of the Eidolon Plains. She had yet to install an agent there, and the region's proximity to Nalusa could prove pertinent.
Time would tell. The future was still too murky and nebulous for Yudaiel's liking, but this was an improvement.
Yudaiel is chilling on the moon, contemplating upon her existence as one does. She's back to talking to herself again like she was in the wake of Chronomachia before Moneo showed up to tease her and then officially promote her to moon goddess. Her prescience is hindered by the acquisition of a second aspect. That combined with the haze of her own impulsivity, among other things, is making all her visions low-resolution and so she decides that the best solution available is a magical lobotomy - seriously has anyone informed her of the existence of shrinks? Maybe Moneo can fill that spot in...
Anyway, she mind-poops excises some the 'worst' and most erratic personality traits of hers, merging them in process. However, the parts that she kicks out of her head are able to coalesce into their own soul and attain a low level of sentience, something that not even she had predicted would happen. There's some back and forth between the soul and Yudaiel, and after a lot of mentioning of the word "crystal" and possibly a life-saving move from Yudaiel, Lachesis gains self-awareness, and becomes an egg.
Which Yudaiel promptly yeets down to the Galbar, nudging the trajectory such that she'll land somewhere in the Eidolon Plains.
Yudaiel begins with 6 vigor: 4 as of the start of the cycle, and +1 for Chailiss week and +1 for Voligan week. She spends nothing and ends with all 6.
Lachesis is born starting with this cycle's 4 vigor.
If one were to describe Lachesis' personality with just one word, that would have to be ‘adaptable’. On one hand, her aspect demands of her to be quick on her feet and active in her thinking, making decisions on the fly to seize any and all opportunities presented, allowing her to stick to a plan and execute it without much delay. As a result, this might force her to act rashly or ‘step on too many toes’ as it were, causing issues that will probably come back to bite her in the proverbial ‘ass’ at a later date.
However, just simply being adaptable is not enough in order to tread upon such a world as Galbar. One must have a goal, a reason for existing that is core to their being. That which shapes their personality, views and beliefs about what is right, wrong, good and evil. Lachesis has a saying for such a thing: fuck you. Her convictions are hers to know and other’s to postulate on. She knows very well how valuable such information can be to potential enemies of hers, and as such no amount of flattery or bribery would make share it with outsiders.
Although, that’s not to say that one cannot gather information about how she operates; there’s a methodology to Lachesis’ work that generally portrays an arrogant character that believes their work is sacred to the function of the universe, as without conflict there would be nothing but stagnation. However, where she and others with similar dispositions might diverge in opinions is that any conflict induced by Lachesis must, in some way, benefit her. She might manipulate the seeds of strife in such a way that it would create a favorable result for her victim, only to watch them fall harder a moment after, much to her delight.
Aside from whatever pleasure she might get out of watching people ruin themselves, they don’t stop being pawns on her chessboard, meaning that being removed from play prematurely or without having even done their part infuriates her greatly. As the queen of the board, it’s her duty to go above and beyond in order to protect her pawns, even so far as to endanger her personal safety, should the need arise.
As for a grand goal of sorts, the end-all be-all, her magnum opus so to say… there’s not much to be said about this surprisingly. Becoming a god? That’s one thing that could be classified as a ‘goal’. But would the Monarch really trust her with a shard? Many might say no, of course not, but Lachesis begs to digress. She tends to be very, very persuasive.
ASPECT
STRIFE
Defining the aspect of strife with mere words is difficult, for strife is dynamic and everchanging. It is an ever growing, cosmic power that seeks to move, pull apart and undo all bonds that tie together.
Consider the following example (which is only one of the most basic interpretations of strife); when a mother strikes her child, she might do it out of love and concern, and to punish bad behavior. The child might listen to their mother, or they might not, it does not matter. What is important is that the seed of strife is planted at that very moment into both of them. This poisonous impetus drills into their very psyche, latches into their subconscious and slowly but surely changes their personalities and behavioral patterns. The mother, for example, will be more inclined to resort to corporal punishment in the future as, from her point of view, she had evidently succeeded in disciplining her child using said method. However, the child might become more rebellious and antagonistic as a result of this.
Hence the sacred bond of parenthood, the love that a mother has towards her child, are twisted and warped beyond recognition. In the end, the child, having grown up in an abusive home, might become a petty and vengeful person that harbors repressed feelings of resentment and rage towards their parents. Then at some point, they might be prompted to act upon these feelings in a very, very unpleasant way.
The above is but one of the many environments within which the aspect of strife dwells. This ever-present conflict of instincts, interests, ideas and everything in between is what Lachesis feeds and thrives upon, using it to weave the strings of fate in a way that will further whatever goal she might have in mind at any one moment.
Thieves, plebes, murderers, kings, everyone and anyone could come to benefit from joining Lachesis' network of worshippers. As vast as the night sky and deep as the depths of the sea; where there is conflict, the demigoddess is bound to have her threads woven around it, giving her a wide berth to maneuver herself within the Galbar and spread her influence among the populace.
Now, all the above is, in theory, what the aspect of Strife is all about. As it turns out, there’s not much difference practically as well. Lachesis’ demigod powers grant her limited foresight, allowing her to be at the right place and at the right time in order to cause the most amount of damage with the least amount of effort.
Those ‘seeds of Strife’? They are not exactly what one might think of when they picture a seed, but they do the job well, nevertheless. Lachesis’ can choose to emit her divine energy in the form of ‘spores’. Though physical touch is the most potent and immediate way to affect her victims, just being within Lachesis' periphery for a prolonged amount of time can also 'compromise' them so to say. These spores quickly dissolve and merge with the souls of the unfortunate beings that ingested them, and from that moment on they become vulnerable to Lachesis’ wiles. Slowly, but surely, their souls are corrupted, twisted and made pliant, just enough for the demigoddess to push her changes unto them, forcing them unto a path they will obliviously follow until the very end. Additionally, once said spores have taken root, Lachesis is able to monitor her pawns and issue commands unto them remotely, even if there’s a large distance separating them.
Should she successfully become a goddess, be it by being granted her shard or wresting it from the Monarch’s cold grasp, her powers would certainly become even more potent, some examples being to induce physical changes immediately on pawns she is connected to, or to swap places or even teleport them to her and vice versa.
APPEARANCE
Lachesis' body is, of course, bound in the material plane as all demigods are, however she possesses the ability to change her form, within certain limitations of course. Just like how a snake sheds its skin, she too can choose to undergo a kind of metamorphosis in order to obtain a body suitable for whatever plan she has in mind. She generally wants to blend in with the crowd, for the common is a shield for a being like her which thrives by manipulating her surroundings and those within, be they mortal or otherwise.
Hence, considering the prevalence of the bipedal species of lifeforms in the Galbar, Lachesis has generally leant towards such forms for her appearance.
If one were to describe Lachesis' personality with just one word, that would have to be ‘adaptable’. On one hand, her aspect demands of her to be quick on her feet and active in her thinking, making decisions on the fly to seize any and all opportunities presented, allowing her to stick to a plan and execute it without much delay. As a result, this might force her to act rashly or ‘step on too many toes’ as it were, causing issues that will probably come back to bite her in the proverbial ‘ass’ at a later date.
However, just simply being adaptable is not enough in order to tread upon such a world as Galbar. One must have a goal, a reason for existing that is core to their being. That which shapes their personality, views and beliefs about what is right, wrong, good and evil. Lachesis has a saying for such a thing: fuck you. Her convictions are hers to know and other’s to postulate on. She knows very well how valuable such information can be to potential enemies of hers, and as such no amount of flattery or bribery would make share it with outsiders.
Although, that’s not to say that one cannot gather information about how she operates; there’s a methodology to Lachesis’ work that generally portrays an arrogant character that believes their work is sacred to the function of the universe, as without conflict there would be nothing but stagnation. However, where she and others with similar dispositions might diverge in opinions is that any conflict induced by Lachesis must, in some way, benefit her. She might manipulate the seeds of strife in such a way that it would create a favorable result for her victim, only to watch them fall harder a moment after, much to her delight.
Aside from whatever pleasure she might get out of watching people ruin themselves, they don’t stop being pawns on her chessboard, meaning that being removed from play prematurely or without having even done their part infuriates her greatly. As the queen of the board, it’s her duty to go above and beyond in order to protect her pawns, even so far as to endanger her personal safety, should the need arise.
As for a grand goal of sorts, the end-all be-all, her magnum opus so to say… there’s not much to be said about this surprisingly. Becoming a god? That’s one thing that could be classified as a ‘goal’. But would the Monarch really trust her with a shard? Many might say no, of course not, but Lachesis begs to digress. She tends to be very, very persuasive.
ASPECT
STRIFE
Defining the aspect of strife with mere words is difficult, for strife is dynamic and everchanging. It is an ever growing, cosmic power that seeks to move, pull apart and undo all bonds that tie together.
Consider the following example (which is only one of the most basic interpretations of strife); when a mother strikes her child, she might do it out of love and concern, and to punish bad behavior. The child might listen to their mother, or they might not, it does not matter. What is important is that the seed of strife is planted at that very moment into both of them. This poisonous impetus drills into their very psyche, latches into their subconscious and slowly but surely changes their personalities and behavioral patterns. The mother, for example, will be more inclined to resort to corporal punishment in the future as, from her point of view, she had evidently succeeded in disciplining her child using said method. However, the child might become more rebellious and antagonistic as a result of this.
Hence the sacred bond of parenthood, the love that a mother has towards her child, are twisted and warped beyond recognition. In the end, the child, having grown up in an abusive home, might become a petty and vengeful person that harbors repressed feelings of resentment and rage towards their parents. Then at some point, they might be prompted to act upon these feelings in a very, very unpleasant way.
The above is but one of the many environments within which the aspect of strife dwells. This ever-present conflict of instincts, interests, ideas and everything in between is what Lachesis feeds and thrives upon, using it to weave the strings of fate in a way that will further whatever goal she might have in mind at any one moment.
Thieves, plebes, murderers, kings, everyone and anyone could come to benefit from joining Lachesis' network of worshippers. As vast as the night sky and deep as the depths of the sea; where there is conflict, the demigoddess is bound to have her threads woven around it, giving her a wide berth to maneuver herself within the Galbar and spread her influence among the populace.
Now, all the above is, in theory, what the aspect of Strife is all about. As it turns out, there’s not much difference practically as well. Lachesis’ demigod powers grant her limited foresight, allowing her to be at the right place and at the right time in order to cause the most amount of damage with the least amount of effort.
Those ‘seeds of Strife’? They are not exactly what one might think of when they picture a seed, but they do the job well, nevertheless. Lachesis’ can choose to emit her divine energy in the form of ‘spores’. Though physical touch is the most potent and immediate way to affect her victims, just being within Lachesis' periphery for a prolonged amount of time can also 'compromise' them so to say. These spores quickly dissolve and merge with the souls of the unfortunate beings that ingested them, and from that moment on they become vulnerable to Lachesis’ wiles. Slowly, but surely, their souls are corrupted, twisted and made pliant, just enough for the demigoddess to push her changes unto them, forcing them unto a path they will obliviously follow until the very end. Additionally, once said spores have taken root, Lachesis is able to monitor her pawns and issue commands unto them remotely, even if there’s a large distance separating them.
Should she successfully become a goddess, be it by being granted her shard or wresting it from the Monarch’s cold grasp, her powers would certainly become even more potent, some examples being to induce physical changes immediately on pawns she is connected to, or to swap places or even teleport them to her and vice versa.
APPEARANCE
Lachesis' body is, of course, bound in the material plane as all demigods are, however she possesses the ability to change her form, within certain limitations of course. Just like how a snake sheds its skin, she too can choose to undergo a kind of metamorphosis in order to obtain a body suitable for whatever plan she has in mind. She generally wants to blend in with the crowd, for the common is a shield for a being like her which thrives by manipulating her surroundings and those within, be they mortal or otherwise.
Hence, considering the prevalence of the bipedal species of lifeforms in the Galbar, Lachesis has generally leant towards such forms for her appearance.
Just as humans grow and change with time, interests change as well. I wish I had the urge to roleplay like I used to...
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;">Just as humans grow and change with time, interests change as well. I wish I had the urge to roleplay like I used to...</div>