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7 yrs ago
Current Yes, I'm an oversize child. Deal with it. :P
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8 yrs ago
That moment you've got too many rp ideas floating in your head, but you don't want to overwhelm yourself? Yeah... I'm right there, suffering in silence.
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8 yrs ago
RP hunting is like finding the rare toy in the cereal box. Doable, but the time and effort is nearly more than I can bare!
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9 yrs ago
That amazing high when you realized how far you've come in improving your writing. It's impossible to describe, but drowns you in a positive glow.
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9 yrs ago
I love being a terrible person by making my PCs' lives miserable, it's art form that never gets old or boring.
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Username.....Fallenreaper
Nicknames....Fallen (preferred), Reaper, Devour of lost souls, etc.
Gender..........Female
Sign...............Libra (true to sign surprisingly)
Occupation....Wandering and exploring the caves of my insane mind
Location.........USA (Lost in the Cornfields!)

Status............Stable.



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Advance RP

Create-A-Hero
Accepting: GM/Co-GM Nitemare Shape, Hound55, & Dedonus


Formaroth Part 2: Throne of Lies
Still Accepting: GM TheDuncanMorgan


Casual RP

X-Men: The New Era - Issue II: Avalon Rising
Accepting: GM Almalthia, Co GM Pilatus


Legacy of Heroes: The New Age
Accepting: GM Jessie Targaryen, Co GMs Alfhedil and Apollosarcher


Nation RP

None

Arena RP

None yet.


Extra Stuff Featuring: Flight Rising.

Most Recent Posts

Looks like this is getting more active again. The recent posts have been too long, didn't read territory.

Who's Trixi?


:P Don't read, then how do you know it's active and you can't really get involved can you?

Trixi is my tourney PC.
@Fallenreaper this stage is very detailed, it belongs in the Arena BattleGrounds thread! I'll submit the stage for you.


Thank you. I have several others, that when I get done, I can submit. I considered doing it a while ago but you seem to crop up and vanish mysteriously from what I've seen. :p
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lets have a little lookie


Here you go Feel free to omit any unnecessary information and merely keep the basics for you match if you decide to use it.
Well, seems Vellios did inherit something from his father... ability to lead. Damn it. XD I had to cut down the original post as I felt he was moving too fast and progressing the scene a bit much.

Add on: Also noted a segment which I thought I deleted and had to erase. XD Sorry for that.
Hanger-> Quarters-> Hanger again


Well, I need something to do. Can’t say I’m as talented you two ladies. My most useful skills when it comes to engineering is mainly wielding and even that is limited.” Vellios stated, his tone cheeky but lacking sarcasm or pride over his limitations. He didn’t see the point in pretending he wasn’t useless at some aspects through he made up for it in other areas. As far as he was concerned, if he could make a living off his current skill set then that was good enough for him and no extra skills were needed. It didn’t go without saying it would make his life easier however.

The turian’s eyes lingered, mostly in habit, to admire Tanya’s curves. Despite her being human, he had to admit she had curves in all the right places when she bent down to examine her crate and slowly shifted his sight elsewhere. Mainly to the crates that needed to be moved before him. Since no one else was going to do it, he took it upon himself and shifted the first crate from the top and pulled it down. His fingers snapped open the lid to reveal several medi gels unused and packaged for what he assumed was the medical bay on the ship. A meager supply, Vellios knew with the number on board and likely trouble they were going to get into, there was little hope this supply would last more than a week. Even if they rationed a small amount to each member and somehow managed not to kill each other during the flight, the odds of them getting out of every fight unscratched would be a miracle. He, himself, would’ve used numerous medi gel if only to keep him on his feet and useful to the current crew.

A turian muscle being on bed rest half the time was more problematic and cost wasting than one that managed his own upkeep. That notion along was a sure fire way to get him a one way off this flying heap and into the gutter on some nearest planet colony. Sighing, Vellios snapped shut the lid then moved onto the next crate. He paused long enough to activate his omnitool. It casted a orange glow and bussed slightly, a screen from his last play log came up instantly causing him to flick it back down and pull up a connection to the ship’s logs. He scanned for the cargo listing to scan through, checking off the medi gel supplies as well as the crate’s amount.

He was sure someone was going to be disappointed.

It was most likely all the recent fund from any jobs they could salvage up might go for the parts and basic essentials, rather than medical supplies and luxuries for a while. Part of him worried there might not be a decent medic onboard and that spelt a disaster waiting to happen. With this many on board and little to no idea of what everyone’s skill set was, Vellios smirked at the mess Serena and him were currently in. While he was confident he would survive, his thoughts drifted to Serena’s chances for the moment causing him to wonder.

Looks like he was going to have to do some digging on his current teammates throughout this experience and possibly during their outing. At worse he would have to scrape up some useful medical downloads and gain some additional credits on Omega through some illegal fighting, the later sounding the most appealing. He wondered, idly, if any of the others were interested in joining as either contestants or observers. Through they might also try to stop him. Vellios’ mouth curved into a turian smile at the challenge and returned his mind to cataloguing the supplies for whoever was the knucklehead that deemed himself best to lead this misfit crew. A job, he didn’t envy taking himself really.

Setting his own belongings aside, he was almost done with the small amount of supplies, the Salarian likely going for cheapness rather than quality,

Vellios was still sorting through things- half way through everything-and adding to the list when the pilot’s voice came over the intercom. He paused then tilted his head up to listen, resting his eyes from the display on his omnitool, than absorbing the turian pilot’s humor.

"Attention all crew, we have docked successfully at the horrifically dingy Afterlife District. To your left you can see some prostitute giving a batarian a blowjob in the alley, while off to the right you can see some gang members, looks like Bloodpack, shaking down a local for protection money. Please step lightly while exiting, you might just trip over a dead body."

Chuckling, he used a single finger to push down his current list then turn off his omnitool. Slowly he leaned to the side and rose to his feet, feeling his carapace ache with each movement from his sitting position. He swear there was a soft crackling with each motion causing him to realise how long he been in it. Gently he stretched, working out the kinks for several moments letting his body adjust before he leaned over to retrieve his bags. Hauling them over his shoulder, Vellios then slinked off to likely what quarters weren’t occupied. He passed a few members heading to the hanger while suddenly his omnitool flickered to life and a voice, raspy and statically, came on over it.

"Alright children, gather round and listen up. My name is Mirage and I will be your tour guide today on the lovely garden-world known as Omega. Pay attention, because Mirage is good and Mirage is wise. Using my extensive deductive capabilities -- and by listening in on your conversations -- I've compiled a list of everything we need to do here.

Vellios knew he shouldn’t have left his omnitool hooked up to the ship’s systems, his mind making a mental note to get better security for the future. He wasn’t exactly pleased someone had literally hacked his tool, allowing them to fiddle with his system and even cripple his combative capabilities. Being weaponless is the most dangerous thing in this world as he continued to listen with mild interest, his hand rested along the only remaining quarter’s doorway.

"First off; parts. We all know this ship is a rustbucket. If you can tell the wrong end from the right end of a wrench, please take responsibility. We also need food. One of the other levo-based lifeforms on this vessel, please tag along."

He checked that skill off his list. Despite his basics, he wasn’t the best choice for getting parts through he was likely to tag along with Serena and Tanya just to keep them out of trouble, the prior being a bit too innocent for his tastes to risk trusting her on her own. The voice paused a moment, seeming to recollect something and continued.

"We obviously also need fuel. Drono, you said something about weapon coolant? Whatever, it's on the list. Have fun.

Nope...Vellios thought blandly, noting the unfamiliar name.

"Also, in case any of you morons get shot, we need medical supplies.

Again, not his department. Yes, if needed he could be a makeshift medic as he knew the basic means to take down anything from a asari to a krogan, with lacking medical knowledge over the vocha, drell and less than perfect on human. Having him go on a supply run for both dextros and levos beings was a rather terrible idea since he could very well end up getting something useless and practically fatal to both races here on Omega. Over all a waste of credits if he ever saw one.

And last but not least, we need credits, which means we need work. Those of you with actual social skills, please apply. Check?

Social skills he was well tune with but unfortunately he wasn’t about to leave Serena alone. It was like leaving a FTL drive with a history of melting down and trusting it not to repeat itself, a fact he wasn’t about to do. No, someone else was going to have to deal with the work getting and he hoped they didn’t fuck it up. Little disappointed he was going to be stuck babysitting, Vellios edged into his room and got ready for the trip, his ears still listening to the machine like voice rambling onward. His body slid in sideways, maneuvering around the tight space, into the cramped quarters.

Check. Now, since we're all adults, I'm going to assume you know how to work together; that goes for the humans too. Form groups and distribute the responsibilities. I was born and raised on Omega, so if you have any questions about where you need to go, whisper. Once you've formed the squads, let me know so I can assign you completely randomly generated call-signs. Mirage out.

Vellios set his things down with a soft thump in the middle of the small, compacted room. Reaching back, he tugged the door close causing it to screech in pain then proceeded to unpack his armor. He chose the Survivor Armor due to its light weight and protection which would give him maximum mobility in the field through it wouldn’t be able to take heavy gun fire or biotics assaults. After donning the armor over his clothes, he then unloaded and put together his Scimitar, Assault Rifle and Sniper Rifle.

After placing them on his back, he let himself adjust to the familiar weight once more. He would be lying if he didn’t admit it felt good to be suited up once more. Vellios thumped the remaining bags on top of his bunk to be sorted later while he turned on heel and walked out of the door.




On entering the hangar, it seemed everyone was taking their sweet time arriving. Unfazed or worry about the time constriction, Vellios pulled up his display screen on his omnitool once more then scanned his programs to make sure everything was in working order. He was still edgy over the earlier hacking, sending his instincts into higher awareness, while he decided to test his boundaries. Something he had learned during his time back on the Haides and about the only useful skill besides how many ways there were to die, how to kill and less savvy skill sets. He snapped his screen down back into his omintool before he began.

Well, folks it might be productive if we introduced ourselves, list our skills briefly and determine what we’re heading for so it makes getting into groups easier. Namely, as Mirage said, before we head out into Omega. ” Vellios inhaled then continued.

"I’ll start since I spoke up first. Name’s Vellios Malkai, specialty in muscle and hired gun. I have basics in hacking, wielding, medical skills, wide range of anatomy knowledge, and a few other baseline skills that I hope will help.” Vellios’ eyes panned the hangar, his figure casually walked into the center of the hangar so everyone could easily hear him. He figured he would start introductions then move onto his thoughts about how the groupings should work and such. Through with this group, someone else might take charge and alter everything. This didn’t bother him through it might create conflict with his agenda, which it wasn't like he couldn't adapt in the end. Even if he had to merely do what he wanted rather than stick with his group assignment.

Who’s next? Or do I get to give everyone a nickname based on the first thing that pops into my mind?
~|Day 3, 01:20-1:45 GST|~
~| Xid & Nyiss, Nyiss’ Quarters|~


Xid walked between four troopers, his boots stomping along the metal floors and struggling to keep pace. The troopers about him seemed unconcerned by this. Their bodies rigid and each stomp marched in orderly fashion, timed ideally. If he didn’t know better, and boy did he, he would’ve thought they were droids programed to endlessly march forever. Their faces merely stared forward in blank expressions while they escorted the Knight from his current changing room. However, he knew he didn’t look like a prisoner at the moment. His lithe body covered by apprentice tunic and breeches, complete with boots and a belt. None of the soldiers were stupid enough to give him a lightsaber to holster on it however.

Not that it mattered since Xid wasn’t in the best of condition to fight after all.

Breathing slowly, he picked at the black tunic nervously while his blue eyes roamed the hallways idly. His blond curls were plastered against his head and dripped slowly upon the black tunic making the area around his neck wetter. He still cradled his side as the time in the Kolto tank hadn’t been enough to fully heal his wounds, the side still slightly puffy and swollen through the redness had died. The feverish heat on the skin had also ceased much to his relief, but breathing was still close to inhaling pins each breath.

They walked him into a new turbolift, one he had never been in, and then pressed the controls. Immediately the machine rumbled to life before Xid’s legs felt it jerk, his balance lost in the surprise. Promptly his hand came out to catch himself and bumped his uninjured side into the hard metal, his lip bitten by his teeth not to gasp in pain. He wouldn’t let them see weakness when he was suppose to be strong. A dark, familiar energy coiled through him the moment the turbo lift edged toward the ship’s lower levels. His fingers gripped his support tightly as his stomach curled into his chest, twisting into endless knots.

It took him a moment to realize where he had felt this energy before. In the day of the attack, back at the temple. The very day Sela had…

Xid forcefully swallowed some bile that had crept into his throat and tried not to hurl, his throat burning at the acidic taste rushing back down. The only question in his mind was simple and very, very important. Why was he here of all places?

His question was put aside when the troopers motioned for him to move, their blasters pointed from him to the exit. Again swallowing, Xid complied because he knew there was no other choice. Pushing himself upright, he cautiously stepped out into the red carpet room where they would likely meet the one person Xid had hoped never to encounter: the very Darth of this ship.

Darth Nyiss was waiting, almost in the center of the room, but slightly to one side. She was arrayed in robes somewhat reminiscent of her battlegear, her own lightsaber hung neatly at her side, next to it, Sela’s lightsaber. On the other side of her belt, Xid’s Lightsaber was clipped. The intent of the garb was clear - unnerve the boy, and let him know in no uncertain terms what had happened, and what could still happen. Her hands were clasped in front of her, but in such a way that her sleeves would not hide the Lightsaber collection at her waist.

“Welcome, Xid. It is a pleasure to meet you.” She stated, her voice genuine.

Xid felt a shiver go down his spine at the sight. The nameless, mystery and dark energy now had a face in his mind as he studied it a moment, unsure what to say back when she greeted him. He was seriously wondering why every Sith he had met on the ship seemed to enjoy meeting him when the feeling wasn’t mutual. His heart leapt into his throat and seemed to choke his words when he finally managed to speak.

Deciding to go with Tolun’s advice and not upset the Sith, the Knight’s words edging him into caution as he chose them carefully. “I’m afraid I can’t return the pleasantries, Miss…?”

It was expected that his voice wasn’t completely steady, through he was amazed he hadn’t stumbled and stuttered from the anxiety rippling in his system. For a moment he closed his eyes, trying to clear what cocktail of emotions were stirring inside. Worry, fear, and a hint of anger were all groping for control over his attention but he wouldn’t have it. His ears were perked for any reply to his words, his eyes ready to snap open and center on the source the moment it started. Through considering there was only the Darth here, he knew at least exactly where to look.

“Darth Nyiss” She stated. “Though for you ‘My Lord’ will suffice. Please. Sit.” She motioned with one hand to one of the chairs at the side of the room, then herself moved to sit opposite. Though phrased as a question, her tone made it clear that it was a command.

When she was comfortable, she spoke again. “Your master sacrificed a great deal for you Xid. At the time, I thought it a foolish, wasteful sacrifice. Typically wasteful Jedi martyrdom. I see now, that I was wrong. You are quite the special individual, a legacy well worth ensuring. I’m sure you know why.”

Xid’s heart curdled again as he pivoted on his heel, then started to walk to where the Darth indicated. His eyes warily watching her while her words held a hint of authority, his mind debating on whether to defy her by remaining standing upright or take her offer. The pain in his side made his choice for him causing him to edge toward the chair. His arm reached out and hand pressed into the fabric, easing up on his side and allowed him to shift into the cushion. He sank a bit while he tried to keep himself small as possible on the ‘chair’s end farthest from Nyiss, through it seemed more like a miniature couch. One almost big enough for him to lay across comfortably.

The fabric was a lush red and matched the decor of the room, including the red and black carpet under his feet. The moment the words left Nyiss’ mouth, his complexion paled more than it had been earlier and any healthy coloring faded instantly. It seemed his carelessness was coming back to nip him in the ass now and in the worse way. Why didn’t he listen to Tolun better?

It was too late now, his mind trying to search for a way to lie without being obvious. His eyes narrowed on Sela’s lightsaber, his heart sinking a bit at her memory, realizing her death wasn’t his imagination after all. He he inhaled a breath before speaking. “So what I felt wasn’t my imagination.You were the dark force we both felt heading toward Tolun Fi’s lab. The one she wanted me to avoid.”

He paused to absorb the information he had just given. Pain, sorrow and loss filled his core, quickly replacing his harsher emotions quicker than he expected. Xid adjusted, his arm protecting his side removed itself and placed his elbow on his legs to support his head. He ignored the throbbing pain in his side, not caring if his slouching made the injury he suffered worse, while his fingers dug a little into his forehead. The Knight’s voice was quieter when he spoke again. “As for a special individual, I’m sorry but I strongly disagree. I’m merely a Jedi Knight, nothing more. ”

The teenager didn’t mention ‘or less’ because in fact, he knew he was barely worthy of being the very thing he was claiming to be. Too many emotions he didn’t want want to face were swirling around him that he knew he wasn’t acting in the idealistic way his Order taught him to be. Shame edged into the pile, setting a small fire to them, and fueling what he felt helpless to stop. The only thing he knew was possible was to conceal, hide and deny it. With any luck, Darth Nyiss wouldn’t notice but some instinct within him cried differently.

His face rose up to look fully in the Darth’s face. He found himself noting what some might see as elegance and beauty, something he didn’t deny himself, but also something else. The ice cold monster he suspected lurking under the surface to emerge. Would this woman be the same as the others or worse? Xid couldn’t help but wonder.

Nyiss drank in the many feelings rolling off the boy as he spoke. It was delightful to see a Jedi who felt so readily.

“Don’t try to deny what you are. One of your own has already informed me of the whole truth. Your rank within the Order means nothing to me… I only care about your particular talent. It is a gift that should not be squandered.”

She looked him over with a critical eye while she considered her next words, noting the way he was sitting, the posture that was a clear indication he was in pain. The med-techs had told her he needed more time in the Kolto to recover, but she did not have time for that.

“And one that should not be risked by keeping you injured and vulnerable.”

Xid looked hard at Nyiss, disbelief edged into his eyes at the words as it faded to suspicion. His mind not wanting to believe what the Darth was saying being the truth as his fingers fisted at his side and his body felt like it curled in on itself. The way she spoke of his talent was creating a dark spot of worry growing inside of him. Her eyes studying him and no doubt noting his posture, her next words indicated she knew when a machine was in need of repair. His eyes looked down upon the floor for a moment then spoke with a surprisingly cold tone in his voice when it came to his potential, his downward position hiding the unnatural ice in his eyes and the mixed feelings swirling around them. Anger, bitterness, and pain were the strongest scars he had from Belsavis while he inhaled to clear his mind, only pushing aside the emotions. “Some gifts are best never brought to their full potential. As for my wounds, they will heal in time and I much rather go back to my cell.”

“I’m afraid we must disagree entirely.” Nyiss stated, her tone almost one of debate, though switching to one of confidant determination. “I will know your full potential. Now lay down, I must heal you.” She took on a knowing tone as she continued. “A damaged machine will not function at peak capacity...” She had observed carefully the interactions on record, and identified his manner of speech. To turn it back to him would likely give her a distinct advantage in interaction that other Sith had not thus far had. Inwardly she smiled. She had forgotten how much fun it could be to deconstruct a prisoner like this. Sometimes she spoke with the prisoners while they were on her operating table of course, but it was simply not the same.

“And if I refuse?” Xid asked, his head snapped upright and discomfort spreading through his eyes. His body jerked away instinctive, his figure rising to his feet abruptly as his side flared in pain causing him to slate to the side. His arm jerked out to catch himself while his breathing was slightly labored, his arm trembling and fear surfacing. Stop it, he screamed in his head. Stop it… He wasn’t a child afraid of the darkness anymore yet here he was purely terrified of this woman. “Please, I rather just heal on my own. Please…”

“Attempting to refuse would be to assume I was willing to allow my kindness to be turned down. I am not.” Nyiss Stated coldly. She made a slight motion with her hand, gripping the boy’s now standing form with the Force, firmly yet gently, swiftly picking him up off the ground, rolling him onto his side and placing him down on the couch. She continued to hold him in place with the Force, just in case he decided to attempt escape.

“If I may make an observation?” She spoke as if asking, but did not wait for a response before continuing. “Your tendency to test the patience of your Sith captors is precisely what has caused all this damage to you. It would seem that your self preservation programing is… faulty.”

As she spoke, Nyiss moved forward, raising off her chair only to kneel beside Xid on the couch. Her left hand moved over his wounds, a few centimeters from his clothing as she focused healing energies into his wounds. She tried to make it as painless as possible, though there would likely still be a sting. Healing of others was not her speciality, and the Dark side of the Force tended to make inducing pain far easier than removing it.

Xid couldn’t move. His mind raced with no way to escape as his body was pinned by the invisible force the Darth used, his ears listened while she spoke. Each word seemed to stab at him, unsure if she was mocking or trying to understand him, his eyes shifted to the side when she came into view. He flinched when she hovered her hand over his wound and the small pain started, hot and burning while his bones knitted back together and the bruising diminished. Gradually realizing he was helpless, his body started to unwilling relax and accept the healing.

“I already suspected such results. I was flawed from the very start after all.” Xid admitted, his voice blank of emotions. “Why bother repairing me when you know the other Sith will merely undo what you’ve accomplished? Why waste the resources, the energy or the time for a machine that doesn’t care about completing its function?”

“Any machine can be improved. Made to fulfill far more than its original function.” Nyiss began. “With your talent, you should know that any machine can be repaired and improved. Even one claiming to be flawed from the start.” She continued to heal the damage in his body as considered her next words. “Do you really intend to continue to provoke my Sith? What if one of them is overzealous and you are killed? What do you think your master would say if she knew that you are knowingly gambling with your life even after she made the ultimate sacrifice for you? Did her life mean nothing to you?” Nyiss’ voice took on more emotion as she went. She would never sacrifice her life for an apprentice, no matter how promising… But if she did that apprentice had better make the most of it. The idea that Xid would squander such an opportunity disgusted her more than she was expecting.

“Some machines are too dangerous for that. Their potential doing more harm than good, the only purpose a machine of that function can do is kill or destroy the balance when explored. Something that is unacceptable as a Jedi. In the end, it’s better to dismantle it and scrap the parts for something different.” Xid stated plainly, subtly hinting he had explored his own potential but seemed to give no further details over the incident. For now.

His fingers tightened against the cushion when Nyiss talked about Sela, his eyes returned to stare at the sofa back in grief. “Please...just don’t talk about her like you knew her or me. “

He wanted to curl into a ball, even with the Sith there and sink into his own thoughts. His mind darting through memories and thoughts about his old teacher, recalling both the pain and enjoyment they had had. Sela might’ve not understood him and even forced him to change but this, the self sacrificing attitude, she thought it was rather kind of him. Even if she suspected it was more due to his own degrading value about himself. “As for me provoking your Sith, it doesn’t take much effort so… most likely, yes. There is no Death, only the Force.”

Not likely the wisest to sprout a piece of the Jedi Code at a Darth who could easily kill him as he continued in a bitter tone. “The Sith, from what I know, value strength above all. It’s their primary motivation to obtain it through any means necessary even by killing their own. It’s an endless cycle and if someone isn’t strong enough to survive it, then they are most likely better off decommissioned. A fact a few of your Sith seem to agree with and take great pleasure in showing how fragile Jedi are.”

He knew if Sela saw him now, her heart would most likely be breaking. She never liked how he spoke in this manner as it made him more like the cold machines he worked on, less human in her eyes. Often she would frown in disapproval causing him to alter his word choice just to make her smile, a gesture he was glad to do even if he struggled with it. At some point, it became second nature to him. Breaking from his thoughts, Xid’s eyes turned to look at the Darth. He was expecting the gears of their conversation to continue to grind, his own shaky and jerking while hers was precise and well timed movements, and waited for her answer on what he had said.

“Do you know why they say that? That there is no death, only the Force?” Nyiss asked rhetorically. She was quite disappointed with Xid’s outlook on the world. With so little motivation to survive, she was amazed he had even made it to Knight. He had to have some motivation though. She just had to find out what it was. “They say that because it is possible, through extreme devotion to the living Force, it is possible to transcend physical form and live on as a Force Spirit… But only the most devoted and the most enlightened achieve this. What the Jedi do not tell you, is that the vast majority of beings simply… cease… when they die. That will be your fate should you die here. And a terrible waste it would be.”

She stood then, the majority of the healing complete. Looking down at him, she stated “No machine is inherently too dangerous. Every machine has a task, and even when that task is to hurt others, the machine itself is not dangerous. It is the will controlling the machine that makes it dangerous. I have a great many artifacts a few rooms over from here, all of them you might claim to be dangerous. To the weak of will, they may well be. But they are not dangerous to me, or when used by me. I understand them all. That allows me to choose whether they are dangerous or not.”

She sat back in her original spot before continuing, calming her voice somewhat. “You claim that you are too dangerous. You can only be so if you lack the ability to control yourself. Are you telling me that you lack the will needed to control yourself?”

“You see it as a waste, I see myself being more useful. I aid and help those who draw on the force in the same way I was taught. My energy would still exist even if it’s not what I am now.” Xid remarked simply, his head turned back to the sofa back and let the pinching sensation die away. His side had stopped hurting several minutes ago while he thought about the Darth’s mention of her holocrons, his body shivered at the thought of what the Jedi had taught him about them. Dangerous and best left alone, only select Jedi were ever allowed to retrieve them from known locations which was enough to dampen his curiosity over them for years.

Gingerly, he pulled himself upright and slide his legs off the chair’s edge and placed his feet onto the floor. His side was no longer hurting to the degree he knew it had been and even now, he could easily breathe. At the Darth’s last question, Xid didn’t speak as his arms curled around himself in silence. He hoped she would draw her own conclusions and be done with it. Control wasn’t the issue, but the result often hurt someone since he became so focused on the task that he didn’t stop to realise who might’ve gotten hurt in the process. It was that pain he couldn’t bare.

“Your energy is a tiny drop in the galactic ocean that is the Force. Your death would be a waste of all that you are, and all that you might be.” Nyiss stated, her making it clear that he should not argue without a stronger point than that.

“Now tell me. Are you so incapable of controlling yourself that you are a danger to all around you whether you wish it or not?” His lack of answer the first time had been quite conspicuous. She could tell that it must be something important to him, and so she would press the point until she discovered everything she could.

Xid tensed visibly, his lips tightened as he was thinking over his words carefully. He didn’t want to answer the question the Darth seemed interested in, knowing in inside it would be the worst mistake he ever made. His arms wrapped tighter about himself to push away the seeping dread growing inside of him before he tried to press the earlier point. “Yes, I would be one drop. Not unique from any other but even one drop helps fill an ocean. How many ‘drops’ do you think made it in the first place? As for what I might become… it’s best left unknown in my opinion.”

He paused a moment, then remain quiet for a moment before he answered. “I rather allow you to draw your own conclusion, honestly.”

Nyiss’ voice took on a scolding tone as she replied. “One drop can make a difference. But only if it reaches for the opportunities given to it to grow into something greater, and seizes them without a backwards glance. Something you are clearly not doing.” She then stared for a moment at the obstinate boy, calculating her options. After a moment she decided on one - carefully phrasing what she said next.

“My purpose is to gather information quickly. I have several means of achieving that purpose. I have polite, non damaging methods, methods which I use whenever I can. However, I am also possessed of less pleasant, more damaging methods of fulfilling my purpose. My purpose must be fulfilled. It is your choice to respond or not to any given method, but if you do not respond to one method, another will be selected.” She did not speak as quickly while using this turn of phrase. As capable as she was of matching Xid’s speech pattern, it did not come naturally to her.

Xid’s eyes studied Nyiss, raised from the floor where they had been staring at for a while now. He was already trying to think of a way out of it, but nothing came to him and though he might’ve discovered one sooner or later, it was likely the Darth would grow impatient during the wait. “A machine will always do as its programing requires and some machines are more fragile than they might seem.”

His voice was surprisingly calm, though he was an emotional wreck on the inside. He then added, in an afterthought, something he hoped might satisfy her. “If by control you mean I can access, maintain and use my gifts to accomplish my directive then yes. I can do this at will, but I chose to use it sparingly.”

Finally Nyiss thought. He had realised he should not fight her. But would the trend continue? She hoped so.

“Why?”

A single word, but all she needed. She would know by the end of this day, one way or another.

But it seemed that he had not really decided not to fight. The boy remained silent. The fool.

“Very well.”

Nyiss sighed, then began to gather her energy, focusing her mind. She was unsure of the extent of his mental defences, but she doubted he would be able to stand against her in this situation. Not while she could bring the full force of her mind to bear on him and him alone.

“Why.”

This time, she unleashed the word as a mind trick. The customary wave of the hand followed, but it was hardly a giveaway. By the time he saw it, he would already feel the mental onslaught.

Xid’s body tensed, his mind bracing for pain and expecting the cruelty most Sith could produce. His fingers dug into his arms through the black sleeves as he watched Nyiss, her words cold and firm in his mind. His mind was the first to relax, like being eased into an easier emotional state and coaxed into trust. It seemed to come from nowhere but it was the calm he was drawn to. It was the calm he needed as he gave into it gradually. His figure slacked slightly, his arms loosen and relaxed visibly.

Nyiss’ question rattled in his head, sounding gentle and a need to answer washed over him. His pupils glazed over slightly while his lips spoke before he knew what was happening, his eyes spotted the handwave too late. “I hurt someone with the results last time and they nearly died...”

A chill washed over Xid when he heard his own words, a shiver danced along his spine causing his face to pale. It took him a moment to feel the dread clawing at his throat when he revealed his greatest weakness.

“Thank you.” Nyiss said genuinely. “Now I understand.” Everything was falling into place now. She doubted she would be able to mind trick him so easily again, but she did not need to either. She had discovered what made him tick. He cared about others, and the pain they suffered, far more than himself. Threatening him was pointless, but threatening his friends and making sure he knew it would be his fault that they got hurt… That would prove very effective. Now she knew how to motivate him, she could far more accurately test his abilities.

“No. You mind tricked me.” Xid stated the obvious, his fear and anger seeping under his skin. “Why don’t you understand when I said some things are too dangerous? I won’t hurt people just to let you see what I can do. I refuse to allow that.”

His hands had fisted while he glared at Nyiss, trying to think of how to undo what was done. However, it was impossible and deep down he knew it. There was only way. He knew his friends were depending on him but he just put their lives at risk and now they would suffer. Part of him wanted to lash at her, attack and wipe whatever evidence there was that he had betrayed them away. That thought was quickly pulled away when he realised if he did attack, he was unable to turn back.

Dark, smooth words echoed again in his head causing him to feel sick inside. You and I are more alike than you will ever admit.

Xid’s head pushed down into his hands as his fingers gripped into his scalp, deep enough to attempt to draw blood, as he tried to clear away the mess in his head.

Nyiss drank in the torrent of feelings washing off of Xid. Anger and fear. Emotions no Jedi was supposed to have… and in significant intensity as well. She wondered if he realised just how close he was to the dark side. All he needed was a little push. She couldn’t resist the opportunity. He clearly hated her, and she had just made it personal by forcing his weakness from him.

She stood, looking down at Xid. Then she strode out to the center of the room and turned, such that Xid’s lightsaber was clearly visible on her belt. She used the Force to activate the comms panel on the wall. “Guards. I have what I need. Carry out order C7. Kill every one of the designated expendables. And do let the Lizard have one or two, I’m sure he’ll enjoy himself. Oh and keep Lea for me.” She pulled her Lightsaber from her belt, looked at it, then discarded it on a nearby couch. She threw the two Jedi Lightsabers next to it and turned as if to leave, hatred and satisfaction rolling off of her.

Before stepping, she turned to Xid again. “Thank you again. You are just what I was looking for, the rest of the unsalvageable machines will be taken apart. I’m sure those tiny drops in the Ocean will amount to something. Most likely more power for me.” She smiled, a cruel and hateful smile, and turned back towards the door.

Xid’s mind tighten and emotions swirled, clamping over his heart at her words. He had bottled them up, pretended they weren't there for a long time and no one seemed to have noticed. Not single one of his friends had ever thought to explore it or gotten the chance. Now it had festered but he wouldn't let it define him. He knew what he could become as he had seen it in a prisoner and it frightened him. It always had.

Slowly his fingers relaxed and his head pulled upright, noting the lightsabers she left before him and seemingly tempting him. His hand was held out and a lightsaber, Nyiss’, floated to his hand. The weight strange and almost alluring enough got him to consider using it in a way he could end his misery. The Jedi’s grip held it firmly, gears ticking over his options while his breath stilled in his chest.

That's when the memory of Shiri’s kiss surfaced. He couldn't take his life without hurting her and his breathe exhaled, his thoughts focusing on her.

He would not be manipulated this way.

Xid’s hand toyed with Nyiss’ lightsaber in his hands, getting a sense of what it was able to do and how it worked. Ingenious weapon really as he noted the button was for show while the insides were different compared to his own, his mind calmed when he examined the machine in his hand and memory of his friends.

Now Shiri and the others were about to be killed for his own stupidity. Their lives and suffering soon to be over, because of him.

His head turned to Nyiss, but he didn't get to his feet. “You’ve already analyzed my weaknesses but it seems you over looked the most probable outcome. Then again it might've never cross your mind. However I try to consider all my options and the possibilities. As you said yourself, my self preservation program is… faulty.”

Using her own phrase, he continued, his head now studying the lightsaber in his grip carefully as his tone held fast to a calm one. “You dismantle a single one of them, what purpose is there to keep me functioning? Every machine has the potential for self destruction, especially when their own programming can execute it freely.”

Not waiting for an answer, his eyes turned to the lightsaber he been examining then made a commented. “Force activated, a saber staff with a well balanced hilt. Suitable I assume from what I can sense because it also makes it impossible to determine when it's activated. “

He waited for her reply with the saber’s end pointed dangerously close to his chest, obviously hinting in his intentions. Without those he cared about, it would be easy to end it and still deny the Sith what she seemed to want. With her order currently likely on way to being executed and her death less likely to stop it, he knew he could at least protect the billions of lives he was connected to still. Unlike the Darth, he wasn’t afraid of death as it could easily be seen in his eyes. Now he could try to rectify what he had done or die trying.

Nyiss stood, struggling to control her disappointment as he completely failed to seize any sort of advantage, real or imagined. He stared at her Lightsaber, and she imagined he had probably already figured out the simple trick she had used in the activation mechanism. When he spoke, a grim realization began to come over her. She had miscalculated. The boy seemed to be suicidal that not only did he want a Sith to end him… He was actually considering doing it himself. Such a thing had never even occurred to her. The idea was completely alien.

She did her best to maintain her composure, but even her facade had limits, and it began to slip. “Are you mad?” She said. “What are you doing?” Her voice was raising in pitch. She had pushed him to this, but she wasn’t going to simply back down now, despite the risk it posed. To do so would be weak, and demonstrate a lack of conviction. Unlike him, she owned her actions…. And at the end of the day, if he died, it wouldn’t be a particularly great loss in the grand scheme.

“Your master would be disgusted.” She said, her tone returning to one of cold steel. She didn’t have the time or composure to try and use his method of speech on him, so she turned back to the more familiar approach - her voice gaining more and more undisguised disgust as she continued.. “Go on then. Kill yourself. I’ll make sure to show the recording to all the other prisoners over and over while they die.”

Xid’s mind already had process the reaction possibilities, this one being the most likely. Sith were monsters in the end and he wasn’t surprised to discover her mask slipping slowly at his actions. His lungs inhaled his most likely last breath if this went sideways while he flinched at her mention of his his master. Fear was spreading through his core at what he about to do but the sorrow was greater, knowing he had little left to lose by killing himself. The only thing that kept him going were his friends and allies, and with them gone, there didn’t seem to be a point.

His voice took on a hint of anger in his words, a coldness toward the truth he was revealing. “I asked you never to assume you knew her or me, now let me explain why since you insist on using her. You said she sacrificed herself for me, but I know she didn’t and I knew her far better than you. Even if I hadn’t been there, she still would’ve tried to stop you at the cost of her life. It was her function to stop Sith, like mine is to manipulate with and enhance machines. I had little influence in her choices save I would’ve gotten in the way, preventing her goal from being accomplished. That is why your argument is invalid when using her.”

If she had taken the time to explore his reasons, she might’ve realized that and not used it again. However, he kept that information silent while he took another breath to continue. “The prisoners were your only leverage in this, the very thing you threw away when you ordered them to be killed. You were hoping I would do something more drastic, but I won’t let you win. Call off your orders and I will relinquish the lightsaber back into your hands. I’ll even...” He paused, feeling the sting of his next words edge into his throat and forced them out. “Do as you want, within reason. If you don’t, at least my death will save more than the few I’ve already costed and will hurt with this. Sacrifice one to save the many.”

Xid made sure his words were clear and firm, his fingers tightened while his force was ready to pull the trigger deep within.

“And which many might that be?” Nyiss quickly regained her composure as she heard Xid’s final remark, a new plan forming in her mind. She prepared herself to nudge the lightsaber at the moment of activation, minimising the damage to particularly vital organs. She would be able to rush him to the alchemy lab the moment he collapsed and with the tools within, keep him alive. She would demonstrate to him, the foolishness of his attempt to kill himself, and the further cost of his actions. He would see that no matter what he did, people would suffer.

And then she would have what she assumed to be vital information wrung out of him, to discover what exactly he had meant by his last comment.

She attempted a swift but weak mind trick on him, she knew it would fail, but it would almost certainly scare him into action. “You will tell me.” She said, hand wave accompanying the words.

Xid realised his mistake far too late when Nyiss’ question reached his ears.

At the attempted mind trick display, his hands jerked the weapons’ end back to his chest center and activated the blade quickly. It came on perfectly. However, Nyiss’ force nudged it to the side where the end skimmed the heart and instead, it took a chunk of the lung. He hadn’t realised it was off center when the pain flared in his body. The hot, burning sensation started at his chest then flowed to the other side where it exited out his back, the end seared through the thin barrier provided by his current clothes. Clothes and flesh alike sizzled on touch, the burning smell filling his nose causing his stomach to twist into knots. His fingers clenched tightly about the hilt on impulse while he struggled to retain the trigger within the weapon.

Pain, so much of it filled his very core causing him to howl in reaction. Xid wished he had considered the full effects before he had stabbed himself as his mind faded rapidly, passing out thanks to his low tolerance. Immediately the light saber’s blade retracted and sucked back inside the hilt, leaving behind a small hole within his chest’s side. It tumbled from his relaxing fingers while his body tumbled to the chair’s arm where his body prompted up against the side, motionless.
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Im getting tired of fighting in open plains and broken castles. Gonna make this a gritty fight, he called me names, remember?


I have one arena you could use if you're interested in one that's not an open plains or broken castle. It's one I used with Rilla and slightly more complicated as I tend to put a lot of details in my arena area creations, mainly as I enjoy outside threats that people can capitalize on and use if they want to be creative. Though you don't have to in this one.
Sorry for double post, but power use. Will we be going by an in-game cooldown to post equivalency? Like, you have 3 seconds available to use each post, so you could use a Charge into a Nova in one post, but you cannot use two Flares in one post. Then on the next post, you have a three second cooldown, and it continues. (So if you use something with a 12 second cool down, you have to wait a total of four rounds before you can use another power. If you have something with a two second cooldown, you can use it in the next post. Or something with a one second cooldown, you can use it twice, then once on the next turn, alternating posts.).)


I think Dervish is trusting us to use our best judgement. I usually establish posts (my own) for cool down myself because it's easier than trying to determine each post is x amount seconds.
@Fallenreaper It sounds like Serena will have her hands full with Vellios and the death wishes.


It's more the fact he doesn't consider the results of said actions or how dangerous they can be... XD
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